AidahBurne
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
There's nothing to fear, but fear itself. I havent update for such a long time. and i don't think i shld be blamed anyway. I just thought i'll update today cause im feeling very stressed right now. Chemistry Practical was suprisingly easy. Compared to bio. And i've got the anions correct. Although i am convinced that my mole calculation is beyond salvation. But the rest was alriight. I am soo glad that there was no usage of Bunsen Burner. Testing for gas. Or maybe there is a need to test for gas, just that i am too oblivious to know. Anyway, i am kind of stressed up in this house. Stress not just due to studying but constant gossiping full with malice. Hish. Never thought she was that bad anyway. Here what is revenge anyway. Why is there a need to hold grudges and constantly bad mouthing people? And they're adults. Should set good examples. And I swear sooner or later im am going to explode. When she tried to bring someone down, someone i know, why can't she just do it in the privacy of her room. What makes her think, i am unaffected by what she say. My respect for her in some sense is lost. And once its lost, it lost forever. But then again, justice is balance. Maybe one day she'll realised the negative thing about all this. Now i am going to unattached myself from all this nonsense. From all the lies, deceits, hyprocitical world of the adults. Their acting astound me sometimes. And i pray to God to please save me from such a sinful life in the future. Because right now, i never understand their world and i do not wish to understand them now or later. Past present or future. i made a move at 6:05 PM Monday, October 23, 2006 Alriight, have failed to update for quite sometimes. Anyway, the past few days have been quite relaxing. I didnt go to school on Friday despite telling people im coming. I have failed once again to wake up early. and has succesfully succumb to my peaceful slumber. Today was quite different. Despite the laziness i felt in the wee hours of the morning, i am proud to say i have fought my inner demon and have albeit relunctantly dragged myself to school. That calls for some celebration. Doesn't matter how puny it is going to be. Ok, was preety restless in school cause Miss J released me 10 mins late! After that, went to meet Mr Hafiz wishing him Selamat Hari Raya. Then find Ckg Che TOm. Ok upon reaching home helped in the filling in of Ketupat. Then sit at the buai and see the fire raging within while the water boils and the ketupat cooks. After that my long hard day begins. Ahh tired help in the cooking.. Freak. But, comes buke, fish it was bliss beyond and words. And now resting again after cleaning the damn house and decorating them up. Ahh, my house looks nice. Carpets on the floor. It doesnt look bare anymore. Vase with colourful flowers (not really my fav). The curtains. Very nice. So, anyway, gotta go now. I am going to bathe and take a taxi down to Geylang or Kampung Glam at uhh 11.06 No sleep for me today. So, to all my friends despite your religion or race, i am honoured (arhem) to wish you all Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Batin. And do forgive me if unintentionally or intentionally hurt you or sinned you in anyway. And especially to my dearest friend Baidura, really sorry for any wrong that i have done. Aku tau kau maafkan aku!! Hahaha. Baik kau. Ok and not forgetting Happy Deepavali!!! This is to Haider, Ain and Shah. i made a move at 11:19 PM Tuesday, October 17, 2006 Excuse me ladies and gentleman, may i have your atten.. Hey, arhem! Can i have some order please? Order in the fuck room!! Right, now that i have your most unwavering attention, i would like to say a few things. Bio pract just now was pure "bliss". Honestly, when we smell the wonderful smell of onion, our very foremost reaction was "ahh, alah onion!" Ok, so i was like ahh damn how to cut this bloody specimen. What scraped tissues?! And totally forgot to put the leaf in hot water bath. Then saw ain do it and "oh freak! i nvr do that! rewind rewind!" And the last page extentsion work, was undefined hell. 20 marks. And here we all are at a lost So i answered and suddenly, "wait wait, what in grace's name is sampling?" So what i wrote was DEFINITELY utter bullshit. And i forgot to magnified! Farz, and last friday i was all big about magnification. Freak shit! God, id rather sit for prelims pract a thousand times. So, what's done is done. Must work for theory. I've got 75% more to go. Anyway, tmr there's school. Total laziness has engulf me. After bio pract, i have lost mood to practice maths and study SS. So right now, i am relaxing and pondering my fate. Yes, it is drastic. Wonder what tmr will bring. Ok. i am trying to change topic but can't it brings me back to today's pract. Alriight on a happier note, Raya is just around the block. And, we three have planned which day to go out for raya. The question is will we be able to visit any house. What ifeveryone's too busymugging to bother beri kita makan kuih raya? Damn, i really must stop thinking about today's disaster. Ahh, i have a picture of Draco Malfoy half naked. Uhhh. Drooling. i made a move at 8:53 PM Saturday, October 14, 2006 So, at 3.15 pm on Oct 14, 1990 I was born. Yeah today's my birthday. I'm finally 16. Alriight, my birthday is enjoyable. Although, i can never beat Farz's 17 soon to be 18 presents, i still appreciate all that I've got. Lets see, i've got this beautiful friendship candle from Huda, Sai and Mai, then had this jewellery box from Nadiah, a GERMANY pancil case from Farz, a book from one of my fav author James Patterson titled Cross by Bai. So yeah thanks alot yeah. I really love those. And hey bai, even though i told you i couldn't read the book, i wasn't strong enough to resist the temptation to wait after O's. So i hid the book behind my Bio textbook and read it, under the pretext of telling my mother that, yes i am studying for O's. And, hell, thanks to those who sms-ed me with a bdae wish sampai kena on lampu ye ain? Thanks alot yeah? Org yg di tag tu pun.. Alriight so, break our fast outside with my family just now. On behalf of my birthday. Cool it was funn. I was tired walking around like an obedient canine following my mother and sister looking for kasut raya. Damn. Then, i realised that Haider was also at Century SQ. Didn't get to see him. Yeah, well yesterday was officially my last day in school, for graduating students. Received my report book, for the last time. God, it saddens me deeply to realise that we're basically on our own right now. And before giving us our report book, Mr Hafiz made a speech. To motivate us. Going to miss school. So, showed it to my mum and the whole house go kecoh for no apparent reason. Getting sick and penat explaining to some people in the house hold wad in the blaze name is L1R4/R5. Alriight so going to have some English Intensive, we already planned which day not to come. Oh yeah, the Haze is ready to drive me nuts. Last Satyrday was the worst Haze ever with PSI reaching 150. My eyes was already hurting. Seems like its repeating again today. While i am writing this, reports are coming through that PSI is 115. Apparently it has increased since my PSI reporting friend ifah told me at 6 it was 99. And, yes my eyes is hurting again. Wad sensitive eyes i have. Ok, Manchester United just won 3-1. Preety cool huh? Uhhh, well farewell. Love and death Both comes uninvited. i made a move at 10:14 PM
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