OK PEOPLE, GOOD NEWS FOR ME.
Just got my Edusave Scholarship yesterday and it was 500 bucks into my wallet.
It was fucking raining and luckily the bloody school had a multi-purpose hall to fit 700+ students in there.
Boy, it sure was crampy and fucking took 2hr+ just to finish everything and give us the bloody cheque and i nearly slept in there because it was so seriously fucking borning.
Let's see, its New Year's Eve now am im not doing anything other than blogging ATM and recently I found this reality show called Hell's Kitchen and this guy Gordon Ramsay is a fucking genius.SERIOUSLY....though he humiliates people to the point where you can't even expect in a reality show.
In the show, he really knows his stuff big time.He knows how to nuture aspiring chefs to become a leader.Its like turning a retard into a genius within like a month or so.
The amazing thing about him is that he is so fucking cool, he curses fuck with nearly 95% of the sentences he says but sadly it was all censored unlike the UK version with had no censores and hearing him curse was like music to my ears.
I even wiki about him and seems like he's a consultant in the Singapore Airlines culinary panel and also opening a restraunt at the Sentosa Resort in 2010 which I am for sure to go.Let's see, by then I would be 19.Yeap.Old enough to go on my own to PAY.
(P.S. All the wrinkles on his face were due to immense stress and pressure from the retards in Hell Kitchen and his previous years as a chef too!)

ok i guess today was one of THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE(and maybe next year too.).The previous night i was seriously unable to sleep and my sleeps kept going on and off and my mind was like,"crap, less than 24 hours and im taking my results."So I was so excited that I woke up at 8am.Then played games in teh morning to get my mind off the results till 10.30am where I left to meet Jeremy Tan at Bishan Interchange and walked to school.
Went in to school and I must say the re-vamp of the school was kinda nice, though some parts were not really oookkkkk..then decided to cut my hair because Mr.Quek caught me with UBER LONG HAIR.
>>>FAST FORWARD>>>
Bla Bla Bla, Ms.Foong talked about our results and we did badly bla bla bla and I was kinda suprised being the top 5.
1.Alex - 4n3
2.May - 4n1
3. Leeroy - 4n2
4. Selva - 4n2
5.Christina - 4n2
Well, congrats to them and im afraid next year will be seriously boring for me, esp when so many of the guys are gone with the girls overthrowing the class...HELL FOR ME...
Other than those who passed, I seriously,SINCERELY feel sad for them.But as for thosee assholes who fail, ITS BANZAI TO THEM...
O well, another chalet coming up hosted by me and bryan, WE GONNA MAKE IT BIG THIS TIME.NO SCREW UP AND LASTLY....
GOOD LUCK TO ME FOR THE COMING YEAR AHEAD AND NOW MY TARGET WOULD BE..
GETTING TO A IT COURSE IN POLY....ITS LEEROY FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok let's make this short, there was a chalet on the 11th to 13th.On the 12th, many people came for the BBQ and celebrated my birthday.Really had little sleep.These past 2 months were kinda boring for me because there 80% of the time,I was staying in front of my comp while the 20% were hmm, let's say, just either going out for the movies.Ya, I guess that's how much I can do.Unless anyone can invite me to do something interesting.
Anyway, ITS 3 DAYS MORE BEFORE THE RESULTS AND IM FREAKING NERVOUS.I PRAY THAT I CAN PASS WELL.
O well, for now.I'll just stick to my games while waiting for teh results.

ok people, its been awhile since i posted and i guess today is im so happy that im lost for words.
A few mins ago I was sitting on my sofa watching TV and suddenly my father read me a letter for me.
And what was on is suprised me big time, people.
I GOT TOP 10% AND I GOT A EDUSAVE SCHOLARSHIP.WHOOHOOO.
I'm not sure whether this is the N level "pre-results" but i've a feeling IT IS.
So i better hope i ace my 3 subjects and prove to the world that ITS OK TO BE STUDYING AS A NORMAL.
And if i ever get into sec 5.No wait, its not if, its confirmed that i have to go.I will definitely ace 5 subject and i already planned it.
Maths,Science,D&T,English and POA.
as for POA and English I better buck up on them and as for the rest, just improve.
Anyway, during the holidays, i totally couped myself at home and playing the comp cos i seriously have nothing to do.though working is an option but not yet.
O well, results are coming out on the 18th of dec(i think) which is 3 weeks from now and there's a chalet coming up during my birthday.Hmm, should i go?
Anyway for now. its time to turn myself back into gaming.cya.

OK PEOPLE!!!
It's been a long time since i post.
These few days were quite boring I must say.
Apart from going for the BBQ parteh at Matthew's house and getting my guitar.
Crap, i just feel unusual these few days.
Must be my Anti-social senses clicking on me to turn it on.
Anyway, it should be time I've onned it.
Let's see, my mother is flying off to Japan by the end of this month and I was asking her whether she could buy salmons back, as in the whole fish.
Actually I have many things to say but crap, I've forgotten what I wanted to say.
Seems like my memory is failing on me.
It seems like everyone has someone to admire to.
But I don't.
MEH, WHO CARES.
O well, time to end here for now.
I'm feeling bloody F-ed up now; don't really think i can carry on.

And yes, finally ze N levels have ended.
After my D&T paper, went home to change and met up with nicholas and douglas for some pooling.
Played for about 2 hrs then went around bishan to walk.
Walk walk walk, decided to go CHOMP CHOMP eat.
CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP
(You know its deliberate, just trying to make my post long.)
Ordered lots of foods.I mean alot, considering to the fact that there was only 3 people.
Stingray,Lala,Kangkong,sotong,2 plates of hokkien mee and 3 big JUGGYS of sugercane.
Total cost = $60 - 70.

Cheap eh?
Pictures will be posted soon.

"GO HOME YOU BROWN BASTARDS...."

You'll know what I mean.

Let's see, next week is our Ns and I seem to be PRETTY preapared about it, but I musn't be too confident.
Anyway, seems like everyone is as much prepared as I do, expect for the "you know who" people.

Anyway, those who are interested in the Russell Peters show, feel free to ask me.

Even though I know not many people will read THIS.

10 days to N level.
Time sure passes bloody fast.
Prelims.Got a 3 for Best 3.
But still not happy, because my English got a 5.
My best 3 were Science,Maths and D&T.
These were the three which I would expect to get in N level.Better do.
Even after the English papers, I'm still worrying about it.Damn.Its hard for me to concentrate in this kind of situation.
O well, I will be back after the N levels and until then, good luck to all in their exams.
Pointless for me to continue BUT I MUST GET MY 3.
I MIGHT NEVER KNOW I WOULD SUPRISINGLY PASS MY EXAMS(which I better should).

Me Desktop Background - Abstract Art.

Hey earthlings,time to update me blog.
Let's see, this whole week was prelim week, tomorrow's my last paper.D&T.

Something which is very irritating because I would have to freaking sit in front of a paper for 2h30mins.

Crap.

Anyway, this whole week was quite stressful and there is only like 2 more weeks left to ze "N" levels.I can'zt waitz.Damitz.

Ok, lets cut ze slang.

I've been playing too much dota lately and I seriously need a timeout on that.

Anyway,I better get my 3 for my "N"s.

What's success without perserverance and confiendence, right?

O ya, I guess everyone should know about the minor earthquake which hit a tiny island in SEA?

Which country was it again?

O ya, Singapore.Hey wait, isn't that my country?

Anyway, as i was saying about the minor earthquake, I somehow got the feeling of an earthquake.minor one.

I was watching DMC( those who watch would know) when i suddenly felt giddy.

Then, I looked around my house and i saw the frames hanging on my wall shaking.

For that minute, I was panicking.

The funniest thing was to think of this,"Oh my god, earthquake.Aya if since I know I can't make it downstairs in time, just might as well die in the house.".

But luckily it stopped after awhile and I went "PHEW!!IF THAT EVER HAPPENS AGAIN, IM GONNA BE THE FIRST ONE TO RUN.".

O ya, I have another really freaking scary incident.It happened in my dreams.

It can't really remember everything but vaguely remember something like in staying in a ghost town(HDB Flat).Totally deserted.Everything i see was pale white.Even the walls.Then I saw my family there.Then they told me something about a ghost.Then i walked into this house and I saw this old woman, her hair was bloody white.Then when she turn round, her face was....FUCKING SCARY.HER FACE WAS BLOODY PALE AND HER EYES WERE PURELY WHITE AND HER MOUTH WAS DROPPING.Then in the dreams, I was panicking and hurridly ran out of the house and kept running down the stairs.Then as I was running, my father woke me up to get ready for school.Phew, when I woke up, I was sweating like mad.Luckily my father woke me up because in my dreams, I wanted to stop this dream but I can't( those of you who have felt this kind of feeling should know)but luckily, it ended.

Holycrap, backtracking on these kinds of things creeps me out.TOTALLY.

O well, time to sleep.Good luck on me and my exams and also to all those out there work their ass of their books.!!

Psss....after reading this, don't look behind.You might see her.

Hey POA, let's get this straight.I'm not suppose to get a 1 from you and YOU!COMBINE SCIENCE!YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO GIVE ME A 1 NOT A 3 DAMNIT!!!!!
Anyway comb. science, let's make sure we beat this POA and get a 1!!!
Hmm, lets start.Let's check out on my PPR.

Ave Mark Grade
English Language - 66.0 3
Chinese - 46.0 U
Mathematics - 91.7 1
Science - 67.5 3
Combine Humanities - 63.0 4
Design & Technology - 83.0 1
Principles of Account - 82.0 1

Best of 3 : 3

AHHHH!!EVEN IF I GOT 3, I FEEL THAT IM STILL NOT HAPPY!!!!!FUCK, I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO PASS MY POA AND YET I GOT A 1.I DON'T SEE ANY FUTURE FOR ME TO HAVE A JOB TO HAVE ANYTHING RELATED TO ACCOUNTING!!I WANT AEROSPACE ENGINEERING OR GAME PROGRAMMING, NOT SOME ACCOUNTING CRAP.OMFG.I AM SO FREAKING FRREAKING PISSED.

But fret not Ghee Hoe, because I know you're sure that you will and I mean you WILL GET A 3 FOR MATHS, COMB. SCIENCE AND D&T.

Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,Think Positive,THINK POSITIVE!!!

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Cool, I just downloaded this program and i intend to program it into my brain.
This program turns me into a mentally nerd for this 2 months.Once the program expires.
You know what would happen.Self-explanatory.
Hmm, I wonder do faeces have density?
Even I were to calculate with Mass/Volume,I don't think i would even want to take it out from the toilet bowl.Would you?
O YA, 1 MORE THING.THIS MIGHT SOUND LAME BUT I FEEL THAT IT MIGHT WORK.
I was dreaming one night and i dreamt about his formula.This is how it goes...
Time of healing(days) = surface area of injury(cm)/ colour of injury(if its brown,means its 2.Meaning B = 2)
This formula is used only for people who have injuries on themselves.I just felt i should say it out otherwise i would feel uneasy.Might sound lame, but might work, although I have not tired it out yet.Maybe you readers should injure yourselves and try out.Good luck. =)

Though i know hardly anyone comes to my blog, im curious to see how little people would view my blog.So i decided to put a hit counter.Period.Lastly, don't talk to me in the morning because i have no mood to talk.

THIS IS UTTER CRAP.SERIOUSLY.
I CAN ONLY GET MY NEW HANDPHONE NEXT APRIL.
But, BUT!I'LL MAKE SURE I GET THE MOST EXPENSIVE PHONE.
Hmm, i must say that my blog of really rotting even though i've been updating now and then.
Anyway, i can't be bothered though.
I guess if my blog is still rotting, I guess i'll just have to close it.
For now, i'll just have to wait and see then.

Coming to think of it, its time to get serious.
I'm going to seriously fucking work my ass off the books and get my 1's for science and maths.
I guess it is a good think that my desktop is spoiled.
At least i can prevent my self from further abusing my brain cells for games than knowledge.And as "always to look on the bright side of life."
O ya, just now early in the morning, i happened to read a article about human slavery.
Its kind of a sad thing to see millions of people get traded for working in harsh conditions and prostitution.
I came across this photo where this boy from Russia was dressed into female clothing and force to work their asses off.Geez, and the boy was only like what, 9 years old?
Anyway, this comes to show how serious this situation is now.I think its time the UN did something serious.
One last thing before i end,I JUST FUCKING HATE DOING EXPRESS MATHS QUESTIONS.THEY PISS ME OFF WITH COMPLICATED NUMBERS.But, i'll just have to force myself, otherwise how would i possibly improve.right?

Today one was heck of a day.
Supposingly, my whole family were suppose to go for dinner.
Everything went well and suddenly, my grandmother revolted.
I was like WTF?!?Everything was going well and now you screw up.
Firstly was because she wanted to go to some high-class restaurant at some hotel when my uncle introduced her to some other place.So in the end, we listened to her and when to her suggested place.
Next, she wanted the dinner to be at 6.30pm but my sister had a course at NUS and my uncle had to play golf. So we suggested to her to eat at 7.30pm but she still insisted on eating at 6.30pm and saying that she had to eat at 6.30pm otherwise she will go hungry.WTF MAN!?!?!Just because you are hnugry doesn't mean people have to cancel their activities?Can't you just eat something light first?

So, my grandmother got very mad and pissed, she revolted.When my auntie went to pick her up, she called my mother telling her that my grandparents were not at home.(My grandfather was a victim,poor grandfather of mine.Always had to follow what ever my grandmother says.)So we just carried on with our dinner.

After dinner, we went back to her house and the tension was high.Had a little quarrel with each other.But i still feel she is unreasonable.Always wanted people to respect her when she doesn't even respect me.In the end the whole thing is resolved.Thank god.Now my mother is very pissed at my grandmother.Geez, no wonder my grandfather( another one, those whom i've told about my family tree about should know.)divorced her.

Hehe, once my ps3 is installed with the Linux OS i can use my ps3 like a comp.WHOOHOO.

Its been awhile since i last blogged and it seems like my blog is rotting.
These past few weeks has been really boring i must say.
Had been staying at home the whole day today and i was playing Crash Bandicoot the whole day.
Hah, this game was created like ever since i was Primary 3 or 4 and i am still playing it.Played on my ps3 and while i was playing, all of a sudden i heard a sound of a bird chirping.Went to look out of my balcony and i saw this fluffly ball-like shape yellow canary bird chirping.
The moment i saw it i was like "FUCK,SQUASH!!SQUASH!!SQUASH!!".
But i couldn't otherwise i will feel very guilty.
Anyway it sat there for about 15mins and it flew.Geez.

O ya, my graphic card for my desktop totally crash all the way down into the depths of the ocean.
Ok, forget about the ocean think.The graphic card crashed.Crap, and getting a good graphic card costs around 600+ bucks. O.O"
For now, im salvaging whatever i can salvage from my desktop AT THE MOMENT.

Today was one heck of a day i must say.Met up with the rest and took them like 1hr+ just to get to the bike shop.Went for SS class in school from 1 - 2:30pm.Went home to change and rode my bike with matthew to bishan park.The boys went to cycle to Lower Pierce Reservoir(including me).Went in, saw a couple of monkeys and they did nothing.What a relieve.Phew.The group of us wanted to cycle into the trail(meaning the small pathway which we couldn't ride bikes in)but in the end we did.Only for a min or 2.When the group were about to go in, Keith lost his balance and fell into the water.Sweet.I was-->a blockwood which fell into the water just turned himself into a wet blockwood.Anyway, we turned back because he was injured.Tsk, i already had that feeling that something bad like that would happened.Then we rode to some opened area.Rested for awhile.Took some video,stupid ones and went back.Then cycled back to bishan park and then to the court.Couldn't wait anymore so, bah..i just left the bloody place and back to home.

There's a bloody nice scratch on my hand.Chea.

Got this photo from Keith's blog and it reminds me of my childhood.
I can still vaguely remember when i first opened my eyes to see the world.
The first thing i saw was this white ceiling and then i started walking out of the room and when "hunting" for my parents.
Then i saw this Mac kiddy meal on the table and my brother was holding it.
This was all i remembered.
I heard that downloading of animes are banned.
But i hope these sources i got where just rumours.
If downloading of animes were banned, 1/4 of my life will be taken away.
I can't possibly live without a week of anime.
Geez, this sucks.

Phew, just cleared the tagboard.Just felt like doing it and looking at all those messages said in the past just made me laugh, hah.
Somehow i just feel like sleeping forever in my dreams.
These dreams sometimes made me cry,angry and tears of joy.(I DON'T KNOW WHY?)
There was this dream where i was captured for some experimental project and somehow, with my powers i was able to escape.(lol, might sound weird but its damn fucking cool.)
I had this power to jump around like i was in space and i really felt it in my dreams like i was floating.(wow shit.this is fucking cool for me.)
i kept jumping around while these people were running after me.
Then i saw this house and i ran into the house and hid in the balcony.
If i remembered correctly, i saw these 2 kids playing ps2 and i was panicking and when i want to carry on with the dream, my father woke me up to go to school.
I was like, FUCK I WANT TO CONTINUE THIS DREAM AND YOU WOKE ME UP??!!
Sometimes before i sleep i just pray these dreams do come back again to continue my dream but it comes out in a black screen.(you know what i mean.)
Relieves me when i say this things out.

Geez, yesterday went cycling from Serangoon to Bishan and thighs are aching.
I've been telling myself these few days i should get my lazy ass out of the chair and go out and do things but i can't possibly think of what i should do.
Cycling?Nah, cycling too much gives aches everywhere.
Pool?Liked to but its the $$ which is the problem.
Soccer?Nah, tiring.Espcially when i''m playing under the hot sun.Totally dampens my mood.
Crap, i can't think of any other activities i could do.Suggestions?
Sometimes i just feel like smashing my monitor.

Geeeeez, got back my report book and the results were crappy.
O well, what a predicament.
Wonder how i should spend this holidays.
Well, i'll figure out a way.
In the meanwhile i better get my 1's or 2's for my maths and science to freaking get a HD TV.
Can't be bothered to get a job because it doesn't feel right to get a job at such a crucial moment where opportunity is at its best.
(Crap, is been awhile since i went cycling.Better go cycle and burn some calories.)

well..guess i will not be able to get top 10 for level.
BUT...but...at least my best 3 would be below 10 and with my english passed.
A good news for me, but no so good.
Try harder for the prelims, Ghee Hoe.
O ya, I FINALLY FREAKING FINISHED MY WORKPIECE!!!WHOOHOO!!!
Anyway, the results would come out tomorrow.
So i better hope i can get a top 10 in level.
Hmm, what should my workpiece be called?

Well..what can i say?
THE WORKSHOP WAS CRAP!
AND I STILL CAN'T FACE THE FACT THAT MY RESULTS ARE LIKE SHIT.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT'S LOOOKS LIKE..ER....WHO IS THAT?
CRAP.....WHERE THE HELL DID I EVEN FIND THIS PIC?

O Look, the website has finally fixed their crappy problem up.

Hmm, what's so nice about being emo?I seriously don't get them.
Anyway, i just got back from meleka today and i must say the trip was so-so.
Went there and i only bought a shirt and a wallet...was kinda cheap i must say...RM102.80.
If you were to convert it, it would roughly cost about 50 bucks.
Wanted to get another pair of SSS but there was no white ones and even if there were...they costed up to RM199.
Darn, could have brought more money.
Now my both arms are having cramps...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
That's all, time to sleep.ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.

got my results back.
English : 62 - could have done better though.aiming for a 2 at least.
Maths : 63 - mistakes,mistakes and MORE MISTAKES.otherwise i could have gotten at least a 2 or 1.
Science.
Physics - 40.5/50 - considered good judging from my papers,though my electricity topic sucks.
Chem - supposingly 22/50 but i guess i was pushed up to 25/50 - crap...i have to revise the topics everyday in order to remember it.Otherwise i would fail.
Chinese : 46/100 - To those who knows me,I FUCKING HATE CHINESE AND IT WOULD TAKE ME A MILLION YEARS TO FREAKING PASS IT.SO I WON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT.that's all =) .

P.O.A : 53.5/100 - Well,i don't really like this subject cos there is too much to remember and i see no future in me as a accountant.
Combined Humanities : 50/100 -Border line pass.Well...could have done better if i was more focus during the exam.(Somehow the musics which i listen the day before kept ringing in my head till i couldn't concentrate.)
D&T : 61/100-> SA1 only - Well,i couldn't believe i passed.Though i was scribbling crap on the paper.

That's all.O ya..i'll be going for some trip to meleka.So won't be posting till next week.
1 more thing, listen to Red Flag,Devil in a Midnight mass or Try Honesty in my "mood" section.

hmm...is it my com or the server screwed up...o well...
anyway...went to collect my LP MTM cd...and...
WoOoOOoOo, the poster is HUGE.
giving a rating from -99999999999999999999 to 5...
i'll give 4.9.
you might be wondering where is the 0.1.
actually i rated it 4.9 cos the titles shown in the wmp was crap.they weren't even shown in the back cover of the cd casing.
o ya...my results...
lets see...
POA : 53.5%
Combined Humanities : 50%
Maths : 63%
English : All i remember was passing it.Forgotten the marks.
Chinese : Aiya...expected what right...FAIL LA.
As for the rest, it hasn't been shown to us yet...o well...

HEHEHEHE...MY EVIL PLANS ARE WORKING!!!!!GHEE HOE, YOU'RE SUCH A SADIST!!!!

omg...im gonna fucking kill myself...the paper was actually easy but i did alot...and i mean ALOT of careless mistakes.
WTF!!!!!
O well...i'll abandon this mid-year exams and start concentrating on prelims before they come.
hehe...i have plans ahead..EVIL PLANS...MUAAHHAHAA.
ok...that's all for now.

Crap...im now itching all over...guess its the bloody ants outside the classrooms which freaking crawled into my body and bit me all over...but not at that "part"..phew.

Today...Science.
Physics was easy though i made some mistakes which shouldn't even be made.
Chemistry,it was either me scribbling through the papers or i just left blanks...all the questions were so foreign to me that i don't even know what it was even talking about and i didn't even know what topics to learn...o well...

Currently in studying for my maths paper 2.
Wonder how i will fair...o well...gotta go study now...

A question from the "N" level physics book(blue one)

A metal rod is used to lift the lid from a tin of paint.

Qns:State on change that could be made so that the lid could be lifted with less effort.

And i must say the answer from the answer paper was freaking retarded...

Ans:Use a metal rod.

I MEAN...WTF?????!!!!!USE A METAL ROD TO LESSEN THE FREAKING EFFORT?
I'd rather you use can opener...and its a 3 marks question...
Hmm...wonder why cambridge are such morons...to give such a stupid question.
Tsk..

hmmmm....(sad tone)...
totally...as in totally...100% screwed up my ss papers.
couldnt even finish my source-based questions in time and i was rushing on the structured essay qns.
AH FUCK.IM really gonna cock this mid-year up...
After school,went to void deck to play soccer,got caught by the police...wednesday is sort of a doomsday.
After which,i went home and Keith and Matthew followed me home to play me **3 which i somehow have hatred against it because it seems like majority of my games would make me puke after a few mins of play.

O well...i better do some soul-searching fast,before the "N" comes.
Till then..

well well well...what can i possibly write..
lets see...
o ya...went to library with degao,bryan and keith...
bleh bleh bleh...studied from 3+ to 6+...
Around 6+,we left the library and keith,bryan and i went to eat at chomp chomp while degao went home.
Took 59 but guess what...
We freaking went the wrong way and landed ourselves outside braddell mrt.
Anyway....we took an mrt to amk and took 73 to chomp chomp...and i must ssay amk hub was big...BLOODY BIG.
When we reached chomp chomp...we ordered like WTFZOMGROFLMAO of food...and the total cost was around 52 bucks..phew...
After that...we went our routes and went home..
The End.

O ya and Keith....happy solving the puzzle...=)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW CAN I FUCKING SCREW UP MY ENGLISH!?!?!!?!?!
OMFG!@!@!@!~
I'm seriously very depressed now.....
I feel like killing myself.
ahhh shit....i got really nothing to say now....
it feels as if my heart is crying...
HOW CAN I EVER FUCKING SCREW MY CLOZE PASSAGE AND FREAKING MISS OUT A 2 MARK QNS?!?!?!?
OOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMFFFFFFFGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

??:Hey,you there....

Me:??

??:Its me,your inner-self.

Me:O.o....i didnt know i had a inner-self.

Inner-self:Anyway...its part and parcle of life to screw things up you know.

Me:I FREAKING KNOW BUT THIS TIME I REALLY SCREWED UP YOU MORON!

Inner-self:Dude,chill man...you just gotta think positive.

Me:Positive?How can i think positive now when i totally screwed my papers up!???

Inner-self:Hey,you still have your prelims and "N" levels.So what if you screw this up...you still have two more chances to push yourself back up.

Me:Bahhhhh.....i guess you're right....from now on im gonna think positive....so what if i failed?I still have another chances....WHOOHOO....ok then...thanks for the advice inner-self...im gonna study hard for my other subjects...and i'll make sure if i fail my english im gonna pass my other 4 subjects.

Inner-self:Yeah...that's it...keep on striving and you'll be successful one day...REMEMBER....THINK POSITIVE NO MATTER IF YOU FAIL!!!!

Me:I'll make sure of that.

P.S. This conversation somehow shot through my mind and for some reason i decided to post it...
(guess its my inner-self asking me to do it..lol...)

WOW...can you believe..the picture was digitally drawn and it seems so real.
Anyway,after school went for D&T and im like 70% to completion...woot.
After D&T,I went to play basketball for an hour or so before leaving for home.
And ya..that's all.

Don't you just find the picture so...AMUSING?

This is a sub-post.

If eight isn't equal to the letter D...
I'd suppose there would be no man left on this planet.

P.S. Type out the equation to know what it is X'D

Today...today...today..hmph..
Made use of the 2 Chemistry periods to do my maths.
It seems like my maths has really went down and i don't like the feeling of that.
After school,i went for D&T and guess what??
I MADE A SPHERE OUT OF ACRYLIC!!
Doesn't sound suprising right?
I might have guessed.
As for me,I always feel this sense of achievement everytime i accomplish things and i would be like ZOMFGLOLROFL!!!
So,after D&T i went to "study" in school for awhile and went to eat LJS with Keith and Melvin.
Then we headed for our routes and went home.

For the past several days,i have been having weird dreams.Dreams that should happen in reality but are not happening.
Whenever I am dreaming about it,it makes me feel happy but as time goes by,these dreams tend to fade away.

A picture paints a thousand words.

Today,I woke up at 10.30am and left my house to amk library to study with bryan,degao and nicholas.
For the whole freaking day...nicholas and bryan were quarrelling whether to get a girl's number.
In the end,we studied for like 5 hours and before we left,nicholas left a note with his number for the girl.
I suppose he is really desperate.
Then we went to play Pool at Bishan.
Played and played and played till 8pm.
In between those few hours...nicholas left for dinner while chin ann and keith met up with me.
As for bryan ad degao...they were playing dota.
We ditched them and went to eat dinner.
I suppose i owe keith 11 bucks now...phew...ate carrot cake and chicken cutlet rice.
Now my stomache is bloating...*burp*.
Well...after that we went home and here i am.

...
Just a little bit longer...just got to wait for that moment to arrive.
Till then..i'll still be in a dilemma.

It's been awhile ever since i posted..
These few days have been tiring me out...phhheewww.
I seriously got to buck up on my studies otherwise i will really end up in deep shit.
I suppose starting from next week onwards,its time to get back into serious business.
AND I MEAN SERIOUS.
O..and 1 more thing...though i hate to say this...it's high time i starting reading books,and i mean those which are of a higher standard than our kind of english.

Qns:5+5+5=550
How would you correct this equation correctly with only 1 stroke?
Type your answer in my tagboard.

phew...yesterday was 1 heck of a day...
met up with keith,melvin,pearleen,eldee,matthew,roy and chin ann at the bus-stop at bishan
after taht we went to orchard...but overtook the train and went to somewhere which i forgot.
reach orchard...walk walk walk...then we go eat pasta.
after that go taka and suprisingly i saw this toy zebra humping a toy dog...O.O"
after that we went back to bishan to play pool...played for 3 hours and after that we went to eat and went home.
that's all for now.

MY NEW AND IMPROVED BLOG WHICH TOOK ME THE WHOLE NIGHT TO DO...
and that is why i didnt go to school cos i didnt have enough sleep...-.-"
i suppose this would be my final blogskin.
well...stayed at home the whole day cos i was sick...in the end...had to watch korean shows at home with my mom...
crap eh?
lol...anyway....I FEEL FREAKIN' PROUD TO FINISH THIS BLOG!!!!BANZAI!!!!

lying on the floor....staring at the fan for hours...aint that fun?well...that's the only thing i can do when im bored....hmph.....im a sad sad fuck....ah well....i'll go and sleep now...