well, i was searching for Misa Campo on facebook & got to her fanpage & i can't help but burst out laughing when i glance at the fans and saw THAT!

whoever you are, Andre Angus, im very sorry cause im laughing at your expense.
i hope you're some normal hormonal teen who wanted to get a laugh by putting that old man's face there who reminds me so damn much of Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono.

but, Andre, if you're really that old man, you really should do something bout yourself! HAHAHA. i cannot imagine an old man wearing a songkok browsing through provocative pictures of Masi Campo! HAHAHAH.

"i can teach you how to bottle fame, brew glory, even stopper death"

hohoho. the HP trailer exclusive yesterday was awesome.
ive watched it like more than 5 times & i dont think i mind watching it 5 more times.
i can't wait for July!

no la, he didnt' had those things. i had them. he just kacaukacau here & there.
i have just thrown my successful unintentional weight loss down the drain cause my sudden need to eat is back. YAY!!

ferhan will die cause now, i'll drag him around to find new places to eat.
i miss my jalanjalan cari makan hobby. unbeautiful.

I HAD CHEESECAKE! I HAD CHEESECAKE!
the first bite was like better than orgasm. (ohwait, how does orgasm feels like?)
i assumed its better than orgasm cause orgasm is like the best feeling in the world. BUT! cheesecake is the best thing to make ME HAPPY!

eighteen chefs =))

SENIOR YEAR!!
i think time accelerated too much w/o me knowing.

i think i'll just die. im very overwhelmed.
who said third year was fun!! (padahal its only first day)

have to think about what electives to take, how to do crim pro project, trying to figure out civ pro project, then got the SIP somemore.

then i ask my geek of a boyfriend where his CPC is he said maybe at home. i ask where his rules of court is he said he gave it away. its like printing Companies Act all over again... heartpain heartpain. God will not be happy with me for destorying his beautiful trees.

i think the new Harry Potter trailer is epic!
July 15, i can't wait.

now that the excitement over our new class & timetable is over, there enters SIP.
i think its scary. its frightening.

im very restless.
the weather is too humid. i'm too tired to do anything. i haven't got an interesting book to read. im broke. how can i not be restless?

i still got my Year 2 books exactly where i left them 8 weeks ago. i havent clear them.
now, you tell me where im going to put my 3.1 stuffs?

i'm restless.
cause i think my religion is facing oppression & people is actually worried about anti-semitism. Bin Laden is an exception to the rule. Mas Selamat too. cause, here, in Singapore i think Muslims are quite nice people ehh.

see, henderik gives me hope. HAHAHA
crazy people. & Shara Ebon is on Skype. Woah, amazing

you did know how much you were my conqueror
- Shakespeare

satisfied =)

yesterday, i met up with the gang from law at Kallang Leisure Park for bowling.
we wanted to go ice skating but the price was too expensive & sham was too worried about me breaking my leg again. HaHa.

i have had a very intense night & morning so far.
we found out that we could actually check out our class without having to wait for the timetable which pretty much resulted in an uproar & chaos.

the 5 of us got separated into all 5 different classes.
with me in 3L04. i think it'll be a cool class =))
&OH! SENIOR YEAR!

ive got a new CP. i hope she's nice.
& we honestly didnt mean anything by it. no hostility in that conversation, okay.

inanycase, i think my timetable's kinda whacked.
tuesday is pretty much a waste of time since i've only got to come back for a two hour tutorial.
& i end at 6 on monday and wednesday! i end early on the rest of the day. as early as 12 which i need to get use to cause 12 is when class usually starts. hahaha.

today has been crap.
i hope tomorrow will be awesome. i need to end this holiday with a bang!
(i want to die with a bang too. things have to end with a bang. LIKE A GUNSHOT. HAHA)

honestly, im bullcrapping already.
i should just go & figure out how to play Dont Wait by Dashboard Confessional on the guitar.

i love this banner.
i like the fact that the young Tom Riddle is so innocent looking no one would have thought he'll grow up evil. & draco, just look at him! =)) & snape, i wish nagini hadn't bitten you.

i think im delusional.
but, whats so surprising about that right?

i think money solve all problems. it's like the answer to everything, you know.
then again, there won't even be a problem if it wasn't for money. i love money.
my love-hate relationship with it didn't escape my attention.

how many times has the word 'love' actually made its appearance in this blog, huh?
i think we all use the word love so flippantly, it has lost its meaning. love is now akin to like.
oh, the horror.

my aura is imbalance, im sure.
you know how it's like when you know something's gone wrong? it's like your insides have all knotted up or something and you're struggling to free it but you can't cause you cannot possibly reach inside of you & undone the knot yourself now can you?

something is amiss. if only i know what. no, wait, if only i know why!
cause i'm pretty sure i know the what.

my life is surrounded by some mundane buzz that i can't wait to shake off me.
hopefully, school will be the solution.

& im broke. yes.
that pretty much sums up part of my restlessness.

hello there, angels from my nightmare.
(i miss you)

Labels: blink 182

look what shamini shara send to my inbox at 1 in the morning?
HAHAHA. like wedding invitation, you know. the wedding of Aidah Burne & Sylar. inviting you down to our wedding with a spade. there's a ring to it, yes there is. ahhh. right, deranged moment.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BAIDURA RAHMAN!!
& finally she's 19. i bet you were like counting down the days till you turn 19, no?
haha. kick some ass, freshie ;) (i know you will kill me when you see me)

met up with ferhan & then we went to meet ms 19-today under her block to pass her the birthday card & then we went WS where we hang around waiting for his friend to come. we went TP to pay his fine but the library was close.

after going GV to collect our card, we then went to the current hotspot down at Tampines1 which Ferhan loves very very much. it wasn't THAT crowded since we manage to walk around without being harried by any souls.

i lovelovelove that stationary shop down at the basement! ferhan got this awesome black notebook & when we were paying we realised that Popular owned it. whatever it is, this shop is so much better than popular.

we went to Click (i think thats the name) & the concept got us a little confused for a bit since they were displaying Apple computer at the back and selling clothes at the front of the store.

oh, i think right, the concept's like this, while the man browse through the gadgets, the woman is supposed to like browse through the clothes and jewelleries. cater for all, you know?, i told him.

Tampines1 has Subway & Carls Jr down at its basement. this makes it so much harder to abstain from subway since it's so much nearer now & i don't have to walk all the way to CPF building to have it. ohh, the cookies. the "double chocolate mouth watering i need it now "cookies!

after walking round every single level that exist bottom up, we went back to CS to have late lunch at FC & then to coffeebean. here, let me explain to you the concept of ranks in CD, he said.
went back to WS to get library books & sat down at mac where we took stupid photos using each other's specs.

ehh, ferhan! wearing your specs is like me not wearing specs AT ALL!
aha, and wearing your specs is like me wearing three specs at once, aidah.

lets watch hannah montana the movie, okay ferhan?
oh no! the world is coming to an end! you don't like her!!

school will be open soon soon-ish.
woooo. somehow, i can't wait.

ive got like ulcers in my mouth. note the plurals.
it's such a bitch, i swear.

oh, hotdamn =)))

how do i even begin to tell everything that has happened since the past few days?
how do i even begin to tell you how i tethered at the edge of a cliff not knowing whether to save myself or give the other person a chance to live or to make a decision to sacrife him to the treacherous water in a stormy sea?

how do i explain to you that i wanted to save myself, that i don't want to hurt anymore.
because i can't hold on any longer, or we'll both fall. we'll both die; swallowed like the countless other victims by the storm.

how am i supposed to tell you that i'm a selfish creature?
how am i supposed to put up a brave front and pretend this is easy & it doesnt hurt, that it doesn't matter the fact that i'm about to let you go, so i can live?

& how did we come to this?
we're falling apart at the seams.
i don't remember. do you?

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okay, 5 points for being emo, aidah.
nice not my story? you all can stop lying and tell me it sucks, though.

so, anyway, after a very strenous night/day yesterday, today was a total opposit in comparison.
we were supposed to catch Mall Cop at 3 but Ferhan only reached my house at 3. there goes the plan.

intheend, he ended up playing mafia wars, while i watched cintafitri on sensasi before we decided to go ehub and catch Fast & Furious 4. =))

it's wonderful, really =))
& paul walker looked so much better compared to the previous two!
the storyline was a bit confusing in the middle of the movie but it was good.

i would have enjoyed it so much more if i hadn't had gastric pain coupled with a raging fever in the middle of the movie theatre.

we went coffeebean where ive got myself a handful of 50 cents coins amounting to $10. thankyou, Ferhan. now, i shall just get myself employed at the nearest money changer outlet. the walk home was cool too. i cant remember the last time we walk together at night.

& OH! ive finished Handle with Care. it's awesomeawesome!
if you're a Jodi Picoult fan, you should go read it. really. there's gonna be a movie adaptation for My Sister's Keeper =)) & although despite the fact that other people cried buckets reading that & i dont at all, i cant wait for it.

i think i've talked too much.
g'night. =)

what a tangled web we weave when first we practised to deceive
-sands of sakkara.