and so we went to kay ell again.. road trip, hotel-LESS when we went there.. *gasps*
and so we walked and walked to check out the town for hotel.. ~in full backpacking spirit~*hehs*
besh buddies
and..introducing THEM
as usual, we shopped like there's no tommorow...
introducing.. a pissed MOBILE BAGGAGE COUNTER
till we made friends with local shopowners
and we trailed the town at nite...
buskers @ sight
and our 'local-friendly-drebar' drove us around.. and me.. NOT flinching at the idea of being his co-navigator.. yet again.. *see i pwomise you i wont curik2 tido rite?*
HIM=DRIVER. hee3
and its us who stole the limelight.. foreva.. eva after.. *winks*
shikin and ME
and so.. this was the original idea of the trip.. to check out this...
the one featured in da papers
and we came out of it.. in complete pieces.. *pheeeeeeeeeew*
and we drove to pay our dues at a local mosque.. the Taj Mahal of Malaysia.. the ever famous Shah Alam Mosque...
as usual, we always have a group gift when we go for trips... and we got ourselves these.
and with that trip etched in our memories.. we hit home..
watch out.. a blessed girl in TOW*winks*
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my daily supplications for friends
(Tuesday, July 25, 2006/6:56 PM)
salaam all...
have you eva imagined that once people whom you thought you wont be friends with are now terribly close to you?
have you eva come to a position that once you were close to FOES?
have you eva felt that you've wronged them one way or another for thinking that they're hostile?
have you eva felt betrayed that people spoke too much of you, BUT all those are NEGATIVE VINDICATIONS against you?
have you eva had this particular friend of yours to be the IMAM of your solat?
have you eva teared so badly on your praying mat, with him as an IMAM to your solat and felt so LITTLE in the eyes of ALLAH that you treated him so bad?
i certainly HAD...
and now every night i would dedicate a couple of supplications (d'oas) for all my friends.. and this particular friend of course...
cos its been a pleasure.. though not from DAY one.. but we met @ the crossroads of our lives aint it?
several ayats from the Noble Quran that spoke of friendships...
Al-Mumtahinah (The Examined One) 60:7 [But] it may well be that God will bring about [mutual] affection between you [O believers] and some of those whom you [now] face as enemies: for, God is all-powerful - and God is much-forgiving, a dispenser of grace
Az-Zukhruf (The Gold Adornments) 43:67 On that Day, [erstwhile] friends will be foes unto one another [52] - [all] save the God-conscious
see.. friendships are wonderful are they?
~blessed~
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kak eimah's tag
(Friday, July 21, 2006/5:47 PM)
salaam all...
yups.. i've been tagged by kak eimah...
hear all about it...
8 Firsts
First Besh Fwen : Chen Wanping First Crush : Rongzhang First Movie : Herbie First Piercing : Ears First Lie : Bila tak nak gi ngaji.. pastu dok kat playground? First Music : The sound of water in Momma's tummy First Car : Belum ada, insyaALLAH ada rezki in 2-3 years Fist Real Dave Venue : Banyak sangat first dates.. Tak tahu mana satu yang paling first
7 Lasts
Last Drink : Heaven and Earth Green Tea ~Gui Hua~ Last Car Ride : In Shah's car when he picked me up from work Last 'Movie Crush' : Orlando Bloom in Pirates of the Carribean Last Phone Call : My Bestie @ her Opis Last Song Played : 'He Sang to Me' - Marc Anthony Last Food Ate : Nasi from mosque Last Thing I do before i go shleep : Doa nak tidur. Text him. and Syahadah
6 Have you Evas
Have u eva dated one of ya besh fwen : Hmmm.. I think he might be reading this now! Have u eva broken the law : Yesh of course... Have u eva been arrested : Yesh for entry to a club below the legal age Have u eva been on TV : Nope. Not intending to... Have u eva kissed someone you dunch knw : Yesh *guilty face*
5 Things you're Wearing
Black Tudung Chinese Brocade Top Black Pants Lenses I dunch know whether putting on accessories is included as WEARING them...
4 Things you've done today
Make loved ones smile Salam abah Slog @ work Winked at someone
3 Things you can hear rite now
Colleagues chatting Keyboard sounds as and when i'm typing rite about now Moozik from Windows Media Player : Currently on Marc Anthony
2 Things you do when you're bored
Lepak with buddies Text good friends
and...
3 Beautiful Peeps to carry on this Game
Nuraini Omar Youngorgeous Mizlynda
Tata people.. i'm going lepaking with them again tonite... ~hehs~
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he did this
(Saturday, July 15, 2006/10:40 AM)
he spent the whole night doing this...
he came to my workdesk one morning and said this.. shall we?
i was caught, speechless... and didnt do anything but teared...
how could i not?
~am walking away from ijal.. for making me cry~
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i just wanted you to comfort me when I called you late last night you see i was fallin' into love oh yes, i was crashin' into love oh of all the words you sang to me about life, the truth and bein' free yea you sang to me, oh how you sang to me girl i live off how you make me feel so i question all this bein' real cuz i'm not afraid to love for the first time i'm not afraid of love oh, this day seems made for you and me and you showed me what life needs to be yea you sang to me, oh you sang to me all the while you were in front of me i never realized i jus' can't believe i didn't see it in your eyes i didn't see it, i can't believe it oh but i feel it when you sing to me how i long to hear you sing beneath the clear blue skies and i promise you this time i'll see it in your eyes i didn't see it, i can't believe it oh but i feel it when you sing to me just to think you live inside of me i had no idea how this could be now i'm crazy for your love can't believe i'm crazy for your love the words you said you sang to me and you showed me where i wanna be yea you sang to me, oh you sang to me
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platonically speakin'
(Thursday, July 13, 2006/4:36 PM)
platonik?
saya agak keliru pada mulanya, namun huraiannya agak jelas dalam bentuk contoh yang diberi dalam artikel yang menarik hati saya untuk terus menatapinya.
akhirnya saya menyedari bahawa diri ini juga terperangkap dalam ikatan sebegitu.. Bagaimana ianya terjadi?
Memetik kata-kata counsellor yang dirujuk dalam artikel itu, lelaki dan perempuan itu ada 'magnetic force' di antara keduanya. Ia satu kebenaran kerana lahirnya Hawa untuk temani Nabi Adam alihisalaam. Tinggal seketika senario moden yang makin menular sehingga menakutkan saya adalah mencari teman hidup. Kehidupan masa kini yang semakin maju dan global, sehingga bercambah pengikut2 Elton John dan yang sewaktu dengannya.
Kembali pada subjek asal, kita seringkali digosok ceritera lelaki dan perempuan yang bersahabat dan akhirnya timbul rasa cinta. Tentunya ikatan persahabatan yang terjalin ini begitu kukuh sehingga ada hati yang terusik dengan cinta dan rasa suka yang amat.
Hubungan kami terlalu unik, dia terlalu baik kepada saya biarpun seringkali ada juga idea2 yang bercanggah dia antara kami berdua. Uniknya juga kerana saya menyedari yang dia mengetahui rahasia hati ini dan antara kami tidak pernah cuba untuk berbicara tentangnya... mungkin kami lebih selesa begini.
Bebas untuk berteman dengan sesiapa sahaja tanpa rasa terikat dan tentunya dia kerap bertukar teman dan saya masih single.
Saya akur dengan kata-kata "cinta tidak maksud dimiliki". Cinta itu terlalu kompleks (kadangkala ia tidak sesukar mana). Ia bergantung pada cara kita menangani rasa cinta itu.
Setiap perasaan yang terbit di hati adalah dari kita sendiri, kita yang mencorak rasa itu.
Memetik kata orang2 tua terdahulu... ikut hati, mati... ikut rasa, binasa... ikut nafsu, lesu... Pastinya jika kita terlalu mengikut kata jiwa, kita merana akhirnya. Bila kita terlalu mencinta, biarkan cinta itu pergi walau ia terbang jauh dibawa angin kerana cinta itu memang milik kita, ia akan kembali dengan balasan cinta yang lebih kukuh daripada cinta kita.
Saya cuba mempraktikkan kenyataan itu, namun hidup saya juga terpengaruh dengan ramalan kaji bintang... *hehs*
Harapan saya agar saya akan lebih pandai melupakan dia sehingga selesai proses pembelajaran dan sebelum keadaan menjadi lebih parah kiranya satu hari nanti dia menyatakan keinginan berkahwin dengan semestinya bukan dengan saya...
Belajar melupakan itu amat perit kerana ia memerlukan seluruh hidup kita dan selalu saya berimaginasi agar kepala saya dihempap buah kelapa dan boleh terus melupakannya buat selamanya.
Kemudian saya sedar, ia tidak adil untuk diri saya sendiri kerana hanya untuk melupakan dia, saya membiarkan diri saya hilang semua memori indah yang ada.
Kehidupan mematangkan kita dalam terus mengorak langkah kehidupan.
Betapa besarnya impian yang saya bawa, biarlah rasa cinta saya padanya tersimpan dalam jiwa.
Mungkin ada yang terfikir tindakan ini merugikan hati, memeritkan rasa.
Namun ikatan platonik terus berlalu pergi bersama masa dan waktu. Ikatan ini tidak akan berubah jika rasa cinta hadir dalam diri seorang dari kami sahaja. Cinta membawa erti kebahagiaan milik orang dicintai, biarpun kita bukan sebahagian darinya.
Tekad dalam diri, percaya bahawa setiap manusia itu dijadikan berpasangan. Saya akan terus mencari "Adam" yang ditakdirkan untuk saya, bukan mengharap pada "Adam" yang ternyata untuk "Hawa" yang lain.
Setiap yang terjadi sudah tertulis. Kadang2 Allah menyembunyikan matahari, DIA datangkan petir dan kilat hinggakan kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya kemana hilangnya sinar... Rupa-rupanya Allah mahu menghadiahkan kita pelangi... Wallahu'alam...
"Senyum di bibirmu ada garisan luka... Walau riang wajahmu penuh cerita lara..."
Ikhlas... siti aishah alias
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da roadtrip begins
(Monday, July 10, 2006/7:07 PM)
salaam people...
last weekend was a bang... although forced to come back to work due to manpower shortage (was supposed to be on leave ya know people...) everything turns out pretty well though..
very excited, very soopa-raring to go... to kay ell, here we come..
nope.. NOT yet people..hang on there...
we had haizam who wasnt able to join us to kay ell but decided to lepak with us first before we chaffeured him home later that nite...
and so... its lepak time @ telok blangah green... jamming session with the 2 boys..
while waitin for bestie to come home from her very the expensive hilton hotel dinner... we went to send da car for a wash... there, the making-lurve-to-da-cammie continues.. in and out of the car, believe ME.. we just wont stop at anything...
and so the car went spick and span.. and the human factor goes into momentary madness!!
we went a hundred kilometres more, the first time we went to Malacca.. now we've upgraded.. we're goin even further together..
after sending haizam home... off we went with doa's recited for a safe journey and back..
and so the 3 crazy people drove off...
so we did a lil shopping, a lil tripping.. and a lil munching... and off we went back to johore bahru for 'homestay'.
so we went to carrefour to buy some ingredients to cook for our morning brekkie...
upon reaching home... we had to execute 'project cleanup' and we did all the scrubbings and mopping and lastly the lepaking in a very kampung-ish environment.. morning in a kampung atmosphere is 'intensively-chilly'...
we wake up in the morning, and he went to fetch haizam at pusat bandaraya johore bahru...
finally, da baby boy in the group joined us.. Yey-NEss
card sessions, snake and ladder and jamming session once again...
and so we shared gifts... we bought for haizam his fav 'kain pelikat' and we had bought the arty-farty tiles that has all our names on it...
so it was maghrib. all faces changed.. cos its time to go home.. *sigh*
and so we packed once again, we tidied home.. and prepared to go back to reality... with a heavy heart most definitely...
and so we completed a road trip once again...
credits to roll out...
ijal - drebar. navigator. personal butler. handyman. mobile baggage centre *hehs* ecah - co navigator. clown. maid for the day. excessive bargain counter. chef ima - another clown. mediator. laughing machine. aijam - chief clown. karaoke machine. smoke machine. personal-shoulder-to-cry-on.
till the next trip ya hunnies...
love, ecah...
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excited banget
(Tuesday, July 04, 2006/11:21 AM)
~excited banget~
~goin on a road trip with ijal~
~driving up all the way to kl~
~co-pilot or navigator's seat as he would say.. belongs to me~
~lurve you ijal... in His Grace, we'll menjerit from kl~
pray for us ya... that we'll remember to come home after all the fun... *hehs*
till then...
lurve... ecah & ijal
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