your love hit me right @ the right spot....

Monday, October 11, 2010

11.10.10

its a monday
and unusual monday
not something that is happy
something unpleasant happen
my heart dropped when i turn ard
and you were no longer in sight
its suddenly strike me that i have lost you
and might lost u after this
all that anger tat i had all was gone
i texted u immediately.
no reply
thus went over to the "agreed location"
to search for you.
while walking towards the shop
my heart was heavy as im worried i will nt
be able to see u there
but thank goodness u were there..

it has been more then 5yrs since we had a
"QUARREL" as such
(giving cold war kind or rather
walk away in anger)
im always prepared to lose u
not quarrel and spilt up
but losing u to someone else
i really dunno how i would react
when the day is really here

the words u said before
touches my heart
the actions u done for me
melts my heart
and thus i told myself
not to let u down
and be there for u whenever u needed me

however i feel im always a secondary
i can nv make u happy as the other could
every call
every chat
is always full of smile &
laughters

i'm trying,
trying to make each call end with a smile
trying to make each meeting full of joy
but im always a score behind the other

im nv tired in trying all these 10yrs
it has been 10yrs
10yrs of keeping in silence

perhaps i've nv
nv express ur importance to me
but all others know hw impt u r to me
coz im always putting u in my conv w them

i really wish
really wish u will never leave
if u hear this, please dont leave my special someone.

simply in love with u.11:12 PM

Monday, September 20, 2010

just tot i could post a little words here
since no one visit here anymore
and no one is interested to hear me out
nobody believe tat i will even b sad
since im always so happy go lucky person

today i tot as usual to pop out
to keep that someone company
since she was down n sad
very much i will like to head hm after work
but i tot that company of mine
will make her happier and better

perhpas it does
but i guess it the call that had
done the magic of perking her up
double the company that i gave
even thou it was just over the phone

i could all sense it
she just become like a kid
all of a sudden
waiting to get pampered from the caller

it really dun feel good
dun feel good that my company
was no longer needed when the call came

i can understand the way that u behave
i do coz
i do feel that way
i do behave that way
when u reach me all of the sudden from overseas
when im not feeling so happy
perhaps the caller do the magic
as u do to me all the time

i guess i shd understand all these
i really want to escape
to escape from you
but i noe i cant
i cant bear to

how? what shd i do?
im lost and sad.
im not happy.

simply in love with u.10:36 PM

Thursday, July 29, 2010

END OF JULY

Ive left the blog untouched for so long..
for 4mths!
so much things happen!
let me upload a few pics that happened.

1. gotten confirmation in this company!
"boss bday "

2nd. colleague left!
(kelly in front of me left when i'm 5mth old there)

3. kk came into our family & singapore life

4. Mr Tan finally grad w masters & Nica in NUS ID~

5. Overseas time ~ if only there is another trip..

6. Thanks for running w me.

7. July mega pimple agony!

Anyway today was just like any drama
where the main actor tell the main actress
to pursue her happiness
but yet his heart is crying away
yes i finally put those words across
i keep it in me for so long.
as much as i wanted to keep you here
i felt you will be happier somewhere else
"happiness don't come often, grab it before it flies away."

probably that all.... till i come back here again...

simply in love with u.11:45 PM

Sunday, March 14, 2010

3 whole mths!

IT has been 3 whole mths
since i last log in to blogger
been outstation to malaysia a few times
my dearest friend is back in singapore
i change my job for almost 2 mths
i lost my wallet 2 mths ago
chinese new yr is over and
so many things has changed
and things are still changing..
everything seems to be in a mess..
its time to clear up....
all these messy stuff

&

upcoming event
marks the 27th yr of my life
marks the 10th yr of knowing you
marks the 3rd month in office and salary increase =)
bangkok trip!
and many many more money coming in..

i miss the time w u... when will i spend sometime w u again?

simply in love with u.9:14 PM

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

26 hours MORE... 2010

it has been time too long since i last update!
got scolded by ppl & tensed to shut it down!
NO!
i so going to update all now and tday
since i need to be up till 3 4am
to wait for a friend
Let me rewind!
1. hanging out w the lonnie pplz, they r back in singapore
ie. gone different places for meals, cafe to play games & KTV
2. KL trip it is really a v fulfilling trip.. enjoyed alot thou there is a few hipcup
(pls refer to FB)
3.Mummy's bday she is 60 this yr!
4. Dinner w ex-dpians.
5. LEnka concert & my Timbre!
6. Xmas party in Singapore
7. X'mas in KL

please pandon me as the pic is not in order..

random pics in office!

just a day weelly pop by to office...

she is sick!

n i dun wan to be sick... so...

the activity we do to destress..

met up w marsia.. after 3mths..

wt & elise

me & kawan

kawan & elise

mummy's 60th bday

dinner at pu tian

married for yrs!

family pic

@ the east

pu tian again but at PP

baby!

lady in red...

Dinner w ex-Dpians

LENKA concert!

TIMBRE @ art house

yeah! finally!

X'mas 2009

random w lonnie's family..

another 2009 is coming to a close
i've gain & lost some stuff in 2009
my chapter for certain thing come to a close
while 2010 open new doors for me
i've new job & vision & aim..
i'm definately looking forward to my trips
i wish myself well in love & career!
may all ur ppl have wat u wishes for the next yr!

simply in love with u.8:53 PM