You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Oh
Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

damn a lot of effort for self.

Let the bridges burn.

i'm glad i did it. however painful it was, it will be over. this too shall pass.

i'll try not to be bitter. i'll give everyone the benefit of the doubt and we'll be happy as always. we're nice people and we deserve happy days. i'll put this behind me and be a happy person. there's no point thinking about why and how and what the hell.

strange how it can be so much easier to talk to a stranger. i talked to this lady i barely know, someone i met at work. and she understood, and she understood without knowing anything about the situation. and she could discuss about it with respect to me. without judgments.

i will still wake up with painful thoughts. but with time it will blow over. dunno how many times this can be pieced and re-pieced together but well.. we'll see how.

trying to arrange 'The Longest Time' but the nwc trial only allows me to save a file 10 times. shucks. so maybe i'll do that on weekends.