I Miss You

Looking back at the past is always that memorable and fun.. How I wish we can go back and stay there forever.. Without worries , without status. Just be right by your side... making you laugh and tease you ... missed the days you knocked at the door with that cute smile... missed the days i bug you with my wonderful and "sexy" singing. missed the days we did crazy things together ... I miss you…

sinking too much in

I must resist !!! and must not sink in too much.

The more you put in, the more you will lose. tt why some people will say " never put all your eggs in one basket. "

I think i am too involved in NS liao. thinking about solutions, things to do even on weekends. it seems to take control over all my life. it is like too involved in CCAs and ended up getting hurt time after time.

Focus on your studies and spread your love , energy and time to the world!!!!

Weird Dreams

Went swimming today. Swam for 20 laps within 30 mins.LOL a lazy and relax one. went home and straight to bed. I had this weird dreams of bringing juniors to a cottage named SP Environment Club. LOL it is a nice and huge cottage with lake and ponds and large patch of land. It is kinda perfect place i wan to be in.

was telling them that i wan to have a garden to plant vegetables and be self sustained. LOL wat a weird dreams.

The only reason that i can relate to the dreams is that i studied Tax before i went for swimming. and it is on donation of land and title. LOL

weird people tends to have weird dreams. but at least it is a pleasant one for me :P

Tiring but enriching week

Monday

Went for some concert to support Joel with Cally, Dan Dan and Lijia. LOL quite a nice concert , especially the last part.Damn touching lar.It kinda reminds me of the AGM i had years ago.LOL mixed feeling of trying to get out of the org, but miss the org.LOL weird guy. The dance groups are kinda extra.

damn enjoyed the satay.LOL be with them kinda make me feel younger though i just 1 year older nia.

Tuesday

as usual got ABC, and kinda late for class too. LOL walked in to the lecture hall feeling so VIP.LOL

Wednesday

Went swimming with usual gang after work

Thursday

Got meeting for some touch time. damn amazed by the details they put in. the cue table and stuff. LOL meet till 9pm. tired, missed my lesson but gain lots of knowledge in org event.

Friday

Kana ABC again. this time swap with NEC as he got medical appointment. Kinda missed the ceremony. damn xin li bu ping heng.haha haiz..

Now , i should start study for my ACCA liao

Run here and there

Today was a great day, run here and there. First did the pulping where we gathered all the classified papers and send for mass shredding. was tasked to witness teh whole process. went all the way to tuas and look look at the process. quite a nice insight into paper recycling. LOL

Kinda like secondary school education tour. Love it to max. then took taxi back to office, but before that,we went for lunch LOL. all expenses paid for. LOL

In total , we saved 28 mature trees, but think from another point of view, we killed 28 mature trees instead.

went back to office and then proceed to bukit batok cc for meeting regards to another event. LOL busy life for me in NS. was learning a lot from the organiser. Must say some of the methods used in poly is not that up to standard with what they are using now. Glad to be able to have the opportunity to learn the corporate way of doing things. meet till 7.15pm. decided to forsake my acca class as it will end even i rush there. LOL must really do some catching up liao.

Jia You Victor. You can do it de.

心里不平衡

Today feel a bit 心里不平衡, so gotta whine my way out this blog.LOL

early morning got this upset news that my planning may have to change should they pull anyone out. Freak man. how i wish i can bang table and **** the person who changed my schedule. Feel damn angry when they keep trying to pull people out of ABC for that EFG saying that EFG needs lot of people. ending up people of EFG can read newspaper and talk crap.

People like to create this exclusive club which they have valid reasons , but hey isn't that property catered to department's need and not just their own needs.

damn angry when the 'head' can't even do anything. My "lion roar" also no effect and may end up at DB( i am the smallest fry there) .

It just seemed like SPENV, but with a different playing field. Can't really do much to the upper management. But i will transform ABC into an exclusive club that ppl will be despo to be there, since it is the "cool" thing now. as long as i got the people , i win the game.

sadly to say ,i am on ABC this wed, so i cannot attend AGM liao . so damn sian.....

Positive side of view--> my video kinda well-received by the targeted audience. LOL which is good. and thank god, spenv kinda trained me on how to handle difficult people and situation, which is handy now.Must start thinking that all problems are a learning point for me. A big thanks to those who gave me trouble , for training me to be a better person. :D

YANG LIJIA IS CUTE !!!!

ok this is the 1st post of 2010 and i am delegating it to MS YANG LIJIA. LOL

A very big happy new year to all. Though not that happy afterall. maybe still in the 'seh' mode after de drinking.

This first post of the year is dedicated to Yang LIJIA.My fan, my friend and my idol. LOL so damn touched that she said that i have interesting posts and a pity to end it due to NS. LOL So i shall restart this blog to pen down my experience and stuff. Thanks for the positive motivation :D

2009 a big turning point from me. From a student to a NSF. quite a lot of high and low. ended my duties as president of env, finished my diploma. a big slap on my face that i will not be able to carry guns and go for full BMT course. rejections from uni..... blah blah blah. Anyway the past is for us to laugh at anyway.

My new year resolution is to be more aggressive than defensive. to fight for what i want. People keep saying that i need to be more assertive. Even my 16 PF also says so. No more being a mr too nice guy and put other's needs infront of me. maybe this 'bad' 'bad' image can make me less gay looking LOL

I haven blog for long after being a NSF. LOL all about army stuff is sensitive and boring to most tt why. Well, now NS is getting more and more interesting . will elaborate it more

1. YANG LIJIA IS CUTE!!!!

ok , admit that she is cute, but hor.... I am cuter LOL (be she gonna kill me man)

read something about OCBC from her blog.Laugh till siao. LOL haven laugh till i kinda fall off the chair for some time liao. haha Thanks

2. Selection test

went for some selection and met 3 friends. LOL was so damn embarrassed when they call out my name. Didn't really say hi back LOL hope they dun think i am dao to them. Cause have you ever "hi" to the invigilator of your exam?? LOL

But quite "song" for people of higher rank calling you SIR LOL. anyway i wore the bright pink business shirt there LOL tt makes me "outstanding" lol.

some friend think that pink is gay , but i am trying to show them that a real man will not be affected by any colour.

3. I sound like yu yi

Was having a meeting with my mdm , she laugh and said that i look and sound like this yu yi from the tao hua xiao mei. LOL Mdm , you make my day LOL.

4.Missed a lot of spenv outing.

really damn sorry for missing lots of outing due to NS. not that i dao or dun wan to go out with you all. Is just that i alway got things on. Will make it a point to attend teh AGM, planned to get leave on that day :D

5. I am now a kaplan student LOL

taking ACCA on Tuesday and Thursday :D so good to back as a student. But keep on being late due to my working hours. at least i can maximize my time LOL.