vanakam ^^

Monday, August 21, 2006 3 Days to go~

Thanks to all who turned up at our engagement party.

Appreciated those who were there to share our joy.

Will be inviting again for our house warming.

XD

Hope darling enjoyed himself (^-^)v

far-terd at 11:04 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006 Sentosa fun!

This weekend was great!

Just came back from sentosa.. really enjoyed myself as it was my 1st outing to the beach.. We had potluck and each of us contributed something.. Darling and I woke up at 8am to prepare sandwiches! Everyone commented that it was tasty! Felt so happy.. heheh ^^

Had some ball games, tanning and swimming.. Both of our faces got burnt too.. Overall, I suppose all of us enjoyed ourselves at the beach..

Stayed over at darling's place for the weekend.. Feel so happy living under the same roof as him.. Wonder when will we be one family~ XD

Gonna work hard for the next 5 days, and soon it is gonna be darling's bday celebration next weekend.. Gotta do some preparation and hope it turns out gd..

Zzz...

far-terd at 7:26 PM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 SOS

Im defeated.

Whatever i have done has gone to waste. His friends are over my head.

Never expect that he sees me as such a person.. Almost 2 yrs of relationship..

His friends are the angels while im the devil.

haha. i give him stress while they help him to destress.

im of no help to him. they are the ones who can help him.

He chose them instead of me.

im breaking down already.

i worked till 11pm. skipped dinner. took a walk from office to cityhall. skipped the cabs and walked back home.

journey back home was long and many things went through my mind.

but at the end of the day, he still doesnt care.

bcoz in his eyes, we will have no future together.

wat a joke.

far-terd at 12:48 AM

Sunday, August 06, 2006 Dying

was so hurting to know that that he had not been truthful to me.

i made the effort to wake him up every morning for school, but he skipped it due to the fact that he was out with his friends which i was unaware about.

i dont wanna care much from now on. that shows the disappointment i have towards him.

i managed to survive from the cramps i had just now. cold sweat, fainting, and pain.

but my heart is dying.

far-terd at 11:15 PM