Anthony Neely – Sorry That I Loved You Lyrics
For all of the time that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I hold you tight
And I'm So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you I wish that I could make it right
I'm so sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won't make my difference tonight
But I'm hoping I'm Sorry will open your mind To love love love love in your life
Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry do can't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you

~AffInIty~



self-control. self-control. self-control. ~AffInIty~



destiny in life brings two people together. had i work harder, i would probably be studying and not working in Todai. then i would not have had a chance to meet you and all the awesome people. ~AffInIty~



its been 2weeks since last seen you. realised i miss u alot. alot. the urge is strong. but i'm just praying i wont lose this friendship, like him. please. someone guide me in my next step. ~AffInIty~



3more weeks to the end of this trimester. after which, 2weeks to exam. sigh, 1 wk of exam preparation. on the brighter side, looking forward to flying to Beijing despite the missing plane case in msia 4days ago. however, i wish i was in that plane instead, so perhaps i can experience time travel(yes i believe that plane went into time travel into the futures). ~AffInIty~



when someone has the intention to avoid you, you will not have a chance to contact no matter what you make up. its all gone. deactivated social network with the intention to do assignments, but kinda fail. cant do no matter what :( ~AffInIty~



Gotten tired of asking and waiting for you to talk to me, when all you replied was stupid single word everytime. Just sua if u dc.



Sad to hear that all along, although calling each other bestfriend, u just takes me as friend, someone whom u dont really bother much about even though i tried as much as possible to be more than just friend. Just hope you wont make me regret knowing you.



Deactivated social networks; facebook, twitter.



Outing with mum bro & grandma ;)



Lazy to blog again. :x just pictures for past 2wks? XD



Boring morning + afternoon again! Went bukit panjang find rainie & jack for dinner @ Kimly Seafood(see pic below for food). Went for short bike ride with Jack before me heading home while they two had their fun ^^ tatas~

Labels: bestie, dinner, food

Had a short outing with PJ! Meet ard 4pm. Bussed to UppThomson Rochor Beancurd then bussed to bishan j8 for movieeeee and dinner @ Ajisen Ramen! They closing the area we seating in 30minsz. So both of us kindda rushing to finish up our foods with timestrain! Kinda rushing but managed to! ;) hehehe great day! XDXD

Labels: j8, movie, Outing

Lalalala boring morning + afternoon! Headed over to MBS to start work as food server. Work kinda slackz. Just had to go kitchen get food and go out stand stationery for guest to help themselves. Ohya im working for a function: Russian Singapore Business Forum closing party. Ended work @ 12am. But the parttime employees alrdy ownself stop work slacking @ 11pm. 12am heavy rain zzzz! Lucky got include transport else i wont want to work! ;) lalalla delay here delay there, ended up reaching home @ 2am -.- tataz

Labels: mbs, Work

Woooo! Finally back to old trade: working as Banquet. But today kinda slack ;) just setting and cleaning & wiping of glasses whole day long. Wooo likeAshiok! But tiring and boring too -_-

Labels: banquet, Work

Went bestie workplace for accompany her lunchhyy @ 1pm. Waited from 1+ till 3+ till she off work @ her workplace @ o'brien. Then headed to her hse and waited while she went for bathe. 30mins and proceeded to ChompChomp Foodcentre meet jack for nice ffoods! But kinda sad that the mood atmosphere was wrong that day esp results released. So not rlly quite enjoying today /:( !



Msia with family in the afternoon! Went in @ 1+pm. Had lunchyyyy and shopping ard~ lalalalala~ limKopi @ oldTown @ 5pm before heading back sg. Quickly rushed down 313 pizzeria @ concorde hotel with bi0903! Damn fulling woot! Walked ard orchard/somerset. Head up to OrchardCentral roof garden for photo taking~ finally ard 1030pm hsh! Tired and feeling super full! Walked a much longer distance home + climb staircase! Reached home not feeling full but hungry instead -_-

Labels: Bi0903, Msia

Short but kindda rushing day for me! Rushed to suntec for interview for banquet waiter job. Got it yeahhooo! But interview damn long! Almost made me missed my date with rainie jack yuzhu! Lol! ;) but well, made it just on time! Rushed to nex to watch Johnny English! Hilarious max!! (y) <3 wahahahaha laugh-ed all the way without fail! ;) ohya forget to say, missed my lunch after rushing to suntec interview straight to nex! No time for lunchhhhh! :( went cwp tour one rd and went foodcourt. Was abt to queue to orderand took out wallet to realise i've got just sgd$2 in it! -.- wts! Went home withdraw money and eat @ 883 instead:( sobs! :p tatas~

Labels: bestie, broke, movie

Nua nua nua in bed till 2+pm. So unwilling to wake up. As usual check hp while nua-ing in progress. Bestie msg to meet go out @ night & immediately fly woke up ! Hahaha! :B went nex book movie tickets for tmr movie session w bestie jack yuzhu. then headed to kovan via NEline for Domino's Pizza and durian~ too much pizza feel like sian. Immediately continued with durians on full stomach. Stufffffffffffingggg! Durian not nice!! Reallll!! I want durians from geylang! ;) tatas hsh!

Labels: bestie, domino pizza, durians

Finally there's a blogger apps on iPhone to post my blog! So much convenience sia!! ;)



HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL!! ;) what a lonely mid autumn festival this year :( went wl hse do some self-created java proj to enhance own java experience ! Lalala like a nerd to do project when there finally a holiday for me -.- whatever gain experience ;)

Labels: holiday, Mid-autumn festival, project

unknowingly woke up early today. saw a msg asking if wanna work as flyers distributor @ MBS later today. am i so despo for money that i quickly responded yes and rushed myself to MBS within 2hrs =\ 11-2pm-break-5-7pm. after break went back for work, and here's what happened. manager: go "drink" me: i can "eat"? manager: ya go go go. me: *walks in help myself to fried rice* other employees inside: are u dining here? me: no? manager say i can eat? manager: you are not allowed to eat, only drink. but nvm, just eat. me: :O! (Y) \m/ hahaha awkward & guilty & kindda shiok while eating when NO ONE is suppose to eat. :P

Labels: flyers, mbs, Work :(

Yooohooo! Fetch grandma back msia today w sis! Went The Soup Restaurant with mum and grandma for lunch. After which went City Square Msia meet sis and off we go TmnU! Grandma chitchatting w her 3 grandchildren!(me, bro, sis) had dinner then went back City Square Msia for desserts @ Seasons aka Swenson!

Labels: Desserts at swenson, Msia

Hmmm should i back to blogger? Hahaha whatever! Went smurfing with Rainie & Jack & Yuzhu @ iluma! But before that, lateeee lunch & arcade @ virtualWorld + walking randomly ard. Ohya that idiot Jack managed to fooled us that another friend was watching movie w us instead of Yuzhu -_- well well, after movie, yuzhu went home and rest of us went BukitPanjang for szecha and HSH~

Labels: bestie, Iluma, panjang

AHHHHH finally. just realised its been a mth since last post lol. Hmmm time check: 2018hrs. Location: Suzhou China. hehe this is my last week in China already. going back on saturday. mixed feeling. missed sg but kindda dont feel like going back. haiz. well time to face reality already :[

the time spent in china is kindda fun and enjoyable. iloveit!=) let photos do the talking @ facebook.com ;P gn!



TGIF aka last day of my IPP! went to work as normal but with an abnormal feeling. dont feel like ending the day so fast =X sentimentalMe92 =(
After work, went meet classmates for TGIF aka last day IPP/FYP aka belated Rongle's birthday celebration! waited for nearly 2 hours for 5 peoples to arrive :| blame me for being earliest to release and nearest to meeting place. ohwhatever, had fun. & BURNT a BIG hole in my pocket for the night. SGD$40 bucks flown away~ went play l4d2 with them. dont feel like playing at first, but wells, its fun! dint really regret playing =) youreAwesome! HSH 1am.

Labels: TGIF

爱情是不需要追求的，

爱你的人不需要你的追求，

不爱你的人你追求也没用，

即使有一天真的在一起了，

才发现，彼此是不适合的，

才发现，原来有些事情是不能勉强的，

才发现，有些等待原来会让自己迷路...



有些人，是你永远也等不起的



你对我说你好累了，没关系，我帮你撑下去，

你对我说要静一静，没关系，我会很快消失，

你对我说没感觉了，没关系，我可以再付出，

你对我说你想走了，没关系，我不会碍着你...



你说你累，所以你忘了有个人熬夜等你的回复，

你忘了有个人因为听不见你的一句晚安睡不着，

你忘了有个等你的人比你还要累，

不为什么，因为他总会比你迟一分钟睡觉，

等你的电话，等你那一句我好累了，

他才暗自伤心的睡下去...



你说你要静一静，你忘了有个想要关心你的人，

他从来就没有想过要去烦你什么，

或许一天几句话已经让你觉得不耐烦了，

但你可知道，他对你的关心根本不止这几句话，

他压抑了一整天的心情，想要好好地关心你，

可你一句话，他便要当作什么都没想过，

预备好的台词都吞回肚子里，

然后为你保持沉默，一个人沉默...



你说你没感觉了，你忘了有个人对你还有感觉，

当初就是因为他记得你对他说的那一句我对你有感觉，

结果他相信你，选择你，跟随你，

把你当成是一辈子的幸福，

你却在他以为自己是最幸福的人时，

告诉他你已经不再爱他了，

你可知道，这比你对她说我不爱你了还要痛吗...



你说你想走了，真的没关系，我不会碍着你的，

你说你要的幸福我明白，我给不起，你也不会要，

我不介意再等你多一次，也不怕再伤心多一次，

至少在这一刻，我终于明白自己有多爱一个人了，

竟然可以笑着对自己最爱的人说，你走吧，

就连分手都还在为他着想...



原来爱情就是一种割舍，一种伤痛，

遇见一个永远不会爱上自己的人，

原来就是一种带着伤痛的幸福，

只能遥望，却不能真正的拥有，

也或许爱情，从来都不能够真正拥有...

Labels: 真的没关系，因为我爱你

I think i'm obsessed, with you. I've gone into some state of no return. I cant seems to be able to get over you. Why cant we be like how we were before, one year ago? :( sorry imy

Labels: Imy

made my 2nd attempt of icecream today, mango flavour! the taste isnt as good as previously made durian ice cream =( guess this would be the last time i'm making before going off to china. :(

Labels: ice cream making

PareNt went in msia while i cant go cos passport in school on since wednesday for making VISA to SuZhou, China. Sad cos unable to celebrate mother's day with grandmother ;( but well, on the brighter point of view , this gave me chance to learn a new skill., making ice cream!
My first attempt in making ice cream with recipe from online, i tried, and alas! I succeeded! Wheeee! Thanksfulllyyy! Let's this be my Mother's Day surprise for mum! Hope she like itt!

Labels: First time, ice cream making

>On the first day, God created the dog and said:
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>'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.'
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>The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?'
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>So God agreed.
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>On the second day, God created the monkey and said:
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>'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'
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>The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?'
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>And God agreed.
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>On the third day, God created the cow and said:
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>'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.'
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>The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty?'
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>And God agreed again.
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>On the fourth day, God created humans and said:
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>'Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years.'
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>But the human said: 'Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back; that makes eighty, okay?'
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>'Okay,' said God, 'You asked for it.'
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>So that is why for our first twenty years we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves. For the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family. For the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren. And for the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.



woke 8+ on a saturday morning when i can sleep in longer :| went down for brunch with mum. then told me no one will be @ home tonight, only me myself and i alone -.- randomly find someone for dinner 'date'. HAHAHA! and i got it woooT! LOL~ Thanks!! filling though no so full dinner =P they ordered so much yet they couldnt finish it, waste ahhhh. trying make me fatter also gotta have to try again =P HEHEHEBYE!

Labels: Weekdays weekends

Check out home : 6.15am. Pumped oil, spotted stupid nail on car wheel :/
Checkpoint jam: 1hr.
7.40: breakfast @ tun aminah
Remove nail from wheel @ wheel dealer.
9.45: short Toilet break @ mondok. Bought Jumbu Air + asam <3
Lunch @ restoran sin kie @ gohtong jaya.
Waited for hours for check in to hotel:/ ended up checking in ard early evening. Walked ard and dinner @ Hainan and arcade awhile before heading back to sleep.


Blahblahblah simple breakfast and went HouMei for lunch. Arcade short while. Foc Buffet Dinner @ Coffee Terrace cos bought package for Glitz Show. 2hrs buffet dinner till burst! Followed by Glitz Show. Show was normal cos these could be seen on the tv:/ chatted 'short' while with sycj before falling aslp. 

Woke up 745 automatically even thou i slpt at close to 2am the night before. Washed up, pack up, head off to meet 2nd aunt from kl for breakfast. Arcade again before checking out and gohtong jaya for lunch. Finally hsh! Lucky got dataplan can use., so managed to find ppl chat with while otw back home. Long tiring ride due to heavy downpour and traffic, longer than the ride up genting in 7am with 4hrs sleep.  9pm hsh! ;)

Labels: Msia

Thanks God It's Thursday! This marks the ends of 7th week of attachment.! 5 more weeks to go! ;) and i'm going in M'sia from tmr(Good Friday, Earth Day, 22nd April) till Sunday! Have fun to me ;D




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