2010

Gosh. I'm already 24 freaking years old & by the end of this year I'll be 25. 25. 25!

Holy shit. Is it me or do I feel so freaking old? Friends & relatives are already married with kids or at least engage & even attached. I on the other hand have been single for almost a year. Damn. Time passed by so fast.

It's been bugging me that my mom keeps on hinting that she wants a grandchild fast. I mean, does she even consider my current situation or even the family's situation? I just don't think it's the right time to do so. I'm in my mid 20's but still there're so many things I've yet to fulfil. I'm not at all happy with my current job. I mean, I'm not happy. Really.

I don't deny I have great friends that are so supporitive. Great friends are hard to come by. But I do envy them for having to achieve so much in life. Sighs.

First things' first, I seriously need to shed more weight. 10 more kg & that's it. It's going to be a whole new beginning after that. I really have to focus till June (deadline) & I'm going to make Uncle proud. =) I mean, after shedding 10 kg a few months back, another 10 kg won't be a problem right?

"Damn Sha... If you were my girl, I would really take care of you; really take care of you..."

Yeah dude. If only.

Chiss.

Many things have happened for these past 2 months. Fanny's leaving the company due to the things she's not wrong for. Damn the world has never been fair. But what I know, that Fanny could do so much better in other companies; wherever she goes. It was a great pleasure to have met someone like her. =)

Sometimes a distraction is good; good for moving on even though it's just temporary. But at the same time, I just wished he never ask for my number in the first place. Yes, I made a new friend. But with this friend I have to draw a line cos' sometimes things might get carried away.

Whatever it is, I'm doing a-okay.