i want to design my own home in the future. the documentary on cna really inspired me! hmm, that is if i have the $$$$ to spare. (: i realised that i have alot of things that i want to do this year. i want to go to spain, visit my sister for sep in dec, read lots of books!!, hunt for good musicals, go for LIT TRIP, know much more vj people, catch up with at least half of 4pr, meet the bowlers and go out!
so many things, so little time.
nah, it's just how you space things out.
i think geog is fun. i like ms lian's teaching! whee, toasts to stalactites and stalagmites. i miss the p6 perth trip! (: i am amazed by how beautiful nature is! maybe i'll grow up and work for national geographic channel! haha..it's rather cool :D time to catch up with 3months of work lagging behind ):
bowling on sat was okay! (: our team is nice!!! thanks to the girls (: -mwah- the guys too yup! haha.. it's time to get a new ball, but i'm confused what to get. i'll prob ask coach. yeah, sa, ac and cj were training at victors too. it's a tough fight this year. well, we'll train hard! yeah, met quite a few peepz today at the alley. met janice, regina before trng. i love their cca trng shirt! heh* and zhenghan and clarence after trng. yupyup, been a long time since we met! talked abit (:
hehe, i really need more skirts! haha charis would be the best shopping partner..currently!
yes babe, we'll go shopping one day! let's pick a date soon.
to the tsdians of 55: monos are coming up! all the best and bring the house down like our seniors yeah! don't stress like talia *pulls hair*. alright, toss everything unimportant aside and work on them! 55's behind you! (: all the way babes..and a few dudes(*ahems*, i'll take that back!haha.)
it's quite tiring to blog. i mean, it's senseless just blabbering about all the things that happened today. who will ever remember what you did on this date in this year? i don't remember what i did on this day one year ago! ha but i can definitely say that we choose to remember happy things rather than sad stuff (: well, i do! we should forgive and forget and live happily instead of bearing grudges! what's said has already been said, so nothing can be done. it's time to let things take its course.
too often that not, we're too caught up with our busy lives that we forget to think about the happiness in our lives. someone told me that "even if there's only one happy thing, it's still worth living for!" yup, she's right! (:
so let me think of the happy things that happened!
1) met my juniors who really made me happy
2) bowled a 187 game! wheee...i love bowling!
3) feeding valentine, and looking at the way she eats! (: she's so adorable
4) supposed to go for starbucks with someone
5) msging some darlings who are 101% sweeet (:
6) buying tics for maddcap! ;D the missing-sc syndrome sets in
7) talking to my sis, who offers good advice! i love her to bits!
8) being allowed to buy more skirts! haha, shopping does wonders!
9) counting down to watching 'the sound of music' (: -gleams-
oOo.. medicine + sleep + rain + soupy stuff + no air-con allowed = is what is required for the road to recovery! i shall persevere with stupid antibiotics, there are many things to do!
being troubled for the past month isn't a good thing. the chapter has just closed. now, it's time for a new chapter to begin.
it somehow doesn't feel the same anymore. something's really lacking. yeah, we say to improve it, to work on it, but how? empty talk doesn't work. no one really knows what's going on. well, i seriously don't. do you? and then, you're gonna say it's the feeling you get..yadayada... and we all think it's our sense and gut feeling. so all and all the feeling isn't right, but no one knows why.
maybe you do, just that you don't feel comfortable saying it out. sigh.
it's so hard to live up to expectations.
"we need to compromise", to talk things out. yes, even the most sensible among us said that. yes we really need to try very hard. it's not easy, but we should all try. we are not going to fall apart.
"don't you think we're drifting apart?" yes i do, but do you know how we've felt? the attempt again and again to try to make everyone feel comfortable? it's not easy being in their shoes.. i mean how would you feel if you're ignored/neglected the time you step into this new environment? thou we're happy as one, we shld really spend some time thinking about the rest.
"maybe it's because we love each other too much" that's why we called for a meeting where everyone turned up, but it just didn't really work out. it's evident that we care for each other, or else we wldn't be feeling all so confused and irritated that things are so f*cked up. we can't deny that, can we? the fact still remains.
"let's just go home and think about it" lots to ponder about, and i wonder how things will be tomorrow.
the frustration, anger, hostility, depression and confusion. it just SUCKS alright. if you think you're the only one going through all this SHIT, then you're wrong.
I am 16 going on 17
I know that i'm naive
Fellows i meet may tell me i'm sweet
And willingly i believe!
say goodbye to tsd, to tsdians.
i hope we won't drift too, but it's quite impossible not to.
so it's siying and me now, and perhaps junyi.
whywhywhy!!!
ah, ok i'll go for tsd performances alright? nods. yes i will!
i just realised that most entries i blogged were for tsd. actually, mostly everyone blogs because of that. now, without tsd, it'll be rather empty. i'll look for other things to blog! :I
haha (: i managed to survive the first 3 months in vj fantastically (: thanks to everyone in 05a55, tsd, TEC, TAG etc. yup, now it's time for the 2nd intakers to join us, and i hope they'll enjoy themselves too, esp those taking tsd! it's the best part of jc life. yeah, lots of fond memories! sigh, i'll have to put all that behind and move on with what's planned for me, and i think it'll be..great too! (:
alright, so i found some life, or rather more time after dropping it. went to watch miss congeniality2. it was okay la, but the guy beside me was quite pissed cos i was coughing badly. oops. yup, then went to mango to try on clothes! i love this pair of jeans and a green top there! (gleams!!!) then to zara, where soulsis liked this top ALOT! maybe you should have bought it. walked to topshop to meet her cousin and then to heeren to buy..hairbands. haha i currently have a fetish for them.. i wanted to buy different colours of the same one. dang, i think i'm going crazy. see what being deprived of shopping has done to you, ESP WHEN YOU CLDNT GET TO BUY ANYTHING YTD! tiff, you should have came! haha so near yet so far! ):
to soulsis: you'll be alright ok? smiles (: we don't lose special people when we hold them in our hearts, dearly! yup,hope it cheered you up a little!
TA! wanted to meet you and mik at esplanade but tiff said you all left already ): poof. next time ok? i love ESPLANADE to bits!
life is a bittersweet symphony.
i like the bittersweet taste that lingers in your mouth,
making it only stronger with each passing moment.
spare my eyes from those tears that flow
grant me the serenity to accept things that i cannot change
let me be the one who can take you through this journey, over and over again
i don't want the magical moments to pass. not so fast
happy belated birthday tiff! i love you dear! *mwah* yes, we hope we made you the happiest girl ever..heh i know you love us too, especially the presents!
many things been changing. people change, feelings change.
Man is complexed. what's with the complexities of life?
where have all the pretty horses gone?
why does everyone seem to hate us? why do things seem to go against our flow? ok, let's put it, since the start of the year, when has things gone our way?
think about it. it's human nature to make mistakes. pardon us if we hadn't been what we were supposed to be or been able to live up to standards. but, we tried our best alright? ok, at least some of us did try hard. who can ever see that? no one i guess.
why do we have to be scolded/told off.. for the things we've done both right and wrong? why do people call us ------? (fill in by yourself) WHY? don't we have feelings too? i'm sorry, but i have to say this. please know your limits cause we know ours. we get down to work when we have to. we don't always slack. yes, i mean it.
why can't people be more direct instead of all the constant backstabbing? being hypocritical? having a knife hidden behind that smile of yours. keeping this whole disugsting facade on? it makes me want to puke.
please know your limits and do not cross this line/ step on our toes.
yes, it wld be greatly appreciated.
why don't you just get a grip and move on with life?
yeah, things will be much better this way.
go away.
y.iN*g
19th oct 1988
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