Instead, I lost the one who I loved most in this entire world & I'm serious, without him I am not as lucky as I am now. Lost, forever. But my grandpa will always be in a special place in my heart.
& I think I've lost all my grandparents, grandpa & grandma have left me wonderful memories though. Thanks to them I am who I am now.
Not forgetting my mom that have always been around me, giving in all her best for her 2 children. Me & my bro.
I think this should be the last meal I've had with my grandpa bringing me & bro out for lunch @ HongKong Cafe...
This year is also the first year that I'm not living with my brother. Jordan's in Army in SG. Thanks to the government I lost the intense life at home & everyday is just so peaceful.. too quiet, might be good in a way but it's really really boring & I hate being bored x 100, cus I'm easily bored. Miss all our fights & jokes.
It's also a year which I think I've fly a lot unexpectedly. Came back to Aust from SG in Feb & went to Taiwan for a good 3 weeks during June/July. Back to Singapore in September & also BKK during that time as well. Back to Aust & I have realised that GOLD COAST is not a place for Countdown I swear I will not and should not spend another countdown here. Have not even spend it but there's just not the right atmosphere to be in..
Learnt alot in life. Learnt to treasure everyone around cus we might not know when we are going to loose them.
Met a lot of new friends & also lost a few. Not regretting cus I know I've made the right decision, some people are better off to live w/out. Still keeping in good contacts with my good friends & my closest babes in SG, XX, Debbie, Selena, JingHui, YiXuan & Isabelle(though we dont talk as much now, but still :) ) I am so lucky to have you girls around though we are so far apart. Love you girls so much, I can just pour everything in me upside down & you will listen patiently from the start to the end :) Not forgetting Sohee, we got closer this year as you said !:) Gom barl, saranghae :P Na nomu nomu chong marl chincha sarangahe (pig rabbit) hahahhaa
Lastly, I had a really bad Birthday though, lol, but it's alright at least it was spend with friends:)Thx
Me & belle doing all the crazy photoshoot things haha
Really hope to have an awesome year next year, not like this year please.
Last year's countdown! Haha @ Vivo
Happy New Year :)
Love you all xoxo



















































