AidahBurne
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Monday, December 31, 2007
unknown soldier 124 :::::::::::: 2008 or whatt? another 365 days. interesting. so, unlike any other bloggers, i shall not be so pressed up reflecting all the bitter sweet stuffs that happened in 2007. :::::::::::::: mum brought us to Escape yesterday. like seriously, escape? tsk tsk. boringness. it was then i realised that dad's birthday is tmr. merepek, kau aidah. ::::::::::::::: today. had lsm meeting in the morning. came in 15 minutes late. pfft. entered ilaw saw the classmates dying of stress. called Mrs Nair asking for deadline. i think she's confunded! like honestly. she gave us two deadlines and now she's confuse with it herself. let me quote her during lecture; "i myself am confused over which deadline" -_- !!! and then, "outline must be in sentences" we very confuse already leyyys. lcomm skills where got teach us like this one. while we were crowding around her, the curious soul emerge inside of me. i decided to press every single button. managed to switch off the projector and not know how to switch it on again. then, dim the whole lecture theatre while Mrs Nair was explaining about project. stupid or what? Zhao Ling is so amused. :::::::::::::: home with ferhan afterwards. met hamdy halfway. called syirah to come down. visited ferhan's door. yes the door, since i waited outside, so i visited his house door. and to whitesands. where a shitloads of hilarious stuffs happened. so merepek bunch of people. to think i actually collapsed in the middle of the park laughing. tsk tsk. library and then kfc. ohhs, this will come as no surprise but i've ate a tonne of junk foods today potato chips all the way from project to lecture to home. brownies. caramel stick. and kfc to hamdy's donut. then syirah HAD to ask. and Ferhan just HAD to tell. don't you people know i love kfc?! ::::::::::::: to countdown later. hopefully i'm still alive and awake. :::::::::::::: Happy 2008 people. may the shits leave you be. and may the cool stuffs visit you often. :::::::::::::: ohhh, how do i simplify? dislocate, the enemy's on the way. :::::::::::::: insyirah burn! screw you, take the freaking post out of your blog! ohmygod! embarassing your siblings should be made illegal in Singapore! then again, don't we have defamation for a reason? ::::::::::::::::: i made a move at 8:46 PM Saturday, December 29, 2007 at the end of a very frustrating 15 minutes, imeem still wouldn't shuffle my playlist. freak. wipe that smile off your fucking face says Fall Out Boy. i made a move at 8:54 PM
true enough, i think the brain's half concious. woke up at 9.30 and fall back again to sleep since i thought i had nothing on. madeline's sms woke me up and i realised i had meeting. clock reads 10. the meeting's at 11. i figure, if i were to pen down every single "idiotic" stuffs that i do, my future generations would have died of excessive laughter or too ashamed to admit they're of my bloodline. take today for example, as i was going out of the library project room, i opened the door with such force (thinking it was a heavy wooden door) and let it go, only to have it hit the wall swung back and hit me in the face. samantha looked at me with such utter shock written on her features. then there was yesterday. which is damn merepek. just go visit Insyirah's blog lah ehh. she has made it her mission to embarass the shit out of me. ::::::::::::::: berwin said, i've got to control it. gotta control my temption. i think so too. i brought chocolate chips to meeting. then i went on to buy potato chips. and i finished everything on my own. while peer teaching them and listening to them teach. on the way home, i bought Caramel Frappe. and walked all the way home from interchange. sipping frappe while walking at a leisurely pace alone is very very relaxing, okayy. try that when you're stressed. especially when the wind gently caress you. hmmm. i actually stop and stare. Not. i stop to observe people fishing. =) one man caught this big white pomfret fish. ::::::::::::::: Oh yes, children are freaking weird creatures. i swear. they're not normal! i was crossing the road to pasir ris central and this indian man holding his daughter's hand walked pass me. to my horror and amusement, the girl was sleeping! and yet, she was walking. you might have overlooked the fact that i was crossing the ROAD. :::::::::::::::: at Giant, i sling my arm over Mama's shoulder and whispered to her, "ehh ma, check that guy out, he's wearing a women's clothe!" humans are getting more and more confunded over their gender. ::::::::::::::: watched The Messengers when i got home. i pretended to be a ghost who desperately needs help. dropping my voice to a raspy whisper, i lean in close to syimir and said; "helllpppp... heelllppp meee... i need the toilet but the bulb is faulty! pleeaassee i need to shiittt." that got him into a fit of laughter. he went in between his uncontrollable laughter; "kau nie nonsense ahh! merepek! pergi lah toilet!" you probably do not need to know this but, i really need the toilet at that time, it was maghrib and the bulb died out! and i was a little spooked out by the movie. and there is no way in hell would i go to the toilet in the dark, during maghrib and risk seeing someone else's reflection on the mirror! i do not need a repeat performance. ::::::::::::::::: i might have burst syirah's ear drum when i shouted in her ear. wasn't my fault really, the ghost in the movie should be blamed. there were a few times when i went; "ARRRGGGHHH!!!! Fuck!" or "bloody ju-on look alike!" then sekali ending, cerita mengarut. cheated me of my feelings really. ::::::::::::::: and so now, i wish to go to sleep. cause im preety dead on my feet. ::::::::::::::::  as i was telling syirah, 'izzul's head look misplaced.   seems like only aidah (the cousin) knows where to look it gets pretty confusing when there's 3 phones aiming at you.  like, sempat aja makcik aku nie yer? and there'll be more to come from Kak Nisa. thank you, insyirah. :::::::::::::::::: i made a move at 7:39 PM Friday, December 28, 2007 Dian gave me one major panic attack so very early in the morning. But, it was a good thing seeing as how i have no freaking damn clue you actually had to choose your CDS already. so, fortunately, school computer wasn't lagging as it usually was. i managed to choose my cds. randomly, that is. Leadership and character, per aidah? the sociology meeting only last for like half an hour. weird, i know. but socio has always been full of shits. went to ilaw to wait for berwin. do stuffs online, like chatting with Fatin and Syirah. 2 hours later, i'm still waiting for berwin. brrr, the amount of patience i have. it doesn't feel like 2 hours, fortunately, since i had more than 5 cases to read and alot of chatting to do. in the end, i felt so bloody lazy to do the criminal law. went to the library with Berwin to find some stuffs for one Mr Ferhan. and of course, i learnt something new; there actually exist a room called the research room on the fifth level. like, extremely gedumbak of me, no? smuggled the book out of the vicinity. berwin's suggestion. the horror of someone who abides the school rule like me (arhem!), doing something like that. only to have the aunty refusing to photocopy them for you. merepekness. ohs ohs, as we were talking about the late Bhutto's assasination (which sounds like something off a movie to me) Zam and I managed to inform them that 'bhutto' is a bad word in malay. naturally, they asked and zam made me tell. ::::::::::::::: it is sort of weird when people is extremely nice to you. really. like offering to come to your bus stop in the early morning. and then appearing under the block. showering loads of Hershey's chocolates on you. caramel. what more can you ask for on a bright sunny day? then it doesn't end there, apparently. making a sudden appearance at the library as you sat there alone, peacefully enjoying your novel to pick you up. ::::::::::::::::: is it me or has people decided to make a butt joke of my blurness? blur, please note, not idiot. i made a move at 10:20 PM Thursday, December 27, 2007 sesungguhnya manusia takkan bisa menikmati syurga tanpa ikhlas dihatinya ::::::::::::::::: Well, of course i was sincere when i crafted it. :::::::::::::::: Ohhs, why should i? Once again, i feel so accomplished. I changed my bedsheets. on the verge of shouting, i called her saying, which i eventually did. so here i am now, patiently waiting for shamini to reply me about project meeting. and none of the group members are talking either. we've got a 12 pm deadline on 31st Dec, people! we need an outline already! and we have none. :::::::::::::::  Oh, how i will kill for these shoes. You know what will be nicer? :::::::::::::: i was sitting down, thinking. :::::::::::::::::: talking about knife! imagine the look on my face when i wanted to taste my milo and instead of a spoon, i nearly shoved a knife into my mouth? ohh the horror! how fast news travel. :::::::::::::::: bila dunia berhenti berputar... ::::::::::::::: then aidah said; "shitloads of rotten cells for a brain!" i made a move at 9:48 PM Wednesday, December 26, 2007 Obsessed with memory, and the blank places in his own mind, he wished that by touch he could read a dead man's dreams, that by force of will he could explore his own. :::::::::::::: So much for my memory. I was browsing through youtube and photobucket for Alvin and the Chipmunks and that was then i realised that i've watched them when i was a kid. Thing is, i don't know the cartoon was called Alvin and the Chipmunks. Idiot, much? The movie was awesome. Half of the popcorn was gone before movie even begins. The kids in the cinema was vastly humoured by the movie. I'm not joking. They laughed so loudly. Chipmunks are cute dancers. Haaaa! Munk rock, no?  Met Mama and 'Izzul infront of Toys 'R' Us after that. Went round TM while waiting for Abah to come pick us up. and i've got myself a new pair of sneakers. =) Brown coffee. I like it. Mama wouldn't fork a dime for it so i had to use my own money. Oh, Mama wouldn't pay for the cinema tickets either. tsk tsk. Went off to have lunch at Rasa 21. I was searching for lamb chop which didn't seem to exist there. So i settled for Grilled Doryfish Rice. "What's doryfish ah, Ma? Sounds something off Finding Nemo to me." 'Izzul was super adorable just now. Did i mention he loves Barney and absolutely loves the huge barney plush toy? and, he wouldn't share his ice cream with me. and force me to smell his tissue. :::::::::::::: Syirah wanted the Chipmunks soundtrack. Told her i'll split half with her. and, yes i've got the whole album. it doesn't cost much, only a lot of effort. =). do the jiggle dance. :::::::::::::: Oh oh! Guys have a major misconception about menses. Really they do. I shall spare all of you the gory examples of their ignorance. Seriously, what were they doing during biology lessons, anyway? :::::::::::::: My eyes are watery. and they're bloodshot red. I can hardly keep them open. I slept at 3 am yesterday. What was i doing? No, i wasn't doing projects or assignments. I was typing a letter, watching Man U vs Derby match, and at the same time helping Syirah create Hamdy's blog. You both better appreciate my effort. Speaking of project, i need to start on my Tort peer teaching already. Get moving, Aidah. No time like the present! Then again, the thought of reading up on duty of care and nervous shock weighs my mind down and place such a great pain upon my heart. malas. :::::::::::::::: Now that i've completed my LSM outline, or at least i tried to. It looks like an outline to me. Yes, so anyway, i'm going to hit the road where dreams are not invited. ::::::::::::::: this was what syirah told me today; "ever since you entered poly, you're becoming much more idiotic." yes yes, a whole load of idiotic stuffs happen today. and i was the one doing all of it, apparently. i'm not an idiot, just super blur. that's all. :::::::::::::: 'to dream and not to scream' is how i'd couch it in a courtroom setting. i made a move at 8:31 PM Monday, December 24, 2007 "if at first appearance a person seems dull, then look harder, look into him." ::::::::::::: Woo. I feel so accomplished. It better not screw up. Who would have thought that joining point forms to become a sentence could be such a challenge? And, the criminal law report now stands at 986 words, leaving me with 14 words before i reach 1000. so, i shall rise up to the challenge and squuueeezzeee in a 14 words conclusion. Go, Aidah! the group better love me, man. Swee is nice in Hokkien. According to Berwin. Yes, i know, i'm nice. ;) Just because i was able to fit a 12 page outline into a 986 words report. And i hope, today marks the end of my criminal law project. irritatingness. ::::::::::::::::: Ohh! Syirah and Hamdy finds the way i said 'lapan' very amusing. "Eh, try saying sopan?" "sopan." *insert insane laughters* apparently, it's another one of my CanKcel thingy again. I mean, seriously, what's up with my tongue? I should just shut up. :::::::::::::::: my breakfast menu for today; one candy cane, two toblerone chocolate, milo. Thanks Madeline. Merry X'Mas to you! after crim law meeting. hang around with Dian and Berwin while waiting for her group members to come. then we realise that we practically lack tutorials next week. seriously, i think i should just remain at home if it wasn't for the numerous consultations that i have. No LSM tutorial, YES!!! No 3 hour of boredom. but i believe i can endure a short consultation regarding lsm topics. No tort tutorials. and possibly no tort lecture unless some soul demands them. No criminal law tutorial and lecture. =) :::::::::::::: On a much brighter note, i've got myself a book from the library. The fact that i didnt want to go home after school means i have to go somewhere and since Bai was at Woodlands, i made Syirah meet me at WS. Then Bai called while i was at library asking me to go Tamp. If only she had called sooner. tsk tsk. Hamdy met us at the library and we headed to Mc. I've got my mc cafe! walked all the way through Town Park to take a freaking bus. idea siapa entah nie. Settled at Hawana Cafe and i had my lunch. in the bus; hamdy; "ehh bau kambing sehh!" aidah; "where got?! smell of fish! and ohmygod, can somebody spray perfume!" hamdy; "do you even know the smell of goat?!" ::::::::::::::::::: After weeks of declining Mama's offer to take us to theme park, i've finally agreed. =). so here i was happily thinking that either wednesday or thursday i've got to thrill myself, then she tells me we're going Zoo. -_-'. lawaktakkelakar. Why? Cause 'Izzul's last visit to the zoo was when he was 1 and hardly knows anything. "So, when we're going theme park?" "Sunday." ::::::::::::::::: still haven't got pictures. but lets have what syirah has uploaded.   :::::::::::::::::: it stands at 1030 words. and berwin's editting. why do i have the feeling he's gonna add to the word count and i foresee a major change to whatever i have done. good gracious! i made a move at 10:40 PM Sunday, December 23, 2007 Tired. Im tired. Weddings tire me out. Did i mention that i do NOT like weddings? Especially when the person getting married is a mediacorp artiste and lives at the end of Singapore. pfft! ::::::::::::::: The solemnisation along with wedding dinner was held yesterday. We only went for Abg Taufiq's dinner yesterday. So, reached around 7. To anyone who has pass by Marsiling MRT, you've probably saw the vacant field in front of the HDB block. Yes, now, at that vacant field, they set up a huge, and i mean huge, white tentage. the decorations are freaking awesome. i fell in love with the chandelier. "Nie, step hotel mane sia?!" "Ehhs, eat under the void deck" "Why?! then what's that tent for?" "Strictly for artiste." "WHAT THE HELL?!" Okayy, nevermind, i thought. Food made up for it, anyway. The first actress i saw was Akmal whatever the name is. The person in Rahsia Perkahwinan. Being the extreme curious people that we are, we went all the way to the white tentage to snoop around. and, i saw the whole group of anugerah skrin people there. somehow, the extremely bright spot light blinded my sight and cast shadows on them. went back under the void deck. the bride and groom finally decided to appear. i was told to snap a photo of Abg Taufiq's picture, but i guess i was too busy focusing my camera on Fauzi Laily, the best man. and so dinner begins. Ha! poor artiste, i had my dinner earlier than you guys did. there were performances. Hyrul, Fauzi, Fuad Rahman and Man Toyak sang Cinta. It was damn nice! Syirah recorded it. Then Fauzi Laily sang Amazed as requested by the groom while the groom dance with the bride. sweet but, apa saje entah. Plus, Roslan Shah walked beside me. 10 minutes later, i saw him dancing on stage beside Kak Nurul. Then, they asked Abg Taufiq to sing. Butt joke of the night. tsk tsk. hang around with the cousins while patiently waiting for this whole damn event to end. and when it does end. this is where i guess, the best highlight of the night. I saw Baihakki Khaizan!!! Yes, i did! Ohmygod! and all i could do was stare stupidly at him while he ask for his umbrella?! i saw Wahid Satay! Coolness. I lived 17 years of my life watching his films and i get to meet him yesterday. Izzul took a picture with him. being damn spastic, as Hyrul Anuar walked in my direction, without a second thought as to what i was doing i went; "Eh Hyrul! Boleh ambil gambar?" then, as instructed by my mother, me, syirah and zubaidah went on to take a picture with Shah Iskandar. *kindly note, mama managed to succesfully embarass herself by saying, 'amek gbr ngn iskandar shah tu!'. merepek aje mama aku nie. and i thought that'll be the end of it. but no. Mama dragged Fauzi Laily so we could take picture with him. =). then she asked us to take with suffian and, really, i couldn't be bothered anymore. but they were all so cute! Aidah; "Ehh, die tk jemput Hady Mirza ke?" "Kalau Hady Mirza ada Taufiq tk payah jadi pengantin." ::::::::::::::::: Today. I spent another 5 hours or so there. I ate twice. We hogged the dessert table. I have no idea how many brownies i ate including yesterday. Again, instead of taking a picture of Abg Taufiq, i took Fauzi Laily's picture. I'm tired of walking around and standing for hours on end. I stood beside Shahril (Anugerah Skrin winner) and idiotically asked loudly, "Ehhs, si Shahril tu mane?" At the end of the two days, i still do not like weddings. Other than the fact that i have to dress up and so on. When i get married, i'm gonna have just one wedding dinner and that's it. Or, i'm just gonna have the sanding without the dinner. IF, i get married lah. Why must it spread over two days? Look at the amount of money that you'll have to spend. Save it for honeymoon, why don't you? ::::::::::::::: there are more things that can be said about the wedding. but, i'll probably be using a lot of swear words. i shall not add to my overflowing sins. what you guys said yesterday? step-over? step-bigshot? hah. nonsense. :::::::::::::::::: the pictures are not with me. it shall be posted when Kak Nisa send them to me. ::::::::::::::: i have no mood to do anything related to school work today. so i changed my blogskin. ::::::::::::::: Labels: i fall for local artist. NON-SENSE., when nonsensical ensues i made a move at 9:48 PM Friday, December 21, 2007 as i was browsing through Bathroom Wall, Facebook Application, i realise that humans in general, they're one hell of an interesting species. and sweet lord, the amount of sex story in it. tsk tsk. then there are some really sweet stuffs in there too. relationship from a guy's point of view and people asking advice on life. so now im currently reading, 'Girl's Secret' and yes, i am well aware of how bloody corny that title sounds. secret #39: Once you (being the guy) makes us laugh when we think there's nothing worth smiling for, you're stuck with us for good. and of all the secret, i like this the most. i'm turning soft, good God. :::::::::::::::: I probably didn't mention that i had Tort Law meeting today. Lata wasn't there or it would be much more chaotic. the fact that i didn't mind doing project for 3 whole hours means something. i love that freakingoutoftheworld group! Junk food WILL always be present. Crapping is a must. Joking about my height is obligatory. Being gay is necessary for our very survival within that group. jokingly insulting each other's atrocious handwriting is actually very constructive. "erhh, aidah, can you please not write using font 12.? " "Madeline, please stick to just one font and remain at font 24.". Kindly note, we weren't typing, we're writing. it is a pretty difficult job to write in constant font 24. National Treasure; Books of Secret is so damn cool! I love it. I think the President's very adventurous. and and, i like that Riley guy. =) the storyline's great. and there's one scene, no, actually there's quite a few scene that was so intriguing that i forgot to actually breathe. too bad Alvin was selling like some hot cookies. i wanted to watch that initially. and surprisingly, i couldn't finish the popcorn. and my life was saved by Coke. Nachos and mayonaisse tasted so weird together. how can you stand them Ferhan?! bloodyweirdtastebud. ::::::::::::::::: Multiply is failing me! I can see my life flies by. and my ears tuning off. ::::::::::::::::: Hari Raya Haji was pretty okay. Went to Kak Nisa's house to gossip about Asian Idol? poor Mau. and you make very nice cupcakes, cousin! Bai wants to taste them but is too shy to ask. ;) i nearly made her salivate describing your cupcakes to her. ::::::::::::::::: is patiently sitting here waiting for Sweeney Todd Narnia & Prince Caspian Vantage Point (in march 2008. God!) :::::::::::::::: I played checkers with my grandmother just now. i was horribly bruised and beaten by her. i feel so downtrodden. She laughed at me as i gaze at the board in defeat. psychopathic. then i played chess with Fida'iy. He makes one hell of a good chess teacher. I think i love chess. :::::::::::::::::  this is one nice pendant! :::::::::::::::::: 'what's the best thing that ever happened to you?' - hamdy 'going for heart surgery.' - aidah *insert a snicker, and 'Huh?' and a laughter' 'what?! it saved my life!' i made a move at 10:22 PM Wednesday, December 19, 2007 The universe conspired To meld our lives :::::::::::::::: You know, i always believe that the past should be left behind. it shouldn't in anyway tie you down or hinder your future. like i've told them yesterday, 'i don't know what i regret. i try not to regret what i do.' on the other hand, you shouldn't actually totally ignore your past till you forget them. there are some major glitches in my past, and sometimes, i try so hard to forget them. but then, whenever i think back about it, i can't help but laugh out loud. and i'll even go, 'God, was i that bad when i was 13?!', or 'i didn't know i was THAT mischievous.' i know what it's like to be 13. it's when rebellion sets in. no wonder, i gave my mum one hell of a headache. but, i wasn't that bad honestly. i never smoke, i never do drugs, i don't do gangs. i just hang out alot at Ifah's house, playing Sims, or pranking godknowswho. -_-' but i'm digressing. yes, so anyway, i was sitting down today. thinking. i tend to wonder alot. one could really tell a lot from someone else's past. right? take this for instance, if you know someone used to masturbate with someone else's underwear, then it could be a sex pervert in the making. or he/she really IS a sex pervert. haaaa. (whatt?! yes, your reaction mirrored mine.) and, i know i'm disgusting. pfft. but, one shouldn't judge someone else based on their past. i believe im beginning to morph into some nutcase philosopher. but hey, i used to want to be a philosopher. oh come on now, don't look at me all silly! ::::::::::::: oh i had one hell of a weird dream yesterday. i dreamt i pick up smoking. and, it felt oh so real. anyways, Selamat Hari Raya Haji. ::::::::::::: some random facts regarding one, Nur Su'aidah Burn. - i went to the toilet 7 times in less than one hour. - i am preety much dishevelled since i've been infront of the fire ever since afternoon. - the grandmother prefers the ketupats to be cooked the traditional way, meaning using charcoal. - my white shirt is stained black with charcoal, since i had the honour of making sure the fire burnt just right. - i ate paru (lungs, yes i know it sound disgusting) for the first time since i was born. - my grandmother wishes to teach me the art of cooking to prepare me for the marriage life. - i cleverly told her to just compile her recipes into a book so it'll be easier for me in the future. :::::::::::::::: i honestly believe, i am the world's greatest idiot in this post. i made a move at 9:14 PM Tuesday, December 18, 2007 Tak bisakah kau menungguku? hingga nanti tetap menunggu.. ::::::::::::::: itchy fingers. i just had to blog. :::::::::::::: [.nsuaidah.] easy to find what's wrong says (8:46 PM): mula2 kau goreng itu daging cincang.. [.nsuaidah.] easy to find what's wrong says (8:46 PM): waitt you do know the bahan2 right? baidura says (8:46 PM): nvr take a chef or chef celebrity as a career that was MY attempt to teach my best friend how to cook Sabsuka. honestly, i've never cooked it myself, i merely observe as people bustle about in the kitchen. and did i also mention, my grandmother hates it when i cook? life would be much easier if food could be magically obtained from the air. =) :::::::::::::: i have criminal law meeting now. with half of my group members missing. i am almost too afraid to tell Berwin Leong that i haven't touch my case and i actually forgot for a moment the charges against our client. and Tort Prob #2 is out. and there is no tort tutorial for 3 weeks! 3 whole weeks! weeee....!!! ::::::::::::: menemani dalam hidupku. i made a move at 8:48 PM Monday, December 17, 2007 currently listening to: Rivermaya - You'll be safe here. :::::::::::::::: and here's introducing one of the cutest Asian guys, Jayson Fernandez. the newest inducted member of Rivermaya. he's only 18! *faints* i wanna migrate Philippines already ahhs, when i grow up, that is. and change my name. they've got like the coolest name there.   :::::::::::::::::: current status with the lioness; still on a nod, a shrug, a monosyllabic answer, and on an answerwhenneeded basis. ::::::::::::::::: i made a move at 10:35 PM Sunday, December 16, 2007 Take a breath and softly say goodbye. ::::::::::::::: *aidah is sorting through her emotions now.* i happily spend one hour yesterday browsing through gazillions of Heroes photos. and look what i've found.  please, mr producer, won't you be a dear and please save Nathan! anyway, accompanied Syirah to Loyang Point to get the HP DVD. :::::::::::::: to today..morning was fine. mum screamed at me while i was admiring my Don Flack on t.v tsk, how could she?  [hot alert!] i for one, knew and understand her social disability but must she expect me to one day grow up like her? of course not. and, don't ask me what came into me, what possessed me to be so utterly rude, but might i interject here for a second, at that point of time i find it of utmost necessity to uphold my right and thus, i screamed back at her. i can't seem to erase the image of her from my mind. the look of extreme shock and if i may be so bold to say, bewilderment? yes yes, bewilderment would do. i've never shouted at her before. slam the door yes, screaming '*******' at her, never. appalling behaviour, aidah. but, abah was a great asset there, really. he had one arm around my shoulder asking me to calm down and to stop shouting. hours (in reality, i think its less than 2 hours) after that shouting match, syirah and i made our way to Central. i've got my chocolate mr slurpee and garlic bread from 7 eleven. went to my uncle's place. and the most mind-numbing incident took place. ian; "kak ain, tau main chess tk?" me; "tk. checkers tau." fida'iy; "ha?! tk tau main chess?! mari kite ajar." and so, i sat down for a chess lesson taught by an 11 years old and an 8 years old kid! oh, i forgot to add, syirah had to be taught too. after 5 minutes, feeling supremely confident, i said, "ehhs, move your knight here lah, take that bishop!" and i was shot down with a "how many times must i tell you? cannot move your knight! later this pawn will take that knight." *insert a deeply deflate confidence* then syirah went; "okay let me get this straight. *points to chess pieces* this is king, queen, bishop, castle, pawn and horse?" naturally, i laughed; "horse?! haha, knight lah!"  [another, hot alert!] so now, here i am patiently waiting for Asian Idol, Man U vs Liverpool match and Chelsea vs Arsenal. must i tell you which one im supporting? obviously not that red devils, and not that team captain by Gerrard and definitely as hell not the gunners. hamdy is there to support the gunners. by some coincidence, i actually caught Mike singing I Believe I Can Fly on Asian Idol yesterday. he is so adorable! haaa! and today, my grandmother was the one who actually told us what time Asian Idol is. yes, my grandmother. her knowledge caused syirah and me to shoot each other a look of utmost confusion. unsuspecting 60 years old. catch ya later, mike! ::::::::::::::::: i still feel miserable. i still haven't talk to her. other than giving her a nod, a stare or a monosyllabic answer. i mean what in the name of all that's dark and daunt is going on here. my aura must be out of balance. ::::::::::::::::: Just take a breath, and softly say goodbye... Labels: here we are, so softly say goodbye i made a move at 8:27 PM Friday, December 14, 2007 Done with test people. and here comes the long awaited two weeks break! whoop!! and what was that? are the both of you trying to make me jealous? tsk tsk fatin and dian just cause you're going overseas... hah! sham, we aren't affected, ehhs? i've got Fatin's brownies. =) the moment she stepped into ilaw with a blue bag, "is that what i think that is?" now, if only i could bake like that! legal letters drafting. i was so deeply affected by sham. she was furiously punching into her calculator and there i was wondering what in hades is she calculating. numbers and aidah don't mix, apparently. i think my letters look awesomely retarded. went ilaw to wait for Dian. as i wait, i happily sit back, watching the third years rushing to hand in their reports all the while munching on my potato chips. such coolness. can i not go third year? ::::::::::::::: Met the family for my early dinner at downtown. and then the family went to Kids Explorer. so, the unintentional reminiscing started. the memories of being brought there as a kid flashed through my mind. =). watching izzul and syimir crawling through those tunnels, jumping into a the ball pool, it was syirah and me all over, 10 years ago, that is. dang, i wish i was a kid once more. and, i've got my Mc Cafe. i've indulge so much today. it's a sin, aidah! gluttony. tsk tsk. :::::::::::::::: stayed up till 2 yesterday talking to syirah. the stories she told me. and zubaidah, how could you guys do that to an innocent albeit getonthenerves 12 year old kid? whatever happen to asking me along?! :::::::::::::::: ohyes, shah called just now. well at last the very random phone call with an abrupt end yesterday was explained to me today. and i learned some stuffs from shah today. it was rather unexpected, sickening too. and it better not be true. demented. tsk. ::::::::::::::: im going to upload the hikmah. salam. i made a move at 9:46 PM Thursday, December 13, 2007 'I've committed so many crimes, it doesn't matter which one i confess to' - Angela Petrelli. :::::::::::::::::: So today bai went, "so, you're depressed?" *snidely referring to my lcomm blunder* and farz went, "why are you so moody? ohh i get it, teen angst." "i'm not moody. im fine!" "you're not talking." that aside, today's one cool day. after weeks of not meeting them, i've finally met Bai and Farz! law became the joke of the day not forgetting the fact that today's their last day of school. lay it off, people. half of the time, i went 'you know whatt, i feel so.. so.. last century!' 'law students, they don't have life. you should hang out with us more, aidah.' the fact that im so amazed with so many new shops in TM. walked pass TPSS. i missed that budget rundown extra pathetic building. no scratch that, i miss the good things and the shitty stuffs that happens INSIDE that place. ::::::::::::::::: they set another date tomorrow. =). to the best of my ability, i'll try to come, okay people? just to see you guys messed your hair at the salon. and SOMEBODY just told me she's going Indonesia! goodness. which then leads to me asking Farz to learn the art of speaking bahasa indon. they actually offer Bahasa Indonesia as their CDS at NP. cool thing, huh? Hikmah 3 ending this Saturday. Bye Arman, i'm going to miss you loads. :::::::::::::::: Dian finally sent me photos.  [i can still taste this cupcakes. they're damn delicious! =)]  [i believe, those oh so enchanting fingers belongs to Nick and Sham]  [i had better pass my tort after all this junk i ate.] i made a move at 8:25 PM Tuesday, December 11, 2007 are you sure you want to delete all 40 items? *clicks yes* and she sat back happily watching files being discarded. =) i can't believe i just did that. :::::::::::::::::: so, girl, two papers down, 1 more to go. the drafting of legal letters. such jubilance coming from me. okayy, we talk tort law now ahh. so the merepek. i've established that i'm the 'anyhowsue' lawyer. and and, what was LPB thinking?! all the cases that i've dedicated my brain space for, she ended up giving us true or false? and and, again, what was LPB thinking?! i was trying my damnest best not to giggle while reading her questions. she's one hell of a person, judging from all the scenarios she came up with. lets take a look at one of the scenarios; "....marylene publish the photographs and written commentaries on Facebook..." Facebook, ma'am? I'm so amused. ::::::::::::::::: it was itas afterwards. apparently, they brought up the fact that i was lost looking for Fatin's house again. they can't seem to let me live that down, must be because i swear my life on the truth. i'm so amazed with my school. with ferhan leading the way, the three gundus (sham, dian and me) found themselves emerging at places they never thought they could emerge. it's like finding a path while you're lost in a dense forest! figuring that going home at 1pm is really not normal in my case, i suggested we catch a movie. borrowed Step Up at the library and watch it there. and watching with them was damn fun. the fact that Dian was grossly appalled and kept count on how many times they kissed was funny. when i keep giving Henderik dirtayye look cause his phone kept messing with the movie's reception and finishing my clorets. and sham, she sat as though she's judging the movie instead of enjoying it. tsk tsk. and for the first time, i spend more than 5 bucks at cheers. it's appalling! ice creams, potato chip, drinks, chocolates.. fat alert! :::::::::::::::::: i've finally got to watch Enchanted. It's so fairytale. i swear i wanted to physically harm that Giselle for going on and on about love. good thing, she got some senses at long last. but, nice movie! ::::::::::::::::: then, i grew bored right. cause i don't know what to study. so i went around looking at mindless pictures, when i came across this.  to think that my mother lived in Pasir Ris for 18 years and still doesn't know that Town Park exists. the worst would be, she used to take me there when i was a kid and to think that she did not know that she brought me to Town Park. tsk tsk. and when i was telling her about my project meetings, she replied, "Sex is also project" and i went; "what the hell?! that's so unromantic." my mum is so nonsensical at times and unpredicatable. Ha! i made a move at 10:22 PM Monday, December 10, 2007 Happy Birthday, Ferhan Fashanu Siddiqi. =)). Have a great last year of being a teenager, dude. ::::::::::::::::: The thing about Aidah is, she always think she's going to be early, only to find out at the last minute that she's freaking late. Take today for example. She was happily listening to Breaking Benjamin while staring out of the window of 15 at 8.50 am. and then she receives Ferhan's msg to get her arse moving cause reading time has already started. so, that was the time that it dawned on her that she never took into account 10 minutes reading time into her journey plan. therefore, in an absolutely frenzy mode, she started cursing the Apek driver to drive faster. after what felt like an eternity, she finally reached school at 8.56 according to the handphone clock. Henderik and her then, ran all the way to the fourth level. Only, to get lost. tsk tsk. at 9.02, according to Henderik, they finally found their class. and lucky us, paper started just the moment my arse touch the sit. =) i hate formulas! what is the point of me memorising all those bloody formula when they give me a table that is impossible to be intepreted. gibberish! drawing graphs are one cool shit. i love it. =) and 10 marks per question. awesomeness, as long as i get it right, that is. :::::::::::::::: crash in ilaw soon after. i managed to get a few things done. like, settle my lcomm file, settle ferhan's gift, read defamation act, got test on tort law. i feel oh so satisfied. :::::::::::::::: went bai's house for awhile to take the stuffs for Raya. it was nice meeting you, bai, albeit it's short. and, i slept afterwards. the beauty of it is, nobody woke me up for maghrib, which is unusual. nenek must be caught up in dominoes. tsk tsk. which then brings me back to my dilemma. i haven't study. i'm having a splitting headache, and i don't want to study. but i need to study. :::::::::::::::: and thank you, adik, for the scroll look a like thing below. what makes you post it on my blog is beyond me. just because you share my account doesn't mean you can abuse it, peesay. i made a move at 8:15 PM
 i made a move at 3:46 PM Sunday, December 09, 2007 Chinese To Go Your price is too high!! ... No Bai Dam Ting!! Did you go to the beach? ... Wai Yu So Tan? I bumped into a coffee table ... Ai Bang Mai Ni I think you need a face lift ... Chin Tu Fat It's very dark in here ... Wai So Dim? Its good to take a break from studying by having good jokes at your disposal. Facebook is like the best thing man kind has ever created. Izzul kickass! He threw Syimir's slippers at my face in retaliation to me tickling him like there's no tmr. and, he kicked my ribs. such a violent 3 years old. i shall thank my lucky stars he has not yet attended silat lessons. ::::::::::::::::: Rempeyeks and Tumpis is killing me. tsk tsk. And i miss my best friend. =) ::::::::::::::::: Anyway, went Loyang Point just now. and suddenly, Syirah wanted to splurge her money. So we bought socks [yes, i know what you're thinking. of all things, socks?!], and the insane thing was, she actually tried her socks on. That was a first. afterwards, i hunted through my things looking for nothing/something to decorate something when i came across my photos. "why the hell do i have ifah's picture with me?" [to ifah, your sec 2 picture by the way. during sports day.] "ohmygod, is that me?! why do i look like that!" *snatch picture from me and laughed her arse off* and, syirah was so freaking amused with my sec 1 pictures. i'm going to burn each one of them, soon. i made a move at 7:00 PM Saturday, December 08, 2007 What is the producer's problem?!!! Why must they kill so many people?! Ohmygod, Nathan! :::::::::::::::: Done with Heroes Season 2. And i am not happy with the ending. Pffft! Ive got two of my favourite character killed this year. Not amused. i made a move at 11:15 PM
This calls for a major SOS shoutout! HELPPPP MEEEE!!!!!!!!! I'm freaking bloody lost. Yes, lost. Help! Help! I forgot what was the last episode of Heroes season 2 that i watched. Wahh, when i have the intention and time to watch heroes, i just had my mind swipe clean of the last episode. and, i'm doing research on episode guide to help me remember them. goodness. -_- ::::::::::::::::: went school just now. 4 hours of studying not including crapping and break session. there wasn't much of junk food courtesy for lack of Cheers. so, we resorted to calling Mc Delivery. i swear to God, the delivery guy was damn cute cause he lost his way in TP. *ohlook! i've found my missing episode! wayy to go, aidah!* and, i attempted to gave him tips. "no no, it's okay, i don't take tips from student." "wahh, like this ehh? but i'm giving you money. take ahh." and, get this. McDonald called shamini. *talks on phone, turns to me* sham; "aidah, they said they have no choc sundae, no more stock." aidah; "huh?! what the hell! this is the first. Nvm, mc flurry would do." ::::::::::::::: I have a thing with names. I crack up hearing funny names. Like, Fatonah. "Don't laugh at Fatonah okay, she's a preety girl." "I'm not laughing at Fatonah. I'm laughing at Fatonah's name." "Ehhs, my mother wanted to name me that you know!" "OHMYGOD! You shouldn't have told me that. You're never gonna live in peace now." :::::::::::::::::: I want pictures. i made a move at 6:32 PM Friday, December 07, 2007 So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. ::::::::::::::: at about 10.30 am this morning, i wish the ground would just open up and swallow me. ohmygod, i buried my head in madeline's arms and whispered, "i want to die!" it's bloody embarassing to have the whole LT, the whole law cohort to laugh at you. tsk tsk. mr j just had to bring that point up. aiyoh! now, i'm depressed. i remember what he actually said. "the part where i think everyone did remarkably well was summarising and paraphrasing. except one group who started with 'so, you're depressed' " i swear to God, i laugh like there's no tmr. and, to make matters worst, everyone turned to look at me. maluness. :::::::::::::::: so the day continued. went ilaw after micro to study. with a lot of junk food that is. got trespass covered. after which, i wanted to take a 10 minutes break. in the end, it became a one hour break. sat down with sham, dian, chay ann and vinodh talking. relationship, religion, a certain classmate and can't remember what more. apparently, i was supposed to be the therapist lahh, to help vinodh, but, Dian, the sesame paste, laughed at me. and chay ann, still haven't had enough of client interview and demands that we treat Vinodh as our client. and so we talked. aidah; "so, we came back to the core issue. what is love?!" chay ann; "what type of love?" aidah; "man and woman, duh" chay ann; "brother and sister?" aidah; "oh never mind! let me explain to you the intepretation of love.." sham; "from the aidah constitution?" aidah; "yes! article 1 states that.." sham; "your constitution only have one article right?" and on religion. aidah; "not that i'm against my own religion but i think islamic law is so harsh and drastic." sesame paste begins the debate here till when the issue became too sensitive as it involves the various religion that exist. the talk was fun. damn cool. the fact that you're square dian... :::::::::::::::: continued with the good deed of studying afterwards. and got my Arnold's dinner when i got home. :::::::::::::::: i still hate this nose of mine. cause, it has decided not to function properly at the most inappropriate and ridiculous of time. stupidblocknose. and, my eyes. yes the eyes. it hurts and pricks to open them. it felt as though my eyes is on fire. i'm not joking. and, the heart. yes the heart. i can't breathe. and sudden stabbing chest pain is not funny either. and the body. it's oh so tired. ::::::::::::::::::: although i felt like asking you to fucking bugger off just now and just leave me be. i've decided that being respectful is of much more grave importance. ::::::::::::::::: You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. ::::::::::::::::: the fact that i have hole in the heart, doesn't mean much in the song. what the hell are you talking about, idiot? :::::::::::::::::: facebook says; Time is the best teacher. Unfortunately, it kills all its students. i made a move at 9:30 PM Thursday, December 06, 2007 My family is sitting down playing Domino. and what am i doing? updating this blog when im supposed to be studying. syimir is a domino king. and syirah is a domino loser. aren't you, sister? ::::::::::::::: then there was the story of my sociology test. other than the fact that i scribbled my way through and finished the whole paper within 25 minutes and was the third one out of the LT, i personally feel, i did preety okayy. well, maybe with the exception of the application of theory. but then again, who actually go out and apply theory to every single thing you came across with relation to sociology. of course, one can't deny the fact that shamini is going to laugh her arse off if i fail sociology, however, just to be safe, i assured her that psychotic antisocial people is hardly ever expected to excel in a subject so 'vibrant', 'socialable' such as this. it is an unthinkable sin. on the other hand, there is a fine difference between psychopath and sociopath. let us look at an example that i have, can you, my dear readers, ever imagine a notorious brutal yet artistic, talented and handsome serial killer to excel in sociology? Let's think Dexter Morgan. of course not, yes? but that's where you are gravely majorly wrong. He HAS to excel in sociology, he NEEDS to understand the wayy society work. for it is the very essence of his disguise. don't you get it, yet? He needs to blend in to remain undetected whilst gallivanting on a killing spree, and yes, he need to learn the art of living and understanding social norm. deviance won't do. i bet you don't get what im trying to say, cause only psychopaths like me would. and, i shall stop here, lest someone accused me of reverting back to my gruesome psychotic mindset. :::::::::::::::::: as of now, the count sets in at syimir winning domino 6 times in a row. and, he is playing against syirah, my grandmother and my grandfather. :::::::::::::::::: dian was hilarious to the bloody maximum just now. Sakura! i nearly teared up laughing. she might be the cause of my chest pain now, too. all your fault, once again. :::::::::::::::::::: and we bought cup cakes just now. the weirdest thing would be, they gave us testers and so we tasted. only after swallowing did i ask, "halal or not?" regardless of the authenticacy of its halalness, it was damn nice. No worries, readers. The cupcake was baked at a Malay aunty's house. We'll just assume she's Muslim, shall we? and Dian took photos of the cupcakes. and wanted a second helping. and, the guys was asking for a bit of it and and, we're sorry we can't offer it to 8 of you out there, cause there's only 4 cupcakes. the worst was, in retaliation, Nick cursed us. that we'll have major stomach contraction, we'll be needing the toilet every few minutes and he even describe how the faeces would look like WHILE we're eating. disgusting much? :::::::::::::::::: in conclusion, i think, i have said enough for one day. P.S: i felt as though im posting an FQ instead of a blog update. i made a move at 9:30 PM Wednesday, December 05, 2007 Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. :::::::::::::::: Dearest soul Aidah, You have mid semester tests coming. Please, for the love of all that is saint and pure, start studying! Get your arse moving. ::::::::::::::: Who passed me this fever? This is very inconvenient im telling you. Whoever you are. I appereciate it not. ::::::::::::::: I'm always being laughed at. Dian, this is your fault, as per normal. and no, i will not embarassed myself further by stating every single mispronounciation i had. No no. ::::::::::::::: I love racist jokes. and the clique i hang out with, just enjoy criticising each other's race. or is it just me? it came to the point of me proclaming my Javanese blood and Berwin associating us with Nazism. "I don't see the relation. Javanese and Nazism is two different ideology at two different continent lah, you chinese!" and here's the spastic part.. "if Hitler is still alive, i would have married him!" says Shamini. how about this? "shamini, this is your toilet." - berwin "Why?" - aidah "black people." *points to toilet sign* disclaimer: this post isn't intend to insult/hurt/disgrace any race whatsoever. this is an inside joke. rest assured, i have been thought well by the government about the importance of racial harmony. yes, yes. i celebrated it for 10 years every 21st July. (right?) :::::::::::::::: I swear, my LSM group has the funniest wayy of conducting meetings. right after ms slyvia lim dismissed us; "I'm Shaf and i'm going home." *sham and me ignored him* "Oii, Aidah! Got LSM meeting or not?!" "Ahhs? Malas ah!" while trying to decide whethere we should have a meeting. Shaf: "Give me coin, we toss coin." Aidah: "Kayys, head got project, tail go home." and.... tail it is. =) coss the toin. ::::::::::::::::: On randomness. sham : "Aidah, you look like the pure pure science student" A: "Huh? What? is that a compliment or an insult?" sham : "its neither a compliment nor an insult." stupidbloodyfloppydisk! it just had to be formatted lahh ehhs? at the most inappropriate of time somemore! ::::::::::::::::: and ferhan, please ehh. i know how to look out for MUIS halal sign instead of 'No pork, No Lard' before buying anything. tsk tsk tsk. :::::::::::::::: Socio test tmr. Dumdeedum. Socio lecture do not miss nor crave for my presence. ::::::::::::::::  :::::::::::::::::::: currently listening to : breaking benjamin Labels: when i was laughed at i made a move at 8:11 PM Monday, December 03, 2007 seriously, i'm supposed to explain what contempt of parliament means in my own words. but i guess, bitching is a much more easier and an interesting thing to do compared to scrutinising the gazillion subsections in P(PIMP)A. Zhao Ling needs her therapy. and i'm the therapist. opps, bitch fit. tsk tsk, i've just came up with a wayy super evil suggestion. ling__ white.darkness 1904 [[ dancing ripples _ says (8:45 PM): i wanna b damn mean but i guess, you're meaner! ;) and, according to my classmates, im wasting school fees. i was playing hangman and tic tac toe during lecture. and talking about guys during lecture. this is all your fault, ZL! tsk tsk. should have seen our faces when we saw the amount of scribbles on Dian's notes. z.l: "why she like got a lot of stuffs?" aidah: "you don't know her? it's just her, not us." but Dian, you are very much loved and appreciated. =) for all the lecture stuffs that i missed while not paying attention. ::::::::::::::: tort. i felt so primary school. but, it was so cool nonetheless. some were sitting on the floor, on the table and on the chairs. i was half dead, as per normal. i only peaked up towards the end when LPB started her storytelling session. ::::::::::::::::: shaf said i should just not speak anymore. half of the time, what i said doens't makes sense. dian thinks my tongue's twisted. but, its just them. they don't understand the Aidahnism involving the Aidah language. :::::::::::::::::: Singapore has a "return constitution" NZ has a "non written constitution" best joke of the day, shamini shara. :::::::::::::::::
i miss my hair. yes i do. anyway, Dian wishes for me to praise her here. Thanks to Sony Ericsson s500 belonging to Dian Farhana for the humongous piles of photos we've taken in the course of our second semester. there'll be more to come so, free up some memory space, yeahh? :::::::::::::::: i made a move at 8:40 PM Saturday, December 01, 2007 93 :::::::::::::::: as i burn another page, as i look the other way... I've just got home from the bazaar. 2nd time in one day. =) I've got the kebab and the Ramly burger! Believe it or not, we've got baju for Raya Haji, already. tsk tsk, mothers. and i've got my hair cut. Salons should have a money back guarantee policies, huh? I mean, what if they gave the wrong haircut? ish. im talking about me here. oh oh! they should also have a log book on the whatever hairstyles their customers have. and if they got a new haircut, the saloonist can put it down in their little log book there. so, we wouldn't have to go to them everytime and explain what kind of hair we want. only to find, it's not to your liking. nonsensical! im rambling!! Dian's going to laugh at me! Shamini, too. Karma, then. This is my retribution for always laughing at Dian. Enough drama, Aidah. But!! 'drama doesn't follow me, it rides on my back!' ::::::::::::::::: Patiently waiting for mid sem break. :::::::::::::::: and, its the dawn of a new month. :::::::::::::::  i swear 'no eating in ilaw' means nothing to us. =) this is the part where we were eating while watching Upin & Ipin on youtube!! cute cartoon! "cepat lah kak ros, kita nk sembahyang tawarih" "terawih lah, bukan tewarih" ::::::::::::::::: 93. i made a move at 9:12 PM
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