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we went for a picnic @ Marina Bay a couple of sundays past.

we had fun as friends.. as bros and sistas. it was totally bliss.

with this post, I am gonna write bout my friends.. or least people i have as bros and sistas in life.

I am writing this because i believe each and everyone of us should have good friends.. yeah, matter of fact we have friends who come and goes in life.. but some are really there to stay. dun believe as me! ekekekeke.

I start this 'confession' with Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Beshtie
Out of nowhere, I found you. Little that I know that I would be having a good Malay gurlfwen AGAIN cos the rest of them are so not worth to keep in the past. ~you know what i meant~ Years have past, we're still going strong. Yeah, we quarrel like normal gurlfwens do.. but wats more important would be that we have the same 'head'.. We chill together, we ogle at men together and we bitch together.. ~winks st beshtie~ You're not only a friend to me.. you're just like a sista i've never had, only for the fact i know that I'm a younger one.. ~pheeeeeeeeeew!~

You know what I've gone thru and I am going thru at this particular moment and that you didnt back down an inch to be there for me when i needed you. Friends? Thats a very subjective word for me on you.. You're a blessing!

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart...


Adeq Dja
You. You're pleasantly irritating. To the corest of the core! But thats what I love bout you. You wake up my senses when I almost put myself in serious slumber in life. You're like an invigorating tea mixture. Powerful to the max! Oolong perhaps.. Or mixed berry tea?

Adeq, within a short span of time.. you're the ignition to my heart.. I thank Allah for bringing us and our families closer. I 'heart' you. Pls accept my sincere confession. ~hugs~


Haizam
I know we've not been as close as before, in fact we know we've drifted quite a bit. But fear not, I am not forgetting you just yet... You're still in my heart. I thank you for all the support that you've given me in life.. ~love you baybeh~


Khairi
You. You came as a 'specimen', like in all honesty.. But i'm glad that we've become close a great deal and we learn from each other a thing or two.. Have fun in your journey in life. You'll make it great, InsyaALLAH. Have fun in varsity..


Afiq
This chap's a pleasant surprise. Someone who came in a package together with Khairi. Ekekeke. Someone who's very appreciative for all the pleasant things in life and that I'm glad that I'm part of his life's hall of fame. ~Ahemz~


These are the current people which has a space in a little place called the 'HEART', other than my immediate loved ones... Daddy-O and Bros!

People. You've been a blast!

I love you a great deal... Mmmmwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs!


A loving friend..

"..jenazah terbujur kaku.. kelu.. wajahnya sayu. seumpama tersenyum tenang.. kembalinya manusia ke pangkuan Allah.. melalui alam barzakh. alam sementara menunggu hari Perhitungan kelak.."

xXx

Kematian.

“Tiap-tiap yang berjiwa akan merasakan mati. Kemudian hanyalah kepada Kami kamu dikembalikan.” (QS. 29:57)


xXx

Sakaratul maut tiba sehendakNYA. tercatit di buku kehidupan kita. Seumpama daun kering yang berenggang dari ranting hidup..

xXx

Kita menyaksikan kematian orang lain di sekitar kita tetapi tidak memikirkan tentang hari ketika orang lain menyaksikan kematian diri kita sendiri

Tidak mengira bahwa kematian itu sedang menunggu kita satu hari nanti.

xXx

Dimandikan. Dikafankan. Dikuburkan. Ditalqinkan

xXx

Ditimbus tanah. Kembali pada asal.

Mulai saat ini, kita hanyalah seseorang yang namanya terukir pada batu nisan di kuburan sahaja.

xXx

Ditinggalkan hanyalah anak2 yang soleh dan solehah. ilmu. sedekah dan amal jariah.

xXx

Katakanlah: “Lari itu sekali-kali tidaklah berguna bagimu, jika kamu melarikan diri dari kematian atau pembunuhan, dan jika (kamu terhindar dari kematian) kamu tidak juga akan mengecap kesenangan kecuali sebentar saja.” (QS. 33:16)

xXx

Sediakah aku untuk kematian?

Sediakah kamu untuk mati?

xXx

-Innalillah wa innalillahi raji'un-



Mari kita diskusi lagi...

aku menulis kerana aku tersentuh.

Sang Isteri menyatakan sangsinya terhadap Sang Suami. Demi kasih sayangnya terhadap keluarga, dia sanggup hidup menderita. Sang Suami mempunyai 'kawan' lain dalam hidupnya sehinggakan lupa menyayangi isteri tersayang yang dahulu dia memiliki apabila aqad sudah disambut.

Kesalahan demi kesalahan dia mencari demi untuk melepaskan dirinya dari semua kesilapannya sendiri. Katanya Sang Isteri tidak pandai menjaga rumahtangga dan anak2. Tanggungjawabnya tidak terurus sudah, asyik melayani 'kawan' barunya itu.

xXx

Sang Suami kesal. Atas dasar apa yang insan bergelar isteri sanggup melakukan perhubungan luar nikah dengan lelaki lain. Dayuskah dia meneruskan perhubungan yang halal itu?

Dia merasakan tidak adil yang dia diperlakukan begitu. Dia keluar rumah mencari nafkah untuk seisi keluarga dan sewenang2nya Si Isteri menjalinkan hubungan dengan lelaki lain. Atas dasar apa? Kelelakiannya tercabar.

xXx

Pernahkah kamu di luar sana mendengar sedemikian? Pernahkah kamu terfikir Salah Siapa jika berlakunya sedemikian?

Aku cuma menulis kerana sudah banyak yang sudah aku lihat dan dengar..

Pelik sungguh. Lupakah mereka tentang aqad yang sudah terlerai demi menjalinkan hubungan suami isteri mereka? Lupakah mereka yang status 'halal' mereka adalah untuk mengelakkan diri mereka untuk melakukan perhubungan 'haram' dgn yang lain?

Jadi kenapa perkara ini berlaku?

Pokoknya siapa harus dipersalahkan?

Jadi, di mana keikhlasan mereka yang bernikah?

Kenapa bernikah jika kamu tahu kamu tidak akan bahagia dan masih lagi 'mencari' yang lebih baik darinya?

Atas dasar apa kamu bernikah Sang Suami?

Atas dasar apa kamu terima lamarannya Sang Isteri?

Adakah cinta cukup untuk menjalinkan rumahtangga?

Ataupun ia hanya khayalan di siang hari sahaja?

xXx

Aku buka topik ini untuk didiskusi antara kita..

Siapa yang udah melakukan kesilapan ini, harap kembalilah ke pangkuan isteri/suami kamu..

culture - the quality in a person or society that arises from a concern for what is regarded as excellent in arts, letters, manners, scholarly pursuits, etc

faith - belief in God or in the doctrines or teachings of religion

xOx

in this mod world, we often upgrade ourselves in most materialistic aspects life. we want the designer's.. we want the most recent's.. we want to be in the scenes and all.

due to the increasing level of the SOL, we forgot our culture and faith.

we put culture aside as we might be looking like a country bloke amidst the runway stars.

we put faith aside as we're too caught up with the worldly desires.

xOx

we dress in the least of threads as we embrace the fact of LESS is MORE.

we speak of the rest like MR and MS KNOW IT ALL, when you're just MISTER AND MESSRS N.O.T.H.I.N.G AT ALL.. cos we feel that we're educated nuff to take on the world.

we think we're there in civilisation.. so much so we kinda forgot that we're goin in a cycle, where the direction is back to the START of life..

xOx

i might not be a philosopher nor i am perfect, but its just a humble opinion and at the same time reminding myself to constantly upgrade myself..

come, together as Anak2 Melayu.. lets look forward to a more COHESIVE US rather than EMPTY YOU or MEs.

~its da weekend people. chill. happy fwiday~

i got to spend like one and a half hour watchin cinta over VCD yesterday night.. ~bliss~

been wantin to catch it at the movies but just didnt had the time to do it.

thanks to da bro, i got to borrow the vcd.

it started with me having a warm, fuzzy feeling over the narration.. ~feeling loved~

i'm a hopeless romantic. thats for sure.

well, in the factual terms.. i've stayed a one-man woman for like 6 years and even though out of it for about 3 years already, i still talk to him as a friend, in knowledge that nothing's gonna come out of it. (xcept for major finger pointings) hahaha

in that movie, it shows us lots of aspects in being in love, out of love and which kinda love.

i teared when the character of a married woman left her loving hubby for someone she SHE USED to love in her youth and caused a rift of misery, especially on their innocent daughter.

i cried when a sista's love for her bro ended after a gift of love to him. she donated part of her to him, and when he woke up.. only to realise that her sista went after doin the transplant..

love, at the purest examples IS beautiful.

as humans, why did we tarnish it with Nafs?

why did we cheat on our partners to satisfy our Nafs?







there are too much infidelities that i got to know of here. people who are married who are claiming that they're NOT.. and they're here for dunno what absurd reasons that they give.


people who are seemingly single and then within a span of days can tell you that they've made up their minds of being with another lady even though they kinda talk to you every other day. ~bleaargh~

i've worked somewhere where i have ever experienced that they find 'strangers' as witnesses before they can rightfully drop their 'talaq'.



you know, its getting really crappy here.

people. come on. you know who you are. put a stop to infidelity please. if you do it to someone, perhaps you wanna be prepared for a retribution that HITS you real hard!