i met a very cute thing - xiaocongming. at daiso. and i brought it back and put it on my dusty cabinet. alongside danke and bitte.

there's a sense of.. glow that permeates the air. not happiness. just some sort of satisfaction.

doing banners. quite pathetic but okay la.

i don't know what to say. it's too confusing.
why. it has started and will end the same way. i feel it coming. almost as sure as i feel the B- and Cs.

anyway submissions are now fully over. i should really start studying (man.. nearly spelt start "sturt").

rest in peace dr su.

wah. like working with more softwares in a week than i've ever dealt with in an entire life.

actually really looking forward to going home and being a child again! yes that's what going home entails. it's kind of like loss of freedom accompanied by loss of responsibility. it's not bad. it would be a real holiday. re-experiencing going out without wallet and phone. haha. wanted one month but could only afford 2 weeks this time.

i need sleep. 2 more days of suffering and then i can get some rest.

my life is terribly screwed. i wake up sleepy, stay sleepy and then really sleep. when i am awake i don't feel like doing anything, definitely not arrange a3 panels for design and not cadding.

but i have submission on tuesday and wednesday. somebody please wake me up and shout in my ear.

my favourite favourite. really cool. it's like blend and harmony flawless live. whoa. recording's abit noisy though.
i love the tenor's voice. and he makes it look so effortless.




A Perfect Life - The Real Group

A perfect life in a perfect home
A perfect wife - could be a queen on a throne

A perfect life in a perfect home
Perfect thoughts in a perfect head
A perfect body in a perfect bed

If there are any ifs or doubts
If you feel unsure
If something`s gone wrong
If you can hear a stifled voice
behind a secret door...

Buy more things
Buy the store
Buy the wings
to fly out the door

Buy more things
Buy the store
Buy for comfort
Buy to forget
Buy all you need
to pay the debt

If there are any ifs or doubts
If you feel unsure
If something`s gone wrong
If you can hear a stifled voice
behind a secret door

Open it slowly
and
open it carefully

Open it slowly
and
open it carefully

That`s the only way

If there are any ifs or doubts

interesting piece. a bit difficult to appreciate for a layman like me at the start, but gradually becomes more easily identifiable as fun.

went to banner briefing at PA headquarter with jane today. and now too lazy to go to studio and start work. haiz. how terrible. i think i had too long a break.

so i guess we're back to normality? so weird.

ok just one more week. try to focus awhile more...

i don't have to read. i'm victim to the evil manipulative thoughts. my brain is so useless. should probably learn that occlumency thing from snape.
haiz. don't laugh. it's not funny.

i've to be more serious with the Krabat-reading and homework-doing.
on a book binge after realising that i can borrow not 4 but 20 books from CentralLibrary. it's revenge time. lol. found some very interesting and probably useful books but not much time to read. 'Street Theatre and Outdoor Performances' by Bim Mason has interesting examples.

fears and insecurities. yea that's about everything.
sounds stupid, true. but sometimes inevitable. sometimes scary as hell. and depressing. illogical and obsessive. like can't stop thinking about it. sometimes just sad. not even worried or annoyed. just downright sad. other times not so bad i can work properly. other times i'm even oddly happy, full of convictions, optimistic.

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i find that makes a nice border. haha.

maybe we're just really different people. i don't know why that should affect me, but it does.
you are evil. you do all the thousand rules and i just stupidly sit here and nod my head. maybe i suffer from some kind of inferiority complex. lol.

maybe i'm going nuts.