had a great and bad time today. went to pasir ris after i bath finish to find her. haha. cos going out ma. then first thing of cos went to have our meal. went to this japanese restaurant at tampines mall and had my lunch. not bad la the food. quite nice. after that went to the parkway parade, play pool there. there quite cheap ma. only $3 per hour. won 3-2. lol. damn fun. this is the 2nd time i play so gd with a girl. all the while when play with girls will tend to be lousier. haha don't know why also.

but something bad happened between us today. but luckily everything is back to normal and in fact we got closer together. i hope these stupid things won't happen again. =) went to take neo cards with her today too. haha so nice man the pics.

then after spending the whole day with her, jio kok ming and zk out for supper. then talk crap lo. lol. then after that went to find kai wei at hougang mall. he idiot sia don't know how to walk from hougang mall to my house. sure is fake one lor. just want my accompany. now he's slping on the sofa with my bloster. idiot i got nothing to hug later. nvm. i REN!

haha k la. shall end here. having a long day tmr. haha tata~

ilu

wow. it has been a long long time since i had updated. many things happy. another chapter of my life is gonna be written in my book of life.

i'm in another relationship. my second in my life. though i just broke up not long ago, i have learnt many things from the past relationship and i hope the mistakes made in the past, won't be repeated in the future. she's charlene. =) we got together on 17th sept 05. it has been some days le. she's really good. i hope we will last. though we know each other not long, i don't want to let a good catch to bypass me so fast. i just want to grab every chance in my life to make things work for me, to make my life a more meaningful one.

hmmm. lets talk about recent things ba. all my exams over already. so happy! now just have to wait for the results. hope will pass all and won't have to retake the modules. cos i know i didn't put in enough effort. if i do badly its also not a surprise. just hope i can pass with b or at least a c. i promise.. i will work hard next sem. trust me!

this sat also having sc outing and us bbq. haha should be quite fun la. then morning got soccer. think after soccer then go down. sure late lo. but nvm la. late is forever better than nv. hees. looking forward to everyday. to see what things will happen in my life.

haha don't know why. i feel independent these few days. haha i must be mad. well enough of my crap. i slp 12 hours last night. damn tired. haven't been slping well since my study break. hope my health won't be affected.

haha stop here liao.. tata

many things happened for the past few days while i nv update. this shows that in a single day, one's life can be changed. mine changed..ever since that day.

i saw her at a bus interchange. took glances at her. but didn't really go and notice her until when she was going to alight, she passed me a note. i was happy of cos. its the first time i had ever received anything like that. calls between us became frequent and msgs online and on hp were exchanged daily. really enjoyed her accompany. feelings grew and things were on the right track. the only problem... was time.

why is it time? because i need it to know her better. to manage my stuffs and most of all, to get prepared for a new relationship if i want. hmmm. i just hope things will go as fine as it seems. but there's just one thing i am feeling sad about. haiz. nvm. i just hope understanding and trust will grow.

have been slacking most of the time during the one week break. having my tests this week. omg man. i just hope i can pass all with at least a B. today had cip paper. tmr having econs at 2pm. wed b stats and finally friday.. ob. can't wait for that day to come. very scared of my econs. just hope i wil understand the questions and do well.

may God bless everyone taking their exams. amen.

i wanna be with u

just finish bathing. went to work just now. today worked at ck tang. not bad la. cos today not that tough. as usual, got $100. so happy.

lets talk about my day. woke up very early to sch. still can't slp well last night. had breakfast in sch. then went to the library to study. but study until i slp. omg! thats the first time i ever did that. had my econs revision with flo. she taught me quite good. cos i managed to understand what she's saying. but feel bad. cos she sick then still talk. but anyway thats not the pt. just hope she recovers soon.

went back hougang after that. kinda lonely. so asked kel tay out. went to mac and studied. but also like nv study la. cos i just read through some econs notes and ob. then saw yi wei and square there. haha idiot la yw. honging 2 small girls. wth. then ate mac for lunch. went back home after that. kel came along too.

then he use the com and i slept. need rest ma. cos the uncle coming to fetch me at 10.15pm at the carpark. hmmm. so this is how i spent my stupid day.


wondering...

slept very very late last night at around 4+am. watched the match between france and one ulu club. france won 2-0. luckily didn't watch the 2nd half. but didn't really sleep well last night.

accompanied zk to buy his pants today. went to j8 and watched. he bought from g2000. not bad la. cost $46. then went back to hougang plaza had my lunch. ate ban mian and chicken rice. was damn hungry. but in the end very very full.

kel tay called us to go walk walk. went home change to jeans and went out again. we went to city hall and walked ard. went to the IT fair at suntec and topshop. he bought a shirt and one jacket. rich kid man. cost him ard $122. omg. if i got my atm with me, i sure will buy also. good! tmr i'm working mid night shift. got $$ again. =) but think i will be too tired.

just got home not long ago. talked wih kel at the bus stop for quite long. listen to him and he listen to my talking. talking about the girls we like respectively. both of us are kinda in the same situation. but somehow, i'm luckier than him. thats what he said. but i agree to a certain extent only.

didn't sleep well last night. something keep going through my mind. maybe its because i am thinking too much that caused me to think this way i hope things will go fine and my exams won't be affected!! hees. time is running short. exams coming soon. and i have no motivation to study. omg man.


thinking of u every second though knowing u are not mine...

finally its break!! but bad news is that exams will be coming after the break. damn sians. i don't have the motivation to study hard. i don't know why.

today as usual, went to play soccer. damn sucky today. play like dont know what fuck. but scored 9 goals in total. went to have lunch at hougang point after that. then went home Zzzz.

haha went out with family today for dinner. not bad la. quite long nv go out with family already. quite enjoyable. and stupid sis! tell me about her friend's sis. like want to intro me like that. what a nut case.

then damn stupid la starhub. i today receive alot msgs then are sent to me ytd. wtfh. but heck care. haha.

went to kel's house just now. watched england and wales. england won 1-0. joe cole scored!! not bad la. at least england won.

stupid day. fucked up!