'Flatland' is amazing.. my dream is to one day write a book like that. it was thoroughly enjoyable. some funny bits though i'd say rather irritating. but i shan't be so petty as to be annoyed with a mere Square. lol. "Our Women are Straight Lines." "all that you speak of as solid... your houses, your churches, your very chests and safes all lying open and exposed to my view."

Speaking of states of mind.. i'm not quite as healthy as i used to be. i have more fears and more confidence, more help and more dependence, more happiness and more insecurities.

in short i gained some, and now i have more to lose.

the results are quite annoyingly depressing. but it's not just the results. it's my state of mind.

we went to watch avatar yesterday, the chingay comm plus a few extras. i think avatar was rather lame. ok la like not exactly bad,, but not good either. plus it was damned long and we sat in the second row.

going home home home.

my gastric ailment gets worse by the day.

finally applied for exchange. hope all goes well. really really want to go. will the heavens sense my eagerness? lol.

have never felt happier. a new sense of happiness, overwhelming contentment. yeah feeling quite good. but abit sad knowing that it won't last forever. nothing lasts forever. haha.

chingay is getting a bit more fun. it's quite cool. except that i have very little time for myself.. can't do much. that reminds me.. i'm supposed to finish up some watercolour and readings. write exchange application and research on it.

ich haette gedacht, dass du es verstehen will, besser als andere Leute.

some kias are so annoying.
but i don't really give a damn. nvm.

my holidays are rather bland. mostly doing chingay stuff. trying to apply for exchange now.
looking forward to next week. but anyway my bali trip is around the corner so ya i'll try to enjoy myself for awhile.