It's been nearly 2 weeks but this feeling seem to have not disappeared. I really do miss you a lot, the old you. ):

I've been trying very hard to forget but every place I go just keeps reminding me of you.

You may not even be reading this now I know but it's all the better for you because I wouldn't want you to think back of all these.

You are very busy now and I can see that.

But I hope that once this is all over, we could slowly find ourselves back.

I'm holding on because I'm stubborn in love. I will love you till you come back to me one day.

That day when you broke me apart was not the end of this love at all. It just broke out into a new fresh beginning for me.

The end was only a new beginning for me to wake me up from my paranoia and to find myself back to get you back!

I believe that there's still a part of you that still holds on to your old self and it's quietly lingering in your troubled soul.

"Say goodnight, our first goodbye. I've only for forever and forever is fine."

Please don't read this, Joanne.

Can someone tell me?!

Why am I so crazy over you??

I don't know whether you can see how much pain I'm feeling now...

You're always being so happy with your friends but I'm like a prick in your skin.

Where have all the silly questions and humorous laughter been?

In the first place, why am I like that? :(

Guess I just need to keep swallowing and swallowing until things go back to what they were...