So lately I've been thinking a lot about how much I have learned from going to college. I am still not 100 percent sure why I picked my major. I do remember printing off the list of all the Majors the school offered and I crossed off every major I didn't want to do. I then picked from the ones that were left. I came up with earth science education, because I have always wanted to teach, and I remembered liking my earth science class in Junior High. Looking back science has not been my best subject. I am not an analytical person and struggle with math and science. So it does not make sense in my head why I would pick the major I did.
The first class I took towards my major I struggled. I had a hard time understanding certain concepts. I felt completely unsmart in my class. People in my class would ask all these questions and I had no idea what they were talking about. For that class we went on a field trip to the Grand Canyon. A lot of these the teacher talked about went over my head, but all the things we looked at were pretty fascinating. It opened my eyes to the beauty of God's creations. And for some reason I kept going in what I was doing. I took Biology, astronomy, geology, and chemistry. The more I learned the easier the next class was. I still don't understand everything and I feel pretty out of the loop when the teacher lectures, but I understand more than I did before.
At school they changed all the classes around the year after I started going here, so some of the classes I was supposed to take they don't offer anymore. So in order to account for a certain class I was told to take a very basic science class. I am realizing just how much I understand and actually know through all of my classes I have taken. I think if I would have taken this class my first semester, it's mostly first semester freshman, I don't think I would be doing as well as I am. I love going to that class, it is my favorite class because I know what is going on and am being reminded of the basic things I will be teaching in my own classroom.
This semester I have also had to do certain assignments for my journalism class that have pushed and pulled my out of my comfort zone. They have stretched me to my limits and I have grown so much. I feel like college has expanded my view on life. I have learned that if I think I am bad at something I can overcome my weakness. If we do our part in learning, then the Lord can step in and help us learn the extra things, and help us remember how to do the things that we couldn't remember otherwise. I know the Lord has taught me and helped me so much in my schooling through the quiet whisperings of the Holt Ghost. I am grateful for the knowledge He has blessed with with, and to be able to learn things I never thought I would ever be good at.
I have two more semesters here and I hope I can learn the things I need to learn before going out into the world and serving the best I can. I want to help students learn that they can do anything they set their minds to.