AidahBurne
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
Ehhs!!! This is for the person whose mind has gone bankrupt. I apologise for the delay Ms Bankrupt, but i know you know that we know how life is now. Therefore, i am in no certain position to draft you a legal opinion anytime soon. After exams ahhs! for the meantime, please keep my employment status in view. ohhs, still for Ms Bankrupt, i still don't know who is suing who. and who is the plaintiff actually. please enlightened, deyy! the end. ::::::::::::::: joke joke joke. tadadeedum is a joke. cause tadadeedum REALLY is a joke. pretentious, now are we? yarrr so ANYWAY, tadadeedum aside, this alien of a creature cause me such extreme shame.  so ferhan was telling us about a guy who can imitate voices; ferhan; ' ... can even imitate Yoda' aidah; ' oh really? who's Yoda?' *sham and ferhan stops dead in their track, stared at me, stared at each other and stared at me again* in between their laughters, i manage to extract; "OHMYGOD! i can't believe she just ask us that! "How could you not know?!" "Did you just ask who is YODA?" "Aidah, the person who speaks backwards!" "Even my niece knows who he is!" wahh, at that point of time i wanted the ground to open up and eat me alive already ahhs. so i tried the letsalltellthetruth tactic. "but but but, i don't watch star wars!"  don't fuck with, yoda lahh okayy. he'll strip you to shame and shambles till you stupidly try to recall his name and came up with YADO! yes yes, "sham & ferhan, that hideous star wars creature, his name is Yado right? he..." "WHAT?!!! YADO?" exclaimed the two poor souls who has the unlucky fortune of being associated with me. still on the subject of star wars, so my mother was telling me Yoda's relationship with luke skywalker. to ferhan i said; luke skywalker is the father of anakin skywalker with so much conviction and self righteousness. stuuuppiiiiddd i know. but hey, i'm not a star wars fan! heck, i have never watch it. ::::::::::::::: now, concession. aidah says; "i wanna buy bus concession. start on 1st january." person; huh? aidah; 1st january. person; you mean 1st feb? aidah; no! i said 1st january. interval of ten seconds, in which person thinks im insane and i think person is blur. aidah; oh sorry! yes yes 1st feb. so bottomline; aidah is blur. ::::::::::::::: 155. 155. oh no it's 154. cause my maths just sucks. i made a move at 9:05 PM Wednesday, January 30, 2008 wahh, i fucking hate this household. fuck you lah, you don't have to fucking bloody to that to my brother right. just because you think you're an elder gives you the effing right to freaking abuse that bleeding power lahh. you want respect! earn it before i spit it. before i turn my back on your grave. :::::::::::::: i shall post the funny/stupid/blur stuff that i had done some other time. i made a move at 9:06 PM Monday, January 28, 2008 after much thinking, musing, disagreement, debates, you name it. it all comes down to there.is.no.case. joke. :::::::::::::::: today is unbearable. it's damn slow. i was dreading tutorial. my feet ache's like hell. oh yes, i became another gedumbak yesterday. happily laugh and walk and then what do you know? i injured the same bloody leg that i sprained. anyway, i want to murder vincent vasoo. i forgot FQ close today. so, i blame it on ferhan. ::::::::::::::: this was taken ages ago.  this is what happens when Ms Sylvia Lim's plan to break us up backfire. dian and i ended up being paired together by some high power above. to top it all off, the favouritest-test person sat beside me, ZL! bored out of our wits and struck dumb by mindless presentation, we resorted to doodling. and tadadeedum, you got that. we've christened our idioticness in school with some chiminology. but kn, i think right ZL, not TP made us this way LAW made us this way. i wasn't so effing blur last time. i don't mispronouce every single word out of my mouth i don't bump into pillars and smack into doors either. ::::::::::::::: Tell me about those nights you stay awake Tell me about those days you hated me Tell me how you'd rather die alone than being stuck here with me why am i listening to this song, again? :::::::::::::: Okayy Aidah, back to tort. i'm so loving tort. yes, i do. i made a move at 7:51 PM Saturday, January 26, 2008 "You all are a bright lot, but an extremely whiny one." -Mr J during lecture. :::::::::::: alright, seems we're extremely whiny, lets live up to it. my eyes hurt lah deyy!! never again will i attempt to read more than 5 cases without printing it out. ::::::::::::: Arnold's should try to deliver their food in less than an hour. really should try that. anyway, i've got more pictures. Thanks Mad and Lyn. =)   [i swear i just insert myself into the picture. and there are a lot more pictures which i just show my face w/o any warning whatsoever.]  [a sudden affinity to flowers aidah?] and the ones i edited to procrastinate my studying time. I HAVENT STUDY!!!  [heee! i just had to edit the picture to make it seem as though we never bathe! haha!]  [and this is my personal favourite photo =) i think we all look nice.] the editting sucks cause i lack the necessary software. or maybe the skills just aren't there. the rest of the pictures' with Ms LPB. the class photo. ::::::::::::::: i made a move at 9:21 PM
In the meantime pl forward a cheque of $50 as administrative cost for the expert's opinion LPB's gotta be kidding me. imagine, i opened my client talk email and saw that. and her answer was just a 'yes'. hah! if this is real life, i think i'm gonna freak. :::::::::::::: Friday, ihateyesterdaytheniloveitsomuch day. i was shagged beyond description that i wanted to skip lecture. but then again, fever don't keep me at home. lcomm tutorial was F up. i was so fucking pissed off it shows on my face. don't have to do that to us, to me, right? micro project down. awesomeness. i didn't want to go law arts night. then sham and ferhan held me responsible for their performance. they won't perform unless i come. people like this also exist. we had 3 hours to kill. so we explore Tamp Ave 3. i shall not go into details regarding my spastic idiosyncrasies. 293 is fun, right people? Dian's traumatise already ah. Law Arts Night! Damn damn damn nice. Ferhan! You played the song so beautifully even if Berwin screwed up the singing! *thumbs up!* and sham, you sang well, 2 years from now, you're gonna rock the house, okayy? i fell in love. haha. Sitting with ZL watching the performance was cool. we ate gazillions lotsa peanuts. i got bullied beyond this world. we sang along to all the songs that we know. then, i went gaga again. the mungkin nanti is very nice! Mr J's speech moved some of them to tears. tsk tsk. that was one hell of a goodbye speech ahhs. he cried! then mr looi said; "you're all here because you want to be here." turns to sham and zl with eyes wide open and wearing a shock expression. "no aidah, don't say you're in the wrong course. not now." ::::::::::::::: then i had to carry ferhan's guitar. being the musically unsound person that i was born to be (or should i say, naturally made musically impaired girl), "aidah, you carry the guitar very funny!" i'm glad you're so amused, sham. reached home around 11.40 and i crash the bed. ::::::::::::: as to the reason why i'm blogging at 3 in the afternoon, i'm taking a break from school work. i should post the pictures that i currently have with me. ::::::::::::::     ::::::::::::::: maybe someday, i'll see you again and you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend i made a move at 3:01 PM Thursday, January 24, 2008 since i can't possibly do anything until sham online, i might as well increase my number of post. ::::::::::::::: i want those times when i could go to sleep without dreaming at all. i am sick of having nightmares about people dying. it spoils my whole damn day. one person after another. :::::::::::::::: i've been told that i complained a lot. but who the fuck is he to tell me that when he himself does it. fucker as sham so eloquently put it; the pot calling the kettle black. wasn't even apologetic at all. wasn't even invited in the first place. :::::::::::::::::: ohs ohs, i think i will always have misfortunes with public transports and stairs. i just missed a step, again, few days ago. don't you ever learn your lesson, girl? the ankle is now throbbing and, as Dr Shamini Shara informed me just now, it's slightly swollen. as if that's is not enough, i'm at a point where i am BEYOND amused already. sprained ankle and now, gastric. not now, please not now. girl ahhs, who ask you not to eat? ::::::::::::::: after yesterday's torture, i've decided i am indeed not in the right place. or at least, that's what i chose to believe. ::::::::::::::: law arts night tomorrow. they're performing! weee. but, i'm so tired. :::::::::::::::: the scent is fading.. :::::::::::::::: my heart stopped beating such a softer sin tell me your secret! i won't tell your boyfriend, now. i've got Quietdrive singing on my blog now. =) i made a move at 10:59 PM Wednesday, January 23, 2008 i want to cry already i made a move at 10:11 PM Tuesday, January 22, 2008 Politics has always been a dirty game. Now justice is, too. - John Grisham. ::::::::::::::::: i wasn't supposed to blog today. but heck. you'll never believe where i am right now. i'm at YP website's-that stands for young PAP. so i was clicking every single button available and landed myself at their forum. it's cool shit. seriously. they said something about Sylvia Lim that got me all cracked up. haha. so i came to this topic about opposition in Singapore. and this person, can't even string a sentence in proper english and he sounds so big shot. funny, you know. "People who smart sure want join PAP because can elected easy. People who not smart no choice, go join opposition." then as you scroll down, things start to heat up. and as i gave sham the link, i think she got angry with the comments. they're still talking about Sylvia Lim and i'm no longer amused. i made a move at 9:41 PM Monday, January 21, 2008 Because I think I’m in so much trouble that it sort of rocks my balance in life. (I would like to interject here and make a point; I’m not making sense) Because I think I’m in so much trouble, I had to stopped and reflect. Because I think I’m in so much trouble, I began to shake in fear. (Again, I would like to interject and say that I’m not taking a stab at poetry, cause I just sucks.) And because I think I’m in so much trouble, I wish I could turn back time and sort it out. But because I don’t believe in relieving the past, then I’m stuck here wondering how to better my future. Life is crap, like that. I’m in trouble on so many different levels. Academically, financially, socially, spiritually, emotionally and me being me (if you get my drift) Fuck Aidah, get your fucking retarded head where it once was right! Now before things get emotional like that, I’ve got to bloody stop this. But given the circumstances, I am emotionally deranged. Therefore, I’m afraid, I won’t be able to stop being so retardedly emo. It takes just one small incident for you to open up your eyes. Where did I place God all these while? Tsk tsk. Spiritually unhinged, I see. Ha-ha, I was just about to suggest to myself that I should visit the mosque often. Nightmare, nightmare, nightmare But, I need my aura in balance again. So that i could function normally. but then again kann, haven't i been functioning normally all these 17/18 years of life? Because I failed to see the logic, I lack the motivation. Now, on to a topic that has no relation to whatever I’m feeling, I’ve got my Chicken Kebab. Food has always been aidah’s bestfriend. with no emotion. ::::::::::::: maybe that's why i always made my way home with a heavy heart. Ha-ha. i made a move at 8:21 PM Sunday, January 20, 2008 So, take my hand and don't let me surrender. :::::::::::::: i'm listening to The Calling all over again. this is so secondary 4. ::::::::::::::: i'm jubilant. i managed to extract myself from my self centred lifestyle and associate myself with the family members. cool, isn't it? Haha. So it goes something like this lahh. Dad asked if we wanted to go airport. aidah; "i want! i want to go terminal 3!" syimir: "don't want lah! for what! i need to buy mealworms at tampines." aidah; "airport got hot matsalleh guys, you know." syimir; "yarr so? you want to marry them is it?" aidah; "yes. why? do you have a problem?" then i thought the whole trip was cancelled. but, no at 5 off we went to terminal 3. i'd say it's beautiful. really. then to terminal 1 for dinner at Popeyes. and here's when aidah resocialise herself. i took the time to ask mama about the happenings at home. so yes. car ownership status answered. syimir's life, answered. then we went afghan. (tamp central) and again, i painfully took the time to explain to mama about my various route to school. nice, right? congratulations aidah. =) syimir didn't get his mealworms. syirah deem them unsuitable for his science experiment. and i heard syirah has to buy it for him some other time. eeew. syirah; "syimir, what does mealworms turn to?" *turning to me she said, "shut up don't tell him the answer."* /i blink owlishly at her/ syimir: "beetle!" aidah; "oh is it?! they turn into beetle? sorry ahh, my basic science is very rusty." :::::::::::::: anyway, we walked pass candy empire. mama and syimir began walking towards it. and i began to moan and plead for them not to enter the wretched place. it's full of chocolate! unfairness. it's heaven if i'm not on this bet. i still remember how i splendidly splurge on numerous wonderful exorbitant candies and chocolate, once. longtimeago. chocolate with wine! ::::::::::::::: to a space, new paradise. i made a move at 9:32 PM Saturday, January 19, 2008 Who are we in this complicated world? ::::::::::::::::: Ohs! I have sudden craving for ikan pari bakar. tsk! today, marks the first time in god knows how many weeks that i ate a home cooked meal. infact, today is the first time in a period of 2 weeks that i consume rice. it doesn't change the fact that by some unfortunate miracle, i only ate 1 meal per day ever since school started on Oct 22. get a life, aidah. it also did not change the fact that once something's gone, you can never go home again. I need to find the place i once called home! note, i haven't been saying much about the family in this blog anymore. well, that's cause im so detached that i haven't had a clue about the going ons in unit #02-262. patheticness. a good example. i don't actually know if we own a car anymore. i didn't know syimir had tuition until last week and i don't know when it is and where it is. i didn't know that izzul was supposed to enter school this year. i didnt know that the grandfather had been talking about me. and yes, i don't know about what. i dont know a lot of things. this is what happens when aidah stops caring. ::::::::::::::: You know, if you lose someone you love, like a lover who died, for example. Naturally, you try to move on right? Get on with your life. and as life goes on, there'll be new people. new guys. but nothing can replace him. yes? it's the same thing! try as i might to find something to replace the number one hot love of mine, nothing could. tell me, how can anything replace CHOCOLATE?! vanilla come close but not a perfect substitute but since, i'm on that policy, i shall settle for vanilla. Sham, can you break it? Please? :::::::::::::: Siddiqi says, my punches are getting better! =) coolness. ehhs, we go sparring more ahhs?! haha. :::::::::::::::: i showed them the henna that i did yesterday. sham and dian suggested that instead of a smiley face, i should write "intellectually impaired". which i actually am. don't make me do it, ehh. you'll die of laughter. minutes of the meeting was, i supposed alright. mr ferlin says to put your name as header on EVERY page. being the gedumbak that i am, it only appeared on the first page. cause i realised that my table was in the way and i have no idea how to make space for the header. yes yes, intellectually impaired person talking. so i spend 15 minutes trying to work things out before i gave up. i stupidly did not press 'view'. tsk! i admit, i did not actually learn anything in CSA. now, if only i had pay attention. ::::::::::::::: i've watched Kite Runner! awesomeness, im telling you. i did not cry. =) maybe cause i already knew what was going to happen. i already mentally prepared myself for all the emotional scenes. or maybe, i'm just emotionally detached. ::::::::::::::::: now back to the topic of school. it was sort of enlightening. it somehow amazes me that shamini did not know who is 'crow'. ZL, this would be the time you go 'ohmygod, sham!'. and that dian doesn't know about her. not eyesore, no. what is wrong with you guys? neveryoumindpeople. i'm here for a reason. :::::::::::::: night, burne. i made a move at 10:14 PM Thursday, January 17, 2008 for someone who has so many things on her "needtodolist" she's slacking like there's no tmr. the 4 hours break, 2 hours was spend doing Tort. the other 2 was games, bitching, talking, youtubing. socio was effing crap. from 4.20 to 6, i did micro tut and sat down with lynette reading my book. went ilaw at 6. liying thinks im a freak for admitting ilaw is like a second home. this was unplanned. but, i stayed in ilaw till night. ferhan was SLA and we played impossible quiz 2 for like one hour solid. then he turned on the tv, i was surprised it works. hah! i figured, one should never let aidah and berwin control tv. we fought over the channel. then ahhs, today at micro right, i sat beside ZL. yes! and no, we didnt' play hang man. we actually paid attention! oh wow. an achievement, don't you think so, ZL? oh oh! now they know about my kiri kanan and taxi incident. god. :::::::::::::: i'm probably a freaking retard for posting something so retarded. but heck. i'm always being disturbed, now it's my turn!  the person besides sham amuses me so much, i JUST had to have the picture of it. so here, take a closer look and you'll know the causation of my laughter.  yes yes, the guy/girl (im confuse over the gender) has had tictac (yes, the sweet) in the mouth for the whole 15 mins i was at the bus stop till i board 69. what was so amusing was that the tictac potrude from the mouth and he/she kept swinging his/her head right to left.  this is what the rubbish bin looks like after one whole day of law student's junk. taken at 9.20 pm so, we'll end today's post with a bit of drama, from LATA! she happily tear our tort learning issues apart. i made a move at 10:37 PM Wednesday, January 16, 2008 it seems like i have nothing better to do. i have just finish bloghopping. and whose blog did i hop? a bunch of third year law students. ya allah, aidah. can you please stop wasting your parents money and do your tutorials? or study or anything! eh eh but its fun okayy. they blog while they're still in year oneand they stopped. hahaha. its just cute. but ahhs, some blog has no names nor pictures so, i can read a person's blog and not know whose blog im reading. livejournal is the worst ah. ::::::::::::::: i made a move at 10:19 PM
Life is such a contradiction. I was so fucking stressed up to the point that i broke down and now, here i am thinking of what to do. ::::::::::::: the days passed has been better. No more criminal law report, no more lsm project. doesn't change the fact that i'm worried sick for the lsm. oh how we gloriously screwed up. i've had my BK yesterday. one craving fulfilled. then ahhs, i let the guys taste my burger and after the burger completed its circulation, half of it is gone. wonderful. they help finish my fries too. i was projectless for the day. a miracle. today is retard, you know? and, i went for socio lecture. haha! but ZL crash my lecture and we ended up playing hang man. i swear, one should never place ZL and me side by side in any LT, we'll never pay attention. hangman and music blasting in one ear. criminal law was cool mr ch'ng forgot he has a class with us. macam selenge. lcomm lagi best. one hour tutorial. and we drafted Notice of Meeting for Saturday's test except that the requirements is extremely weird that sham went google and i went wikihow for answers. you do not want to know what wikihow just thought me. how's the chocolate policy, you might ask? good. except now, the classmates has taken into taunting me by eating chocolate infront of me. mr siddiqi is not helping either, well depends on his mood that is. then the issue of my tonguetwisted thingy. very bad. very very bad. you see ah, mr siddiqi is supposed to send me a picture that i snapped while i was not in the right state of mind. it sorts of summed up the whole retarded day that i had. and as i showed the picture to dian, sham and ferhan, they immediately went "aidah, you're so evil!" i'll post it when he send it lah ehh. ::::::::::::::: i can't wait for next tuesday. there's gonna be a new tutor and i want to know how he's like and stuffs. then there'll be the parliamentary session with berwin as MOH =) and dian's EMP. ehhs, bandung, come dress in white okayy? soyabean. sham' the NMP. and i'm the NCMP, the sore loser. hah. it'll be havoc ah. ::::::::::::::: the subnormal species has been calling me; "miss burne" i made a move at 9:18 PM Monday, January 14, 2008 warning: vulgarities aplenty. leave before you get scarred. :::::::::::::: that girl is fucking thick in the head. get it through your head and save me this misery of having to explain every minute details to you. how can you not sift through the sarcasm in my words and genuine interest. this just calls for me to scream numbskull with a capital 'n' at you. i just hope the idiosyncrasies she's currently displaying towards me and sham won't somehow diffuse through the cyber world towards me. i do not want to bloody turn like her. and man, i feel like pasting the entire chat log i have here. you'll fucking laugh your arse off. piss off. :::::::::::::: that is one thing. then there's another. so much so we went to Nair. ::::::::::::::::: and i've just completed peer appraisal. somehow, i ran out of steam to rant. the anger has vacated me and left me so damn worn out. the whole day has been effing shitty. although i still laugh here and there. maybe tmr will be better. and thank you for comforting me, people. you are efficiently loved. i made a move at 9:10 PM Sunday, January 13, 2008 my day begins at 11. i've been infront of this computer ever since 12. doing youknowwhat. imagine how exhilarated i felt when Berwin announce that we're done with criminal law. i've read through that damned report more than 3 times. and now, i'm patiently waiting for peer appraisal. ohgod, i feel so accomplished. done the minutes, sociology, crim law, lsm ppt. heh, i screamed at the family to lave me alone and not talk to me. sorry people. it wasn't intentional i should walk around with a banner saying "warning: gets neck cramp when tickled at the neck!". avoid it people! neck cramps aren't hilarious, im not shitting you. syimir tickled my neck and wrap that blasted ticklish stuffs around it too. be warn brother, i'm coming with feathers. ::::::::::::: last day of open house was yesterday. had my shift at ilaw. coolness. for the first time in my education life at TP, i've borrowed a book from the library. with a help from a third year. i've no idea how to spell her name actually. after the shift, had dinner at mensa. and yes, that was the first time i set foot inside mensa. i know how freaking pathetic that sounds. shut it. dinner was fun. the guys thought me how to eat. nonsense, much? while waiting for jam n hop to start (i called it TP Clubbing Night- but that might just scare off the parents), sat at jupiter with sham, justin, ferhan, berwin, chay ann and shaun. played truth or dare. i'm fucking traumatise! the questions they ask. chay ann fulfilled his dare, which was extremely funny. laughed our arse off. jam n hop didn't really starts until 8. i was trodden upon, pushed, stepped and managed to extract myself before i was roughly pushed into the mosh pit. justin lost his glasses and that didn't deter him. then sleeq came up. and rnb. sham went crazy, i swear! "dance, aidah!" "i'm moving!" and they played britney spear's song. lucky it didnt sound THAT bad outdoors. there was like a hell lots of grinding on the floor. haha. turning to the guys, "so, who did you grind?" "some girls." chay ann taught sham and me this dance move which i forgot the name. the bright lights literally blinded me. so we retreated to back stage to cool off and ended up doing some dances with Desmond. The Hakka, tribal dance, MJ and all sorts of funny stuffs we can think off. went home at 10.30 with apologised playing in the background much to ferhan's dismay. reached home around 11 plus with half of the family asleep. ::::::::::::::::: which then leads me to Sunday. work. and tmr. i won't go bleeding crazy tmr. i wont i wont. randomness- ive changed the song i made a move at 10:01 PM Friday, January 11, 2008 i whisper in your ears the words you want to hear you feel the wind and it reminds you.. it happens everytime you stop and close your eyes you can't deny what lives inside you - default :::::::::::::: thursday night was cool. i stayed in ilaw till it closes. just like in semester 1. lata made an official count of all the mispronounciation that i had made. still rising. i'm starting to get the hang of using Mac. ferhan thought me. and, i used chay ann's mac for my arhem, practical. :::::::::::::: for the record, today was the shortest ever time i step into ilaw. it's less than 5 minutes. i just pop in to announce my presence in campus to sham and dian. went for lecture and tutorial. and syirah sms-ed to inform me hamdy got knocked down by a car. god! micro was awesomely stone age. i nod off on countless occasion. and i feel like murdering him. honestly. the things we didnt know he didnt seem to want to explain. the things we know he went on and on and on, one can grow a beard anticipating his ending. met bai afterwards. showed her the favouritest-test-test canteen ever. then, watch Nick's performance. which is so cool. tp mass dance? coolness. dian, promised to dance with me tmr! =) and chicken dance! i like that. i've got the 'i am' shirt. once again, ive made use of baidura rahman. sorry and thanks! :::::::::::::::: what telah the happen with the people in engine school? ohh, hexparleigh ku. we went away for a year and this is what happen? that aside, better appear tmr. jam n hop, anyone? =) :::::::::::::::: i fucking abhor tp email! it always pose such a great resistance whenever i want to use it. :::::::::::::::: wait, what is it that i wanted to post here anyway? when life is such a mess.. :::::::::::::::  [in which we were all trying to do a Vinodh. but, i just had to smile!]  [in which, Vinodh sabotages the photo]  [trying to promote colgate in this stone age effect photo]  [in which chay ann tries to act cute (oh the horror!), and sham looking like a..urm... *fill in the blanks yourselves*] :::::::::::::::::: ohh, i just found out i have a case to read. hah! and yes, shaf suggested i join Law Arts Night. be a stand up comedian. :::::::::::::::::: i made a move at 10:56 PM
i made a move at 10:56 PM Wednesday, January 09, 2008 The Kite Runner, has been made into a MOVIE!!! this is damn cool ahh. i maybe watching it online, but i wanna go cinema for this. the last time i read the novel, i cried buckets full of tears. my shirt was soaked, mum thought i was crazy. and from the novel, i'll never forget this sentence; when you tell a lie, you're stealing someone's right from the truth. or, there's only one sin, and that is theft. i made a move at 10:20 PM
baruku sedari, blogger turns 9 in 2008. ::::::::::::: manja lara is merepek, okayy? ::::::::::::: i've found a nice place to go if i get too stressed. the canal. canal railing. in the canal, too where people have died before. :::::::::::::: today is awal muharram. that's the first thing Fatin greeted me with today. then in the afternoon, she made me her personal secretary by making me reply all of her smses. :::::::::::::: suddenly i miss biology lessons. and i miss the stupid thing TPSS has that kept o lvl takers in school all afternoon. infocus! i miss my secondary school friends. woah. ehhs, you all better appear at jam and hop!! ::::::::::::: i need to work on those punches. yes yes, one day i'll be able to punch them till they cry out in pain! i think i should take up muay thai? what say you? like comedy story ehhs, me in muay thai? :::::::::::::: LAW Arts Nite sounds so cool! :::::::::::::  i made a move at 9:15 PM Tuesday, January 08, 2008 the body is suffering from minor withdrawal symptoms. i need my drugs i realised that chocolate basically takes up a huge percentage of my diet. :::::::::::::: for the first time, i will declare that LSM was loads of fun just now. snake and ladder whatt! when has it not been fun. fun doesn't deter me from my usual habit in lsm. youtubing. so, i was watching sweeney todd clips. and somehow, i was deceived by one of the title. i load the video and watch. 30 seconds into the video; "ohmygod! he's having sex!" *frantically minimise it* too late. henderik saw; "AIDAH!! You watch that in class?!" aidah; "it's accidental!" whispered urgently to sham, telling her about the video. "sham, i saw alan rickman having sex with a woman in this clip." *shows freeze frame on youtube* "WHAT? go back go back!" "No! it's sex. " "go back!" *replays video for 10 second and closes window* she watch, deeply traumatised. SHAMINI! what you think funny ahh? :::::::::::::: tort consultation went on for one half hour. i sat through it feeling absolutely famished. :::::::::::::: you know, if i could stand on a cliff and shout till my voice grew hoarse, i will. F! :::::::::::::: ohmygod! TVRI just changed the version of Ketahuan by Matta Band. goodgod! oh oh abang ketuaan. buat kelakar per?! ::::::::::::::: then ah, i'm beginning to watch Malin Kundang. and to my utmost extreme delight that send me to the brink of euphoria, Iqbal is in it! yes yes! the Iqbal in Mimpi Manis! and the Iqbal in Hikmah! he look ohsohot and ohsodashing in uniform. eventhough the colour of indonesia police uniform totally sucks. bai's probably thinking; "yes, aidah. we know you love man in uniform. don't have to tell again." ::::::::::::::: lepas itu kan, there was this girl walking her dog. Cinonet betul. walk her dog beside me! singapore funniest home video or what ah? i went; "hey, can you bring your dog there?" and the girl said "i'm from China. i cannot speak english." *insert chinese accent* aidah; "but you're speaking english now!" *gives me a blank look* please note, her dog was near me all the while. i was actually already thinking of all the hardwork i have to go through to sertu! then, ferhan said something to her in chinese to bring the dog someplace else. and still she was standing there. "erhh, now, this century would be good for you to leave", i actually said that yes. but since she cannot understand me... wahh extreme merepekness ah! i was so curious, i made ferhan ask her in chinese where she studies. loyang primary. ehhs bai, alma mater kau nie tk reti ajar english ke? pasir ris primary juga bagus yer? ;) ::::::::::::::: i'm starting to believe, nenek's nagging has turn into some haranguing or something. she's been asking me to eat, drink water, take medicine, sleep. aiyyoooo. :::::::::::::: i wanna watch the movie Alexandria! :::::::::::::: alright, i'm going to do ze tutorial. :::::::::::::: Yours truly, CINDERELLA and the seven dwarves i made a move at 9:52 PM Monday, January 07, 2008 Somehow, this amuses me veryy much; What is Manchester United? They're a bunch of over rated, over paid players. ::::::::::::::: i've been so melayunised today. ::::::::::::::: i skipped the first lecture of the new year. so basically i came to school today to waste my time. yes, life is like that. a waste of time. so what did i do while lecture was going on? i sat in ilaw reading my novel. and, ZL can't skip lecture! Heh. she's held back by her new year's resolution. :::::::::::::: and Ferhan Fashanu Siddiqi! I am so sorry for that extremely stupid blunder of mine! once again. lucky Nair is nice. ::::::::::::::: i made a move at 10:28 PM Sunday, January 06, 2008 That lecturer has done it again! good friend of mine. Your report should be around 300 words. what the fuck? this is worst than a primary 3 composition! 1,570 words, now. ::::::::::::: we should just ignore it and get penalised. i made a move at 9:53 PM Saturday, January 05, 2008 "I am pleased that you choose to be philosophical about it." :::::::::::::: is it me or are they just plain ignorance? i think its them. it's just them. the worst thing about a project is when you saved the wrong thing. stuupiid! ::::::::::::::: Ahhs yes, after i nearly fought with Henderik over microecons article, i decided i should just give in and compromise. why am i so baik? tsk. and so, i spend my morning searching for articles and writing the analysis for them. how did i spend the afternoon? i went jogging. haha. what's up aidah? no chocs for 3 months, now the sudden jogging event. healthy lifestyle or whatt? No. i'm just trying to prove the doctor wrong. i'm gonna live pass 50, dear doctor. you're not gonna tell me that i've got to go. jogging in the rain is fun. yes, it is. i had sudden craving for lots of things chocolate. iced chocolate, hershey, sundae. and wine. just cause i saw it on display. as we sat on the bench drinking cans of soft drinks, the smart ass ferhan mixes sarsi light, sarsi and sprite. the 'mocktail' as he claims it to be was passed around. i took a sip and another and went; "weird, but cool" and hamdy went; "rasa mcm berry" syirah actually said; "taste like minyak serai!" (lemongrass oil) that sort of creates a series of realisation. hamdy and ferhan went so far as to realise it smells/taste like minyak bubut and minyak gamat. merepek much? after the jog, we walked home during maghrib with the guys singing NPCC and NCC songs. it just so happened that a boy was walking behind us, so i turn and, "don't mind them. they are just crazy!" *boy looks at me blankly* and ferhan said; "wahh thank you for saying that to the masses." then i decided to be friendly so i introduced myself to the boy. aidah: "Hi! i'm aidah. what's your name?" *heard laughters in the background* boy: "arshad" he replied so softly. aidah: "ohh, are you indian?" *no, i'm not racist. just that he looks indian and somehow the name doesn't click.* boy: "indian muslim" aidah: "ohh cool! where are you going?" boy: "home" aidah: "where were you from?" boy: "tuition" aidah: "ohh, go home, dont forget to pray, okay?" and as he crosses the road, i shouted and waved "BYE ARSHAD!!" "aidah, he's shaking his head at you!" says ferhan. :::::::::::::::: 'there is a gym at Pasir Ris CC, you know' being the gedumbaks pasir ris-ans that me and syirah are, no we didnt know that. and so, we check it out. ::::::::::::::::: oh yes! done with LSM report! =) :::::::::::::::: "right now, I plan to ignore your preferences at my convenience-and, furthermore, that there is nothing you can do about it." i made a move at 10:28 PM Friday, January 04, 2008   [the lovely cousin of mine =)] suffering from back pain and aching eyes (if eyes could ache, that is) patience, aidah. on a much brighter note, my burden will be lightened by the end of week of 14 January. =) laughter was very much aplenty this few days. take Dian, "i lost my tissue" then she came up with a theory that she lost it at Itas cause her jeans pocket is problematic. tsk tsk. i spend my 4 hours break constructively yesterday. productive too. socio was merepekness as usual. i was bone tired, shagged to the max met bai at interchange and took 39 home. ride home with her was cool. it's been too long since i last took 39 with her. :::::::::::::::: i rush for lecture, as per my normal routine. yes, i know, i'm appalling. i should blame the creation of the 'snooze' button. dian is amused by the fact that i'm so 'backdated'. all my notice of meeting is somehow dated 4 January 2007, 14 January 2007. "ehs aidah, who goes for meeting at 5.30 am in the morning?!" "ohmygod! i put a.m ?!" microecons is so F. simon calls that a consultation?! seriously, this calls for a major staff retirement overview. or whatever you call it. went ilaw for project. we apparently made use of Ferhan Mac to take pictures. mesmerised or what with the effects? and i actually went Friendster. oh, yes. boredom drives me to do stupid things. met syirah, nina and hamdy at Whitesands. and the first thing hamdy pointed out was his pants. hah. and bloody clumsy guy. overturned his tray, slipped on escalator, drop his cabbage. "aku puasa tk makan satu hari sampai buka" -Hamdy. classic case of selengeness. and for the first time, i took 359 home. achievement in 2008. ::::::::::::::: Ohh Aidah! What have you got yourself into?! How in all that is pureholy and good are you going to survive 3 months without chocolates?! How?! I henceforth forbid anyone to consume any sort of chocolates within my line of vision and where i can smell it. Bye, hotfudgesundae. Bye, hershey. oh damn, cookies and cream! shamini, loser owes winner one meal. yes? the punishment doesn't sound so severe.. hmmm... ::::::::::::::::::  [apparently, they're feeling spiderman. and fade to the background.]    [i swear Dian was acting cute. and sham claims that she felt like gooseberries!]  [ahhs. yes. life is so peaceful without arhem! crow] :::::::::::::::: but most of all it's built to last. i made a move at 10:41 PM Wednesday, January 02, 2008 i can't believe what the new year has brought me. more embarassment. like, how i slammed into ilaw's door and fell in the afternoon just now? how i said 'lightning' instead of 'lighting', got the whole class laughed at me and ended up a little traumatised to continue with the presentation. perhaps the brain, like my new found good friend (nair) is a little bit confunded. or maybe, i'm plain eccentric with a little touch of blur. it's a preety cool combination provided you know how to handle me. some might find me extremely alien thus avoiding me like i'm a new found species. ohh, how it pains my heart. what drama, aidah! shut it already. ::::::::::::: i was browsing through youtube searching for the video that generate my dislike for eclairs. yes, people, i do not eat eclairs. i cannot stomach one of the most delicious food to exist. why you might ask? the cream was substituted with dog semen manufactured by a dog watching porn. disgusting, no? unsuspecting humans who ate it had semen dripping off their mouth and saying its delicious. i had to watch all full 3 minutes of this shits. though it happened a year ago. but, digressing, back to the main, please aidah. yes, anyway, i got bored see, so i watched Bintang di Surga video clip. pretty sad video. i'm serious. Ariel died right, of course its sad. in his lover's arm i might add. storybook romance. tsk tsk. :::::::::::::: ohh, i think mama is a bit demented. she gave me 500 rupiah as my allowance for tmr. should have seen the look on my face! what would i do with RUPIAH?! go batam and buy matchsticks? apparently, she thought that was $5. it stands at Chelsea 1 Fulham 1. do something, please. ::::::::::::::: somehow, i can't wait to see the day my blog host a hindi song. haaaa. and the day, someone offer me red wine. somehow, i can wait for timbuktu years for this to happen. don't ehh aidah. don't incur God's wrath. yes. i know *i beg your pardon, your royal highness. but i seem to have a monologue with the other half of my soul out loud. it gets irritating at times.* :::::::::::::::: freak. what did he wear just now?! got sham and me all freak out. so tarnish our perception. crow. ohhhmmmyyygoddd, shamini! make sure you fulfill that promise! justin just threaten my ass! :::::::::::::::: Aidah i made a move at 10:37 PM Tuesday, January 01, 2008 countdown was cool. since, we cannot go marina, we settled for something closer to home. reached downtown round 11.15 place was damn packed. i've never seen so many colourful skinny's in my entire teenage life. when the countdown begins, pushed our way among the throngs of people. singapore snowed, no? i got covered in snow foams with strips of party poppers. still, happy 2008 !!! Happy Birthday, Abah! =) Happy Birthday Ain! ::::::::::::::::: went off round 12.30 walked all the way home. bus was still in service, but we walked. this is the part i became crazy. "last one to the bus stop is a born idiot!" i like walking at night. i enjoy the tranquility. ::::::::::::::: slept in today. horrible, i know. 1215. tsk tsk. the latest so far. went off to J's Wok & Grills (i think thats the name) to celebrate Abah's birthday. i swear to God, my family is the most embarassing bunch of idiots to exist! but when you think back, it's sort of hilarious. its always so kecoh. indecisive. blur. nonsensical. EMBARASSING! i mean, look at mama. she could sit down, order food and then wants to change table seat. she'll go about it in the most choatic kind of manner! syirah and i always wish the ground would just swallow us up. anyway, food was delicious. i had this erhh Lamb Skank Taj Mahal or something along that line. with Jalapeno sauce. my lime juice was gone before i even finished my food. that spicy, yes. and then, the best part was dessert. =) i had this generous slab of brownie with chocolate and caramel sauce poured on it. comes with vanilla ice cream and strawberry sauce. it was heaven. the brownie was oh so soft. crunchy walnuts. hmmm. 'izzul was very adorable. he sat beside me and can't seem to stop talking while he eats. while eating his nasi ayam, he turns to me and goes; "hmmm bagggussss!!" *thumbs up*. and as i feed him his ice cream; "hmm. best! sedap!". 3 years old. aidah; "zul, cakap tak mau pekik2 ah." izzul; "kenapa?" aidah; "malu lah. bisik sudah ah." whispering, he said; "tapi izzul baby tau!" aidah; "yes. babies don't shout. " and he smiled this cute smile. wonderful. ::::::::::::::: school tmr! sociology lecture at 10. ugggh!! consultation. lsm and criminal law. :::::::::::::::: i made a move at 9:20 PM
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