July 2016

Is the month of the year again as I ask myself " what lies ahead of me?"
There are times where bad decision seems more darker and good decision does not even exist.
We are living in a world where we keep on checking our news feeds on Facebook, refreshing feeds on Instagram or just a random tweet.
We will stumble upon posts where people are living life that your want to live.
Travel the world, spending time at the latest events, have a leap of faith, or just silly in love.
Some of us might look at it with envy, jealousy and ask " what the hell am I doing with my life"
Some might just react to the post, double-tap at the post or retweet then they brush it off just like that.
Life is full of surprises, but some of the surprise are just bad.
Im not a strong believer, but I sometimes do think that God making my life as a comedy for his own entertainment.
Well, I guess comedy is not really enough for him that why he added tragedy, mystery, drama.

• 2 death within 6 months fulfilled the tragedy genre  
• Lost and found of precious items and gossips fulfilled the mystery genre
• Huge mental and civil war fulfilled the drama genre    

Is like god is sending a message as me to go faq myself with these.

Or I can blame on my horoscope cause it said I may look strong on the outside but I have tonnes of stupid issue inside of me.. 

My family had really sunk in deep in a sea of gloomy ocean.

We do not talk about it because we can still manage to catch a breath or two from the surface.

We do not really deal with it because we can still survive.

People look down on us, gaining advantages from us (especially me). 

Is just a big bad world we just have to face..

>Random rant because I cannot hold in anymore<

I hate people that are TOTALLY gaining advantage, especially im on the losing side.

My university mate are totally treating me as their chauffeur.

They car pool when ever they want without telling

They don't inform when they are not car pooling

Is not that I want them to return the favor 

Just a " can you give me a life today" or " We are going back later"

is enough for me.

Speaking in their mother tongue, laughing at their own inside joke, giving "friendship" gift

Is not that I envy or anything, I just DO NOT LIKE IT!

> That's all =) <

July-ING

V-LAINE

XOXO

一个人。。

因为家里只有五口，所以一个人在家的机率很大。

有时在家无所事事就到网上看看。

东看看，西看看，通常都会有新发现。

比如什么微电影啊，什么网上连续剧啊，剧情也蛮有趣倒不如就看看。
最近同性话题很红，网上下都在谈。

这世界里，已出现了很多不一样的“爱”。

但最被人嫌的是同性之间的爱。

现在那些小说啊，电影啊，动漫啊 都出现了这类的内容。

好像在告诉这世界，就算你们怎么嫌，这种爱依然存在。

其实说真的，同性恋情很可怕吗？
有的人说是恶心，有的人说是羞耻，有的还说会被上帝诅咒。
有的人还是接受不到这种新生活，但有的人为这种生活而拼命。
他/她们之间的感情，我们明白吗？
他/她们之间的烦恼，我们了解吗？
大家都有权利去爱，那为什么他/她们就没有呢？
有时他/她们比普通情侣更幸福，因为他/她们知道这是一份很难得的爱。

人啊，就是要拼！就算拼不出一片云彩，自己也不后悔。

爱也得拼，因为要拼出别人看了都羡慕的幸福。

不管是异性，同性还是双性 大家谈的都是一份叫“爱”

如果遇见了幸福，我们舍得让他/她走吗？

如果时间已成熟，我们就不是我们了吗？

如果这是缘分，我们有权利去更改他吗？

人们总是要从别人口中才知道自己其实是很幸福。

虽然是吵吵闹闹的，但还是过着幸福的日子。

朋友们都有伴了，吃饭都是双双对对。

自己是有点羡慕，就是在一起多久了，日子就算有多惨都有人安慰,

掉泪的时候，枕头棉被都不是受害者。

但单身也很好啊！

不必去理会他人的心情，不必为神马什么节日筹备。

不必讨好他人的感情，就自由自在的活在自己的世界里。

我们都在写着自己的童话故事，角色也一直在改变。

如果开心的时候，猩猩，老虎 和兔子都会是好朋友。

万一有一天猩猩就这样离开了，自己会找谁来代替猩猩呢？

老虎和兔子会喜欢这新朋友吗？

在自己的童话故事里，会出现的都是自己想要拥有的生活。

角色都是自己安排的，白马王子可能不会骑在白马上，

公主可能不会拥有华丽的衣裙，白马王子可能不会爱上公主，

动物可能会讲人话，花草树木可能会有感情，

这应该就是自己想要的童话故事吧。

感性-ing

V-Laine

XOXO