Akhirnya - Gigiku sadari akhirnya kerapuhan imanku
telah membawa jiwa dan ragaku
ke dalam dunia yg tak tentu arah
ku sadari akhirnya Kau tiada duanya
tempat memohon beraneka pinta
tempat berlindung dari segala mara bahaya
oh Tuhan mohon ampun
atas dosa dan dosa selama ini
aku tak menjalankan perintahMu
tak pedulikan namaMu
tenggelam melupakan diriMu
oh Tuhan mohon ampun
atas dosa dan dosa sempatkanlah
aku bertobat hidup di jalanmu
tuk penuhi kewajibanku
sebelum tutup usia kembali padaMu
oh kembali padamu ohhh
oh Tuhan mohon ampun
atas dosa dan dosa selama ini
aku tak menjalankan perintahMu
tak pedulikan namaMu
tenggelam melupakan diriMusalaam all.
apologise for the absence. but i guess its gonna be a lil bit longer this time round..
lots happened @ home and that i'm taking time off to re-evaluate things in life.. in Allah's Grace that is...
its been a mentally and emotionally drenching episode in life, but as things have it..
"things happen for a reason and that life has to move on... despite all odds"this episode has become an eye-opener in life.. something unsuspectable and something that none would believe that it'll happen. but it HAS happened..
i've learnt to
redha things and that move on with life the way it is...
responsibilities have
shifted my way and that this is the time when i am not taking him for granted and that execute the amanahs to a greater level in life.
he will still be my mentor. no questions asked.my strength came from HIM, for all the
"conversations" i had with HIM over the praying mat..
its time that i
re-evaluate and
reform in life, i guess tuff things teach better lessons in life.
the tougher the lessons, the more challenging it is.. and the more you'll learn off it.
perhaps, i was still searching for HIM and that now that His NUR has shone brightly on me. i might as well bask in it.. *winks*
For friends who's around with me all these challenging times...
I thank you for your deeds which I know i wont be able to repay in my lifetime.
May Allah bless ya'll with His Grace and that you'll be endowned with the best of characters in life.
Thank you one and all.
Lurve, siti aishah, anak pak lias
*winks*