its you and me... against the world of the unruly!

Aku hiba

(Friday, June 26, 2009/8:57 PM)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Segala yang baik datang dari Allah. Dan yang penuh khilaf adalah dariku, manusia yang jahil, yang serba kekurangan dalam segala aspek kehidupan..

...

Rasullulah saw juga menyuruh kita seperti itu, beliau bersabda :
"Addibu aulaadakum qablal wilaadah."
Yang bermaksud.
Didiklah anak2mu sebelum dilahirkan.

Dan sejurusnya bermaksud.
Kita harus memulai dengan memilih wanita2 yang baik untuk dijadikan isteri jika ingin mendapatkan keturunan yang baik. Bukan hanya kecantikan, kekayaan dan darjatnya. Tidak siapa tahu, berkemungkinan itu akan menjadi penghalang kebahagiaan rumah tangga. Kita harus melihat kepada agamanya yang baik, barulah kita melihat kelebihannya yang lain. Jika kita bernasib baik, kita akan mendapat yang cantik, kaya dan sepadan.

MasyaALLAH.
Alangkah daifnya aku.

Doa Rabiah al-Adawiyah.
Wahai Tuhanku, jika aku menyembah-Mu kerana aku inginkan syurga-Mu, maka masukkanlah aku ke dalam neraka-Mu. Jika aku menyembah-Mu kerana takutkan Neraka-Mu, maka masukkanlah aku ke dalamnya.

"Man ahabba lillah wa abghadha lillah wa a'taa lillah wamana'a lillaah faqadistakmalal iimaan."
Sesiapa yang bercinta kerana Allah, benci kerana Allah, memberi kerana Allah dan bersedekah kerana Allah, maka imannya telah sempurna.

-HR Abu Daud, Ibnu Abi Syaebah dalah kitab al-Misykah.

Terkadang aku alpa.
Hanya untuk mengingatkan diriku sendiri.
Sesungguhnya aku tahu Dia Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Mengampun, Lagi Maha Penyayang.
Innalillahi wa innalillahi raji'un.

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an insignificant tribute to my old man

(Saturday, June 20, 2009/8:01 PM)

salaam all

tommorow's daddy's day.
not that i'm into celebrating it..
cos to me and my siblings..
EVERYDAY is daddy's day!
cos Dad's all we have since mom's departure like 13 looong years ago..
(mom. dunch you worry. you're in our hearts always, too!)

Dad raised the 3 of us up, bending bones, with pain, sweat and toil.
Running his food stall, to pay our fees and make ends meet.
We've never had it easy. Never too hard tho.
I've seen him aged gracefully, tho there were some personal hiccups in his life.
Dutifully as a dad, he was a mentor.
He was someone we can always turn to.. As a Dad, more to buddy often he is.
A man with much composure when the worst hit his life.
He took it like a brave hero would and came back with much humility.
His life wasnt with a silver spoon fed to him.
Born and bred in a kampung @ Blakang Mati, he was raised by parents who was the 'tukang ajar ngaji' couple in that kampung.
Rebellious often. He was playful and wild when he was growing up. (for that's wat he always shares to us three..)

Married to the love of his life.
Always loving her, still.
Mom passed on.
He kept his undying love for her, by always reminding us how unconditional love would have to be.

He's my idol. My hero. My everything.
For that, i know i will always need to prepare for the worst when he is called back to Barzakh and then to Paradise, by Allah.
For death comes, ultimately.

A well respected man, amongst his peers.
He's got not much of worldly wealth, but much wealth preparing himself for the Paradise thereafter, insyaALLAH.

Well. Thats my abah for you..
And i have not much to offer but always to recorrect my wrong deeds for it will walk him thru the Siratul Mustaqim, insyaALLAH. Aamin.

Ya Khaliq.
Please grace my family with your Grace, always.
Please grant us with your Taufeeq and Hidayah for us to become better individuals and a strong family that binds with the Love for Peace, Harmony and Taqwa.
For you are the Most Knowledgable and Most Merciful.
Aamin.

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