I'm changing to wordpress soon.
Something seriously wrong with blogger.
Haha, Ahpui don't want to care me.
Hes' asking me to rest NOW!
FEver back. What to do?HELP!

Ahpui said he got lots of Girlfriends.
Ha.

So now that Blogger recovered
It made my life and Wanxian's Easier

We wanted to post pictures up upteen times,
but this stupid icon just wouldn't appear
which only resulted us to turn to photobucket
and codes.

My teacher called me this morning.
And she said We'll pray that nothing will happen to me tomorrow.
Yea, Tomorrow the crucial day.
Hope everything goes well.

Ron told last night that sms was only reliable to a small extend.
Ha, Sounds Lit and history. Too much of it will only result
in this .

I'm off to SS and Revision.

Happy 16th Cherie !

Don't worry,
We'll always be there for you.
Don't brood over things.
Enjoy today first !:)

D:

So i just got home from compass

mum got me the french Connection watch
and also a wallet
:) Happy.


I never leave house with a fever okay...
Study.Study.Study
Ron.Ron.Ron

So i just got back from compass
I never went out of house with a fever okayyy

Mum got me my French connection watch
and also a wallet
Love you :))

Study, study, study

after getting so many days of Mc.
I'm afraid of getting it anymore
All i can do is to self quarantine myself.

I miss School,Ronald, And my girls.
Their gigglings.
And your sai ni liang ba

Eat . Sleep. Medicine.Sleep.Eat

It became a routine.
I'm tired of it already.
make me seem like i'm a robot.
i need fresh air. Anyone?

Cause i'm bored

In case you know.

I Love My Boyfriend,Ronald.
I Love My sisters, Phoebe,Wanxian,Cherie,Daphne
I Love my adorable clique.
I Like the color Red and Purple
I Love eating Polar's Sugar roll w.o sugar coating
I Love Maths, but can't seem to score well
I Love Poa, but maybe i should give up on this subject
I Love School at the moment, cause i can't.
I Love Subway!
I only eat the fish noodles from Compass,Buangkok and Vivo stall
I Love to whine
I love to spend time with my boyfriend and friends.
I Love partying.
I Love freedom

I Dislike being at dark places
I Dislike being alone
I Dislike people not bothering me
I Dislike people who lie to me
I Dislike people who attitude me
I Dislike people who take me for granted and not appreciating what i did.
I Dislike Durians
I Dislike staying at home at the moment, Make me seemed like i'm grounded.
I Dislike pink color.
I dislike people who restrict me
I Dislike people being late
I Dislike people who dont' reply me

Except for some.~
many more. Wait till i think...
This is the result of being too bored.:)

So I've gotten myself another 6 days MC from school
Feeling very shag, like who will care.
and bother to teach me the stuffs i missed.


hallucinations.~


Happy Birthday Pheebsie! :)

Yea! Blogger recovered.
So that means i can post pictures from Cherie and Phoebe party
once i've received it!(:


That's even before the party
See how much fun we can entertain ourselves.
With the help Of JX.

Yes, I enjoyed myself with the company of Friends And Boyfriend.
It's been long since i've last enjoyed myself till this extent.
I hope this will continue
But hey! Prelims are here soon..
After O' i promise.

Birthdays...:(

No words can describe this.
That's what i'm feeling now.
being Love.

BBQ tomorrow.
I Shall throw my sickness away for just tomorrow
and ENJOY!!
before my prelims come.

I hope tomorrow will turn out a fine one:D

Sleep, Slept , Sleeping



Ain't any better.
Feeling very torturing.



You always know that i hate this
Why are you doing this to intrigue me?
you never think through before acting.
Always.

I've gotten myself MC for 4 days.
staying at home could really be bored.

Now i know,Taking exam with a sick body
really feels bad. Listening Compre was yesterday
Shouldn't play those symphony music. Really made people
doze off.

OH !
I gave Phoebe a new name.
PHEEBSIE! She said it sounded like a hammy name.HAHA


Yes, I Saw You.
There's reply.
Well , i guess it's going better(:

I'm not suffering.

I got my wrist wrapped again
Once and for all, I didn't injure myself.
It's old injury. I guess it didn't recover at all either.

I'm suppose to feel Happy.
yesyesyes, At least there's a reply.
I'll forget what i was pissed off just now
You know 5 days., Sucks.

(L) Never know that.

You know school wasn't fine for me.
Ronald's away for 5 days.

Normally just one day , i'll grumble already
Whatmore, 5 days.

Literally no mood to study.
I did nothing for Pe, Which is unusual.
Ap for Maths was shyt
I ended the day in school like f.

I went to packet food For ronald.
Went over to his house with Alex and Wanxian
The moment i stepped into his house.
I felt i wasn't myself
the eager me , wasn't me

You know how suffering for me to be.
I felt that , things that i do ,at times You all just took it for granted
And no matter what, It's never appreciated
How many more damages you guys want to inflict onto me?

Don't make me discover that you lie to me.
No matter you're my friend or my love one.
I'll get damn irritated and pissed off
and you won't know what i'll do

For my Love, I'm willing to do anything.
anything that you wouldn't expect me to do.

5 days without Dear. would mean that
i'll only get to see him on Saturday
moreover, No reply no calls.
You'll never know how i'm suffering inside ,
My heart aches, but all i can do is to remain silent.
All i wanted was a call or a reply
telling me you're fine.That's all.
I don't ask for more.
Hearing your voice, Is the happiest thing i ask for now...

Returned back From Amk Hub.
Feeling very down.
Cause whenever i go over to Hub,
I'll be either with Mummy or Ronald.
Today, both aren't present.

I walked alone through the whole mall.
I wish to be back the cheerful Vanessa Which i am,

Life is funny.
When you're upset by something. your whole day will be ruined.
when you're being cheered up or something, you'll be stubborn and refuse to smile
however, When things get over, You'll be jumping for joy.
As if , you owned the whole world. probably leaving in your own world.

That's why i said, It's funny.

when you're in a relationship
Whatever your partner do, you'll feel very blessed being together with him or her.
Even when there are quarrels, It is meant to be a test set for them.
After quarrels, It only needs one side to compromise
and They are back together happily.

Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.

Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance.

I love this quote, Doesn't it sound perfect?

I've found mine , What about you?

thy may look strong outside
but deep down inside, Thy is vulnerable.
thy needs you to be with her.
Won't know what thy have to do without you.

just that. . .

It's all because.
the reason that both of us know.
Love (L)

if our love is strong.we'll overcome everything
no matter. There are countless times of quarrels.
but these are test to make us strong right?
If a r/s cannot make through this test
it defeats the love they have


At times, I really want to give up.
But i thought back.
The time we knew each other till now.
what i've gone through, I want it to be worth for .
Obs, Chinese New year.
Flashback came to me.
4th already, I want it long and stable.

Love Take time.
I don't know the definition of Love.
but i know Both of us are in love
There's a solution to everything.
I believe i'll find it.

since you told me you love me a lot.
I belive we'll continue it together.
and make it stronger
Although it may take time.
I believe, somehow it will work out
Cause

I love you.

I caught Harry Potter and The half blood prince.
I've still got Ice Age to catch .

Don't feel like describing today
cause i don't have the mood.
next time please don't repeat the same old damn thing again.
I'll F.ing hate it.

I won't Post up Phoebe's unglam photo











You never knew how i feeled today
If it's my fault, I apologised.
Now it's the matter of your choice to react
I don't want to tire myself out, by compromising
I've got lots to say, which will include her which i tolerated for long.
Give me time> I' won't give up on you . And also me.
it's our first .Damnit I cried.

- I am very irritated now.
- Cause i just fixed the printer for two damn hours
- I'm perspiring like i've just completed a 2.4km run
- i've got no idea where to place that Epson printer.
- Mine or Mum?

- I stayed for English remedial
- I couldn't complete the stage For the game inside Ron's phone.
- i took more then 3 tries
- Excited cause there's Harry Potter tomorrow .
- Haven't gotten my dinner yet
- Watermelon sweet
- Need to complete maths today
- And 1 English Compre

Dear Ronald just gave me a call.

Still, He knows me the best.
And could actually read my mind.

School was pretty fine today
except some parts for me being a little too emotional

And oh!
Happy birthday Joey Wee.
Wait till i've got photos later , then i'll post up.
They're munching down their dinner.Pizzas.

i'm missing out Ice Age 3 because of her birthday
She better treat me better man.

Oh, i haven't help Noel think of his ideas.
Sorry buddy! a little while more.



I Don't want to compromise you for unneccesary things.
For all that matter, my business aren't yours.
What's happening to my life. Isn't your problem.



Ronald made my day
How about yours ? :)

My hurt Plaster caught the attention of mummy.
I've got Chemistry hw , English hw, Poa test to study and to complete.

See Stress is coming.
BUT


I feel Love from Ronald(L)
A little smile would do the job :)

I've got swollen eyes.
That's why i wore my spectacles to school
My spectacles are FOUND :) FInally.-.-

Today wasn't a nice day.
I don't like it.
Mum is like that
you too.

What can i do?

I piggybacked Pheebs
That's my greatest achievement today.
Not forgetting Wanxian too!

Currently having this severe migraine back again.
I don't know why.
Noel said it's stress again. Damnit.
what am i stressing about.

I've got things inside my heart.
Feeling real bad now. I think i need to confine
in Ronald soon. maybe another 15mins.

Joey gonna make her spectacles tomorrow.
i can't get mine yet.
I've got tuition tomorrow.
That's why i can't get it, Plus budget.
Make me go happy for nothing.
I don't like this feeling.

Lessons was boring today.
Ms A. was much better then Ms G.


I Miss Ronald.(L)

Just got back From Hougang point.
I detest people who disturb my sleep.
Regardless who you're,
SO i had to climb up and get my sister's Spects done.
Ha, Degree increased.-.-
making mine with hers probably one day next week @ Bishan's.

Now, my mum wants me to crawl to Lakeside.
I'm very tired,
i haven't complete my work
i have test to study
i'm very lazy
Feeling very lousy.
Where's my ronald?

I love to whine.

I've got all songs transferred to my phone now.
So Vanessa is a happy Girl.

BUT
I miss this guy


This guy who got so amazed over 10 bucks.

Ronald(L)

Woke up reluctantly for Chemistry lessons.
I couldn't get . Or rather Don't want.
Ever since, school starts,
I'll be very lethargic.
And every time i lie myself down the bed.
i'll start to think of stuffs.
Previous week was about Ron's Birthday
now that it's over.(:

Memories of9th july still flashed clearly(:
how i wish my birthday would be something like that
Ha, Fat hope.

I wasted 10 bucks on Pepperlunch.Shouldn't have eaten it.
Went to book Harry potter tickets for our clique:)
I'm excitedddddddddddddd!

I miss Ronalddddddddddd!(L)
He's at BBQ.
Hope he gets FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! :)

RONALDDDDDDDDDDDD (L)

I've got mood swing today.
One moment i was very happy and cheery
the other moment, I was very irritated.

Stayed pretty attentive during lessons today.
Shows a good sign, and after this i'm going
to proceed on to my chemistry TYS.
Had lunch @ Kfc With Ron,Alex and Daphne
We sat freaking 3 hours there crapping and laughing.
Tobin and Pheebs came shortly.

Sometimes , i feel that with friends.
I'm pretty much myself. I love this way.
Not to mention, when i'm with Ron.
I feel very myself. :)
Great day!:D


Overdue photos On 4th







Look @ Pheebs's , Tobin's And jiaqing's.

9th July

Happy Birthday Ronald <3.
So All my plan for him were successful. And after all this that i've planned
i've got in return a smile from him which i yearned for it ever since
i've started to plan his birthday :)


A smile like this :)

Passed him his second present early in the morning.
The diary that i've been writing it since, 13 february (:
kind of not use to it cause i'm not going to write anything
everynight no matter how tired i am.

So i did reservation pre beforehand with the help of Brother @
Fish & Co @ Park Mall. The only outlet which had live band.
I was suppose to treat Ron, but He did instead.
I've got it all planned out.
Got the ichigo Japan best seller for his birthday cake
and dedicated a birthday song and rap which is their tradition there for him
he got stunned:) HAHA.
And then, the smile i was waiting for came :)




His self proclaimed masterpiece he took. while we were waiting for our food.







All the effort i took in for planning Ronald's Birthday paid off:)
I love you ronald, that's why i plan this.
I hope you like it, like you told me that you would
store it in your Happy memories Archieve
Hope you enjoy your birthday with me
And sorry that you couldn't celebrate it with my friends.
I remembered you once told me Memories are meant to stay and last




Blurry image, but that's still us (:
<3

Happy Birthday Ronald!<3


I'll upload things up tomorrow or saturday
too tired, i need to replenish.

Love you dear.

Happy Birthday Shaokiat!

So another 3 1/2 hours will be to Ron's Birthday and also Pheebs's Sis.
i'm done with poa homework, Only left with English.
Happenings in class these few days, literally made
me laugh very hard. Like today.
Where the trend of scaring people through the window
came back for the sudden.
Us scaring our classmates and teachers. XD

been long since i've laugh so much in class.
I've got lots of things to tell Ronald for his birthday

i gotta get going to think of those!


Hope Ronald enjoy tomorrow.
although many will say, birthday is just another day

Overdue photos.
Now that Blogger can upload photos.

There's Physics test on Electricity
There's Chemistry Quiz on Alkenes and Alkanes
There's Maths Test on Mensuration

Testtesttest

Kay, i went swimming with Daphne and phoebe today
Or in short to teach Ms choo swimming :)

I can't get formulas into my head. Damnit.

D: Tuition starts tomorrow.

Happy 4th Ronald :)

Lunched @ Billy Bomber's With Ronald @ Cathay before
heading to our movie, Transformer, Which he skipped his tuition for.
So in between, i was kinda afraid that he wouldn't return home
after he sent me home , cause there's a surprise for his
adv birthday D:

So as planned he returned home and i rushed cab to his house.
All of it got planned well tgether with our clique.
Ronald reached home and we surprised him with a bday cake and
song with all his friend hiding beside the two doors.

He got stunned. D:
Passed him his present, And headed to dinner.
Back to his house to slack til 1130pm.

D: Blogger can't post photo.
I don't want to use photobucket. cause the size is too big
photo's up @ facebook(:

Maosheng introduced me this Song.

All star by smashmouth
Nevertheless, this was the song that i've been finding! HAHA

D:

i've got everything done and in place.
i didn't sleep for one whole day D:
Eyebags, go away!

i just don't understand what's wrong with some people's
mentality, Sneezing doesn't mean that you've gotten H1N1.
I'm not pin pointing anymore, just a general statement afterall

I want to swim tomorrow after school.
Apparently, I've screwed up My chinese O levels Oral.
Certaintly, i've got no idea what i was talking
and i guess it goes to the rest of the people.

I'm still hanging around a few choices.
jeans,shoes, cap? What else?

I hate the way you're now

I guess my left wrist hasn't recovered since LTC.
Whenever i turned it, bound to hear Crack sound.
seems like loose bones inside. HAHA

Chinese O level tomorrow, I'm not ready for it.
I've been stressing myself up due to some reason
Instead of sleeping at the time of 10 ,
things make me ponder, and hence dragging it to 12

Hope things pass by fast.D: