Friday, June 29, 2007
"Life is so fleeting. So fragile. Every breath with it's potential to be our last"
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I shall explain how i managed to procure that sentence, in awhile.
Something struck in me. Syimir, my 9 years 1 day old brother once asked me, "What do you think of your life?" I was of course rendered speechless by that question. I mean, from a 9 years old? It's a bit too in depth. If Insyirah were to ask me, i'll be ready with an answer.
Yeah so i answered my brother, ever so honestly. Saying life's great, the best thing God can give you, right? Im alright now, my life's alright. Why do you ask? Your life?
My life is not stable, said syimir. Exact wording.
Meaning?, i couldnt have fanthom what he meant, honest.
"You know like, sometimes im okay. very happy. then the next im angry. and then sad"
"Yeah. Life's like that lahh. Its always happy sad happy sad. But what's in between is what you got to look out for"
"Ha? What do you mean?", ask my brother
aidah shrugs and continues with her work, replying nonchalantly, "you'll get my drift when you hit my age"
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While we're still on the subject. If Penal Code doesn't exist, i would be the happiest person in Singapore. I could bloody go on a killing spree. Hang on, it won't be called a spree since its only one person.
God, how IT sucks my blood and the blood of those around IT. Alright, my anger is not unfounded, some of my classmates felt the same way, too.
I am not a damn bloody calendar or an alarm system. Do i have to remind you what the fucking shit you have to do? Your ignorance is murder in itself. You should have been bloody shot 3000 times, for the negativity you put me through.
It was very nice of you to come for project meeting. But, i don't see you helping with the project. Oh, i beg your pardon? "Nobody told me what to do!" Ohh very well then, shall i enrol myself as your personal asst? So everything you do is set by someone? Bullshit!
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Friday's great. Had dinner with family. Celebrated Syimir's and Insyirah's birthday.
The Tom and Jerry cake was nice, but it tasted mild after a while.
I saw this ang moh yeah, in the bus. Centre parting hair, look a bit retarded, scared me off. He was a big guy. The guy was staring at me for reasons i can't even begin to fanthom. And when i alight he was still staring at me. Dear guy, have i suddenly sprouted tentacles or an extra nose?
Im stuck with Telephone Skills Assignment. Help, anyone?
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"You pretend the feelings are there, for the world. For the people around you. Who knows, maybe one day they will be."
Yes, sometimes you just have to fake everything.
Like the song goes; "Drama doesn't follow me, it rides on my back"
and this remind me of someone.
May God Bless Your Soul.
i made a move at 11:56 PM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
I’ve realized, that I haven’t actually updated this blog for quite sometimes. But honestly, can anyone blame me? I shall prevent from showing my psychotic-ness here and now. After all the names I’ve been called at school, none of which I mind. I have been called the tame monster by shamini after I told her I shall not hunt Berwin down. And I’ve been called disgusting by Madeline for reasons unknown. I was constantly reminded of the sick state of mind I am currently in by Dian. Who, acted quite appalled when I pointed out that we’re all seems to be a bit nerdy seeing as how we’re sitting in pair, and she was sitting opposite me. Alright, shamini and Lynette recommended that I watch SAW series. They say I’ll like it. But, being the good citizent, I told them I shall not before I get even sicker. Surely, telling your friends that chainsaw is a good tool to cut off limbs and seeing them fly off, while having your lunch is not that terrible a conversation to have? Oh, you beg to differ? Okayy, you might find this hard to believe, but, Aidah the Tame Monster have been listening to Westlife for the pass hour while doing her assignments. Yes, Westlife, you didn’t hear wrongly. I personally think that Flying Without Wing is such an illogical song. I am quite surprised that im sitting here listening to a song that doesn’t quite make sense. But nonetheless, the melody’s nice, not that I give a hummingbirds fart what westlife definition of love is all about. And I downloaded seasons in the sun. This reminds me how crazy I became yesterday with the likes of Shah and Farah. Went back to dear sweet old school of ours, TPSS and from TP to TPSS, in the bus, while walking, shah the jiwang, kept singing stupid malay songs. This totally left me clueless; Aidah and Malay songs do not mix. No, that sounds so arrogant, make that Aidah and malay love songs do not mix. Shah kept singing, and after a while, I turned to her, “Eyy would you mind switching to English song? “And I got a “What English song?! What you want me to sing?” and “Oh how about we go back 2 years before and sing anything from Westlife?” And there we were crazy girls singing seasons in the suns like nobody’s business. When holidays were spent going out. When we were innocent and sweet. Arhem!
I got a Kinder Bueno from Miss Ng. Ahh, it’s nice to do an assignment and get food in return. If only life were that simple.
I’ve been hit with a tonne of bricks! 6th July is next bloody week! Telephone skills writing assignment is due next week! Good crap of the holiest earth!
Lcomm and Lsm OP Presentation assignment coming out tmr. Telephone Writing Assignment LSM Test LSM Criminal Law Presentation Lcomm outline and summaries assignment
I think this lyrics reflects everything; i'm calling out from the deep ends of my bonesTime says nothing back but I told you soI told you so
By the way, Happy Belated Birthday to Insyirah and Happy Birthday to Syimir.
Insyirah, tried to make me like the song Umbrella by Rihanna. That song, have a very good lyrics but I will never in a million lifetime ever fall in love with that horrind sounding song. Its bloody irritating to the max. Makes me want to cut my ear off just to save myself the horror.
Imagine “You can stand under my umbrella, ella ella, eh eh, eh “ Eh eh, bloody hell, I do not need echos. Its nt even nice. And Um-be-rel-lla. Pronounce it! And you have to endure it for 3 minutes of the entire song? Its enough to drive any sane being to insanity. What happened to “Umbrella” shieeshia!
It doesn’t help when you have a sister who loves the remix and original version, and keeps singing it and playing it at her phone and my itunes. 
i made a move at 10:02 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
| You Are More Cutthroat Than You Think |  Yes, you do have that killer instinct lurking in you. And while you may not be actually cutting throats anytime soon... You certainly don't mind clawing your way to the top. |
i made a move at 9:45 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007

 Look at Syirah's look of horror. "Bird Shit!!"

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To my most motherfucking horror, it won't show up on blogger!
What is this, is there an agenda against me by blogger? First, youtube wont cooperate and now, imeem.
Freakingassoftheholywhore.
Now,that don't click, how can whore be holy? the demented mind of aidah.
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Urrrh, okayy, my hand is still heavily abused by a piece of nylon rope. I insist there is some internal damaged of some sort. Pain still doesnt abate. I shall nvr play Tug-of-war with a nylon rope ever again.

On the bright side, i drive the freaking Luge back at Sentosa, didn't i? Let us celebate this moment, a brand new day awaits. "Alhamdullilah, tkda accident aku masih hidup" was the first sentence i utter.
I totally enjoy the skyride. The feeling as though at any moment God will call you to Grace his present is absolutely evident but at the same time the thought of someone falling to their death is thrilling. ha!

I can imagine the blood spatter, the brain juices leaking out, the damaged torse, the mangled corpse.
 Reza, our cousin
Ohh, i saw something while at Tanjong Beach. I've sinned against God! Alright, i am very certain, i have just witness my first ever pornography. Live at Tanjong Beach, brought to you by Channel 13, Aidah's Window.
I saw a couple fucking in the sea. Well, that certainly couldnt be classified as making love, plus nobody makes love that fast, yes? We shall all deemed it as fucking. What is happening? What happens to shame?
Please don't ask me how i know they were fucking. I've already repeated this story 3 times, to syirah, to my mum, to bai. Cut it short, they were in an ODD position, rocking back and forth. Surely that is self explanatory. I shall thank God for small miracles, for rendering me sightless from seeing the guy's high face. EEWWW.
 I was the camera/video woman of the day. I think i have the picture of the couple somewhere terselit in a VIDEO of my family
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Heyy, i watched Saving Private Ryan todayy.
It was so worth my $5 renting the Dvd. Other than Matt Damon looking utterly ravishing, and Edward Burns ohh so hot, [We share the same last name! *grinning like a maniac*] it was a very very good movie. Well, any movie by Steven Spielberg deserves the very best of rating yes?
"They'll like to be throwing softballs instead of grenades"
Oh, i find the German's uniform very nice. and have you ever wondered, why is it there's no war movies in a German perspective. It's always the Americans, and we're watching it in a winners point of view.
As an audience i'll like to feel how is it to lose the war, knowing you've lost so much more.
But, its a very good movie lahh. I know, im not supposed to be amused watching a soldier looking around for his missing arm, but i can't help but laugh at his very disconcerting act of finding his arm, picking it up and walking away amidst the gunfire and explosions.
Ohh, i have no idea how i managed to rent an M18 movie. Ha. "Eh, mcm maner kau pinjam movie nie sia?!" syirah "Like that lah. Pay and walk away. Why?" "It's m18!" syirah "ha?! Where does it says its m18?" aidah ask in a super blur face "Idiot. Here m18 war violence" "ahh, cool stuffs! next time i'll go rent underworld evolution"
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"it kills thousands to save millions"
i made a move at 9:04 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Sadly, life does not always imitate art.
Take a look for yourself; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JodiMHm2upc
In books, novels, articles, movies, they always describe war as an honourable thing, well some sort, with soldiers dying as heroes and stuffs. They say war, although morally wrong is something that they have to do. Fight fight fight for their right right right. Okayyy.
But, life isn't always black and white. Poor little kids, dying, for human adult stupidness. Or is it selfishness? Any old hoots, if you don't feel even a shred of emotion when watching that, you really are not human.
The video's sad. Heartbreaking. I don't feel anger, weird though it maybe, my heart (yes, it does exist) was too busy looking at them with something akin to perhaps pity, but mostly sadness.
You might ask why i gave you the link right? Well that's cause to my most motherfucking horror, it just won't show up at blogger! Shall i scream bloody murder? Somebody hand me a fillet knife, while i ever so carefully craft my way to my victim and snuck behind It, and with the knife in hand, i shall proceed to evilly cut of Its wrist and then cauterising with the greatest care to allow minimal blood flow. And if my heart so desires, me and my victim shall have a dark time together playing a game of HANGMAN and take it literally. For every wrong guess he makes, i shall cut off a limb, what say you?
I shall then bask in the moonlight, enjoying my success at having rendered someone disabled and wondering if the police will come knocking at my door. and then once again, i shall sit there bathe in the light og the glowing moon assuring myself, I have not commit the crime of culpable homicide nor murder. Simple hurt, perhaps, Mr Officer?
Moon is nice. Just like Dexter think it is.
To date, that i think, is the most sadistic and most psychotic post i've ever written and you've ever read.
Im JOKING! Don't run away! I need friends, don't alienate me, im NORMAL, i swear to God i am!
I make a good novelist though, don't you think. Haha, allow the girl some imagination, please.
Ohh by the by, that hangman, isnt mine.
Aidah Burn
i made a move at 9:29 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
I felt as though i have been thrown into one of those episodes in World's Apart in AXN. Ever watch it?
Okayy, my trip yeah? First day; HarbourFront, Singapore Cruise Centre
Before i went out of the house, i kissed my handphone goodbye. Sad.
Board the Maxi Cab and around 8.15 reached HarbourFront. Okay, i seemed to think we have excessive luggage, but heyy, that's my opinion. So then we queue only to have a grumpy officer asking us to leave the line since we're wayy to early. Okayy, fine. So had breakfast AGAIN.
Then ard 9.30 board the ferry. There's video taken in the ferry, however, Abah ACCIDENTALLY erased everything he took on the first day of vacation.
 [This survived frm the deletion however.]
Aright, i so reached Sekupang Ferry Terminal at 9.35. No the journey from Singapore to Batam is not 5 minutes. Im telling you in Batam timezone. It's one hour later. I've just gone back in time!
Izzul was absurdly happy all the way. Singing in the ferry, happily smiling at the immigration officer. It's a sight to see, him holding his own passport but wayy too short to give his passport to the officer.
Yeah, so there met with Abang Danial. He gained weight. Haha, and goes "eh udah besar ain sama syirah" something like that. Kayy, Batam has changed. After 8 years, i see some changes.
Made our wayy to my grandmum's relatives house in Nongsa Laut. VILLAGE. Mum and dad says, go Batam, but we will be staying in the village not hotel. "WHAT? No, its alright i'll stay at home alone" but of course, i was forced to go. Apparently, Abah wanted us to experience how different life is in city and in a village. Understand and empathise, the difficulty and stuff. I have the inability to empathise. i am so sorry.
 [Backpart of the house-Kitchen] Kayy, they moved house, it's a bit smaller and not way better than the old house. the house is built with sand as the base. very near the beach.
anyway, put our bag then stay ard and talk after that went out to have lunch and go shopping at this new mall, very big mall, called Nagoya Hill.
 [Our lunch- Pondok Kuring]
I love and i miss A&W. i can still taste the Vanilla Milkshake, dear God, sweet loving God, the Vanilla Milkshake was heaven man. Tastes so nice with ice cream as the topping.
Singapore should have A&W. Agree? The milkshake cost 7.727 ruppiah. 7 thousand 727 ruppiah. which is around 1.30 SGD Bloody Cheap yes?!
Alright, went back to Nongsa, and had dinner. ahh seafood lah. when you stay near the beach, all you had to do is go fishing for food yes? Ate crab, prawns, fish.
and at night, Note to us all, dont take electricity for granted. I flipped the switch and goes "ah shit, no electricity, i forgot" so, i walked ard with torchlight and my ipod and book forever with me. Nonsense, i know.
 [Aidah and Izzul in the dark, Datuk with torchlight] It was super dark, then one of grandma's cousin came and invited us to his shop, warong. which is exactly infront of the beach lah. so abah, syimir and syirah went to the sea in the middle of the night hunting crab. I was standing beside granddad who is shining the torch at the crab.
 [This road is super dark at night;after 6pm is way too dark to do anything but talk] i cant sleep. mind over matters. hey it works! i actually concentrated and managed to block out the sound of the rain pelting against the zinc roof top. Reason why i cnt sleep;
1) Mosquito. They love my blood. 2) Beetles. it was the size of your pinky! and it landed right beside my head on the pillow. 3) Vehicles. To be specific, motorcylces. What else, outsiders moving through the villages. Prostitution. 4) Uncomfortable. This is self explanatory, yes?
and when i actually fall asleep, the roosters proceeded to wake me up. at 5.30 in the morning! Batam time.haha, no shower, so i bathe and make do with whatever there is.
 [Izzul's morning face.]
spend the rest of the day at the beach.entertaining guest/relatives of grandma who got wind of our visit.News travel fast. and lunch!!! crab, fish and snails! GongGong, ever heard of it?ohh it was soo nice. okayy, then at 2 made our wayy home.
Home sweet home. I love my country.The first thing i did when i step inside the house, check my phone, what else?!i miss my phone, ELECTRICITY, computer, internet, my bed bed bed.
erhh, if i miss out anything then i'll post it some other time.
 [This pond contains fishes and it also a breeding grd for mosquitoes]
 [Waterbearer, free water frm the well]
 [4 years old Norman. Izzul's and Syimir's playmate]
 [Nice view, yes?]
 [Their idea of a relaxation. Girl in yellow- two years wayy too violent Tania] She bit her cousin's lip off!
i made a move at 1:26 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007

"....a rhapsody of bloodless wonder that lightened my heart and filled my veins with an intoxicating sense of awe."
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Bloodless wonder, indeed.
I've just finished reading Darkly Dreaming Dexter. and that is Dexter's opinion on another serial killer that's happily gallivanting through Miami killing hookers and leaving their corpses bloodless.
Oh come on, agree with me, that's cool right?!
I left something out. Did i mention he also dismember his victims, this Tamiami Slasher, as the killer was called, wrap the body parts in a garbage bag similar to a CHRISTMAS present.
Yeah, now you'll never open a christmas present without being cautious if you'll find a head, three fingers or a foot in it! Merry Christmas.
Dexter is a serial killer. Here's the catch, he only kills those who deserves to be killed. A serial killer who kills serial killer. Rapist. Murderer. Ohh, you get my drift.
 <------- How can you not fall in love with him?! Tall, dark hair, dark eyes, soft smooth voice, witty, funny, charming, indifferent. athletic. That's dexter Cold commanding demanding voice. Cold hard stare. That's the Dark Passenger, the one in Dex who urges him to kill I love him. Dexter Morgon, blood spatter analysis for the MDPD. Part time killer. But, i love Don Flack, still. Haha "the idea of sex is no idea at all" Dexter's opinion on sex.  Well, forgive me for going gugu gaga over Dexter. Fair is fair, i can't watch Dexter series, since for some unacceptable reason, my cable tv does not have fox crime. Law student with FoxCrime-less channel. You can call me psychotic for liking a serial killer, but i do remember telling my class i like pyshopaths. But Dexter's a sociopath. there's a difference!  :::::::::::::: Ohh, after project yesterday, which was fun, met up with the e5s, plus ana to celebrate Yati's birthday. I was high on chocolate cakes yesterday. First from Esther and then from Yati. So hey, Merry Happy Birthday To Dearly Yati and Esther! :::::::::::::::: Halt! I have an announcement. Don't go yet. I won't be in Singapore from Saturday(tmr) to Sunday, possibly Monday. Im off to see dear don at NYC and then dear dex at miami, yes. Haha, of course not. Im off to some remote island off indonesia which is 3 times the size of singapore. Go figure! :::::::::::::: Goodbye. Im going to read Dearly Devoted Dexter.

i made a move at 8:40 PM
Monday, June 11, 2007
"I called 999" - 'Izzul Baqir Burn ::::::::::::: Imagine my shock at hearing Izzul said that. My soon to be 3 years old brother.  ::::::::::::: Okayy, court visit was coolness. Yes, dad send me to court in his cab. In which he pointed out to me the fare including peak hours surcharge of $2 plus all the ERP deduction which amounted to a grand total of $22.40 Before he i alight to meet Esther, he printed the receipt and told me to keep it. Souvenirs, abah? :::::::::::::: Okayy! While sitting outside the Sub Court waiting for my classmates and lecturers to come, i made several observations! Firstly, "eh Dian, merepek sehh, kenapa yang dtg sub courts semua muka melayu sia! apa org melayu nie byk ke masalah?" Direct translation, "eh Dian, this is so nonsensical, why is it that the people here in sub courts are mostly malays? What, malays have a lot of problems is it?" Secondly, to Esther, "Hey! A lawyer in a taxi! So funny, where's the BMW and Mercedes Benz?" "I saw another lawyer in taxi! Where's their cars?" I was told by my granddad that, the parking fare is ridiculously outrageous there therefore, lawyers prefer taxis. So i talked to Dian, asked her if she wants to be a lawyer. and her reply; "Yeah, see you in Syariah Court" "What the hell?! Are you cursing my marriage or something?!" Okayy, again, Dian and Sham were so high about Mr J. In which i so brutally point out "Give it up, lahh. You all don't have a chance with him!" But, i admit, he looks cool! Aidah hates security check point. Firtsly, i do NOT bring scisccors, it was Jie Wen! and the police officers thought it was ME. Secondly, metal detectors beep when i went through it! and the police officers had to swipe me with this metal thingy. and i was like, "no belts, mam!no guns nor anything sharp but bras have metal underwire!" of course, i didnt say it out loud. ::::::::::::: When the court is in session, BOW to the State Crest. It's a sign of respect to the nation Being the narcisstic that i am, i snorted at the idea of it. But, hey, this is court etiquette yeah, so i did. Kayy, Bow!
We do not know how to bow. So hilarious!
The girls should have curtseyed instead, yeah?
Okayy, so in entered the hearing, and was so damn blur. after 10 minutes or so, then i figured out that this lady is a translator.
i think Singapore Judges spend most of the hearing time typing on their laptop. I find it irritating. Seriously. You get the feeling as though there's this barrier between you and the judge. I mean if you're a rape victim, when you narrate what happens to you, you would want the Judge to be sitting there listening, empathise with you, understand what you went through, not busy typing, yes? Maybe they don't do that, hopefully. You feel so disconnected. Its not right.
But, the case i heard was about this restaurant being robbed and the cash register tampered or something. The other grp heard about the TT Durai case. How cool is that!
Okay, then went to Court 26, the judge was reading the sentence. and i heard something like "sentence to 7 weeks of imprisonment and 4 stroke of cane" haha and someone argued with the judge, it was amusing.
plus the judge is like a lioness, man. i swear you wouldn't want to cross her path in her wrath.
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when i got home, izzul trailed me to the bedroom and took my worksheet and goes
"ini apa, nie?" "paper, kakak lahh" "boleh bacer tk?" "bacer ah. izzul tau ke bacer?" "i called 999"
imagine. he created his own story. since the paper was about court visit!
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Yeah! CSI;NY today. Raising Shane.
Hey bai, lets see if my theory is correct.
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i made a move at 8:47 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple. Sometimes goodbye's the only way.
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Now, apparently as you all can see, i have changed my blogskin.
Yes, its the holiday's time for a change in skin. I mean, the last time i change was before Poly starts.
News flash, aidah is sick and tired of changing blogskins. Something is wrong! Not. Nothing's wrong if you count the fact that she've just change 3 different blogskin all in one day.
First, it was bai's. Attempted to teach her on the simple cheats of changing skins. Did you learn anything, friend?
Then, it was mine. In which, i spend meticulous amount of time searching for pictures. However, i managed to complete my editting in the space it took for bai to offline and online again.
Afterwhich, the Singnet technician came to install my new broadband. I am part of generation Mio. Cool, right? My internet speed is 3 mbps. Im still trying to differentiate the new speed from the old.
I think there's improvement.
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Went chalet yesterday and today.
Its a big bungalow, down in Changi.
Didnt do much there other than eat and played xbox.
Stayed up till 12.30 yesterday before we went home. Didnt stayed long today.
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Court visit tmr.
Trying to figure out how to go home!
Masalah public transport.
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i made a move at 9:20 PM
Friday, June 08, 2007
"The whole damn world is just as obsessed With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex..."
I think its true you know. The whole damn world is just obsessed with who's jumping into bed with who. Take Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie for example.
"Who‘s got the money, who gets the hotties Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess" -Bowling for Soup
And this is even more true. We all look at who's got the money. Which makes life sucks.
But hey! He's cute, yeah, but i think he's a bit retarded in the head. *scratch the name out of cute guys checklist*
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Alright i've just returned home from touring TM and CS with my family. Yes, like tkda tempat lain.
I have finally bought my blouse for this monday court's visit. Coolness. Now, what beg to bring? Masalah Masalah.
Ohh yes, we all have this problem of "how the fuck to get to Subordinate Court" kindda thing. I should say im lucky that Abah is sending me there on Monday morning.
Then another problem emerged, yeah What else? ERP!!! Money!! This morning while sending me to school, here i was thinking about my test and there he was behind his wheels muttering about some alternative route to Havelock Road.
"....if i go through rocher road... no no go through ECP(or whatever expressway it is), oh cannot ERP gantry! 50 cents plus 1.60 plus 2.50. Ya Allah, ERP nearly reached $5" Yes, muttering to himself about ERP. I thought it was amusing so i stop worrying about my test to listen to my father's worry.
Now i know, adults are so particular about passing through ERP gantry during peak hours. i wonder how often those who work in the CBD top up their cash card? He was actually devastated when he realised that his "alternative" route actually means passing under 3 THREE ERP gantry! It so hilarious lahh, my father.
Ohh school's crap lahh. I have to actually attend an actual court hearing at our own convenience just to answer 5 measley pathetic questions. I wanted to attend a court hearing but not at my time! Why can't they bring us to one!
Oh of course, tertiary education. Be independent, yes?
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Plus, test is shit.
I for one, have totally no idea what i've just written. They certainly DO NOT qualify as a QUALITY answer.
It doesn't help when a male teacher enter the room and i looked up and goes "Hey this male human looks soo familiar. Oh my god, its Mr J in jeans and shirts"
I like what he did to his hair. then after the test ended, shamini and dian was so high talking about mr j. somebody said he was hot! who ehh?
We're soo disgusting, Lord save us. eeewww..
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I love New York.
i told mama that i wanted to go there and live there.
if i can't live there, then i want to go there for once in my life before God takes me away.

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Okayy, i've watched Flags of our Fathers, Letters from Iwo Jima and the History Boys.
Flags has a very nice and impactful ending. however, the story line is soo slow me and bai actually spend half the movie talking since we don't understand. Flag is about the american perspective regarding the battle in iwo jima. did i mention, ryan phillipe is so cute? Reese Witherspoon needs a head check for divorcing with him.
Letters meanwhile, is the Japanese perspective. General Kuribayashi is such a pain in the arse genius!! In my not so humble opinion, letters is a magnificient piece of moving images called movie. It manages to make me sit at the edge of my seat, biting my fingernails, anxiously anticipating what's gonna happen. Its much more emotional in nature and easier to understand and relate to. I mean dying for your family is something everyone can understand right?
Hoewever, dying or shall i say committing suicide for your country is just plain stupid of a strategy. I think the japanese spends half of their time killing themselves rather than fight the war. What good will corpses be for the emperor and for the war. Might as well die taking down atleast 2 american soldiers than pulling the pin of a grenade and putting it on your head, dying a stupid death in some dark hot humid cave?
Okayy, i have a better idea, why not pull the pin of the grenade while being surrounded by american soldiers? atleast u take down your enemy, yes? I mean you can pretend to surrender and when you become a POW then kill yourself.
Sweet lord, whatever happen to the art of lying and manipulating?
HISTORY BOYs! I can't believe i watched that show! haha, very nice. gays gays gays.
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I shall end with a gobbet
"Ambition is the last refuge for failures"
-Gil Grissom
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i made a move at 9:31 PM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Trust You?!
*snorts and turn away*
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This is crazy shit mann!
I feel like puking everytime i see the words "Discovering Computer 2007"
Hey hey, i already discover it way back into last century!
CSA sucks sucks sucks my blood.
There is wayy too much to study. It doesnt help when you have revise two weeks prior only to realise you know shits about some stuffs or worse you forget everything that you have revise.
It totally defeats the purpose of revision.
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Ohh, i just have to say it here.
I think i just had the first CUTE, yes you heard that right CUTE conversation with bai yesterday.
Haha.
and one more today. I can tell you what happen today but im sorry, yesterday conversation is wayy to private for her.
so bai was telling me about First magazine giving a review abt Harry Potter (ahhh!!!!!)
and....
<>one girl's best friend can be another's worst enemy says (8:25 PM):pat mag nie..drng ade ckp sal hp
<>one girl's best friend can be another's worst enemy says (8:25 PM):den e 5th point,dey say.."does someting bad happen to someone??"
<>one girl's best friend can be another's worst enemy says (8:26 PM):n dey say,those hu hav read e bk would know.if u havent,stay away frm anyone or anyting involving spoilers b4 watching e movie
.nsuaidah. says (8:27 PM):so u shld stay away from me?
<>one girl's best friend can be another's worst enemy says (8:27 PM):yes..u,syirah n farz
.nsuaidah. says (8:27 PM):i bet u already know lah, remember or not i cry for two days during sec 2 after reading the book!
<>one girl's best friend can be another's worst enemy says (8:27 PM):i pretend i didnt rmbr tt
.nsuaidah. says (8:28 PM):how cn u pretend u never knew its ridiculous!
.nsuaidah. says (8:29 PM):you think i will let u live that down?
.nsuaidah. says (8:29 PM):im a walking spoiler man!
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Yeahh, so if you dont want to know if something bad happens to someone in HP5 STAY AWAY from me!
dont even broach the subject lest i launch into a wayy too enthusiatic lecture. You wouldn't want that to happen now would you?
By the by, CSA sucks. Notice the distraction symptoms im exhibiting.
I shouldnt be on the computer now, i think i sprained my left wrist. wayy too much msn chatting, surfing the net, playing game. Please, don't let it be carpel tunnel. ::::::::::::::::::::::::: I think Don Flack is sarcastically amusing!
"Mac, i have a DA asking me a lot of questions. She's asking where we are in this SILLY investigation. Im a bit tongue tied so im asking you"
I am so high on CSI lah dehh. I have all 3 csi's written on my bandage. :::::::::::::::::::::::
Ohh! the Court visit is soo what the fuck are they thinking kinda thing ya know? Where am i gonna get office wear. screw you lah !
i made a move at 8:50 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
 Create your own Friend Test here Okayy, Bai asked me to create this weird test. She just wants to show me she can do better than me. =)
:::::::::::::::::::: I had something plan out for today's entry.
Some idea strikes me while i was bathing in the morning.
It seems to have evaporated.
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What am I leaving When I'm done here
Ohh, i was absent for LComm tutorial for the first time. I couldn't take it anymore. Was having a major headache during CSA and it doesn't help when your tutor drones on and on and repeats what he says.
He meant well, but im not well.
Made a beeline for the exit from LegalLab, the warm air embraces me like a long lost lover. I was comforted to say the least.
So if you're asking me I want you to know Had lunch, thought it'll be better after that. But no, so called my dear Father to pick me up. Sat at ITAS like some lost child watching Dian and Shamini enthusiastically doing the Tengku Jonaris case. Yes, the same Tengku i curse and throw tantrum.
MY Tengku, as they like to tease me. Dead.
i had a 39.4 high fever. Couldn't sleep the whole night, until Mum gave me a super powerful pain killer. She slept with me on the big queen size bed. Mum's on a bed vigil, alert!
When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done
"Poor" Syirah had to be kicked off from the room. And mum and grandmum was so chaotic since i was wearing trackpants, sweater, thick cotton shirt and wrapped in a woolen blanket and it doesn't help reduces the fever. So they went on a treasure hunt through my drawers searching for shorts and sleevless shirts. Sadly they found none, well yes, news flash, i dont have shorts and anything that's sleeveless.
Worst come to worst i wore my TPSS shorts.
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Vesak Day;
Went out with my family.
The parents think it'll be good for the sick kids to get a breather.
Get a breather we did.
Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed
All the way from downtown east, Jurong, to some coffeeshop, to IMM (carpark ONLY), to Courts Megastore, to TM, to HOME.
Downtown; Mama suddenly announce that we will be collecting our XBOX from some guy. aidah (silently); XBOX? not a good time, i have test! and syimir needs to study! syirah have streaming! izzul's too young!
Then to Jurong, Abah, upgrade his phone. and funny thing was, he had to get his daughter's approval before he actually take the phone. Weird man.
IMM, carpark was full. No where to park the vehicle so proceed to Courts Megastore.
CM; Syirah's mp3 was out of stock. so went to TM
TM; aidah's first reaction; "Wah! dah berzaman tk masuk sini!" and syirah bought her mp3.
And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty
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Today, APEL was fun.
POM was nuts.'
ECONS was a labyrinth and im the little lost child. Was praying soo hard that no one calls my number.
After that, met bai.
Bought the stuffs. I got it!! I got my love love album.
Ohh, there was someone selling illegal VCDs and DVDs, and i was contemplating aloud to bai "Eh, buy the Zodiac DVD or call police?!" "Come on i'm a law student, should i buy?!"
in the end, saw the old uncle and decided to pretend that we have never seen him. Old already knn, need money to feed his wife, no company wants him since there's mismatch skills, no choice he gotta do what a man gotta do!
Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest
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CUTE RIGHT?! She belongs to Danny, man. Baidura, say goodbye!!!
i made a move at 9:10 PM
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