i miss you ah kong.its been 72 days since you've been gone.i miss you ah kong,ah mah,misses you alot too.worse than me,everytime i see her,i can see the sadness in her eyes.i can see that she's still very sad inside,she misses watching television with you ah kong.i miss your tea ah kong.mummy misses you alot,even ah dui.everytime i think of you i cry.when the oral converation topic was about an elderly person i knew,i immediately thought of you and started crying.when i saw your picture today ah kong,i started crying.when i wiped your picture today ah kong,i was crying inside.i couldnt let ah mah see so i just kept quiet in one corner.ah kong.eveyone misses you.when are you coming back?i know its never,but please can you at least visit ah mah in her dreams once?just tell her you're okay and that you love her very much.she needs you the most right now.
Love,
niania.


The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like LOVE the way I look. ;D
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a handphone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie


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bwahahahaha(: hello;D im back from my holiday from not writing my blogsposts island!;Dohmygawddd my grades are slipping like crazy!so is my hj standard tooO.O ohftmlftwkjhdfbskgjnaknbfigotabuckup;pp

im back to f&n class to study and *ahem concentrate now!;D

hearts* bye(:


Fear, and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel like everything I sow
Is being swept away
And I refuse to let you go

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this
Loneliness be over?

Life, will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
When we bleed, we bleed the same

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this
Loneliness be over?

Loneliness be over
When will this
Loneliness be over?


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Use our secret safe tonight and are we out of sight
Will our world come tumbling down
Will they find our hiding place
Is this our last embrace
Ohh will the world stop caving in

It could be wrong
Could be wrong
But it should've been right
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
But let our hearts ignite
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
Are we digging a whole
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
This is out of control
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
It can never last
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
Must erase it fast
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
But it could've been right

Love is our resistance
Keep us a promise they wont stop breaking us down
Hold me
Our lips must always be schooled

If we live our life in fear
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again
Kill the press for love in peace
You'll wake the far police
We can hide the truth inside
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
But it should've been right
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
Let our hearts ignite
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
Are we digging a whole
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
This is out of control
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
It can never last
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
Lets erase it fast
It could be wrong
Could be wrong
But it could've been right

Love is our resistance
Keep us a promise and they wont start breaking us down
Hold me
Our lips must always be schooled
Good Night has reached his end
We can pretend
We must run...
We must run...
It's time to run

Take us away from hell
Protect us for the...
RESISTANCE...

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I know you suffered
But I don't want you to hide
It's cold and loveless
I won't let you be denied

Soothe me
I'll make you feel pure
Trust me
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You take your lovers that you're wicked and divine
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine

Please me
Show me how it's done
Tease me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me
Show me how it's done
Trust me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

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Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold
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They'll laugh as they watch us fall,
The lucky don't care at all,
No hope for fate,
It's unnatural selection,
I want the truth

I am hungry for some unrest,
I want to push this beyond a peaceful protest,
I wanna speak in a language that they'll understand

Dedication, to a new age,
Is this the end of destruction and rampage?
Another just a chance to erase then repeat again

Counter balance this commotion,
We're not droplets in the ocean

They'll laugh as they watch us fall,
The lucky don't care at all,
No hope for fate,
It's unnatural selection,
I want the truth

No religion or mind virus,
Is there a hope that the facts will ever find us,
Just make sure that you are looking out for number 1

I am hungry for an unrest,
Let's push this beyond a peaceful protest,
I wanna speak in a language that you will understand

They'll laugh as they watch us crawl,
The lucky don't share at all,
No hope for fate, it's a random chance selection,
I want the truth

Try to ride out the storm,
Whilst they'll make you believe, that they are the special ones, (we have not been chosen),
Injustice is the norm,
You are not the first and you know you won't be the last

They'll laugh as they watch us fall,
The lucky don't care at all,
No hope for fate,
It's unnatural selection,
I want the truth

-muse-


''Just because someone flirts with you doesnt mean they like you.Just because somebody likes you doesnt mean they wana go out with you.Just because someone goes out with you means they love you.Just because somebody loves you doesnt mean they wont hurt you.Because people lie and things change,boyfriends cheat,best friends leave and there are always those people that would kill to see you fall.''

got it from cindy's blog who got it from jastine's tumblr;p

which is the sad reality of life.that these things occur everyday of our lives.


To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.



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You look so beautiful today...
When you're sitting there its hard for me to look away...
So I try to find the words that I could say...
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away...
And I can't lie
Everytime I leave my heart turns grey...
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me is like a blade that cuts right thru me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating, when you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today...
Its like everytime I turn around I see you face...
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you...
When I look into your eyes I wish that I could stay...
And I can't lie but everytime I leave my heart turns grey..
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me is like a blade that cuts right thru me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating, when you're gone it wont stop bleeding
I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever, I guess thats just the price I've got to pay...
But when I come back home to feel your touch, makes it better...
'Till that day, theres nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it, I just can't take it

Another day without you with me is like a blade that cuts right thru me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating, when you're gone it wont stop bleeding
I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever


These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume. The sweetest honey
Is loathsome in his own deliciousness
And in the taste confounds the appetite.
Therefore love moderately. Long love doth so.
Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow.