AidahBurne
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
of frustrating delusion moments gabriel gray, please marry me!! okayy, now that im done proposing, i'll move on. so, my external locus control (i.e luck) with regards to technology is running out. or should i say, it couldn't possibly get any worst. i took a long walk home yesterday to actually calm down after being stood up (you may not call it that, but, i feel like calling it that). i got home & the first thing i did was to log in to the internet to load my heroes. & i cannot connect to the bloody net. i went out to check my modem & realised that it has gone berserk. the modem just bloody died on me. i called singtel only to have them tell me that my modem is faulty and please do call the modem company. which i did & this answering machine picked up. chibai, after half an hour of being put on hold, i finally got through. i was so damn pissed, i send a very long text message to baidura so full of vulgarities, she actually called to ask me what's wrong. so today, i got my dad to send the modem to the company to get it fixed. & once i got home from town, i got it to work. & now, my fucking residential phone won't work. what kind of retarded nonsense is this!? okay that's it. im moving off to zimbabwe already! i'll fish my bloody life away free of technologies. OB lecture is a bloody joke. the lecturer mispronounced so many words, dian & me were laughing our tump (i.e time) away. okay, stop it. i was on my way back from raffles just now. & i was sitting infront of this couple who i guess, would be in their 40s. & the man had his arm round the wife. i think its sweet. =)) i think a man's arm is created to fit perfectly round a woman's shoulder. & its especially sweet to see old couples walkwith each other holding hands. OKAYYY! delusional moments. i've just read this page about what singaporeans who went overseas miss about Singapore. & i think half of what they miss is true lah! i think i'll miss them too if ever i have to go abroad. you know stuffs like the foods in singapore which you can get anywhere at anytime from any hawker centre. the conveniet public transport that comes every 15 minutes & is like 5 minutes away from home. the fact that i only have to walk for 10 minutes before i see a fast food restaurant. and how anyone can understand if you suddenly just decide to speak singlish. the cool ability to swear in many different languages in one sentence (riight, we shouldnt be proud of this. but its true nonetheless) i told dian; "kalau kesabaran itu separuh daripada iman, maknenya, iman aku selama ini cuma half full jer" i made a move at 10:27 PM Monday, October 27, 2008 the festival of lights i would really like to update about today with photos of us. but, my phone as per normal decides to be fucking retarded so much so i rip the usb cable of from my laptop. im sorry, jimmie but the phone was getting on my nerves. next to that, my sister has seen fit to take my ear piece to call it her own & has inform me that "your earpiece also sot!". wonderful, now i would have my late night phone call earpieceless. to add to my misery, my printer still won't work. chibai. what the fuck more you want from me ah?! & technology is supposed to help me?! its making me miserable! okay, i better not complain any more before jimmie crash on me & make me laptopless. be good jimmie zuko machaidas! anyway, Happy Deepavali! =)) we celebrated it at sham's house just now. with a few scares from her dog. its so bloody funny, everytime i think of nas i want to laugh. im sorry i cant blog about it, cause he told me not to. so, maybe i can like story to you all or something. dian said we all look like we came out from some cartoon tv show jumping and screaming. i also screamed at the top of my lungs (imsorrytoeveryonewholivesinsembawang) because i was attacked by party poppers. and when i want to pop mine, it wont pop. baidura asked whose concert would i go to. & i told her silverstein (not like they're having a concert here anytime soon) & she went 'who the hell is that?'. ohmyheartjustbroke! '& if my lungs still let me breathe, will you be there for me? i'd rather die than have to see you smile' -silverstein. bytheway, ive got 2 days to make up my mind whether or not i should waste my money on a headphone or spend it on that awesomawesome puma bag? & HSM3 again, please! i made a move at 10:08 PM Saturday, October 25, 2008 print! print it! my printer is sick. msn messenger is equally sick, too. but, i dont really care much about the fact that msn has some missing icons. what i care about now is that, my fucking printer won't print any fucking black ink. & i've changed both colour & black. you're sick, canon. get working, before i smashed you against the wall. how inviting. & really, i dont like to depend much on ilaw printer. it gives me some sense of peace knowing that if i cannot print at ilaw i can always print it back home. but now, i cant even print at ilaw cause my tutorial is first thing in the morning & my printer is bloody ill. numbnut. i made a move at 5:26 PM Friday, October 24, 2008 can i have this dance?, HSM 3
one of my favourite group pictures & it turned out blur. but, bai makes a good photographer than me. so anyyway, ferhan offered to book tickets to HSM 3 yesterday & off we went to catch it today. =)) ive got to give it 4/5. the songs are cool. and there are many many songs compared to the previous two! & for those who havent watch, stay when the credits rolled! they feature spoof! & the most hilarious one would be when zac efron's feet got trapped on the seat. the part i do not get is when troy kiss gabriella and half of the people in the cinema went 'woohooo' and a kid actually went 'ohyes!'. at the end of the whole movie, people actually clapped! like its an actual musical where the actors are there. hahaha. so semangat these people. met my parents afterwards & we had dinner. the family went home & we went coffeebean where we played truth or dare. one of my dares was to sing 'im a little teapot' at the top of my lungs. which i did & syirah asked me to shut up cause im embarassing her. alright, so that's that. & i dont foresee any more frequent visits to the cinema in the near future. tkvm school, you're fabulous when it comes to keeping me busy. i'll be at home tomorrow settling tutorials or whatever nots that i usually do on a non-holiday saturday. "that's why God gave us warrant" - Don Flack, CSI:NY & the next best quote, "A doll! i mean i could understand if you leave me for another woman but a piece of plastic?! what is it that this doll have that i don't?" - Lindsay Monroe, CSI:NY & guys, please, you can never replace a human female with a female doll. i know they don't speak, complain, nag or whatever nots, but we're so much better! 
=)) i made a move at 10:39 PM Wednesday, October 22, 2008 headphones, anyone?
now, where do i start? oh, i watched max payne yesterday. i think its quite okay. the starting was slow. i made a move at 10:02 PM Monday, October 20, 2008 of fate & random circumstances it occured to me yesterday that the worst fate to ever befall any parents (mothers especially) is to see their children leave this world before them & to die without their children by their side. i read this book once about this grieving father who had to bury his son & to him, it was the cruellest blow because by nature, he was supposed to go first, not his young son. apart from that very mind blowing (or maybe not) and intense thought by me, i'd have to say school was pretty amazing today. wait, i think amazing is too strong a word. school was not amazing because (a) the bloody accounts handbook cost 7 bloody dollars (b) by some lapsed of judgment on my part i only brought 10 bucks (c) my lecturers can't seem to pronounce the nursery (i.e necessary) words properly! how does necessary become nursery, you all tell me now! & how can couple become cowrper? & dont look me, i havent mispronounce a single word. penkcil. more peninsula it seems! i made a move at 9:38 PM Sunday, October 19, 2008 my choices have to be happy or they dont make it to my list
its another bloody sunday. ever since i woke up, i have been immobile on my bed trying to finish my Keeping Faith before school starts tomorrow. & since i'm here, it clearly means i've finished reading it. it's a nice book about atheism vs religion. about divorce & custody. about having faith & holding on, being strong. i fell in love with this character, Ian Fletcher who is this famous atheist with a veryy compelling complicated character. & my favourite quote from the book is, 'this is love. a place where people who have been alone may lock together like hawks & spin in the air, dizzy with surprise at the connection. A place you go willingly, & with wonder.' (yes, you're right, involving Ian Fletcher!) its raining pretty heavily in the eastern side of Singapore. its a nice day to downed a cup of coffee, or milo, or sip tea whichever is preferrable to your tastebud. its also a pretty good day to laze back and hold the dizzy rush that will be guaranteed to come next week & the week after at bay. my brother came to me asking for Ben 10 figurines. i have no idea why but i told him i'll get it for him tomorrow in which, overcome with joy, he planted a kiss on my cheeks =)) as such, i have placed myself in such a predicament & have no choice but to drag myself to some toy deparmental store tomorrow in search of toy figurines which dont make sense in my quite logical life. & the same brother who asked me to take him to the cinema this friday for the highly anticipated movie of the year, HSM 3. oh disney, you're just evil! you should air it on your bloody channel for the kids instead of reaping benefits & millions of dollars from kids who no doubt will beg & whine & throw tantrums till their parents (or in this case, sisters) take them to the movie. but my brother is a nice person. he didnt whine or beg or complain like all other mindless reincarnation of Satan i had to called children. he merely ask & i said okay. BUT, my brothers can at times be the reincarnation of Satan. what sets them apart is that, they're not mindless. they're smart. BUT ALL YOU OTHER CHILDREN ARE FUCKING MINDLESS & i hate all of you. im sorry, im shamelessly biased when it comes to my brothers. i made a move at 4:35 PM Friday, October 17, 2008 im thinking of a title..
Okayy cool, timetable's out. well, yesterday. i sort of forgot about it until i received sham's sms at 10.07 telling me my cds. ive got leadership! thank god for not getting world issues, my 10 seconds blunder during the cds selection can be very deadly. timetable this semester not that bad. =)) i kinda like it. i've got my new sneakers yesterday. i love it. its a good thing my veryy relunctant shopping outing is worthwhile. i was dragged out of bed by syirah at 3 in the afternoon while it was raining heavily i must add just to follow her go shopping. i can't have a moment of peace. more jalan raya tomorrow. macam tk habis-habis. seriously. why do i have so many relatives?! other than that, life's splendid. school opening in 2 days, my boyfriend is going to NS soon *jumps around with pompoms!* =)) i made a move at 10:44 PM Wednesday, October 15, 2008 fuck, i hate cramps. stop contracting, uterus! & oh, apparently, i got my stubborness from my mother. she insists of going to work tomorrow. 'want to celebrate halloween? i'll be rose, you be jack.' - irefusetonametheperson! i made a move at 10:48 PM
jack fell down & jill came tumbling after..  'you little Japanese Nazi!' -Adam Monroe, Heroes Episode 5 is damn bloody mind blowing! Woot! Apart from me spending what seems like half of my night loading the whole episode, it was damn damn cool! I hate HRG, thank you very much. anyway, my phone needs to stop randomly shutting down on me while i'm in the middle of typing some sms-es. fucking irritating, know. before i throw you against the wall & have your screened cracked like the iPhone i saw on google, you better stop it. (& oh, Apple can never stop. they just released their new mac book & mac book pro. fucking nice or what! you wait till i'm filthy rich one day, Apple. i'll get a mac, an imac, an iPod. no iPhone cause it has pathetic camera) Oh, i woke up today to the news that my mother is at the clinic cause she fell while going out of the toilet. got lah i panic at bit thinking she cracked her butt bone (whatever they're called) or worse her spine & she'll be hospitalised & my life will turn upside down. but, doctor said she's fine, no fracture or slip disc or anything related to any bone malady. she's given 2 days MC & she better not go to work tomorrow. as a result, i won't be going for tomorrow jalan raya. i will continue my merry existence tomorrow watching some movie online or reading Keeping Faith. oh, & checking TP website of course. i made a move at 2:07 PM Tuesday, October 14, 2008 eighteen, 1515
I turned 18 today! =)) on a sidenote, CSI NY season 5 is out. since 3 weeks ago. 'cause we're familiar with your tendency to go nuclear'- Don Flack, CSI NY i made a move at 9:43 PM Sunday, October 12, 2008 fluid as time; 48 hours  my mother came home & with a shrill voice, she called my name. she herded me out to the large dining table & sitting amongst the many foods was a large red box. 'your birthday cake..' she said with a smile. i threw her a side glance, move towards it and stood infront of the box making no move to open it or take a peek whatsoever. i turned on my heels and marched back to my room to continue with my merry existence reading Mercy. i sat by the swing outside my house when three dark figures appeared. "EHH! what you all doing here?! you lied to me!". there stood Nas, Sham & Justin. I remembered one of them thrusting a bag from Precious Thots in my direction. Opening it later on inside the house, i discovered that they've given me a card with an old man with wrinkly ass & a mug that says 'I love my attitude problem' which was gift wrapped in a wrapping paper adorned with little pigs. Thank You =))
Dian came in the nick of time when my mother insisted i cut the cake. & that was the first time i lay eyes on it. not bad. thank you, Mama. while waiting for ferhan to arrive, we went to loyang point & slacked at mac for a while. don't worry i did not slack at mac with baju kurung, i changed. i have never much liked birthdays & celebrations. this afternoon was cool, however. i know Mama meant well even if she knows i have never liked this sort of things, thank you. & thanks to sham, nas, justin & dian for being there =)). i quite enjoy myself seeing as how i havent met them for quite some time (not taking into account dian's open house where i met them!) & ferhan even if he did came late & miss the whole thing (which nobody including me knows in the first place)
it does seems quite oddly ridiculous to mark something quite as fluid as time. i have two days before i turn 18. i may not like birthdays, but im quite excited to turn 18. =)) i think this has been a very long entry although i can pretty much continue to type more, its best that i end here. i made a move at 10:06 PM Thursday, October 09, 2008 the story; one-shot
i've got round to writing another story. this time for him. =)) & syirah refused to read my story cause she was busy sketching away on her drawing block. she even walked out of the room when i read it out loud. biadap. you wait, one day when I'm famous like Jodi Picoult, John Grisham, James Patterson, JK Rowling, you don't buy my books, you dont even touch them. (cita-cita mmg tinggi). it's still Raya, you know. i totally don't feel it anymore. anywayy, i went to Abah and before i could even open my mouth, he said, "ahh! what more you want!". like he knows only i want him to drive me around while i go find a new pair of sneakers. but he doesn't have to worry what, i'm not THAT fussy! at most, he bring me to a Puma shop, i happy what. goodnight, everyone! i made a move at 11:25 PM Wednesday, October 08, 2008 economic crisis! HELP
You must watch! Very worth your money. i think i will go watch Eagle Eye again. (online, this time) NEXT! Body of Lies. Leonardo =)) Or Max Payne which comes out sooner. Oh, but i've got to go on a strict budget from now on. very difficult times ahead. we're plunging into a recession. RECESSION! i should start saving money in my bank account, stop wasting money at fast food restaurant. i will bring a lunch box to school (erhh, what?!). to quote my finance minister, "it's a fact we cannot escape." when i just thought of you know, ikat perut (literally, it would stand to mean tighten your stomach) & save money, i went and bought a denim jean one size too big. which means, i would continue eating till i look like a whale & so, how to save money like this? i made a move at 10:14 PM Tuesday, October 07, 2008 heroes  SYLARRRRR! Actually became GABRIEL again in the future! (which means he stopped being an antagonist). & if you're a heroes fan, you've got to watch episode 4! I cannot stand this episode, it gives me emotional trauma! but, SYLARRRRR! i want you. badly. i made a move at 10:59 PM
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I can't open any messages nor delete it. & you all know how irritated i am if i see my inbox reaching more than two digit (i clearly remember deleting someone's inbox once cause it spilled to 600+). What is wrong with this hotmail? i kind of miss school, you know. its just weird being so free & relax like this. now that raya is here, there's nothing i can do anymore. no more cleaning, no more baking. at least i have a purpose in school. get rid of as many school work as possible. & i want to know my CDS. i hate CDS. i never did do well in it. i am cursed. i think. now, i want to watch eagle eye. & syirah ask me to watch it with her today. of course, i find it weird cause she has a chemistry paper tmr. & if it was me, i would have submerge myself in my books instead of worrying what movie to watch today! i made a move at 1:42 PM Sunday, October 05, 2008 oh so festive
today is a useless, totally wasted day. but yesterday was good. =)) http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=41279&id=724228154&ref=mf i made a move at 9:59 PM Saturday, October 04, 2008 so, enjoy! walk the fine line between love & sex... -plain white t's ::::::::::::::::::::::::: 1st day of Syawal was good. surprisingly, for someone who loves to eat, i didnt eat much that day. i think i should be worried over my lack of appetite. yeah, we should. asking for forgiveness has always been weird. i enjoy my view of that day very much. checking out hot guys in baju kurung. some guys in baju kurung really very hot, you know! its very appalling to see how my family has extend. i'm losing track of them, fast. this one marry that one, this oen give birth to that one, this one divorce that one remarried this one. O_O. i need to keep a spreadsheet of who's who. 2nd day of Syawal was alright. was stuck in the massive jam at BKE (or whatever) & it was horrible.      (more pictures on facebook!) & today, people all go jalan raya or whatever, but i went out shopping with nas, sham & ferhan. which was so cool. we went marina square, peninsula plaza & lastly, funan. i've got my headphones from creative store (ferhan calls me a traitor for not buying from apple) & a new pair of jeans. & ohhhh, im loving it. we end off by quenching our thirst at TCC. another round people! i still havent got my sneakers!     there will be one out there who gives retarded pose. but what the hell, they're cool see ya. more pictures soon !  wahh, stop it sia! & this green on that iPhone is ugly. period. i made a move at 12:14 AM Wednesday, October 01, 2008 day 30, the last
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, everyone. & the cartoon has said everything for me, please do take not.surprisingly, raya preparations this year wasn't so hectic as any other year. which is a good thing, i supposed. p.s; Happy Children's Day i made a move at 12:15 AM
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