School's starting tomorrow and I'm feeling like crap.

I'm having a block nose and difficulty breathing, haiii.

I'm so worn out from being lazy.

I hope this semester will get me kicking and working.

and...

no more roller coaster rides please. (:

Now I know what it feels to be lonelier than lonely.

Sucks.

I've been too alone too much.

Someone help me.

Sure I know it's tough and scary,
but remember that I'm always right here for you...
even if it means for me to assure you a thousand times, I would..
like how The Beatles would sing it,
I wanna hold your hand :)

"Hihi I wait for you okie?? :)"

"Haha ehhhh?okiee :D but whyy??"

"Heee causeee.......

I want to wait for you to send me home hehehe >.<"

Impossible I guess...

you're there sometimes but i can't touch you.
cause I'm not allowed to.

Now you sir, gave me a challenge : Withstand the test of time.
It's been hard though but I'm still doing well. (:
I believe it's the difficulties that I'm facing that will ultimately prove my worthiness as a human, for who I am and what I believe in.
Only time will tell...

Hmm, I wonder..
when will I ever be able let the world know that I love you?
:)

I should learn to let go.
sometimes.
:(

omg i dunno why but i suddenly got ulcer on my tongue ._.

sigh, today i overstrained myself again.
now my legs feel so exhausted from all the running and stretching and kicking.
tmr's going to be a very aching day for me.
and i got blisters on my feet cause I didn't wear proper socks. :p
Now it's like radiating with pain. ):
Haha, haii I should have just spend a little bit more on buying a pair of socks and all these would not have happened.
But omg, I have actually spent about 500+ in a month! :O

Ok me very tired liao...
goodnight.
:D

"No one taught me life lessons. I had to pick it up myself."

Dear Ghee Hoe,

Let me tell you a story of yourself.
(:
It all started about a couple of months back.
You met this girl at your school orientation camp.

Both of you were just friends and talking to each other.
But for you,
you started to had weird feelings for her and you didn't know what it was.
So you didn't bother much at first.
But as days and weeks went by, you started to hang out more often with her, noticing the every little detail of her and this weird feeling started to get deeper and deeper...
Then one day, you decided to ask yourself what this feeling was.
And you searched and searched and...
you came out with an answer.
It was called love.

When you realised that you loved her, you were scared and afraid to tell her cause you were afraid things might just happen like the last time and you didn't want to feel that way anymore.
So you decided to hide it away from her, pretend you didn't love her.
But one day, she also decided to confess her feelings for you and you were O_O
"Haha wah, she loves me and i love her lei!"
So you were pretty much over the moon! :D

However,
things went deeper and deeper
you gave your love to her and she gave hers to you and loving each other seem to be so much exciting and happy!
But slowly you realise that she isn't just an ordinary girl.
She's has problems that are pretty interesting yet frustrating.
So things get a little tangled up.
You were afraid at first, having doubts of your own. But as time went by and doing some self reflections, you realised that things had to be different.
Restrictions were made for her and you had to hold up with it.
You envy people with girlfriends that have a normal life.
But you don't expect much from her cause you understand her and you know that, all these other things are just bonuses and extras for you.
You seem to be very strong cause you didn't give up that easily as you would expect. (:
Everyday the moment you wake up, you've been telling yourself, praying, "Just wait a little longer and things might just reach the end."
And it's been going on till now and hopefully it reaches the end soon.

I guess your life isn't just meant to be plain. (:

Just keep telling yourself,
"No, she ain't going. Wakey wakey...."

Oh well,
I guess It's just me and myself going alone.

My sundays always seem to be the weirdest of days.
It's the day that I would literally just laze and rot around at home for nothing!
I could safely say, sundays are my day-offs from the outside world.
And at the end of every sunday, I would just tell myself,
"What A Day! Phew!"

Haha, guess that's how this weird world of mine works. (:
Oh well!
Goodnight, my world!
^ ^

It's suprising this guy came into my dreams and yet I still can remember him.
o.o
oh well...

It's fun to be happy,
and happy to be fun! :D

But, with all that fun comes a time for us to rest. (:

Goodnight, world. ^ ^

I waited and waited and waited and....




DING!

MS BUN HAS BEEN BAKED! ^ ^
HELLO MS BUN!!

Hmm, sometimes I wonder, what is love?

I think,
In math, love is a problem.
In history, love is a battle.
In art, love is a heart. (:

But to me?
Love always will and simply be just,
You
&
Me.
^ ^
Sooo,
With these hands held together , we would slowly intertwine them tightly like vines.

I've given so much,
but got so little in return...




But,
I didn't complain.
(:
Cause I know the world was never made fair.

As I'm typing this, I'm listening to you sleeping soundly. (: (And your sister screaming now and then)
Guess you can't hear what I'm saying to you now cause you're in your dreamland! :D
But I hope those words I said get into your dreams :D
And I'm guessing you pushed the phone away from your ear so you can't hear anything i'm saying now too. (:
So basically, I'm talking and singing songs to myself the whole time, sounding like a retard...
hahaha ._.


Woo the curry puff very nice! :D

Oh well!
Haha anyways,
Time to sleep!
Goodnight to you!
(:
I'm sure by the time you wake up!
You'll be like, "OH NO! I FELL ASLEEP! D:"
But I'll tell you, "HAHA IT'S OKAY! ^ ^"

Soo, yup!
^ ^

So by the time you read this,
I think I'll still be sleeping, hoping I can wake up tmr!
OKIE!
Good morning to you! ^ ^

I wish to hear your voice through the phone in a radiophonic tone.
Cause it would give me the tingling goosebumps. ^ ^
And a way to record your voice as a memory that would be locked up in the archive vaults of my brain.

(:

And,
Your livejournal post drew a smile on my face :)
Hehe,
I
(L)
you
^ ^

I'm not clever,
I'm not hardworking,
This competitive brain of mine is killing me softly and slowly...

I always try to help people out whenever I can,
but I'm always backfired.
They just want to kill me off and leave me behind.
Why?
If so, it might just bring me to be a more selfish person which I do not want to be. ):

Sigh, this world is so unfair.
:(

Should I start isolating myself away from the world again like I did before?
I have no plans for my break anyways... ._.
Hmm...

Haha, you just love to make my life oh so interesting ya? :D
Life can't be simple for me,
but on the other hand, having a simple life is boring too :)
And, I can see you're trying to spice my life up.
No wonder people around me call me a rare.
Guess I must thank you for making me such a rare. (:


:D

I had just felt the longest sleep in my life,
and
I'm going to bleed it all out in the court today.

I'm very, very tired...
please, can you just let me sleep in peace, school work? :(

blojourumblritterook.

I want to hold your hands and walk on the odd flooring tiles, kiss you under the mistletoe during Christmas and hug you during every rainy day.
:)

I want to tear,
But these tear ducts don't want to work.

I want to break down and fall,
But these legs just don't want to give up.

I want to stop brooding thoughts,
But this brain just wants to keep thinking.

I have many things I want to say,
But this lips just wants to keep itself sealed.

I have a soft and weak heart,
That weeps for the littlest of things inside.

I feel like a failure at times,
But my other half asks me not to give up.

I am so sad now,
So,
Goodnight.

hehe today I felt very artistic, so I decided to paint this :)

Haha no la, I where got time to paint, haii...
Hehehe :p
This is just a program I happen to find today :)
It follows wherever your mouse goes and you can record it.
Like a heat tracker :)
And I did this from.....
11:13pm - 3:17 am
and I made art!
yay! :D

Okie, time to sleep,
Goodnight.
:)

Login to facebook,
"Poke back"
"Are you sure you want to poke back??"
"POKE!POKE!POKE!POKE!POKE!POKE!POKE!POKE!POKE!POKE!POKE!"

hahaha
:D

Ni hao!
Wo shi Wang Yi Hao :)
Ni ming jiao she me ne? ^ ^

Racing hearts
and
Numbing minds.

Dried eyes
and
Crusted lips.

Holding a cup to my head,
giving a big sigh...
Fingers on the keys,
and here it starts...

I know it's been awhile already but I just got my new acoustic electric! :D
For the down side,
I'm facing a whole load of work and there's only 3 weeks left!
I gotta clear at least like 3/4 of it by the last week!
C'MON GH!!!
3D > DRAWING
hahaha
:D

Haii, I need someone to help me blog cause I'm running out of things to blog :(
Oh well,
it's 45 to 1am and I still haven't bathe haha
Ok ok, "Ghee Hoe, after you finish your work, post on the forum, go bathe okay? :)"
OKAY!
hahaha see, I've got nothing to blog that I have to talk to myself ._.
OK OK
Time to go now,
Goodnight to all! :)

Hahaha
Mr Thumb, who are you? o.o
And who's Ms Thumb?
Why are the both of you on my tagboard? O_O

Details In The Fabric [Music Video]

It's all about the little details in the fabrics....

Reflections of my life flashes by as I listen quietly...
:)

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
I'VE BEEN SPENDING 3 HOURS.
THINKING.
AND STILL I CAN'T GET ANYTHING OUT!
I'M A FAILURE.
I OVER THINK TOO MUCH.
:(

Guess I've been heavily bothered by these bad dreams of mine for the past few days and I've been asking the same old questions to myself time and time again, Why?
I need to snap out of it, quick.
Stop thinking about it.
Now I need a pillow to scream my lungs out.

I think I should sleep it off this time round....
with a heavy, burden heart of mine.

Goodnight.

Hihi ^^

I am a very cute person :)

I know how to play the guitar and the ukulele.

I can make a girl smile alot :D

And this is me,

Ong Ghee Hoe

091990S


Hahahaha okok i very bhb i know :p

Hey Blog, let me tell you something....




Haha, nothing! :)
Bye bye.

What he said was true.
Grades are just numbers.
Do what you believe you want to do.
We've been shackled by the education system that we do not take our chances, explore and challenge ourselves.
It's time, to rebel.
That's how merits are given.
After all, we are the Creatives...

It's 630am, there's school later on and I'm still not sleeping ._.

I was a bad day yesterday.
I went around Bugis, City Hall and Dhoby Ghaut only to not find myself any guitars to buy at the end.
And worst of all, a little kid bought the guitar.
Haha but I pity the kid, cause his mom was angrily telling him like, "You better play nice music for me if I get you the guitar ah! If not you'll get it from me." or something like that ._.
The only good thing I got out of this whole wasted trip was a bunch of Beatles picks :)

Ok I'm sleepy now, time to sleep.
I'll write more when my brain decide to work ._.
Sooo,
Goodni...I mean,
Good Morning! :)

The still life images captured,
kept away in a tiny bottle in my head.

Today was Nic ang's birthday celebration,
a pretty simple, casual one.
Went to eat at Jack's Place,
after eating, one went off...
Bused back to bishan J8,
Then birthday boy went clubbing with his cousins,
so left a few of us,
Keith forgets to take his keys from birthday boy's bag,
went all the way to Zouk to get the keys and cabbed back.
While the rest went to eat Kway Chap.

I don't usually eat that kinda stuff but blame in on my tummy for pms-ing with me. haha :p
Then Keith drives over and fetch me home.^^

Now I'm super tired...
I've been tired ever since this morning.
And I guess what made me even more tired was that I didn't even do my presentation today :(
Then whole day also never touch anything except mineral water.
I guess the eating just made me even more tired cause bao liao then very tired ._.
Now I can't type much cause my brain is on the verge of shutting down liao.

Haii, I got another dream but I don't know whether I should share :/
Oh well, hopefully I do,
So I can get it off my chest. :)

Alright then!
Goodbye!
:)
P.S. I'll update a better one when I'm more awake :)
oh my god, I'm seeing double vision! :O

Hahah wooo, this is what it is going to be like for the next 1 3/4 years! :)

Instant noodles + 1 cup of 9 egg yolks! :D

hahaha no la just kidding!

It's just a cup of oleng juce :)
The instant noodles looks crappy right?
Haha, cause I suck at cooking such things... :x

Haii, all thanks to school, now my bio eating clock is so messed up.

Nowadays, eat at the wrong timings.

Or maybe worst, don't even eat at all! :O

Sigh, oh well!

That's life as a SIDM student, gotta live with it, pft!

I'm clocking in the hours,
Just for that day to come.

I just had another dream the previous night.

All I remembered was,
Both of us were in a mall.
She was very sad.
I asked her, "Hey! :D Why are you sobbing??".
She didn't want to tell me and ran away into the elevator.
I was determined to find out why, being worried too on the other hand.
I ran after her, down the stairs, jumping big leaps off the ground only to finally reach the ground floor.
She was running out from the elevator and I was running behind, catching up with her.
I caught her arm and when she turned back, her long hair brushed against my face and there, I saw her sobbing, like a little 5 year old girl.
As I saw the tears rolling off her cheeks, I gently wiped the tears off her cheeks with my thumb and ask her, "Haiyo, why are you crying? Shhhshhshh, don't cry..." and I showed her a warming smile. (:

She just stood there looking at me with that sobbing face for a second or two before finally bursting into tears and grabbed on me, hugging me very tightly and crying on my shoulders.
I felt the tears as it soaked on my shirt.
Then, I gently rested my hand on her head and said, "Ayio, you silly girl! I'm always here for you. (:"
And I gave a little peck on her forehead and we walked off into a pet shop. (:
I wonder, why did I ever say those words....
And till now, I'm still trying to figure why she was crying cause I don't remember her even saying a word to me ._.
And till now, I still can't remember her face. She's someone familiar,
that's I all can remember.
Oh well, I'll just let dejavu hit me.
There is another scene where I was with her but that one was too vague to be recalled.
I'll try recalling when I HAVE THE TIME!
:)
Sigh, why do these dreams like to just come so randomly? ._.

Why do I always care so much for people when it has nothing to do with me? ._.
And when it's their fault, I easily forgive them?
But when it's my fault, they always blame me?

I guess being all Mr.Nice guy isn't exactly a good thing in reality.
But it's so hard to stop being nice!
I think I should....

START SINGING A SONG FOR YOUahhhh haahaa nonono!
You think I stupid ah?
Sing song for you for FREE?!
Hahaha you say "please" first then I sing! :)

hehe no la,
just kidding. ^ ^

Byeeeee.

Andd, I've come to realise that I wasn't the only sad one in school ._.

Anyways,
I need someone to motivate me,
just lie to me, tell me that i can get something from you to keep me working.
Otherwise, I'll never, ever, do my work.

Well well,
today's somewhat special cause it's dear matthew leu's birthday (it's not really today cause his birthday was actually yesterday but still...) and we went to eat at astons at suntec.
Wasn't much of a deal, just went there, eat, walk around and came over to my place to watch soccer.
But the most awesomest part of this whole outing today was the car ride man!
7 guys in a car, getting lost in the CBD district, wondering, "where the hell is suntec?!".
Lucky I had my Iphone and there was GPS, otherwise we'll be dead by now.
Then another 2 came for dinner.
And eventually when we drove back to my place, there were 9 PEOPLE, NINE REN, inside a 5-seater car!
Amazingly we all squeezed in, driver, 2 in the front, 5 at the back and 1 IN THE BOOT!
HAHAHA JEREMY TAN! XD

Ah well, it's all fun! :)
Then we ended it off by lifting up the world cup at sheng shiong!
Haii, Matthew, Matthew, angry clubber world cup winner boy! hahaha! :D
Anyone?
Wants to motivate me with something positive? :)

Ahright, off to sleep now!
Oh and I woke up like super late today! :O
Like my class starts at 9, I woke up at 8:30! D:
It's either me being so tired that I can't hear the alarm orrr my phone just doesn't like me :(
haii, as soon as I checked my phone for the time, I literally freaked out and CHIOOOOONG all the way!
somemore take taxi waste my money....
Then I was super blur in the morning =_=
No wonder I couldn't do my tests...
AHHH forget about the tests!

Alright alright!
I'm very very close to memorizing the whole song of START! :D
But I'm not sure whether I should be joining some lunchtime concert thingy ._.
Haii, I don't like the feeling of getting nervous and suddenly blank out :(

OKOK!
I've been telling myself to sleep yet I'm not sleeping!
Anyways, it's been a fun night soo....
GOODNIGHT ALL! ^ ^

Bun anyone? (:

Beatles - Twist & Shout (live in 65)

HERE ARE THE BEATLES! :D
C'MON C'MON C'MON C'MON C'MON BABY!
TWIST AND SHOUT!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOO!
LET'S JAM THIS SONG! :D

It felt really weird,
walking down the streets of Chinatown,
to see the repetitive things of the chinese.
Unproductive day.
Knew this was going to happen someday.
That very heavy feeling that shit's gonna happen anytime.
It sucks to be always smiling at people like I'm always so happy but deep inside,
it's all feeling sad,confused and uneasy.

I think I should stop relying on my guitar to avoid these troubles.
It's wasting every second of my time.
But,
I can't bring myself to do it cause playing it can only relieve whatever troubles I have.

Only The Beatles can make me smile straight from my heart. (:

Just give me a pass/D for 3D animation and I'll be contented.

Why?
I was all ready for school the previous day and suddenly the next day,
I became all sad and sulky.
This isn't suppose to happen....not now....not ever....
Sigh...

It's raining oh-so heavily, how am I to go to school? ._.
Don't go school, don't go school....

"Dear Blog,

I have many things to say to you now but you're going to tell the whole world about it so, I'm just going to keep it inside for myself to brood about it.

Bye bye."

Oh well, time to play my guitar! :)
I shall sleep when the birds start chirping!

Firstly,
I didn't know when buddha jumped over the wall, we could find things that had thorns and was soft soft and squishy squishy and looked like a piece of octopus-like tentacle.
Only until when they told me, "this is a sea cucumber!" and I O_O
Soo, you're telling me that the difference between normal cucumbers and sea cucumbers are the growth of thorns??
So now I know, when you plant cucumbers in the sea, they become softer, darker and thornier! :D

Second,
I know I've been saying this in my past posts before but really,
THE SUN HAS TO REALLY STOP BEING ANGRY! >:(
It's always trying to kill me with the heat whenever I'm playing soccer!
And I will always feel like a heat radiator whenever I don't move!
Haii, I should just write a letter to the sun like,

"Dear Sun,

Can you please not be so angry every time and cool down? You're always trying to kill me with your heat!
Thank you! ^ ^

Yours Sincerely,
Ghee Hoe."

Haha okay I sound stupid ._.

Ow, I got a hard knee knock on my thighs and it hurts like crap!
And I got a sprained wrist!
2 for injuries!

OH! and I admit I admit,
I LOVE WATCHES! :D
Not the funky, colourful ones!
Like, Mont Blanc, Nautica, Alexandre Christine, Titus and Marina Miltare just to name some :)
You guys ought to check them out!
It's like "Ohhh Myyyy Godddd....the beauty and elegance of it! It's just.....magnifque man! ^ ^"
And I always thought the watches my father buys for me is cheap ._.
When I checked them out at a watch shop, I just stunned O_O cause it was nearly reaching 500! :O
Now it really hurts to see the screen of my silver watch crack cause I accidentally dropped it! T_T
It's like how girls like diamonds and jewelry and stuff! SAME SAME! :D

Hmm, guess I'll be stopping here for now!
Bye bye. (:

Sigh, this is what happens when there's an oil spill in the sea...
OIL SURFIN'! :D
Nonono, I'm just kidding! But on a serious note....
It's kinda sad to see oceans polluted by oil spils cause it affects everyone!
Haa well!
Wait, in the first place, why am I even talking about oil spills??

This is just a random post.
:p

yue liang dai biao wo de xin

I'm don't listen to chinese songs but....
She's my one and only favourite chinese singer. (:

I remember when I was a little boy, wearing a mickey mouse cap and suspenders with shorts, I used to listen to her songs in the car when we are driving home at night.
It's a lullaby song for me, forever and always. :D

How I wish now chinese songs could be as beautiful as this piece.

I know, this is supposed to be on tumblr but for all the good things found, it must be shared here :)

I think I did the most sinful thing I've ever did in my life.

I stepped on a grasshopper.
It was an accident! :(

I was walking happily back to the lab with my waffles like, "lalalala! :D" then suddenly, I heard a "CRACK!", like a twig that broke!
Then I turned back and told myself, "OH SHIT WHAT THE HELL!"
"SHIT SHIT SHIT, I'M SO SORRY! :O"

And it was hopping away helplessly, with a leg gone....
haii....I'm going to hell for this ._.

Ow, I just burned a hole in my wallet.

Today I was woken up by a beetle crawling on my bed
And I was awkwardly stun when it tried to crawl on my head.
So immediately took the chance to grab it on its legs,
And flung it out of the window and it flew away :)
The next time I did was to look around,
only to realize there was no one to be found.
So I got off my bed and dragged my feet,
over to the bathroom and it was a big feat
I then looked into the mirror and saw myself,
Oh what a stupid blur face I have in front of me I tell.
And now I'm very lazy to continue this rhyme,
Cause it sounds stupid in its design,
So for now, I'll say byebye
And maybe next time, I'll write a new rhyme! (:

I think I'm talking to myself writing this ._.
Oh well.
Bye bye.
:)

Hello.
My name is Ghee Hoe.
Nice to meet you.
Bye.
:)

Okay, I think I just.....destroyed my tumblr ._.

OH WELL! :D
Hahaha, guess I'm gonna post all my music stuffs there :)

I'm currently now typing all these stuff on a ironing board and it feels weird.
And I'm staring into this page thinking, "Hmm, what should I say to you to make it interesting for you to read?"
So I'm thinking and thinking, and poof!
I came out with this idea to type out whatever I'm doing now which obviously doesn't amuse or interest you in anyway.
And I'm not in the dreamy mood like my previous post so this might bore you :p
And I'm feeling hungry.

I always wondered, wouldn't it be nice to be a love poet, writting it for people who can't express themselves to their fullest and giving these poems to their love ones.
It a joy to share for all :D
But on second thought, my engrish isn't that good :p
So nah, forget about that.

I believe...

that one single action is equivalent to a thousand words.
that one small action makes the biggest impact of them all.
that it's always okay to take one step back and from there, two steps forward. :)
that it's the little imperfections in all of us that makes up our life and who we are.
that it's alright to fail but not give up. :)
that we should not regret in every single decision we make in life.
that blogging all these just made me feel like a retard. ._.

Alright, I'm going to stop cause it's feeling kinda stupid for me soo before i go.......
I'm going to play a song for youahhh ok ok just kidding :D

Ciaooo.

This is no such thing as privacy in this day and age.
The only privacy we can find is within ourselves.

We are just ants living in this huge nest called, Earth.

I'm always seeing flashing, glimmering light whenever I close my eyes, what is that??

Gives me the goosebumps when your words are whispered softly and gently, like lavender rain drops on my skin...who....are....you?

Everyone is an iceberg, there's always something under the surface that's hiding from all of us.

I dreamt that my dad was a serial killer who slaughters people if they are having a high fever of 39 degrees.

I dreamt that bad things are gonna happen to me, but so are good things. But mostly, the bad ones come true.

The smells of my past, nostalgic yet bad in a way.

Tea is my alcohol.

The only reason why movies, TV shows etc portray the good always winning is because, in reality, the bad always win. This is a way to balance the good and the bad.

If religion was all a hoax, who were we worshiping or pray to all the while?

I remember riding a bike down this long stretching riverside in the sunset, with you sitting on the back, grabbing on my body and say those 3 words but, with the shadows over casting, I couldn't see your face....who...are...you?

All I could remember was a girl, sitting by the window in a black and red dress under the purplish lamenting moonlight and making me tear up for god knows what reason.

You must be wondering by now, "what the hell is he talking?" right?
Well see, these are just some of the things that my mind's going through all the time when it's unoccupied with work.
They'll just keep looping and looping until the day I find out answers to them....

It's the littlest things that we do in life that makes us who we are :)
and
I still can't seem to know why fishes just DON'T WANT TO DIE! They can still come back for revenge with piercing a bone into my tougne, tounge, tongue....TONGUE!
and
I finally changed my strings :D

That's all!
Ciao! :)

DEPAPEPE - START

I know I know, it's 430 in morning and I'm still blogging when there's school afterwards....
But I just had to say last week was a pretty good week for me :)
Improvements here and there...
Well, I hope every week was like last week, life would have been so much easier for me :D
I didn't realize thumbs could be couples too until last week hahah :D

Oh I'm also gonna learn this song, called Start by Depapepe( Ima post it later), hopefully once school starts after the term break, I'll be able to finish playing this whole song with JEAREMY TAN YONG WEN (I know you're reading this...)

And also, get my electric acoustic guitar! :)
Talk about guitars, I actually played a song in front of half my course mates in school on fri hahaha, felt like whooo! when everyone was clapping to the song :D

Guess it takes me to be happy to blog something this long, cause it's been ages since I ever written such a long blog post.

Alright shit, the birds are awake and chirping!
Better get going!
Oh I just realised ciao is bye for italian and au revoir is for french but anyways, they have the same meaning so mehh...

CIAOOOOOO AU REVOIR! :D

Industrialized brains,
fat boy tries to do a moon walk,
roads like snakes,
humans like ants,
ball in the construction dirt,
shouldn't have slept,
i'm now.....
lost. ):
All hope
is gone.
Anesthetics could numb my hand and punch the walls till it bleeds and breaks bones.
Releasing anger without pain.
It's hard to scream on such a small room where everything's choking me up to the brim.
The only way to resolve my anger and sorrows would be in my dreams.

Just some work I'd like to upload...
Not the best but still, least I tried...heh...

Gahhh, I need to find a hobby if not I'm dead.

Why is it that people always avoid sitting beside me and standing up in the bus when the only space left is just right beside me?

Haii...

The Beatles - Hello Goodbye

HAHAHA I DUNNO WHY I'M SO HAPPY! :D

I WANNA PLAY A DRUM NOW!

I WANNA SING HELLOGOODBYE!

I WANNA DANCE!

I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA TOUCH YOU, YOU WANNA TOUCH ME TOO~

HAHAHA

ok, I'm crazy already!

HELLO HELLO!

(HELLOGOODBYE! HELLOGOODBYE!)

The Beatles- She Loves You (1963 Live)

SHE LOVES YOU YEAH YEAH YEAH!

Sigh, these girls...

I think I might be just going back to my old self again... /:

.: Ellie Goulding 'Starry Eyed' :.

WHOOOOOO!

(More pictures can be found on FB!)

What a night and a way to end my holidays with a AWESOME chalet!

Always happens when the funs starts at the nearing end of my holidays, sighh...

Anyway, school's starting tomorrow and....

I KNEW IT! THE SCHOOL WAS SHITTING AROUND WITH ME!

THE TIME TABLE CHANGED AND IT'S SUPER SCREWED UP!

AHH!!

Least monday starts at 3pm :D hahah!

Oh yes! And this year is MY year to work hard! IT'S 3D!!

HAHA!

Alright, I think it's time to go watch movies, AGAIN.

Ciaoooo!

Ohh!

And check out the YT video I posted, nice song! :)

Not that I'm a geek but I think Dante Alighieri has one of the greatest depictions of Hell. 9 circles...hmm..or was it 8?
Titans ruled the earth before Gods. Which later, the Gods went against the Titans.
Just some little facts I knew recently.
so dark, so random.

I seriously can't think of anything to blog.
Oh well, ciaoooo

Well, killing a cockcroach isn't that hard now, is it?

THE SCHOOL'S FUCKING PLAYING A APRIL FOOL'S PRANK ON ME! HOW CAN I NOT HAVE CLASSES ON WEDNSEDAY AND FRIDAY?!

Whoo, orientation just ended and mua freshies/juniors are kool kidszxz biatch3szx!!
SUCK ON IT!
Pictures can be found on my FB.( That's if people are willing to tag me. If not, "NO YO HO MO!".)

It's time to find new music.

"What comes to your mind when I say the word "Animation"?"
"Manga?"

Time to change things!

Anddd...
I need to learn how to do digital painting during the hols.
I need someone to teach me....gahhh.....

Now I have finally gotten an aim.
To be a 3D animator anddd...
to get into Ringling.
But their fees are like 40k! :O
Hmm...

Please fucking change the board and the coach....
I'm getting sick of this shit...

Now time for me to do my woorr....nooo....moooovies....
I guess I'm freakin' screwed now...
Let's see...
-25 pages of body sketches
-1 3D model
-60 thumbnail screen sketches
-1 integrated assignment
-5 mood boards
-1 character walk cycle animation

anymoreeeeeennnnoooo...alright.

I'm.
so.
fucked.
Oh well, time to go watch movies.
Ciao.

ooo, my first photoshop drawing :) (i don't wanna consider it as painting, cause there's no colour HAHA!)