Maybe i shudn be so lazy and update abt my sunday out with the girls. Haha.

Although most of the time, sunday is supposed to be the family day which means i either stay at home with the family or go out togeda with them. However, ytd's different cos dear bro went off to taiwan for army and my dad has outing with his sec school frens. So i went out with dear cousin, Syaz and our dearest fren, lyn. (:

We had briyano and Koi bubble tea. Whee. I love my ice cream milk tea. Its really not sweet luhh even though the sugar level is 70% and lyn always ask for 25%. So anyway, it was really a fun day out. Blowed bubbles like small kids. But bubbles are so pretty and easy entertainment. tried to fly a kite but failed. Cos we bought the wrong kite. Stunt kite. Need two hands to handle la. LOL. We didn noe better. That was the cheapest choice ard. All the cheaper and easier kites were sold out. In the first place we didn even noe how to assemble the kite. First i asked a group of guys to help. One came over and then tried abit before saying he really dunno how. Then asked a man who seem to noe alot abt kites but he doesn understand wad i was sayig, called his fren to come and then the fren say its hard toa ssmble our stunt kite. Zzz. Finally a kind guy sitting nearby which reminds me of one of my uncles came to help us. Hurray!

fish briyano, plain rice briyano, oops i mean another fish briyano and a chicken one!


blowing bubbles






trying to figure out how to assemble a kite


the kind soul!


Me and my babies with their new fren.


us three <3

So so pretty rite. Taken from her blog. HAHA. (: Credits to you, love.

Tink it has been quite sometime since I blogged here. But maybe today I shall blog here awhile. Hehe.

Today I did relief teaching with class 2H of cck primary. The ones which I dreaded last week but I tink im loving the class now. Apart from the money they’re “offering” me since im like jobless for quite a long period, they did keep me happy for the 6 hours or so, at that school. Quite nice to haf a lil girl coming up to u smiling just to tell u that u are beautiful rite. & yea, they gave me drawings. Although the drawings are actually not very nice but they are still beautiful cos they put in so much effort just to give you. Aww.. Now I see why some teachers just love their jobs.

Given by the monitor of 2H. Tink she was trying to draw me. HAHA.

One of the detached pages which i confiscated from some of the boys

Hopefully the schools will call me more. Then I haf more income to spend. Haha. Or else I will just be at home rotting. Playing PSP like a freak. First on my stomach, then lie on my back, then sit straight on the counch then sit on the floor. Just play play play til the batt dies. Or play com. All the lame FB games which I find it so amusing cos I just laugh at the maeness sometimes. Apart from happy pets which I love to grow the kittens so they can mate. HAHA. And fishvile which I play to earn more sand dollars without using real money. Or games like burger shop 2 which is so wonderful. I wish my kitchen is like that. Then maybe I will enjoy eating all the time. Cos its so fun.

i would love my lunch

i would love to eat ALOT for breakfast

And it'll be nice to be able to haf any of these choices everyday. For breakfast.

Sometimes, not forcing ur mind to stay in reality is awesome. Cos the reality of life is seriously like chocolates. The more bitter it is, the healthier it is for you. It is harder to accept and v lil can though.

Tink i haven been blogging here for days. But now its the end of 2009. A very short year with so many happenings. It has been a wonderful year with bitterness at the same time. Well, thats life. I lived for nineteen years and there's more to come. Just gotta be strong cos when u feel like life's being unfair and that u've sunken way down to the deepest level of the world, u cant go any deeper. Maybe i shud say the best thing i can ever get this year is to realise that ive forged several beautiful friendships which i hope can last forever. (:

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on

If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall

When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on

We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

5 days since i blogged. Not cos im busy but im just plain bored. Nothing much to update abt. The night of 10 dec was spent celebrating Alan's 19th bday at JP. Yet get the pics cos bin bin haven upload them from her cool cam. LOL. We ate at pizza hut. & then a few days after that, went to eat pizza hut again to celeb my bro's bday. On the 9th i also had pizza hut. LOL. Gonna get sick of pizza hut. I miss eating KFC fish zinger now.

Now some parts of my torso feels weird. Must be due to that "chopper" motion ytd. I feel that hip hop has very simple dance steps but u gotta haf the groove to dance it nicely. & i dun haf it. Boo. Ytd was just damn strange. But time passed quite fast.

I yet find a job. & it dun seem to be the right time to find. Cos i dun wanna week during christmas week. But i need money money money.

I hope yinlin's fine. Ive no idea wad she's suffering. but sounds quite serious.

Ahh. My life so boring. Boring boring boring. Maybe i shud really start packing v early for my short trip to malcca. Oh and syaz coming along with us for that trip. (: Cant wait for friday. Heeh.

I tink im so noob. I dunno how to transfer pic from secret to the comp. LG so wasabe. HAHA. Lucky got the other phone. (: Finally had a good rest after so long. Its either ive been playing too much comp or ive been going out and coming back too late.

Went to watch Singapore Idol live with cand, cherlyn and lynn. Lucky we went. Cos tabby's eliminated this week. SO SAD!! Well, if we waited for the finale we wudn haf be able to see her live. She really sang v well la. Its a pity that she doesn haf a strong fan base. But oh well, she shud be grateful to haf super supportive parents. Her parents were really supportive of her la. & her mum's really so friendly. Hugging sylvia and sezairi. I bet wishing them all the best for the finals. So nice. Oh yea. The sound system at the studio was awesome la. Really much better than watching on TV. & the performance by the HSM fake cast was really stunning.

We were sitting just 2 rows behind Farhan and duane, but didn take any pictures with them. I didn bring my cam anw. Only had phone. So pics are all so blurred. Cos only the lightings on stage was perfect. The seating places are so dark. & the stage was quite far away. So zooming lowered the quality of picture further. BOo.

The top 3 trying to focus before going on live.

When they were replaying past performances.

HSM.

Tt day reached home after midnight. Although we headed straight home after the results show. Exceeded my self imposed curfew. Oh well. Happens once in a blue moon. I forgive myself. HAHA.

Ytd was supposed top be prom day. But we didn go and planned to go out togeda as a family. But mary and daddy cudn make it. How sad. Anw, half the day was just spent walking ard town. 313 and orchard central with candinana and ken. It was really tiring opn the legs. Cos the girls were wearing heels. & ive been wearing mine since like ten in the morning. Its crazy la. Lucky my feet fit my heels comfortably and blister only started to develop at like 6pm.

While waiting for latecomers. We were oredi half exhausted. And some ppl was oredi famished and cant wait for dinner.

Dance dance dance. Most fun way to exercise. & ive not been runnig with pam for so long. PAAaaMMmmm!!!

Less than 2 weeks ago. A level just ended. It was so hard trying to stay awake.

Now its party time. Its so hard not to stay awake. Haha.

I haf been ignoring so many cafe world stuff & now i haf to slowly accept them all. Cos ive no idea but life's getting boring so i want to play all the games available on fb. Haha.

Went out with alan and liwen and josh to town ytd. Alan asked me to compete with li wen who would reach first but we took the same train. & we were both half an hour late. HAHA. It started out quite boring actually. Cos josh was late and there was nothing much to do. Liwen spam him with missed calls while alan and i just spam smses. He finally came but we realised it was of no use cos he switched off his vibration alert cos he was scared his mum wud scold him. ZZZ. we concluded that it wasn the A factor afterall. It was always the M factor.

But okay la. All the waiting and walking was kinda worthwhile. All the "arguments" and stupid jokes, funny (hurtful) criticisms we pass to each other makes me realise that we are all really good frens. Cos we understand each other so well. & if we are all just normal frens, there wud really be lotsa big fights la. lol. I love my frens.

3 ppl who waited so so so long for josh to shop.

Haha. Josh took so long to decide which tee he wanted to buy. So we entered the shop after waiting outside for 100hours. & we told him, "eh. Got three beautiful ppl want take picture with u leh. Hurry." And he said, "U guys, funny. Wait la".

We: Not us, you know. They're outside.

Josh: *looks ard frantically. getting excited* Really? Who. Okay wait. I get this first.

& when he got out, we ask him to take this pic outside the salon beside the shop he was in. :D

Today is the 26th november. Its a special day! My darling's birthday. but she's not here with me. Fudan University stole her away from me. Boo. ): But i shall not be sad. Cos its supposed to be a happy day.

U noe dar, ur bday is really so special cos i can be with u and i feel so happy.

This is 26th NOvember 2007

All MICES were there. We had tom yum noodles, roasted chicken and all. It was really fun. & u noe, i rmb that day so well. Cos i had a heartbreak. A major one. Cant blame sheedy. Haha. But i was still pretty happy on that day.

See? HAHA. Ur birthday is a miracle.

& last year, it was the end of ur As. Thank god. Cos then we really had lotsa time to spend. Although there was gl. & yea. ): We spent v lil time on ur bday. COs he stole u away. Okay la. Not really. Dun sad hor. I kidding. HAHA. But u miss this do re mi fa so picture. & if u were there, u'd be beside me!

Oh no. I sounded a lil obsessed. I can go on but tink shud be enuff. Dun want make u wait too long. But i just want u to noe that i really wished u were here, on this very day and new year! We never celebrated christmas togeda cos u're always overseas. HAHA.

one. two. three. Just three more papers left. But 8 more days till the end. So long. The mood to study is really on and off. Quite annoying. Im just lacking of discipline. Self-discipline. Ahh. Im losing it as i grow. I noe i was a pretty well disciplined kid. No sweets, no chocolates, no flavoured drinks, no snacks. Thats for sure. & i really loved to read and do my homework. Nobody told me to do them. But i just had the enthusiasm to learn. Its not about working towards. Back in primary one. I dun even noe things like do well in class so can get top in class. I only realised i topped the level in primary after receiving the award. I thought getting full marks for all my subjects was nothing and simply easy. But i didn noe my frens find it hard. Hm. Maybe wad all im lacking now is the enthusiasm to learn. & thats making me further away to wad i can achieve. But maybe its getting too late to realise??..

I never thought i was smart but now i really tink i was pretty smart as a kid. I mean, who noes how to read so well by three. & who noes how to write stories by four. As i grew older, i just get less and less accomplished. Heh. Growing more stupid by the day. haha. Maybe i talk too much? Used to be very quite. More observant than verbal. Hmm..

A levels ending pretty soon. I feel like i wanna soooo many things. Go out with frienddddds. I long time never meet alot of ppl. My drama frens. 07s15 ppl. My BP loves. I wanna learn ballet again. PAM MUST GO WITH ME. I wanna get a job. So exciting. Never worked all my life. Maybe i should wait till my twentieth birthday. then it'll be like Ive survived my teenage life without working & now i crazily need some experience n ofcos $$$$!

Just three days away & so many ppl are putting the comp away. But i tink computers are always useful. Cos i just had a fruitful MSN conversation with yiyao. He's such a dear fren. Giving other ppl tuition, but im "consulting" him for free. How cool is that. Haha. I tink it was quite fun. Cos i had troubles drawing the integrals. He said my intgrals look "lame". Boo. Hahaha.

Look so ugly

Tink im iproving. Or just its drawn bigger, so clearer. HAHA.

That's yiyao's so big n nice. I need improvement.

Alright. I want go sleep soon. Tummy so pain. Again. I wonder why. Food. Or just increased stress level. ):

Still got lotsa to do. Still feel damn unprepared. The anxiety is building up. Somtimes tinking of how near the exams makes me feel like not studying at all. Haha. No i will study and study and study. But really very uncertain about my chem luhhhh. No idea why i actually took it in the first place. & no idea why nobody asked me change my subj combi last year. Okay. Its all by the name of FATE. Bla bla bla.

Time is passing super duper quickly i dun feel like chasing after it. I tink im just gonna maintain my pace and remain calm. Hm. Time really pass so quickly & so so so so many things hapepn. Especially today. But every split second seems to be so vivid in my mind. Actually i wonder how sometimes i can tink of so many things at one go but when i really need think of something, i just cant think much. Its damn irritating. Boo.

Think think think. I tink thinking too much is bad. Its slowly eroding my calm nerves. Maybe my stress-o-meter gonna suddenly spring to SEVERELY STRESS. Haha. Alan says i looked stressed jnow. Well i dun tink so. Im just feeling uncertain. Like thinking which streets im gonna roam at if my As just super CMI. LOL. I tink negativity is prevailing. Oh yes. I hope my GP didn go down the the drain. Practising math n chem n phy just makes me forget or dun wish to spare time for gp sometimes. Now i feel so greatly in trouble. I need a miracle. Seriously.

AAaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I just want the As to be over. Then there's gonna be a new beginning to everything. ): (: ): (: /:

Preceding the farewell assembly ytd, I haf been rather busy. Sacrificing sleep time for two nights trying to create a video and perfect it as far as possible. Yet i tink the video's not that good but hope the teachers still enjoy it. & there's the photo collage. Although it was really quite hard trying to stay awake and alert in class after v lil sleep for two consecutive nights, i tink it was worth it. I mean, the teachers really deserve a great appreciation. Really gotta thank kennnnneth and candice for sparing time buying all the materials needed, cutting n pasting of materials and burning the dicsc. I cant do without u both. (:

Trying to finish up the board as soon as possible. Cos there's lotsa studying to do.

Some fun time drawing funny faces. Laughter's really the best medicine!

Mr Loh, the sexy co-CT. Haha!

"Pizza buffet" from mr tan n mr loh. (:

08S20

Bestest family. heeh.