AidahBurne
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Monday, September 29, 2008
day 29, nearing tomorrow will be the last time this year i wake up for sahur. WOOOHOOO. tomorrow will be the last day i fast. oh yeah baby yeah. i have no idea why but i really don't like fasting this year unlike any other year where i am so bloody happy to fast (i am retarded like that). syirah is trying really funny smelling stuffs on her hair. i never really knew they exist. then again, i dont care much about hair other than googling weird hair colours, scene kid/emo/punk hair. i was craving for lasagna two days back. & nobody fulfill my cravings. until today, mama bought ready make lasagna from the supermarket (which taste awfully weird but cravings is cravings). i will drive my mother insane with my never ending need to eat that & this & that. soon, i will look like a whale. when that happens, send me to the bloody NS! i dont care if the govt is still pondering whether girls should go, just shave my hair (ohmyprecioushair!) so that i will look like a guy. SEND ME TO NATIONAL SERVICE WHEN I LOOK LIKE A WHALE! last day ehh, tomorrow! =)) i'm so happy, i will die of joy. i made a move at 9:33 PM Sunday, September 28, 2008 pit stoppp! the F1 race was veryy drama. what's with the crashes & Massa with his pit stop incident. but it was cool. damn cool. i think my heart broke when raikkonen's tyre burst. i spent two hours plus of my time today at the salon waiting for syirah to finish perming her hair. i took ridiculous photo of her hair. i might just post it here one day. it's two days to raya. i so cannot wait. the curtains are up. the carpet would be done on raya eve. raya eve would be suchh a busy day. now, if time could just fast forward itself, i would be so grateful. & i just got an email saying TP students have $1 off ben & jerry ice cream at Whitesands. now, i feel veryy blessed to be living in pasir ris. i really do. its such a vibrant neighbourhood. we've got not many pervert running around here, we've got a theme park, the beach, too many malls. i'm chatting with Nas discussing the best tactic to collect more duit raya! HAHA. confirm, my generations all money minded. how now, soon i'll have to start giving them out. can i go back to the tradition of giving 20 cents, not? dasar kedekut! i made a move at 10:48 PM Thursday, September 25, 2008 & idiot will remain as such part two i just got home. i took a look at my senses fail desktop & decided i need to change it.so, i hunt around for Heroes season 3 latest wallpaper! they're gonna release the characters one at a time & i'm so highly disappointed that sylar's not out yet! but but, nathan petrelli's wallpaper is out. he will be staring at me if i minimise this window. wait, i show you!  =)). okay, i have a crush on a man as old as my mother. dear god. & i stumble upon a forum about heroes. on how nathan got healed, who healed him & whose the hero & villain in Heroes. it's pretty cool. i sort of agree that if sylar were to ever turn good, Heroes is officially dead. i will stop watching it cause it has lost its appeal & i like sylar cause his got this bad boy personality which is too difficult to resist. its like chocolate, no? anyway, we were all walking home & i was trying to finish up ferhan's mudpie mcflurry when this dude (who should be my mum's age) turned around and shouted at hamdy. demanding why hamdy was staring at him & if we all were making fun of him. grow up old man, this is kid's play you're playing at. 'lu tadi cakap apa, tengok-tengok gue?' aiyoyo. what kind of language is that, man?! so ferhan was saying that maybe cause we were singing stop & stare & laughing so he thought we're talking about him. why that old dude perasan until like this sia. he lives in cave all these while & not know its a song ahh? i think today has a veryyy long entry. night, everyone. enjoy the remaining few days of puasa! i made a move at 10:47 PM
& idiot will remain as such i think secondary school kids nowadays are getting abit out of hand. they should all be send to a pig farm for slaughtering. i was happily watching harry potter when my grandmother asked me to go outside & check what's the commotion was about. apparently, there's a group of greenview sec (i can't be bothered to hide the identity of the school like last time anymore) boys hanging around outside my house (i live on the second floor). i guess, they were playing hide & seek with whoever it is on the first floor. so, i thought since they weren't doing anything bad, i let them be. and then right, when they were about to go off, the bamboo poles outside my house i use to dry my clothes fall & clattered to the ground. i went out again, to check. & the nerves of these little faggots, they just stood there and some of them already made their way down. being the very hot tempered no patient person that i am, i shouted. me; "OI! who the hell did these?! it falls & you're not gonna pick it up?" & here they looked at each other & ignored me. two boys came when i shouted a bit more. them; relax ah we're helping what! me; yeah sure, you were leaving. who did these?! them; not us ah. they all ah. they all sec 1 we all sec 2. (when they all came in one big group, know!) me; i don't bloody care what sec you are. don't be a bloody nuisance & go home after school. & pick that pole up, now! them; we going home what! me; sure sure. & thanks for picking it up. now go. 10 minutes later, they came back up and drop more poles & ran away. FUCKING COWARDS! if my puasa batal cause i was so angry, i will shove a bloody granite down their filthy throats, or or, twist of their puny penises with pliers! (wait, i am angry. God, i'm sorry) then they won't be able to have sex & pro create & i'll do a great service to the community cause 10 years (or maybe looking at our society's new habit to have premarital sex & have illegitimate babies i'll say 5 years) from now, their little faggots won't be running around. all these mats & ah bengs in trainings ah, seriously you know, get on my nerves. sec 1 & 2 still play block catching ah?! retarded fucks. i think they're quite lucky cause it was me, if it was syirah, i guess they'll have it worst. i'm much more soft compared to her, you know. HAHA. and, with much sadness & regret i'll have to say that is the most interesting thing that happen to me so far today. i should have called the police! it will add more interest! i made a move at 3:37 PM Wednesday, September 24, 2008 day 24 i met bai yesterday. =)) awesome! heroes season 3 open on Monday USA time. i wasn't all that excited that it came out two days ago. i mean, between season2 & 3 there's was such a godawful long break that i actually forget what the last episode was & my interest sorts of dissipate into the air. however, i've already watched the two hours premiere today! ohmygod, it was awesome smichum! & my mr president did strut his sexy ass in this season. & sylar! drop dead sexy! i like the way he leans against the wall & the way he talks to Claire after he stole her powers. okay, i'm officially delirious! i'm sorry for that two lines of spoiler. but, i can't content myself. i don't recall anyone telling me they're a fan of heroes anyway. i think ali larter should stop being in heroes cause her character is getting abit out of hand in this drama. i totally don't understand the importance of her character. seriously. she doesn't emit such a strong presence in season 2, anyway. hopefully, season 3 will explain her character a bit more. you know, i've got like stuffs to blog about but somehow, i can't remember what half of them are. i think i'm still on heroes overdose. right. in any case, i have a sudden craving for mc cafe. oh, bai told me that my birthday is in 3 weeks time. =)) its a bit disturbing the fact that i don't know my birthday is that close. 6 more days. 6! absolutely wonderful. God, make time move faster. i made a move at 10:30 PM Monday, September 22, 2008 mainstream music yesterday night, i received an email from admin.viagra. it has some sort of weird subject matter. i certainly hope they weren't hoping to sell me viagra. seriously, i would need it why? ive no idea why the damn hotmail didn't filter it to junk. viagra not junk enough, ehh? i was watching MTV this afternoon & they were featuring The Script. Singtel was advertising and urging everyone to get The Script's latest caller ringtone. Brilliant, just absolutely wonderful. when i changed my caller ringtone two weeks ago to The Man Who Can't Be Moved, singtel did this to me. soon any tom dick harry mary susan jane will have The Script as their caller ringtone. so then, i will be another normal person on the face of this earth with a veryy popular caller ringtone! THIS IS NOT COOL. i like Tokio Hotel when they were not yet well know & havent won best new artist in VMA. i like The Script cause they were pretty low profile. i like plain white t's with their Lonely September & Sad Story & suddenly they become famous with Hey There Delilah. Now, plain white t's has turned from punk to pop & they're beginning to sound eerily similar to panic at the disco. oh, & panic at the disco is now so famous, i miss it when they were still underground singing i write sins not tragedies & (okay breathe in here) lyingisthemostfunagirlcanhavewithouttakingherclothesoff. & Paramore! their emergency, my heart. now i've stopped listening to paramore all together. cause i feel so mainstream, i wanna scream (okay that ryhmes!) right, i think i've digressed. 8 days. yeah baby yeah! i need new sneakers! i watched Allah Made Me Funny (official muslim comedians) just now. & the dude was so funny. "i am not Osama Bin Laden evil twin brother, i'm his cousin. you can just call me Bin Laughing" so anyway, i was chatting with valin & he said TAA stands for Tabung Amal Aidah. bagus lah tu, yer. please, if you feel charitable enough, call my hotline, 1800-AIDAH for contributions no less than $15. its for my future education. HAH! i made a move at 10:33 PM Sunday, September 21, 2008 international hazard
i love emo boys. =)) "oii! how to eat my tulang like this! you go take torch light now!" i made a move at 10:11 PM Saturday, September 20, 2008 halfway point
oh yeah, i've got my television & dvd player back in my room. & i've also thrown away my secondary school books which were collecting dust at one corner of my room. i don't get why would i buy TYS & not use it. it's pretty dumb. i'm thinking of repainting my room & syirah suggested hot pink. i think she might have been driven to insanity by hunger at that point of time. maybe its just a plot to drive me out of the room. i can't imagine pink ugly ugly ugly walls. ferhan gave me some cookies for raya. i don't know the name of that cookie. i seriously don't know, i mean most of the time i don't even know what i eat. i can go like, "i had that gravy with sayur sawi for dinner". i didn't know the dish with the lungs, the long beans, the prawn and whatnots is actually called sambal goreng. i can be daft like that. blur faggot, according to nas. i've finished two books within less than a week. this is bad. seriously, bad. i've got The Man From Perfect (about finding your perfect man which might turn out not so perfect-oh yeah i know.. me reading this?) & also A Thousand Splendid Suns. it's a real good book. its not as sad as kite runner but equally good & equally heart wrenching. you've got a little insight on life in Afghanistan during the time of the soviets, the taliban, basically their civil war. in any case, if i'm a woman (wait, i am) who live there, i will commit suicide first. their laws are pretty intense, you know. they intepreted shari'a law in such a way i think even God wasn't planning for it to be like that. but who am i to say? how many days till raya? =)) i made a move at 10:17 PM Friday, September 19, 2008 day 19
promise me you will stay here until the darkness fade, i'd wait for you -red light pledge i made chocolate rice cookies yesterday. =)) i think its a good thing i wasn't fasting & all cause seriously, i can't stand the smell when it was baking. i dutifully wait infront of the oven and was happily munching them while it's hot. & the dough, oh yeahh the dough was nice. i love doughs. i eat doughs. (now, you think i'm weird) i was productive for like an hour today, you know. i cleaned out two out of four of my shelves. i found my flip chart paper with all those facts ideas learning issues from fam law problem 1 and has chucked them into the chute. i mean, it still disturbed me the fact i have problem 1 stuffs with me. seriously, why would i have them still? i went off to meet ferhan after friday prayers & returned his stuffs. he laughed when he saw me & i thought he was laughing cause i look like a zombie and everything without my eyeliner on. but, "hahaha! you got paint on your hair." oh wow! then we were arguing (what else is new) about what makes a puasa batal. to reiterate my point i even went out of my way to give examples, "so what if you fall down from a car then you scraped your knee then you bleed...". i thought it was a good example when he laughed & said "fall from a car? you mean you can fall from a car? HAHA." you cannot fall from a car ke? but actually makes sense ah. oh, i slept for the rest of the day. & i've concluded that i have highly disturbing dreams in the afternoon. really, i do. right, so i want to go geylang. & i want to trade in my iPod, but i don't think that's a nice thing to do (ini part dah mmg no relation with going geylang ahh). oh oh, i pasted an Apple sticker on my bookcase, know! like good old time when abah pasted an Apple logo on my front door. =)) someone should be so proud of me! 11 days, people. ELEVEN! wooohooo! i need new shoes ehh, i refused to walk around in high heels with a newly mended bone and a "something wrong with your ligament" ailment i'm suffering from. i made a move at 8:55 PM Wednesday, September 17, 2008 sexxxx(y)  i went to msn space about a minute ago & read my horoscope. if i can slap this horoscope i will. HA! it says, 'see a romantic movie or go out on a hot date!'. you think funny ah! i could do that provided i know where my boyfriend is (most likely he is at the mosque now) and if i had contacted him today (other than to tell him, the doctor said that there's something wrong with my ligament). okay, bai is telling me about sex & breakfast. & threesome. right, so why would guys like seeing two girls have sex? i mean, i seriously don't get it. do you? it's unfanthomable, well to me its not. cause, if you reverse the situation, i honestly don't see the delights and turning on factor of seeing two guys having sex. i have a sudden urge to catch a movie. this must be the horoscope's fault. yeah, it must be! right then, i will go and see what movie there is to watch right now at GV. i made a move at 9:45 PM
royal hotness. OHHHH! i just saw a sneak peek of harry potter & i saw draco hotness malfoy. that 3 seconds he appeared on screen was enough to send me reeling with urmm erhhh excitement! orgasmic! i've got months & months & months to wait cause it has been postponed to july! tsk! & i got this bloody disgusting dream while taking an afternoon nap. i want to vomit thinking about it. i think, i won't take afternoon naps anymore. i made a move at 12:35 AM Tuesday, September 16, 2008 day 16 slow down, this night's a perfect shade of dark blue... ::::::::::::::: =)) i've decided to just give up looking for skins and just use this one which i've kept for months but were too lazy to change. it looks a little plain but i like the simplicity of it all. my left leg has been hurting for the past month or so. it's ridiculous. it's not the usual occasional throb you feel after you've broken a bone. it sort of aggravates after syirah pulled the vacuum cleaner and hit that same ankle i broke. and the impact was ohmygod-save-my-leg horrid. but since i can walk and all that, i can't be bothered to go to the doctor. phobia, you know. sekali the doctors put me in cast again how? how i want to celebrate raya like this? tsktsk. i'm going to the polyclinic tomorrow. in any case, i think my left ankle is cursed. it's like my achilles heel, know. every injury that has got to do with the leg somehow will happen there. what is this, you tell me! :::::::::::::::::: the 16 day of ramadan spells boring. wait, ramadan has been boring for the past two years. HURRY UP AH! I WANT TO RAYA ALREADY! i made a move at 9:16 PM Monday, September 15, 2008 # 15 i was searching around for some nice blog skin for me to change to. found some nice one, but they turned out to be a disappointment. & i gave up. for the day. i've got 15 more days to raya. this is awesome smichum. =)) some quite unexpected event happened. damn. i'm sorry, i really am. nenek said we'll start making some cookies tomorrow. good. i won't be so bored then. still havent clean my the junk in my room. in any case, i think my blogger is getting boring by the minute. & syirah is beside me on the bed. submerge under her blanket, singing. singing what i don't know. it seems gibberish. i made a move at 9:48 PM Sunday, September 14, 2008 COD i could use a hero right now, you could use someone to save, someone like me someone who's not brave, someone who's not free, meet me at my window ::::::::::::::::::::::::::: well, if i had died today, i have a shrewd idea what my COD would be. it would either be (a) massive overdose of chemical inhalation or (b) dehydration. i was painting the house just now. i like it. tiring as it may be. i can't stand the paint nowadays. where is the strong smell they used to have last time? i just love the smell of paint okay & any chemical worth sniffing for that matter. the smell of money too =)) petrol, rain. abah said, we'll continue painting this wednesday. cool, i'll have something to look forward to. ehhhs, i think i'm emotionally volatile nowadays. i mean, this is totally not cool. where is the girl who cannot seem to be bothered about the world? who thinks feeling too emotionally concerned about something is a waste of her time? where is she? tell me if you see her. i think colin farrell is awesomely hot. he's got this bad boy look that is to die for. veryyy hot. urrrh. & tueku wisnu. he's hot too =)) i made a move at 7:52 PM
b is for busy i slept over at my cousin's place last friday & saturday. to make kuih tart =)) so, i've got some pictures while i was there.  [i don't know what he's trying to do shaking his booty at me]  [i think i accidentally, pressed my camera button. or maybe the camera just wants my face ;)] then, here's the making the pineapple tarts. i think that stuffs should be made illegal. its so damn nice and so darn leceh to make. my spine can crack.      see, when i'm making them, no one wants to take my picture, you know! tsk tsk. in the afternoon, abah came and picked us up & we went TM. he parked his car near the alma mater so we all had to walk to TM. fikir nostalgic ahh, teringat zaman secondary dulu-dulu. see see what i saw! half of the building has been demolished! i can't even say it's cool cause it was sort of saddening.  & then at night, went off to meet hamdy and ferhan for a while. now, abah is outside applying paint coat on the walls to paint tomorrow. =)) i'll be busy! i made a move at 12:47 AM Wednesday, September 10, 2008 apple the devil look what Apple just sent me..  stop it, ehh Apple! nie dah melampau tau! before that ferhan sms me at 2 am in the morning exclaiming "Apple just released their new nano!" -_-. then i woke up and went to Apple store and check the price. starting at 248, know. starting, only! to torment me further, at night they send an email into my inbox with that ad. urrrgh. i want to trade in my two iPods for that can or not you think? i was ogling at the new nano when school sent me an sms with results. haha. got ah, i panic for like full 10 minutes and refused to open my message. i passed everything =)). thank you, God. i went geylang just now. again. they were looking for baju raya for abah and the two guys. then ehh i think right, for those people who is old enough to be fasting but is not fasting, no need lah right to be drinking in front of all those people who are fasting. such a disgrace! if you wanna drink also go lah drink but just not in public. no respect right? fikir cool pe walk around with your drink can or sitting around smoking? you go chinatown do that nvm sia. this one in a totally pack to the max malay muslim community you do that. aiyoyo. from pride to shame. wait, i have never been proud of my race. i think its in shambles. to utter ruin. i made a move at 9:05 PM Tuesday, September 09, 2008 =)) yesterday's break fast with them was awesome =)) at Popeyes. one can never get enough of Popeyes, i think i want the biscuit!   [Nas, muka relax ahh. no need like that! ;)] we haven't got a group photo with Ferhan in it. we made him our camera man. anyway, i've got all the ingredients for bakin ready. yeah baby! i will now execute a battle plan in the kitchen! woohoo. you know, in the future if ever i have a family, i'll be an expert on food take out phone numbers. they're easy! order what you want and you get them delivered. who needs the kitchen, man. i made a move at 9:01 PM Sunday, September 07, 2008 for tomorrow i am praying for something exciting to happen tomorrow. i am THAT bored out of my wits. & hopefully the plan tomorrow works out fine. with everyone present =)) cause i miss they all already. the family went to break our fast at mumtaz mahal just now. & i'm craving for their naan. i've got pictures. but i can't actually fanthom the idea of getting up taking the cable, open folders, press ctrl c drag to pictures folder ctrl v. its such a long process that in all reality only takes up less than 5 minutes. im just lazyy. & lazy people dont get much done. this tuesday or maybe wednesday, i'm making a trip down to NTUC to get ingredients to start baking. yess, finally something cool to do. cleaning up my room is not cool. just not cool. i'm sick. im thinking of going to the doctor tomorrow to get my right ear check. apart from it being partially deaf, it hurts. oh mother of the holy bee, it hurts. i can hardly breathe with this blocked nose, im coughing im sneezing im feverish. i want to curl up and die. ohhh, the drama. i urrhh have a craving for foods from geylang. any food. but it has to be from geylang. burger ramlee, anyone? dengdeng? kebab? jom gi geylang, yok! i made a move at 9:55 PM Thursday, September 04, 2008 in momentum fasting month and school holiday should NEVER ever go hand in hand. its horrendous! life is so slow. veryyy slow. maybe cause i have nothing to do except to read books, slowly and painfully counting down the hours till break fast. and you know, when you're looking forward to something time tends to crawl. i've watched My Sassy Girl just now at eHub not bad ehh. i'll give a 4 out 5. i cant stand sitting at home all day long. on the other hand, i'm too lazy to get out of the house. life is veryy contradicting like that. i made a move at 10:28 PM Monday, September 01, 2008 oh, brothers! Happy 4th Birthday, devil! Happy Bithrday, 'izzul b!    all the pictures above that one i teach lah. kerja-kerja tk senonoh all me whatt! i dont think you can see but syirah tied his hair up like alfalfa. straight up. he looks like some anak jin terlepas, know. oh oh and this is syimir! after i got bored watching cinta fitri yesterday, i saw his hair and decided to be a barber! yesyes. i cut his hair for him. then i blow dry some more, know! then i put serum on it. and ta-da! it looks like that.  can't see much ah. but i'm so proud of my work *winks!* by the way, the guy is having veryy high fever when i cut his hair & seriously cannot angkat aku punya nonsense anymore when the picture was taken =)) "ehh, make my hair look like Aldo from Cinta Fitri!" okayy, one day of fasting down. 29 more days to go! i made a move at 11:03 PM
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