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Days pasts damn fast pace for me. Maybe some of you have realised that but i bet you guys are too busy to take note of it. So fast i had been in training for 1 mths plus and i think b4 i knew it it will soon be 2 mths le. Still i wondered if i had made a wrong choice in signing on as a regular. Firstly i dun have the discipline to keep myself in tab. Sometimes i am feeling low not because i not happy or something. Is jus that i felt i am not that gd and i am way too blur to be in this career maybe not too streetwise. I also felt that i dun have time to meet up with my friends. I felt so lonely ever... Hey long time did not update over here. I went thru a small relationship this small period but as usual time it is as a small outing ba. Nowadays training is getting more and more xiong each day. Expectation is going up so fiercely that i am so tired of training. Relationship seriously i dunno why girls are so cheapskate. Not all girls but then girls seem to like to be ill treated or even be keep aside by those bad bf. But they jus love to stick to them. Why kind guy always get to be treat like shit and for granted. I dunno why but for sure i am one of those kind guy who always been taken for granted. Damn discourage by this. But as i have decided to stay away from relationship till i think i am in the correct one. Too tired to waste time with those who treat me like shit or for granted. So girl if you think you are serious about ur bf PLS treat them with the same way you treat ur close best friend as they are the ones who will share ur life as you would share your problem with ur bestie. As for my training, NV will i give up till the very end. I will and must pass out from the course but i need more rest to recover my body for training. And for my friends, sorry that i have not do the tag board anymore as i seldom update and you guys seldom tag and so the tag board jus keep expires and i really in no more to do up my blog for the time being. Sorry to my grumbling club vp, things kind of get out of hand that day. But what i hope is to be able to chat with you, know what is going on with ur life. I dunno if you get irritated by me already but all i want is that you are happy and living in blessing. This is my wish for you. I jus wan to let you noe this few yrs the one that i have been thinking of is you. I noe it is not possible for me to give you happiness and blessing. I only wish you live your life happily and full of blessing. As to me, you deserve all these. I really treasure the pic we had at the beach tournament. I love the pic very much. I always felt i have alot of stuff to talk to you but i jus dunno how to express it to you. Maybe not jus to you, even to anyone i know or even i bump into on street. It is my problem of expressing. Jus to tell you always i will be there for you when you needed me. As for now this past week was a biggest event in my life. I went for selection, one selection that not everyone dares to go for. i went for it and ppl say i am crazy but if dun try who noes if they are suitable a not. Seriously this training does not kill me but make me stronger. Sorry that i cannot reveal things that took place over the week. But it is really a gd experience. I not strong too but i am happy i actually complete the selection. During the selection, i cried. That's like my first cry since sec 1 till now. I have nv tot of crying at most is give up and leave. But i cried. I am glad to shout out " I DARE! DO YOU DARE ?" Dunno wat to write in here, had a bad start of my offday. Why do i have to be involved in this problem? I now pretty ok with my life in NS as a regular, it does not really causing me any trouble and why does family problem comes to me. I really have enough of this thing since young friend who reallys know me would noe what problem i facing. But still i now face this problem becos i sign on and becos of my bounty for signing on. Farking hell, now that i am going to be a sect com in my unit why can't life be easy for me not to keep thinking of famiy problem. This problem hs also cause me to be so farking emo and can't really express myself properly so how much more damage the problem wan to inflict on me...... seriously jus got to say i am so farking unlucky to be in this family and th reason of signing on als becos of this family. I am standing by for any trouble that will happened. BE it live on my own or with either side. Things have to stand by for it.... Soon i will be flying off to Taiwan for "holiday" lol sure most of you noe this is a special holiday :D and yup i must add that i am not a person good at expressing myself :D and this is my special without this i am not fukang le :) Well well aslc training have been going smoothly. Maybe i am used to my life loner. Hmm why i am so unpopular? this question have been going through my mind recently but if really think carefully this question have already been with me throughout my life. Why i am so loner? Do i really wan to be a aloner ? What i really want is that i have more friend outing and communication with my friends. haiz life jus happen to be wasting. Really quiet person or ppl who are more in their own world really get to place at the back of their friend minds? Question of life.... Yesterday was the best clubbing experience i ever had, all my bmt sergerant went down to Zouk. My platoon mate too and my neighbour. Hahaha although there was some small quarrel but with so many sergerant around you should be safe cos they know wat to do :D. Well well, if only the next time i go down i would get to see so many familiar face again it would be so fun. Although it is so crowded but still it is fun to dance with so many friends around. It was so shiok :D Well well, days of old are rather sweet when you bring it back. You might be laughing and feeling happy but still you would let your tears roll down your cheeks. True or not, i leave it to you ppl to decide for it. For me, my answer is yes tear would roll down my cheeks. Been it sad or happy memories when it all become a past and you recalled it, it is so sweet that you would be crying without any reason. I guess that is how we human works, really must wait for things to become a past before we really noe how to treasure things. But well just have to learn it the hard way.... Treasure what you have, if you don't you would live to regret as the memories come back to you when you are old. Well, my "longest" relationship had step into history yesterday. 1yr 10mths 29 days. In this period of time i had went through things which i nv think i would be going through. But still i want to thank her for the memories i had with her. I hope she would find a better bf den i am and if possible may that guy be her last bf and husband in future. I should said this is a chance for me to truely find out what kind of person i am. I glad that she and me parted in a way that was nice and easy. No anger or wat other sort of feelings other than happy for her and me. As that would be a better way for the both of us. Yup. Take care gal. I dunno when or whether you will come this blog if you still do in the past. Really thanks for all the things that you had done for me in the past. May you find your MR Right and have happy times together with him. Depression settle in me!! 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