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salaam people.

last weekend it was all about spring cleaning... curtanins laarr, cushion covers laar, bedsheets laar.. scrubbing of floors laaar.. mopping laar... and so on and so forth...

so we did this.. disseminate all jobs amongst us @ home and then each of us proceeded to do our part...

i took pics of what i achieved...

my coke bottles' solution





and i managed to bring my dainty corner to a clean slate...and i succeeded!






how's dat for an achievement???

so thats all folks...

happy howridays people!

toodles..... *whistling back home....*

salaam people.

lots have been boggling my mind since the tagboard incident...

war of words and hurls of abuse has been exchanged in my board...

although my heart sank to see all those abusive words, i had to succumb to it... those words kept replaying in my mind and i am very sure that those are meant for me to wake up and smell reality...

i did... although i still am dazy from the punches and all, in the most beaten state, i am taking those abuse in my stride..

if i have eva hurt anyone of you out there... i am apologising... you can kill me with your words... but just do not pull and drag all of my family members into the picture, for they never deserved this treatment... they never deserved hurls of abuse...

i have my shortcomings in life... i do... am sure everyone does... pls pardon me of all those...

it came to a point where i had to track the IP addresses of those and had a gal pal to track down those (thanks gal pal!) and having all those... i do not know where to go... should i go report abuse?? should i?? what if that person was my own friend... what if that person was an office colleague?? what if??!!

i sat down to discuss this with an Investigation Officer friend of mine... whom was all into me reporting and lodging the case... was all set for me to go down to the Police Station to do it.. when i called him and say... "Dude! I aint ready to go up and down the station for statements and investigations laar... I am just half hearted at the moment.. Have yet to receive a Go Ahead from HIM laarrr.. "

Told him that I'll definitely go to him when i'm all set to go ahead with that decision...

Hopefully i dun have to resort to statements and legal liabilities for all these laarrr... I'm emotionally exhausted and drained...

Till the next nudge from HIM...

i'm seeking solace... teary hugs and kisses

salaam people.

last saturday after shifting my workspace at the office, bruce drove me to masjid sultan to meet my buddy... so we shopped for hijab and stuffs.

we decided to drop by serangoon to see da light up and soak in to the atmosphere.. since its deepa-raya once again...

this is wat i captured on trail...






sri mariamman temple






lights @ serangoon part uno






lights @ serangoon part deux






garland



till then, toodles people.

salaam people.

bila saya mengambil keputusan untuk create blog ini, dah lah juga prepared for the masses to come and drop by as per the links attached to a couple of friends over the worlwide web...

so i'm prepared for all these things to happen lah juga...

terperanjat memanglah terperanjat.. rasa a lil disappointed adalah juga sikit...

terperanjat cos it happened to me... cos kalau pasal membuat musuh nie kan...i'll be one of the last to even hurt someone's heart.. cos i know the meaning of being hurt by words that cuts deeper than the knife... or even the bullet that goes rammages thru ya brain... aku takut lah juga adalah kita terkasar dengan orang ker.. apa ker... dalam kehidupan nie kan, kita tak boleh elak dari kesilapan...

disappointed cos it happened laar.. tapi takperlah.. sekiranya dianiaya, we just have to redha kan.. retaliate if the need arises... but then with tact and calmness kan? memang susahlah jugak nak accept the fact... tapi it already happened.. nak dibuatkan apa kan... so redha jer lah..

walking away, with a tinge of pain...

salaam people.

i was shifted from my present workspace to a new one.. one row to the back from the one that i have rite now... and currently i'm at the last row of my work area. *yey-ness*

so here's a glimpse of my work area now...




bruce's workspace






workspace @ at angle






workspace @ central view


nice kan? i spent half of the day doing that move on a blardy saturday... nice job done siti... *pat on my own back*

till then.. toodles people

salaam people.

just a short update for this time round as i'm preparing to shoo my ass off the office in a jiffy.

made plans with D to go up to JB to shop a lil. for some knick knacks for hari raya. most importantly perhaps baju kurung for myself and baju melayu for D.

so till then.

toodles people

salaam people.

Surah An-Nisaa' Ayat 104 hingga 108

"Janganlah kamu berhati lemah dalam mengejar mereka (musuhmu). Jika kamu menderita kesakitan, maka sesungguhnya mereka pun menderitanya. Sedang kamu mengharap dari Allah apa yang tidak mereka harapkan. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Bijaksana"

"Sesungguhnya Kami telah menurunkun Kitab kepadamu mengadili antara manusia dengan apa yang telah Allah wahyukan kepadamu, dan janganlah kamu menjadi penantang (orang yang tidak bersalah kerana membela orang-orang yang khianat)"

"Dan mohonlah ampun dari Allah. sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang"

"Dan janganlah kamu berdebat (untuk membela) orang-orang yang mengkhianati dirinya. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak menyukai orang-orang yang selalu berkhianat lagi bergelimang dosa"

"Mereka bersembunyi dari manusia, tetapi mereka tidak bersembunyi dari Allah, padahal Allah berserta mereka. Ketika pada suatu malam mereka menetapkan keputusan rahsia yang Allah tidak redhai. Dan adalah Allah maha Meliputi (ilmu-NYA) terhadap apa yang mereka kerjakan"


insan yang masih daif.. yang masih percaya Allah itu Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Pengampun

A loving heart is the beginning of all knowledge.
Thomas Carlyle

salaam people.

yesterday was a mournful day. i lost ma paternal gramps. he passed away peacefully at the age of 78 at my aunt's residence...

standing beside his jenazah, it was as if looking at him in deep slumber. his face, although expressionless, was an epitome of a man... gracefully aged... calm...

its not easy to see off a part of your life, the smiles, the jokes, the advices and all.
although he didnt stay with my family.... we're always close.. always...

i didnt cry but i was all breaking down inside...

to all those who're reading this...

pls recite the fatehah for ma gramps..

may his soul rest in peace and may his soul be placed amongst the Faithful, insyaALLAH

*Al-Fatehah*

The highest aim in life - To know God and do His will
The most enriching good habit - Complimenting others
The most destructive bad habit - Worry
The greatest joy - Giving
The greatest loss - Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work - Helping others
The ugliest personality trait - Selfishness
The most endangered species - Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource - Our youth
The ugliest look - A frown
The greatest "shot in the arm" - Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome - Fear
The most effective sleeping pill - Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease - Excuses
The surest way to displease God - Unbelief
The most powerful forces in life - Love
The most dangerous piranha - A gossiper
The Greatest Life-Giver - The Creator
The worlds most incredible computer - The brain
The worst thing to be without - Hope
The deadliest weapon - The tongue
The two most power-filled words - "I Can"
The greatest asset - Faith
The most worthless emotion - Self-pity
The most beautiful attire - A SMILE!
The most prized possession - Self esteem
The most powerful channel of communication - Prayer
The most contagious spirit - Enthusiasm
The most urgent need - SALVATION
The greatest attribute of the prophets - Obedience
The GREATEST - GOD

salaam people.

its monday today ayyyy... its da start of the working week and its the usual hectic day @ da office, clearing wats pending from friday last and during the weekend.

when i woke up in the morning just now... i had like 6 missed calls from my abg... so sorry dude, i didnt pick up da calls cos i was busy sleeping after subuh.. *darns*

so when i called him after his first part of his shift.. he said.. "i'm going to woodlands to buy stuffs for iftar in the office later you know..." so i said.. okay lah... beli mamam untuk saya sekali ehh? so he said.. "awak nak mamam apa?" i didnt give him any choices cos i dun want him to make the trip to woodlands.. come all the way to my office and all the way back to the airport.. can u imagine the trip???

hours later i've got a call over my mobile phone... "baby.. awak nak makan apa? saya ada kat woodlands nie..." i went like dumb suddenly... really dumb i tell you... so i just said.. "beli lah apa yang abg nak saya mamam.... and left it hanging down there..." *kurang asam kan gue*

and a couple of hours later, there is my hunky-buncit... downstairs, at the end of the tunnel @ work.. with my food for the break of fast... lemme see, got nasi briyani and the 'ayam percik'.. *alhamdullilah*

well hunny, there's only few words for you...
*i lurve you the way you are*
*i lurve you like crazy*
*i lurve you not because of all these sacrifices.. but its way deeper than that*
*i just lurve you the way you are...*

and when i decide to say my thank you's over sms... his reply was this...

"terima kasih sayang, agar hari2 yang akan datang akan ditempuhi bersama dengan baik... and bukan perbuatan dan lakonan yang membuat kita berdua setia dan bersama.. akan tetapi.. keikhlasan dan kejujuran serta ketulusan akhlaq peribadi kita yang menjadikan hubungan kita akrab..."

and being a nut in malay... *pardon my ignorance* i was like faham-tak faham gitu.. tapi sesungguhnya ia bermakna di hatiku...... *cheydee bah siti*

*ps: abg nanti saya upah ehh? kita beli gegula time holiday nanti....* hehehehe

toodles people. *i'm elated.. whistles away... *

salaam people.

its ramadhan once again and i'm really relinquishing the quiet but solemn moments i have in life, especially during this time of the hijrah year.

this year round, its like 10 years the demise of my beloved mama and for all the times, my home is sans the lurving voice of hers who will wake us up for sahour and the all the cling clangs of the kitchen during her preparing for iftar with the rest of the family members..

*how we miss her presence... may Allah bless her soul in barzakh, insyaALLAH. amin*

minus all the late nights spent outside with friends and all my social activities, the nights are attempted to be spent on tarawihs, tahajjuds and tasbihs. every year i try to cling on to these habits, but almost all the times i have failed as i'm still learning da ropes of fighting my own Nafs.. ya Allah, you're always the forgiving... and i know that you have yet to give up on me...

"O people! The month of Allah(swt) has come with His mercies and blessings. This is the month that is the best of all months... Its days are the best of days... Its nights are the best of nights.. Its hours are the best of hours..." - as narrated by Prophet Muhammad saw

so lets grab all chances this month and upgrade ourselves and our spiritual beings. insyaALLAH.

till then.. toodles people

salaam people.
i'm trying to come up with this project over @ my blogspace.
i'm trying to quote daily love notes for my man so that he'll read it once he logs in to my webbie every other day...
so check this space out daily... okay people.

till then. toodles.

salaam people.
its one day after my bday... and i'm still feeling celebrity-ish. gifts after gifts appear in front of my home door courtesy of the courier guy... hehehe. thanks buddies for da lovely ones people.

i received a bouquet with lurvely flowers, a wallet after my wallet got missing in klcc and a ring cushion with with me and my baby's dream attached with it.. *ready for commitment siti?? you bet hunny! i'm all yours*

we went for a simple dinner and i truely enjoyed myself. although its such a simple outing..

*a note for my man*
you're such a darling... thank you for da gifts, and chocolates too.. you're pampering me a lil too much but nevertheless i like that! thank you sir! we'll look forward to the raya getaway okay... since both of us are not in the mood to raya the conventional way this year.. we shall jet-set for a short getaway.. just to wind out the bad air.. hehehehe

thank you for the prelude gifts for my bday.. that watch might have cost you a bomb.. but i guess you're sure happy that it looks good on my wrist.

you're the pot of gold that i'm eagerly awaiting at da end of da rainbow... and i'll make sure the rainbow stays at da end of the rainy day..

well.. after all you are my buncit and my yellow banana split and you shall always be my comfort cushion... *winks*

till then.. toodles people.

**its da start of ramadhan, so grab all chances to be near HIM and all the bountiful treasures that awaits @ paradise**

ramadhan el-kareem.

i've always been a photogenic bitch eversince young, thats to compare the volume of the baby pictures taken of myself compared to my baby bros...

enhancing that gift of appearing good in pics, i've upgraded from normal conventional cameras to a digi... hehehehe so i can have the freedom to click and click and click.. and upload and upload and upload heaps of the pics... right fellow camwhores?

so people. enjoy da pics.

.da lounge.







.da loo.






.da robes.







.da tub.







.myself.