Wednesday, February 28, 2007
XD posted at 4:15 PM
Ones who are born at dawnDon't ever lose sight
You are you, young lady; indeed now
Untangle yourself and stand up!!
I don't have any way to simply watch over you
Who cut and advance through the wind, while still hiding the wounds in your chest
Are your eyes forever searching for the you ahead?
But I can hear it; the heartbeats of deep sorrow are shouting
I'm just the darkness before dawn
Destines its entire life
It's all right, young lady; indeed now
There's no regret or embarrassment, Far away.
Carry the cross and dash through the flames, willing to die!!
Because you are by my side, I was lonely
Words that passed by without being loved
If I can erase them then they become deeper
Was your heart moistened since the past...?
But I can hear it, the strong determination from fate is shouting!!
If you have courage, then it's okay to cry
I want to see the real you...
You're just someone who is born at dawn
Illuminate your strayed path
It's all right, young lady; indeed now
With your uninterchangeable arms
Powerfully carry the cross and carve into the edge of the wilderness!!
Step out!!
I'm just the darkness before dawn
Destines its entire life
It's all right, young lady; indeed now
There's no regret or embarrassment, Far away...
Carry the cross and dash through the flames, willing to die!!
Step out!!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
XD posted at 4:40 PM
I have loved you; even now I may confess,
Some embers of my love their fire retain
but do not let it cause you more distress,
I do not want to sadden you again.
Hopeless and tonguetied, yet,
I loved you dearly
With pangs the jealous and the timid know;
So tenderly I loved you- so sincerely;
I pray God grant another love you so.
Gosh... i am sooooOooo bored!
Now its 12:34Am, 25th Feb 2007 and im cracking my brain up on what to post!
Okay...
I give up..
Cant think of anything good...
Friday, February 23, 2007
XD posted at 9:41 PM
Haiyo!
There doesnt seem to be anyone to disturb anymore in the class. Nadia and Hidayah have withdrawn today... Sad... Furthermore, i've been skipping so much lessons. For instance, take today as an example. I didnt even step into any classrom today. So practically i didnt go school today. Haha... Truancy... It's a serious offend! Haha.... However, i did have enough time to reach Masjid Darul Ghufran for friday prayers.. So many East Springians.. Haha... Reminiscing the past now... Haha... I just miss 4E1!! HaHa... So mushy.... HAha... On the way to the mosque, met hizam on the way... I was standing next to him beside the traffic light and i didnt even notice him.. Thought it was just some chinese fellow haha... I was oblivious... What in the world happen to my eyes? So cock eye... Haha... Realised he was there when he talked to me.. Haha... Weird... Then met Reza after that and we bissfully hop to my house to play after prayers.. HAha..
Reminds me of a cheer:
I've got a fever
I'm hot
I cant be stop
I've got a fever
I'm hot
I cant be stop
With a front hoo
Back ha
Cant Be stop
NaNaNaNaNaNaNaNa ~~~
ELIAS or YAYAS( that's gay)
Me jiahao, feisal traded departure gifts to one another.. Gonna get that FF7 bronze coloured watch!! DAMN COOL!!!!!! How i wish i had more money just now!! ARGHH!!!
Summary for today:
Went school library till 10
Wilson's FHM poker card confiscated by Principle
Watch Clicked on Wilson's psp
Hong Chao, Nadia, Monique, Hidayah departure from MI
WEnt MCdonalds for breakfast..
Play games with Hizam and Reza..
Thursday, February 22, 2007
XD posted at 3:43 PM
22nd February 2007
Today is THURSDAY... And There's only one period of study in school: Physics that is... HAHA... Then 4 period of breaks and off we go to WESTMALL.. Haha... Actually... We ponteng the rest of the periods again.. Haha... i feel so guilty skipping al the classes.. It's like the teachers are enthusiastic to teach us and we step over our privileges to study... Haiz.....
Why!?
Why!?
Why!?
Why do i have such friends with negative influence!?
Why do i even mixed with them?
Why do i like to talk as if i care!?
Haha.. I dont care that much actually haha... Just want to crap around.. Haha...
Anyway, Another weird thing happen again in the school library..
WE LOST WILSON's PSP GAME IN THE LIBRARY!! it was on the centre of the table and suddenly 'POOF!!' gone.. just like the time we lost Jansen's crumple bag.. Haha... Thsi is just too wierd.. We spent 40+ minutes searching but to no avail.. I dont understand how it get lost. If it drops down it can fly off somewhere far cause the floor has rugs on them.. What a phenomenon that is..
In then end... We just went off to Westmall and had out lunch.. Haha..
21st February 2007
It's been day past and i cant remember much what happened in school... haha.. Called it short term memory.. All i can remmeber was that Wilson disturb Su all the way and i keep saying can at the end of each sentence.. Haha.. SO weird... Haha
After school went to WESTMALL again to watch 'Just Follow Law'. I recommend people to watch it. It's worthwhile.. Not going to spoil the whole movie by telling what it is about....
At night i was super bored and sms this "buddy" of mine. Can vomit blood talking to "IT". Everything she dont care... HAHA... Dont get angry if you're reading this.. Haha..
That's all my memory can recall.. So this is the end for today's posting..
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
XD posted at 3:54 PM
Guess what?
I felt so disgusted when i was reading the newspaper this afternoon.
I flipped to page 16 and saw the photos..
I said to myself," Whoa.. Quite nice."
However, on of the 'girls' look odd... Then i read the headline: LADYBOY BAND. My eyes opened wide and immediately puke out my breakfast.
VENUS Flytrap... YUCKS!!!
Remind me of the time i saw a religious bapok..
Haha.. i dont want to go in-depth into that now...
YAWN... SLEEP.. MIDNIGHT SOON.. SO TIRED..
So that's all.. Damn im breaking my habi of sleeping early...
Sunday, February 18, 2007
XD posted at 10:59 PM
Today i learnt a lifelong lesson: Girls can be vert fierce at times!
It all started when i was having my rejuvenatin sleep in the afternoon when i was disturbed by voices outside.
I open my weary eyes and let out a deep, long breathe and said, " ********************."
Since it was a voice of lady, i thought she was scolding some small kid. However, i was dearly wronged. There was this lady arguing with some guy. On and on the lady went. She kept whining and, suddenly, she stretched out her hand grab the collar of the blue t-shirt the guy wearing.. I was like "Oh My GoD! This i kinda good... Could waste a few minutes of my dreaded life." The guy was all quiet and feeling sorry, his head tilted downwards all the way. Then the girl started to scream in front of the public. And on and on and on and on she goes until this one moment where the guy talk back (Talk about courage here).. He said: That's enough (in chinese)
After eavesdropping for like an hour or so, i realise they were arguing over money issues... Okay, i admit i was a bit slow. Just a bit.... Tiny winy bit..
Okay back to the story... Where was i? Oh ya... the girl shouted , screamed and in the end brokedown... She fainted....Then ambulance came to bring her to the hospital... The guy was on his knees crying and his both hands at the back of his head ulling his hair... "Why!? Why!? What's wrong with me!? ARGHHH!!!" He took out a knife and slit his throat open! i stood by the window shrouded by fear seeing it...
I....
I....
I just......
I just told u a lie...
Haha!
Okay i shall tell u all the ending...
Actually the arguing part was true.. In the end, the guy consoled his wife and walked off together...
Saturday, February 17, 2007
XD posted at 4:39 AM
Skipped school today!!
HAHA....
Not because i wanted to play truant but due to my inability to control my immune system.
Oh ya... I recently realised all my friends i met in Millennia are very much the same or much more worse as the ones in ESSS...
Eg:
- Pillar-ing people ( the one where u open the legs wide apart and run towards a pillar)
- All horny stuff
- A fat, bastard friend everywhere i go
- Playing truant
- Play sports
- And many many more
Dont know why...
I wonder why...
Thursday, February 15, 2007
XD posted at 8:51 PM
Today's 15th FEBRUARY and it's TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!!! WEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
Haha...
I sound excited, aren't I? HAHA...
Anyway, had physics lessons for 20 mins today and off to the hall...
The Skit was kind of funny though i dont see the rationale behind it.. HAHA....
After that went library and get kicked out again... Someone else makes the noise and we are to take the blame.. Again.... haha... Sad right? HAHA....
Well... wilson suggested we ponteng maths class and so we did.. HAha... Scary though when we had to walk through the gates... Haha...
All in all, we skipped maths and econs... And guess what? Attendance was taken and my home tutor found we skip econs... ********!!!!!!!! haha...
Guess we have to serve detention and become a loser like someone we know(Feisal)... Haha...
Went to Westmall and stayed in the library waiting for the girls and herry...
Went for badminton later on till 6pm.. I sure know how t itake care of myself cause im having a bad cough and played badminton.. Haha... Lost to Jia hao like shit and won the rest like shit... haha.... Lazy want to go to details...
Soooooo, that's abt it... Haha...Labels: Screwed yet exuberant
XD posted at 3:05 PM
Gosh!! Everyone getting good results and im not fine with that.. Okayy... my results aint that bad but i could have done better!! SAD... =(... Actually had a of A2 for emaths, B4 for eng anf the rest B3s.. ARGhh.... All so close to A2... SAD...... sAddEr.... SAddest...... haha... Now regretting over my playful immature ways.... I wonder if im still immature? hahaha.... Nevermind... For as long there's tomorrow.. I will be there, striving.. Somewhere.... I hope... haha...
Man... many withdrawing from MI cause they are Polying.... sAd... Faezah, Feisal and many more... Going to miss disturbing them... Got to find new targets now... Haha... So many good moments together with them... Haiz.... This is all happening too soon... Ooh... What the heck... Anyway, Wish you people the best for your future endeavours!
Oh ya... Wishing Hidayah (ESSS) all the best for her operation... Wonder if she is bored right now? ahaha....Labels: yaya
me
Me back in the early 90s. Cool huh?
We are closer than veins itself.
Like what Reza said, This is my people.
These are some random Banglah who begged to take a picture with me.
These are my family in SRJC. Even though none of them is perfect, we make up a perfect family!
schools
Tampines Primary School;
East Spring Secondary School;
Millenia Institute;
Serangoon Junior College;
desires
I bounded by a curse; Never to desire ever again.
hopes
Neither can i hope
interest
I do not understand what you speak of
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
XD posted at 4:15 PM
Ones who are born at dawnDon't ever lose sight
You are you, young lady; indeed now
Untangle yourself and stand up!!
I don't have any way to simply watch over you
Who cut and advance through the wind, while still hiding the wounds in your chest
Are your eyes forever searching for the you ahead?
But I can hear it; the heartbeats of deep sorrow are shouting
I'm just the darkness before dawn
Destines its entire life
It's all right, young lady; indeed now
There's no regret or embarrassment, Far away.
Carry the cross and dash through the flames, willing to die!!
Because you are by my side, I was lonely
Words that passed by without being loved
If I can erase them then they become deeper
Was your heart moistened since the past...?
But I can hear it, the strong determination from fate is shouting!!
If you have courage, then it's okay to cry
I want to see the real you...
You're just someone who is born at dawn
Illuminate your strayed path
It's all right, young lady; indeed now
With your uninterchangeable arms
Powerfully carry the cross and carve into the edge of the wilderness!!
Step out!!
I'm just the darkness before dawn
Destines its entire life
It's all right, young lady; indeed now
There's no regret or embarrassment, Far away...
Carry the cross and dash through the flames, willing to die!!
Step out!!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
XD posted at 4:40 PM
I have loved you; even now I may confess,
Some embers of my love their fire retain
but do not let it cause you more distress,
I do not want to sadden you again.
Hopeless and tonguetied, yet,
I loved you dearly
With pangs the jealous and the timid know;
So tenderly I loved you- so sincerely;
I pray God grant another love you so.
Gosh... i am sooooOooo bored!
Now its 12:34Am, 25th Feb 2007 and im cracking my brain up on what to post!
Okay...
I give up..
Cant think of anything good...
Friday, February 23, 2007
XD posted at 9:41 PM
Haiyo!
There doesnt seem to be anyone to disturb anymore in the class. Nadia and Hidayah have withdrawn today... Sad... Furthermore, i've been skipping so much lessons. For instance, take today as an example. I didnt even step into any classrom today. So practically i didnt go school today. Haha... Truancy... It's a serious offend! Haha.... However, i did have enough time to reach Masjid Darul Ghufran for friday prayers.. So many East Springians.. Haha... Reminiscing the past now... Haha... I just miss 4E1!! HaHa... So mushy.... HAha... On the way to the mosque, met hizam on the way... I was standing next to him beside the traffic light and i didnt even notice him.. Thought it was just some chinese fellow haha... I was oblivious... What in the world happen to my eyes? So cock eye... Haha... Realised he was there when he talked to me.. Haha... Weird... Then met Reza after that and we bissfully hop to my house to play after prayers.. HAha..
Reminds me of a cheer:
I've got a fever
I'm hot
I cant be stop
I've got a fever
I'm hot
I cant be stop
With a front hoo
Back ha
Cant Be stop
NaNaNaNaNaNaNaNa ~~~
ELIAS or YAYAS( that's gay)
Me jiahao, feisal traded departure gifts to one another.. Gonna get that FF7 bronze coloured watch!! DAMN COOL!!!!!! How i wish i had more money just now!! ARGHH!!!
Summary for today:
Went school library till 10
Wilson's FHM poker card confiscated by Principle
Watch Clicked on Wilson's psp
Hong Chao, Nadia, Monique, Hidayah departure from MI
WEnt MCdonalds for breakfast..
Play games with Hizam and Reza..
Thursday, February 22, 2007
XD posted at 3:43 PM
22nd February 2007
Today is THURSDAY... And There's only one period of study in school: Physics that is... HAHA... Then 4 period of breaks and off we go to WESTMALL.. Haha... Actually... We ponteng the rest of the periods again.. Haha... i feel so guilty skipping al the classes.. It's like the teachers are enthusiastic to teach us and we step over our privileges to study... Haiz.....
Why!?
Why!?
Why!?
Why do i have such friends with negative influence!?
Why do i even mixed with them?
Why do i like to talk as if i care!?
Haha.. I dont care that much actually haha... Just want to crap around.. Haha...
Anyway, Another weird thing happen again in the school library..
WE LOST WILSON's PSP GAME IN THE LIBRARY!! it was on the centre of the table and suddenly 'POOF!!' gone.. just like the time we lost Jansen's crumple bag.. Haha... Thsi is just too wierd.. We spent 40+ minutes searching but to no avail.. I dont understand how it get lost. If it drops down it can fly off somewhere far cause the floor has rugs on them.. What a phenomenon that is..
In then end... We just went off to Westmall and had out lunch.. Haha..
21st February 2007
It's been day past and i cant remember much what happened in school... haha.. Called it short term memory.. All i can remmeber was that Wilson disturb Su all the way and i keep saying can at the end of each sentence.. Haha.. SO weird... Haha
After school went to WESTMALL again to watch 'Just Follow Law'. I recommend people to watch it. It's worthwhile.. Not going to spoil the whole movie by telling what it is about....
At night i was super bored and sms this "buddy" of mine. Can vomit blood talking to "IT". Everything she dont care... HAHA... Dont get angry if you're reading this.. Haha..
That's all my memory can recall.. So this is the end for today's posting..
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
XD posted at 3:54 PM
Guess what?
I felt so disgusted when i was reading the newspaper this afternoon.
I flipped to page 16 and saw the photos..
I said to myself," Whoa.. Quite nice."
However, on of the 'girls' look odd... Then i read the headline: LADYBOY BAND. My eyes opened wide and immediately puke out my breakfast.
VENUS Flytrap... YUCKS!!!
Remind me of the time i saw a religious bapok..
Haha.. i dont want to go in-depth into that now...
YAWN... SLEEP.. MIDNIGHT SOON.. SO TIRED..
So that's all.. Damn im breaking my habi of sleeping early...
Sunday, February 18, 2007
XD posted at 10:59 PM
Today i learnt a lifelong lesson: Girls can be vert fierce at times!
It all started when i was having my rejuvenatin sleep in the afternoon when i was disturbed by voices outside.
I open my weary eyes and let out a deep, long breathe and said, " ********************."
Since it was a voice of lady, i thought she was scolding some small kid. However, i was dearly wronged. There was this lady arguing with some guy. On and on the lady went. She kept whining and, suddenly, she stretched out her hand grab the collar of the blue t-shirt the guy wearing.. I was like "Oh My GoD! This i kinda good... Could waste a few minutes of my dreaded life." The guy was all quiet and feeling sorry, his head tilted downwards all the way. Then the girl started to scream in front of the public. And on and on and on and on she goes until this one moment where the guy talk back (Talk about courage here).. He said: That's enough (in chinese)
After eavesdropping for like an hour or so, i realise they were arguing over money issues... Okay, i admit i was a bit slow. Just a bit.... Tiny winy bit..
Okay back to the story... Where was i? Oh ya... the girl shouted , screamed and in the end brokedown... She fainted....Then ambulance came to bring her to the hospital... The guy was on his knees crying and his both hands at the back of his head ulling his hair... "Why!? Why!? What's wrong with me!? ARGHHH!!!" He took out a knife and slit his throat open! i stood by the window shrouded by fear seeing it...
I....
I....
I just......
I just told u a lie...
Haha!
Okay i shall tell u all the ending...
Actually the arguing part was true.. In the end, the guy consoled his wife and walked off together...
Saturday, February 17, 2007
XD posted at 4:39 AM
Skipped school today!!
HAHA....
Not because i wanted to play truant but due to my inability to control my immune system.
Oh ya... I recently realised all my friends i met in Millennia are very much the same or much more worse as the ones in ESSS...
Eg:
- Pillar-ing people ( the one where u open the legs wide apart and run towards a pillar)
- All horny stuff
- A fat, bastard friend everywhere i go
- Playing truant
- Play sports
- And many many more
Dont know why...
I wonder why...
Thursday, February 15, 2007
XD posted at 8:51 PM
Today's 15th FEBRUARY and it's TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!!! WEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
Haha...
I sound excited, aren't I? HAHA...
Anyway, had physics lessons for 20 mins today and off to the hall...
The Skit was kind of funny though i dont see the rationale behind it.. HAHA....
After that went library and get kicked out again... Someone else makes the noise and we are to take the blame.. Again.... haha... Sad right? HAHA....
Well... wilson suggested we ponteng maths class and so we did.. HAha... Scary though when we had to walk through the gates... Haha...
All in all, we skipped maths and econs... And guess what? Attendance was taken and my home tutor found we skip econs... ********!!!!!!!! haha...
Guess we have to serve detention and become a loser like someone we know(Feisal)... Haha...
Went to Westmall and stayed in the library waiting for the girls and herry...
Went for badminton later on till 6pm.. I sure know how t itake care of myself cause im having a bad cough and played badminton.. Haha... Lost to Jia hao like shit and won the rest like shit... haha.... Lazy want to go to details...
Soooooo, that's abt it... Haha...Labels: Screwed yet exuberant
XD posted at 3:05 PM
Gosh!! Everyone getting good results and im not fine with that.. Okayy... my results aint that bad but i could have done better!! SAD... =(... Actually had a of A2 for emaths, B4 for eng anf the rest B3s.. ARGhh.... All so close to A2... SAD...... sAddEr.... SAddest...... haha... Now regretting over my playful immature ways.... I wonder if im still immature? hahaha.... Nevermind... For as long there's tomorrow.. I will be there, striving.. Somewhere.... I hope... haha...
Man... many withdrawing from MI cause they are Polying.... sAd... Faezah, Feisal and many more... Going to miss disturbing them... Got to find new targets now... Haha... So many good moments together with them... Haiz.... This is all happening too soon... Ooh... What the heck... Anyway, Wish you people the best for your future endeavours!
Oh ya... Wishing Hidayah (ESSS) all the best for her operation... Wonder if she is bored right now? ahaha....Labels: yaya
