Tuesday, April 27, 2021
8 Years XD posted at 5:40 AM
‘Happy 8th Anniversary!!!’
That could have been it.
But yeah, I’ve come to terms that I am no longer an important person to her.
Friday, April 23, 2021
4 Weeks XD posted at 7:35 AM
Here we are, 4 weeks later. It feels kinda less hurtful. I should be appreciative and grateful that nothing worse happened. When one door is closed, there will be many more door that will be opened or stayed opened. Just need to make that decision when the time comes.
Monday, April 19, 2021
I should XD posted at 11:14 PM
I probably should lose some weight and keep fit. The belly doesn’t look good at all. I want to wear most of my old clothes! I haven’t even wear some of them!!!
Yikes!!!
So hear me out. I will start exercising regularly after the fasting month! HEAR ME OUT!!!
Anybody?
Saturday, April 17, 2021
Happy Birthday XD posted at 7:08 PM
Happy birthday and thank you for replying.
‘Thank you😊’
It feels like there’s a huge wedge driven between us. Honestly, it should be expected right?
Friday, April 16, 2021
3 Weeks XD posted at 7:02 PM
It’s been 3 weeks and I still feel some sort of ache when I’m alone.
Wednesday, April 14, 2021
I am XD posted at 7:34 AM
a little bit lonely. 10 years of exchanging messages and it just stops one night.
I have no idea how you can support me when we are not together. Support as a friend who still loves me and trying to forget that I was ever a partner?
It’s kinda hard to let go...
Saturday, April 10, 2021
Pasir Ris Beach XD posted at 11:00 AM
Met up with Long, Jayne and Jy last night cause I happened to informed Long that I broke up last week. Jy was not supposed to be there but Long wanted to know her relationship status and insisted Jayne to invite her LOL. Went dinner at kraze kitchen and thought that will be it for the night. Somehow, they wanted to know the story and we really end up going to Pasir Ris Park LOL.
We discussed as we took the bus there. The ambience was really nice there and we talked till 12am+. Really liked the ambience. Not much people around there. Maybe camping was not really allowed at that area. Quite a nice feeling to share it out and have some outside opinion.
Friday, April 09, 2021
Day 14 XD posted at 8:09 AM
Today is Friday and it will be exactly 2 weeks since the break. How am I feeling? I’m feeling rather lonely. I wonder if it would make a difference had I tried to convince her to stay with me. I did not try to convince her because I felt it was unfair to make her wait any longer. She said she felt lonely in trying to do things on her own. I’m not doing enough for her and, furthermore, religion does not symbolise anything to her.
She tried to suck it up and tried to take in all the problems. This just made her feel lonely. Anyway, her mindset changed after she enrolled in a self discovery course. I guess she went for the course to find out more about herself. She said she wanted to improve our relationship through the course. Long story short, she found what she wanted and I’m glad for her. It wasn’t easy for her and I’m truly glad she can act towards her goals.
I felt lonely too ever since you started your new job and it had gotten worse when you enrolled on the course. I felt neglected but it was for the better of you. Why would I make up a fuss when you are trying to mould yourself into a better person for your ownself right? You kept bringing up “You deserve more than a good morning message.” Just because I said that doesn’t mean I just expects that. One can do more than that and I will be more than grateful to you.
I think that’s enough for today.
Happy 2 weeks lol
Thursday, April 08, 2021
Hmmm... XD posted at 5:42 PM
It sure feels lonely without having anyone to share your day with.
Tuesday, April 06, 2021
10 years XD posted at 8:28 AM
The thought of you being with a another person is just heart-wrenching. After all, we have been communicating with one another for 10 years and being intimate for almost 8 years. Letting go and attempting to forget the memories is just painful. We know that time will dampens the pain and maybe heals all the wound. But still...
Monday, April 05, 2021
Here and There XD posted at 7:50 AM
Still feeling it here and there. Quite sad thinking about it. I actually thought of refusing the hug request, thinking it wasn’t appropriate. Upon seeing and hearing you cry when we hugged, I think that was the right thing to do. It was our final hug after all.
Come to think about it, I didn’t give you a proper goodbye. I let you walked off on your own. I didn’t really wanted to say our final proper goodbye. I was selfish in doing that and that itself will be a piece of regret that I cannot undo.
Saturday, April 03, 2021
Pass XD posted at 8:30 PM
Finally passed IPPT after 3 or 4 years lol
It’s been that long.
Friday, April 02, 2021
1 Week Later XD posted at 8:32 PM
It’s been one week, huh?
It’s a pity I can’t post photos through the mobile website
Wonder what you’re feeling right now.
Wonder how you are coping with this.
Me?
Still sad but what should I do about it?
Thursday, April 01, 2021
Thank you XD posted at 8:34 AM
Still using haha
Tuesday, April 27, 2021
8 Years XD posted at 5:40 AM
‘Happy 8th Anniversary!!!’
That could have been it.
But yeah, I’ve come to terms that I am no longer an important person to her.
Friday, April 23, 2021
4 Weeks XD posted at 7:35 AM
Here we are, 4 weeks later. It feels kinda less hurtful. I should be appreciative and grateful that nothing worse happened. When one door is closed, there will be many more door that will be opened or stayed opened. Just need to make that decision when the time comes.
Monday, April 19, 2021
I should XD posted at 11:14 PM
I probably should lose some weight and keep fit. The belly doesn’t look good at all. I want to wear most of my old clothes! I haven’t even wear some of them!!!
Yikes!!!
So hear me out. I will start exercising regularly after the fasting month! HEAR ME OUT!!!
Anybody?
Saturday, April 17, 2021
Happy Birthday XD posted at 7:08 PM
Happy birthday and thank you for replying.
‘Thank you😊’
It feels like there’s a huge wedge driven between us. Honestly, it should be expected right?
Friday, April 16, 2021
3 Weeks XD posted at 7:02 PM
It’s been 3 weeks and I still feel some sort of ache when I’m alone.
Wednesday, April 14, 2021
I am XD posted at 7:34 AM
a little bit lonely. 10 years of exchanging messages and it just stops one night.
I have no idea how you can support me when we are not together. Support as a friend who still loves me and trying to forget that I was ever a partner?
It’s kinda hard to let go...
Saturday, April 10, 2021
Pasir Ris Beach XD posted at 11:00 AM
Met up with Long, Jayne and Jy last night cause I happened to informed Long that I broke up last week. Jy was not supposed to be there but Long wanted to know her relationship status and insisted Jayne to invite her LOL. Went dinner at kraze kitchen and thought that will be it for the night. Somehow, they wanted to know the story and we really end up going to Pasir Ris Park LOL.
We discussed as we took the bus there. The ambience was really nice there and we talked till 12am+. Really liked the ambience. Not much people around there. Maybe camping was not really allowed at that area. Quite a nice feeling to share it out and have some outside opinion.
Friday, April 09, 2021
Day 14 XD posted at 8:09 AM
Today is Friday and it will be exactly 2 weeks since the break. How am I feeling? I’m feeling rather lonely. I wonder if it would make a difference had I tried to convince her to stay with me. I did not try to convince her because I felt it was unfair to make her wait any longer. She said she felt lonely in trying to do things on her own. I’m not doing enough for her and, furthermore, religion does not symbolise anything to her.
She tried to suck it up and tried to take in all the problems. This just made her feel lonely. Anyway, her mindset changed after she enrolled in a self discovery course. I guess she went for the course to find out more about herself. She said she wanted to improve our relationship through the course. Long story short, she found what she wanted and I’m glad for her. It wasn’t easy for her and I’m truly glad she can act towards her goals.
I felt lonely too ever since you started your new job and it had gotten worse when you enrolled on the course. I felt neglected but it was for the better of you. Why would I make up a fuss when you are trying to mould yourself into a better person for your ownself right? You kept bringing up “You deserve more than a good morning message.” Just because I said that doesn’t mean I just expects that. One can do more than that and I will be more than grateful to you.
I think that’s enough for today.
Happy 2 weeks lol
Thursday, April 08, 2021
Hmmm... XD posted at 5:42 PM
It sure feels lonely without having anyone to share your day with.
Tuesday, April 06, 2021
10 years XD posted at 8:28 AM
The thought of you being with a another person is just heart-wrenching. After all, we have been communicating with one another for 10 years and being intimate for almost 8 years. Letting go and attempting to forget the memories is just painful. We know that time will dampens the pain and maybe heals all the wound. But still...
Monday, April 05, 2021
Here and There XD posted at 7:50 AM
Still feeling it here and there. Quite sad thinking about it. I actually thought of refusing the hug request, thinking it wasn’t appropriate. Upon seeing and hearing you cry when we hugged, I think that was the right thing to do. It was our final hug after all.
Come to think about it, I didn’t give you a proper goodbye. I let you walked off on your own. I didn’t really wanted to say our final proper goodbye. I was selfish in doing that and that itself will be a piece of regret that I cannot undo.
Saturday, April 03, 2021
Pass XD posted at 8:30 PM
Finally passed IPPT after 3 or 4 years lol
It’s been that long.
Friday, April 02, 2021
1 Week Later XD posted at 8:32 PM
It’s been one week, huh?
It’s a pity I can’t post photos through the mobile website
Wonder what you’re feeling right now.
Wonder how you are coping with this.
Me?
Still sad but what should I do about it?
Thursday, April 01, 2021
Thank you XD posted at 8:34 AM
Still using haha
