its you and me... against the world of the unruly!

We're back. as ONE. DA NOTTY ONES!

(Saturday, January 31, 2009/12:14 PM)

i feel complete.

once more.

or perhaps another chance at it.

whicheva anyone shall put it.

i dun care.

why should i?

because i've gained back what was lost over a couple of 'incomplete' months.

with Allah's Grace that is.

Yes. Perhaps all our 'collective' prayers was answered.

And yes. Allah has shown His Light to the correct path once more.

This is the chance to Realise. Rekindle. and Reform.

To the Genq. My bros and sistas.

You're da bomb.

Tha Bomb.

Bombastic.

Fantastic.

Lastik!

Pe je.

Nevermind.

Pfft.

(alter ego says shuddup asshole. okay. as you wish, ma'am!)

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meletakkan emosi atas akal

(Saturday, January 03, 2009/10:39 AM)

salaam semua.

meletakkan emosi atas akal memaksa manusia bertindak di atas dasar 'normal'.

tapi apa itu dasarnya NORMAL?

normal atas dasar diri kita masing2?

normal atas dasar pendidikan keluarga kita secara individu?

normal atas dasar pergaulan kita dengan masyarakat yang tentunya majmuk?

normal atas dasar agama/faith?

normal atas dasar penglibatan kita sebagai individu yang sememangnya ada 'tanggungjawab' masing2 sebagai 'just another slave of Allah' or even 'just another man/woman in the street'?

so we're only humans after all aint it?

subjected to emotional rundowns which always 'blurs' our image and makes us do "wonders" or "terrors", usually not within our 'normal' abilities/capabilities?

haha.

yeah.

we're after all just another slave of Allah.

~pull chair. sit back. chill and drink halia susu~

psst. i'm glad that you're picking up the pieces and that you're stronger by the day and seconds. just make sure you have avenues that you can always pour your 'girlie' grievances to, so that they can actually listen to them.. instead of just burying yourself @ work.. with no endings. since you're not missy magician.. i'm no fortune teller nor i am someone who has the ability to read people's minds and 'fish' out their current grievances in life..

everyone has their busy day @ work.. everyone has problems in life.. but we also make time for friends and loved ones. often or not, we are online every other day. there is NO particular reason on why we didnt 'approach'. a mere 5 second hi or hello wouldnt have killed you aaay?

yes. i've always been a proud big sista of you. of all my bros and all, leaving no one behind on the list, even tho i dun have them in my current contacts at this point of moment. cos i know even tho i dun have them in my life, due to some issues.. that does not mean that i stopped saying a lil prayer for them every other day.

i know you'ld make it good, someday.. somehow. that will be your credentials when you move forward in life, in Allah's Grace that is.

if you think that i havent supported you much nuff, i'm really sorry to have been that jackass i am, really. i've been that nasty ol hag who havent been there for you, havent been giving you the support that you need all these while.. and yeah.. not forgetting, for being that dissapointment i am to you..

i'm really sorry lil sis. for not being the figure i should've been. for i've always dissapointed people around me.

i hope you'll forgive me for all my flawed actions.

yours truly.

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