Sunday, May 23, 2021
Non-acceptance XD posted at 11:52 AM
After going through yesterday, it’s really hard to accept that we are not together right now. We still love each other a lot. But we know we have to let each other go. It really sucks. I want to be with you but i don’t want you to be hurt again. I don’t want you to feel lonely again. This is driving me nuts.
I’m glad to know that you felt very happy when I wished you happy birthday. It actually alleviated your sadness temporarily.
Toilet XD posted at 11:25 AM
I tried my best to wiped away your tears while we were in the toilet. I will always remember our raw and true emotions while we were in there. I will always cherish you. I will always hold you in high regards.
Just do what you need to do when you are ready.
True Feelings 22/05/2021 XD posted at 1:05 AM
I really appreciate you taking your time to talk to me. I really respect your honesty on our relationship. I really really hope our conversation and feedbacks will mould us into a better person. I’m really grateful that we can share our true feelings. So far, you are the only one who made me tear.
I’m truly happy for you. Happy for discovering your flaws and trying your best to work with it. Although it is painful and sure as hell hurts a lot, I really really really appreciate your feelings and actions throughout the years. I had my closure and I wish you had yours too.
It really does feel like we were star-crossed lovers. The amount of love I have for you is still if not more than that night. I know you are feeling the exact same way. I actually felt the pain when I told you I really love you the same as before. Tears came out automatically. Blocked nose. Nasal voice. It hurts me knowing that you felt my pain almost immediately.
Seeing you smile makes me happy. Seeing you cry makes me sad. Seeing you tear up sends me tearing too. But we know we should not contact one another anymore. It’s just not going to work and we will be back to the old ways. It’s unfair for US. It is a pity that 2 lovebirds doesn’t end up together. You will always be that special someone inside my heart. I thank you dearly for feeling the same way too.
I will work my best to take your criticism constructively and work towards becoming a better person. I hope you do the same and be a better person for someone else. Tragic but it is what it is.
Emotions are still raw and we both felt it. We just have to learn to let go. I know we didn’t behave like a broke up couple but it felt like it was the last time that we could do things together.
The walk back felt as though nothing happened and those were probably the closest we will be as a couple since that night. Seating at the bench while waiting for the grab confirms that we love each other. We still wanted each other’s company. I wished we could have spent the night together. You seeing me off after I boarded the grab hurts me cause I know it hurts you as much seeing me go off.
I love you from the bottom of my heart and I hope you can achieve the happiness you yearn so much. You are much better than what you think you are. Do not believe everything you think.
Monday, May 10, 2021
Is it though XD posted at 7:37 PM
There is a sense in which we are all each other's consequences
Saturday, May 08, 2021
High Time XD posted at 9:12 PM
It’s time to acknowledge that this breakup is taking a toll on me.
Friday, May 07, 2021
Directions XD posted at 8:32 AM
I actually don’t really go out that much with friends. Just stay at home and play games with friends after work.
Time to get things done while I have this free time.
Sunday, May 23, 2021
Non-acceptance XD posted at 11:52 AM
After going through yesterday, it’s really hard to accept that we are not together right now. We still love each other a lot. But we know we have to let each other go. It really sucks. I want to be with you but i don’t want you to be hurt again. I don’t want you to feel lonely again. This is driving me nuts.
I’m glad to know that you felt very happy when I wished you happy birthday. It actually alleviated your sadness temporarily.
Toilet XD posted at 11:25 AM
I tried my best to wiped away your tears while we were in the toilet. I will always remember our raw and true emotions while we were in there. I will always cherish you. I will always hold you in high regards.
Just do what you need to do when you are ready.
True Feelings 22/05/2021 XD posted at 1:05 AM
I really appreciate you taking your time to talk to me. I really respect your honesty on our relationship. I really really hope our conversation and feedbacks will mould us into a better person. I’m really grateful that we can share our true feelings. So far, you are the only one who made me tear.
I’m truly happy for you. Happy for discovering your flaws and trying your best to work with it. Although it is painful and sure as hell hurts a lot, I really really really appreciate your feelings and actions throughout the years. I had my closure and I wish you had yours too.
It really does feel like we were star-crossed lovers. The amount of love I have for you is still if not more than that night. I know you are feeling the exact same way. I actually felt the pain when I told you I really love you the same as before. Tears came out automatically. Blocked nose. Nasal voice. It hurts me knowing that you felt my pain almost immediately.
Seeing you smile makes me happy. Seeing you cry makes me sad. Seeing you tear up sends me tearing too. But we know we should not contact one another anymore. It’s just not going to work and we will be back to the old ways. It’s unfair for US. It is a pity that 2 lovebirds doesn’t end up together. You will always be that special someone inside my heart. I thank you dearly for feeling the same way too.
I will work my best to take your criticism constructively and work towards becoming a better person. I hope you do the same and be a better person for someone else. Tragic but it is what it is.
Emotions are still raw and we both felt it. We just have to learn to let go. I know we didn’t behave like a broke up couple but it felt like it was the last time that we could do things together.
The walk back felt as though nothing happened and those were probably the closest we will be as a couple since that night. Seating at the bench while waiting for the grab confirms that we love each other. We still wanted each other’s company. I wished we could have spent the night together. You seeing me off after I boarded the grab hurts me cause I know it hurts you as much seeing me go off.
I love you from the bottom of my heart and I hope you can achieve the happiness you yearn so much. You are much better than what you think you are. Do not believe everything you think.
Monday, May 10, 2021
Is it though XD posted at 7:37 PM
There is a sense in which we are all each other's consequences
Saturday, May 08, 2021
High Time XD posted at 9:12 PM
It’s time to acknowledge that this breakup is taking a toll on me.
Friday, May 07, 2021
Directions XD posted at 8:32 AM
I actually don’t really go out that much with friends. Just stay at home and play games with friends after work.
Time to get things done while I have this free time.