AidahBurne
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
"I'm on everyone's death card tonight" ::::::::::::::: There's no such thing as bad luck right? I shall choose not to believe in it. Therefore, i am lacking in luck. First, i snooze my alarm and woke up one and half later at 8.30 am. "Oh freak. How to attend a lecture that starts in 30 minutes?" I need miracle to bestow itself upon me, apparently. let me save you the suspense, miracle fails to make its appearance until late in the morning. i continue my slumber and woke up at 9.10. at 10.15 i reach pasir ris interchange and by some lack of luck, i miss my bus. and miracle came to me at this time. i made it in the nick of time for tutorial. and by some lack of luck on the part of my class, our lunch hour was half and hour short. and here i am in ilaw chamber at 7.11 in the afternoon doing my OP. i am so damn in love with my case, alright. chwee kin keong just made my year. *cursing inside* :::::::::::::::::: okay, i know transformer was so last month. but i watched it on sunday. may i now pass the verdict? It was the best movie of the year! well, for now. i am not the least bit surprised if it grabs atleast 4 Oscar award next year. as a harry potter fan, it pains me to say this but, justice is justice. transformer was better than order of phoenix. will ask insyirah to buy the dvd. and bear in mind you gotta buy the dvd for OOTP. my job is done. i have completed the HP series. its her turn to complete the dvd/vcds collection. did i mention i like bumblebee and i Optimus Prime. Oh my god his robotic voice! and the little robotic devils that looks so damn high when he breaks the US Military firewall, that was classic! adore him! Captain Lennox! burrr. Win a date with Ted Hamilton. ::::::::::::::::::: Stop. Here. Project time. Lets see what time i'll reach home today. i made a move at 7:04 PM Friday, July 27, 2007 Relax girl, turn down the lights No one can see you shining Relax girl, it'll be alright No one can stop you if you try ::::::::::::: Relax is the most overused word. Nevertheless, i think i shall relax a little this weekend. So very tired. Been staying back till late at night at school. No life. I don't regret it, atleast we did something, and most importantly, we had fun. :::::::::::::: You have to excuse my lack of organisation in this post. My brain is so fuzzy i don't even know where an idea begins or it ends. Oh what the hell. I'm in the what-the-hell kind of mood. Seriously speaking, its not very nice. Sometimes, i do envy my friends. Whose mum actually care about what goes on in school. Not that my mum doesn't. She gives me money for school and all that. But i guess she just don't care enough. She don't even know i reached home at 9 for the past two days. She was at work, understandable. but i guess, i can't fault her. she didn't want me where i am right now. *has been deleted* and the only people who gives a rat's ass is my grandmother and father. so you can't blame me if this post sounds so damn unlike me. but... oh whatever. i have red eyes. ::::::::::::::::: seventeen is just a test. seventeen is just a test. point of rhythm is to follow it in time to listen to the beating in your mind seventeen ain't so sweet. seventeen is just a test. remember if you seek that you shall find... i made a move at 9:07 PM Tuesday, July 24, 2007 So this is it. This is my life This is my time its ending tonight. ::::::::::::::: That was utterly super random. I know. Out of the blue, the song just swam around in my thoughts. Yes, what the hell. Alright, some might find this out of the heavens unreasonable behaviour and so weird, so stupid that you can't helo but laugh. It'll be the same question a girl would ask a guy "I don't understand why anyone would wake up at 2.50am just to watch a soccer match" and the guy would most probably answer, "You don't understand the feeling." Some loyalty or something. Its the same thing with this. Non Harry Potter fan will NEVER in a million years understand, the pain and grieve we go through to see a character you so deeply admire died. Characters you grow up with for half of your childhood. `stop reading, if you must. it contains spoiler.` and in my case it's even more depressing alright. No one understands why i would like Severus Snape. Why i defend his actions even after the death of dumbledore. and how i cried upon his death. and here i shall stop. i shan't waste my time telling you his tragic death, the reason he died, the unfairness of their deaths, the one small happiness he saw before death claim Severus Snape. I shan't, for none would understand. :::::::::::: Now, the book. Amazing. Breathtaking. Put you at edge. The best novels in all the 7. Deathly Hallows with its dark concept. Wow. It's a total gift wrap. Wraps up and tie all loose ends that was left hanging in all the previous six books. haha, and im on cloud nine lahh. Most of my theory was right. Like Neville being a Professor. That Severus Snape and Lily Potter had a friendship with a possibilty of Severus loviing Lily. (cliche i know, but thats why he protected harry all this while right. the son of the woman he had ever loved). That Harry was the last Horcrux. I don't know what more to say. Albus Severus Potter. *such a beautiful name* *my blog readers faints at me saying something such as sweet as that* Scorpius Malfoy. *scorpion! winks* i made a move at 8:58 PM Saturday, July 21, 2007 Guess what? Some people claimed that they're an avid Harry Potter fan. That's fine. Some claimed that J.K Rowling is their favourite author. That's fine. :::::::::::::: What's not fine is that, since JK HAPPENS to be YOUR favourite author, can't you honour her simple request. Atleast as a sign of respect for the excellenct novels she has thus written and completed. But wait a minute, no, they just cannot keep their trap shut. Somehow they find it highly essential to boast that they have finished reading the book within 1 2 days. and at the same time, let out all the spoilers to those fan who does not want to be informed. Holy fucking crapping ass motherfucking nitwit. :::::::::: may the ground open up and swallow those accused whole. they just had to. what the hell. :::::::::::: on a brighter note, i woke up at 7am. Sms-ed my dear cousin asking if she's got the book. Have a shower, came back, check handphone, saw her sms and she got the book. made my way to interchange. at 8.20 i was queuing for my book. at which point the cash machine broke when it was my turn. ; ) got the book. had my breakfast. explained to dear dear baidura what happened in half blood prince. Read aloud the first page of the first chapter to her. and she announced she is going to go to sleep. *humph!* which is perfectly fine by me, since i get to read while she sleeps. :::::::::::::: and im at page 200++. and had to pause to do assignments. ARGGGH! i made a move at 8:00 PM Friday, July 20, 2007 Part of madness that happens on Thursday evening. KFC induced madness. ::::::::::::::::::::: In ilaw chambers..   :::::::::::: The next three pictures were taken in a room that im very certain we're not supposed to be in. There's a write of summons framed behind me. Take a look.  Dian is shock and aidah is experiencing major headache. Affidavit behind.  Look at us, hard at work. ;)  She must have gave up and resorted to prayers. May you be blessed. ::::::::::::::::: While we're doing econs project.... a guy in yellow is busy snapping pictures.   at least now we're ready to pose!  and here's a group picture of us. My dear dear OP group. :::::::::::::::   Jie Wen doesn't know where in hades the camera is.  Well, what can you say? The girl loves her telephone skill. Gan Ho & Partners. How may i help you? :::::::::::::::::: And today, we finally went shopping for formal wear! Im left with a white blouse. White blouse. and i am drooling over that nice nice pants. oh, such a lovely beautiful piece of brown cloth. :::::::::::::: Dian and sham thought it was so hilarious that aidah cannot differentiate between bus no 17A and 17. How should i know, 17A exist?! Oh, man. ::::::::::::: Yours truly, Aidah i made a move at 8:55 PM Wednesday, July 18, 2007 I've made it a point not to update my blog in an angry tone. and if i really must, i've told myself countless time to actually be polite about it. now you might ask, how can you be polite when you're angry. Believe it or not, dear readers, its quite an achievable feat. yours truly here speak from experience. lets take a trip down memory lane, remember that time i blog about how i find it highly rude it was to cut queue. and how damn pissed i was when someone cut MY queue. Do you remember, dear readers? Lets all admit that i was actually polite about it. Note that behind the politeness there lays terrible sarcasm. But, im not touching about sarcasm. that's not my point. my point is, you can be polite while you're angry. and if im polite while im angry, you really should be celebrating, for it is difficult to see aidah being polite. it is not worth an effort on my part when people around me just fails to be polite to me! don't get me wrong. i am not usually a very rude person. it's just that, you reap what you sow, be polite to me and i shall shower politeness on you. Life is not simple. Its not black and white. Therefore, i cannot be just rude or just polite. I must be both and fit myself into the graying part of life. and the irony of it, Law IS black and white. and so the question that begs to be answered is, where do i fit? i might as well just load that barrel and paint myself red. do you get my drift? :::::::::: Note to readers, that wasn't what i wanted to blog about. i guess when there's too much adrenaline flowing through your system, you just tend to digress more. The 'death' week has thus began. Meetings everywhere. POM, Econs, LSM. Deadlines all fall so nicely like a pack of demented dominoes. One after another. I will not throw swear words here. Afterall, i do have underage readers. :::::::::::: I took 1 and half hour to bloody understand the facts of my precedent case. and to make matter worse, my group have 6 issues and well, millions of legal principles. all of which we must understand by next two weeks. and this friday, i have to come to school by 8. Oh Lord. *bangs head on the wall* *opps blood!* :::::::::::: and, CSA tutorials. I don't understand the formulas he was trying to make us absorb. I am very thankful he didn't teach me maths while i was sitting for my o level or i would have failed dramatically. plus, he's making extra lesson! and giving us excel homework. perhaps, someone shld just inform him of the amount of work we already have on our plate. i will stop whining like a damn dog. ::::::::::: Aidah is looking forward to this friday afternoon. In which she and her two friends will formally go shopping. isn't that great? and we all went window shopping the other day. $159 for a blazer? *rolls eyes* can you wait until i actually become a lawyer before i buy such an expensive piece of cloth? :::::::::::::: a little boy with his mother board the bus in which shamini, berwin and me was in. he sat beside shamini, on his mother's lap. berwin and i sat opposite shamini. the little boy was carrying a toy gun, in which the barrel was pointed in berwin's direction. with a bus full of people me and sham could only laugh silently. and out of a sudden the boy exclaimed "i shoot all the people. i shoot all the passenger". of course me and sham laughed at this. he then proceeded to burst into tears. "can i sue him? he has the intention" sham said. i don't know why she would want to sue. and so i added "you cannot prosecute a child below 7" and berwin told us he made the boy cried by making weird faces. Children are so weird i will never try to understand them. Period. ::::::::: i made a move at 9:33 PM Saturday, July 14, 2007 I wasn't disappointed. Because i never place such high a hope that i will be extremely pleased by the movie. At 10am Saturday, July 14, i finally watched the movie i have been anxiously waiting for the past year. I was looking forward to the introduction of new characters. But, oh how crap. The movie doesn't really follow the storyline at all. What happened to Cho Chang, man. Fine, so SHE ended up betraying DA, where's the freak word written across the face?! And, they got it all wrong. so wrong. such a sin against us, the loyal Harry Potter fan. I was fucking looking forward towards Snape's Worst Memory. and it was so wrong!! *knock my head against the wall* But one have to give credit to the amazing visual effect. It makes the fighting scene so much fun, intense, interesting and breathtaking. Totally. The way the Deatheaters disapparate and apparate, sending deadly curses flying everywhere. Ohh, i love Luna Lovegood! The actress potrays it so well! Her voice is so dreamy and mysterious, that far from irritating it makes someone calm listening to it. Ohh, one major glitch was that, apart from expecting Sirius's death, to me the directors failed to bring out the emotions of sadness and remorse for both Harry and Sirius. It wasn't even sad, freak! It's either i have no emotion or the scene just failed to bring it out. I am preety much sure my emotion is well and present. I mean, come on, ask bai, if she ever saw me cried watching movie? She did, alright! I cried at Cedric's death! and when harry tried valiantly to fight of Voldemort from his possessed body, now, THAT flashback of his friends and parents and the ones he know is sad. That's sad, dear directors! Sirius smiling face while dying is NOT sad. There wasn't even any hint of shock. and oh so loved, bellatrix lestrange! Next week, i shall giggle like Umbridge (who strongly reminds me of Ms Lim *shudders*). The week after, i shall cackle madly like Lestrange. The following week, i shall talk like Luna. Vague and queer. "you have to admit dumbledore's got style" oh, certainly. seeing arthur weasley at london subway, its hilarious.  and and, what happened to DRACO MALFOY?! he's got a 2 lines i think. so little air time. Snape was cool. so cool. Lucius Malfoy, now that's someone to reckon with. It's either you love him or hate him. but, how to hate, that man commanded respect and he has such an arrogant air around him that makes just go "ahh, now, thats style! so, ..." *looking at his picture with as much admiration, loathe and adoration*  ::::::::::::::: I can't wait for the book! Book. Last. Sad. Deathly. Hallows. im hollowed! Do not talk to aidah starting from 21st July. She's either too depressed or too sad to talk to you. Will lock myself in my room and refused any human contact unless you're there to discuss the outcome of the book with me! :::::::::::::::: i made a move at 8:24 PM Thursday, July 12, 2007 Done. Telephone Skills Assesment. This is what happened, went inside ilaw chambers, waited for my turn. When Niszam and then Shaf went in, i was so nervous. My turn. Waited for 3 minutes plus minus for the phone to ring. And when it did, Ms Ng, acting as a woman named Juliana was on the line. So demanding, so rude, so angry. I had an angry caller. Ha! Something about abused maid, indonesian embassy, deportation. I think it went preety well. I got the message and the various contact number that was thrown into my ear canal. i know, what the hell. Tomorrow couldn't come any faster. I love Friday. I asked Kelly, how was Harry Potter. Basically we can all draw the same conclusion. The book rocks and the movie isnt up to the standard of the reader. This was said based on Goblet of Fire. I can't say anything for OOTP, yet. Seriously cannot wait to watch. Ohh, young James Potter is so cute/hot. whatever you want to call it. So is young Severus Snape. ::::::::::::::::::::::::: Im in school. Project room, abusing shamini's laptop. Haha! ::::::::::::::::::::::: Aidah i made a move at 2:36 PM Wednesday, July 11, 2007 Oh i got those law tests back. Statutory and Case reading test. Im in as much stress as im in fun. I mean, if it pleases you to know, school is fun. it takes awhile. The amount of work, lets leave this to the imagination. What the hell, school start 3 weeks ago. Here i am counting down to how many weeks to exams. Midsemester exams. and 4 weeks before all hell break lose. Presentations! Speaking of that, today was 'finish at 1pm' day. I ended up going home at 5. Not that im complaining. It was fun doing the Case Reading Project. We started off with lunch and sex talk. yes, girls and guys sitting in one table talking about sex. then, we started off being racist. Not. You can't call us being racist when all 3 races in question is present. We have successfully identify the major social issue face by each race. and we, im proud to say, have managed to turn all this negativity to something positive. how each race contribute to the Government, country and population, in our own twisted way. told this to bai, and she asked; "moral of the story is?" despite our flaws, we shld all work together for the betterment of society. Racial Harmony. Ohh, how i do not like contract law Ohh, how i wish for friday to come. Ohh, how i cannot wait for Saturday. Ohh, how i shall meet my cousin on Sunday. Ohh, how i wish telephone skills will explode and cease to exist. Ohh, let it all enfold me. :::::::::::::: Severus Snape is not a traitor. Not a traitor. Dumbledore's man. Did not betrayed Dumbledore. Did not turn his back on the order. Is not a loyal deatheater. Severus Snape is a tortured soul who screams to be understood. ::::::::::::::: Okayy, im a loyal severus snape fan. yes, aidah is. :::::::::::::: Obiter Dicter, my two years old brother, 'Izzul Burn, was crawling under the the table where i was having my early dinner, he hit his arse on the table. Stood up and goes "tolong bontot sakit. tolong bontot sakit. Police police bontot izzul sakit" Literal translation; "Help, my arse's hurting.(x2) Police Police, izzul arse is hurting" I think, he likes me watch too much CSI ;) i made a move at 8:30 PM Monday, July 09, 2007 Lecture Day. Utterly tiresome. You can't say i wasn't paying attention during CSA and yet, you also can't say that i was dreaming. I was just there, and yet not. Do you follow? Ohh, went "shopping" at First Avenue, again. There must be enchanment of some sorts. Whenever we step into that place, we will automatically be seduced by some material or another. I mean, there's this shirt with a slogan that says "Give me back my Sunday". It was so nice and beautiful that i wanted to grab it. I had to stop and remind myself that i have to save up for Harry Potter. Okay, so fine. I totally lost it when i saw this sleek black watch. and the interface of it, "This is so me, lahh!" "Yeah, that is so you!" shamini replied. Okay, so we both bought the watch. It's always always us. Somehow Dian, can go in take a look around and go out without buying anything. POM! Dr Anthony Ang is a funny guy. Long winded but funny. I am so sleepy, i can fall asleep right now. Finished the LSM tutorial 8. Done with outline, although my outline looks horribly retarded. Nonetheless, i did something. And i pray to God, that Miss Ng won't need the outline tmr. That im just doing this for our group meeting. Like seriously, i have no idea what the hell the case is about. I understand the facts and all, but when the Judge suddenly brings in cases from Canada, Australia and other related commonwealth country and began to discussed it, i felt like some wonderful lost gundu child staring at those papers trying to register the gibberish meaning. This would not do. Dear Law Students, do not attempt to try doing an outline or summarise a 34 page case on Contract Law while you're sleepy. Its useless. and, i have yet to received any law test paper back. *shuts my eyes* *imagining someone advancing towards me with a knive* *screams bloody murder!* "I didnt mean to not do well!!! I didnt mean to fail. Don't kill me!" as for the rest of the subjects, namely business subjects, i did alright i supposed. ::::::::::::::::: Attempted to bluetooth songs from Sham's laptop just now. "Memory Full. Please Delete some items" Wireless are not reliable. I mean Dian had a 14KB of free space and my song was only 4 KB, yet memory full. I love RJA. *adoringly smile at their poster* New Album, please. :::::::::::::::::::: "So play the game until you run out And play the game into my hand" :::::::::::::::::::: *stalks off broodingly to complete outline of case* i made a move at 8:49 PM Saturday, July 07, 2007 I am not exactly a nature loving person. I do not openly declare my love for the environment or animals, for that matter. That doesn't mean i don't realise how in deep shite we, or our environment is in. As promised, i wore green today! Support Live Earth. And, as though to reinstate the message, when i open my email inbox, i got a powerpoint attachment by Khabir. Well, it was a bit weird, but not so unrealistically far fetched. :::::::::::: Oh, did anyone read the Straits Times today? They're voting for the new 7 Wonders of the World. Can't wait for the results,which is today. Haha. I personally think, that the Colosseum in Rome should have a spot as one of the 7 Wonders.  Along with Pyramid of Giza, Great Wall of China.  Those are the pictures of the colossuem. Nice right? :::::::::::: 070707. 7 is the most powerful number in the wizarding world. Today is the wizarding world most powerful day. Woo. Damn, as 7 is the powerful number, why cnt the movie or the book be released today? Talking about Harry Potter, im gonna watch it this Saturday! *now im really jumping up and down!* Booked the tickets already. ::::::::::::: Oh yeah, anyway, went to Zam Zam to eat just nw. As always, the place is jam packed. And there's this malay family who utterly rude. Ah the teenage girl was atleast. So, my mum was waiting for this elderly couple to get up from the table. and suddenly this family came and wanted to seat. Needless to say, mama told them we're waiting for the place. and the Mum, "Oh, oh, sorry. we didnt realised". This is of course acceptable behaviour. the fat teenage daughter goes; "We saw the table first!" Honestly, freak, what the fuck, did your eyes electronically reserve the table once you set your eyesight on it? Fucking knucklehead. so my mum told them, repeated that we're waiting for the table. and the overlycholestrol-ed body of the teenage female homosapien goes; "Since when did she(my mum) book the table?" I heard her said this. Thank God, i didn't turn around and challenge her to a verbal sparring. I mean, honestly, of course you wouldn't know we've been waiting for the table right? We came before you, obviously there is no way you can possibly tell that we've been standing there. I figure, due to extreme hunger, her brain cells just ceased to functions. That or her brain is the size of a pea. and, this minah tudung, just sucks my blood, man. She was with the family and as i passed by her she 'jeling; and stare daggers at me. Oh, the nerve of the pimple assaulted face minah tudung. Scram, freak, scram! Knowing that they're pissed off for not having a table, i turn around and ever so sweetly smile at them. Oh, the joy of seeing their eyes flared in anger is worth it. And the Fat Girl, ah well, can't keep her eyes of me. Oh let your anger burn, you twerp. If i were to make a dinner out of her body for all the stray animals, they would eternally be grateful to me for feeding them a dinner rich in fat (energy you know!). ::::::::::::::: Then while waiting for abah, me, syirah and mama, were standing by the curb and watching this Hippo Bus carrying tourist drive by. and this uncle said; "Bodoh, makan angin pat sini. Letak dlm aeroplan antar drg balik" meaning; "idiotic, come here for holiday. put them in an aeroplane and fly them home" he said in a nonchalant manner that i just burst out laughing! and then to his coworker he said "write down your number. i send you back to India" i think he made it his mission to send people back home. ::::::::::::: Weird people. i made a move at 9:03 PM Thursday, July 05, 2007 "Goodbye papa, its hard to die, when all the birds are singing in the sky." Once again, im listening to Westlife while doing assignments. :::::::::::::: Aidah's mind is mentally unsound. Told this to Bai yesterday. and i think she thinks im not making any sense. Needless to say, i screwed myself up today. School was presentation the whole day. Two law subjects with two presentations for the whole 7 plus hours that i spend in school. How crap. Firstly it was lcomm, somehow, i was nervous beyond usual nervousness. and when it comes to QnA, madeline was (ohh, btw Happy Birthday!!) asking me "Why is that terrorism only became an issue after 9/11". I so know the answer, lahh. Then i made the mistake of looking at Ms Ng and she looks extremely bored. The answer flew out of my brain and out the window. and there i was standing like some gundu trying to string one coherent logical answer. i failed. sham tried to help. sham said, i totally lost it. Like i wasn't myself. Interesting ugggh. Someone's cast black magic on me. Hmmm... break time, had a run on for LSM presentation. after it was done and all, dian called and i talked to her on the phone. and while i was doing that, the guys were snickering. so, naturally i asked and Nic goes "Kau ckp macam minah". Meaning "i talk like minah." and i go "huh? aku?! I mean, me?" and they laugh. Ohh man, i feel insulted. insert break. /bai wonders *since when did aidah ever felt insulted?*/ stop break played with Nic's PSP; Need for Speed Most Wanted somehow it helps to calm me. Yes running from patrol cars calmed me. and ms lim called us "the criminals". Reason being, we're doing criminal law. and as i was trying to explain that 4 criteria of Murder, ms lim said "1 plus 1 equals murder". haha. ::::::::::::: Oh lets do the countdown, 8 more bloody days to Order of Phoenix. Friday the 13. Friday the 13. Friday the 13. Hello, Severus, Draco, and Voldemort! ::::::::::::: You've turned into my worst enemy. You carry hate that i feel. Its over now, what have you done? ::::::::::::: Out here in the field, i fight for my meals, i get my back into my living. i don't need to fight. To prove im right, i don't need to be forgiven ::::::::::::: Ms Lim says, watch more TV! She says dont waste money buy DVD set for OC, spend it on CSI, Law and Order and the likes. Law and Order is so boring lahh. All talk no action. Might as well buy Criminal Minds. Lets meet the ultimate psychopath! :::::::::::: Dearest friend, Siti Nur Baidura, Thank You for the present. and the letters. I'll show it to my grandchildren. Haha. and i shall remember the date and thanks for your offer to buy me that something. *smiling gleefully and jumping around in circles* :::::::::::::: Imagine me doing that. Hummph i made a move at 9:13 PM
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