Iron woman

Ive been reflecting lately about 3 things.

1. Dominating
Am i a dominating person? I want everything my way. Maybe i have been too nice in the past, so each time i got bullied, i kindda get stronger. Someone recently told me that i am quite doninating and its kindda in a jia lat zone. Hmmmm...

2. Selfish
I want it my way. Why cant you sacrifice? Ive done so much, its your turn! Sometimes i think ive been selfish. I want it this way. You have to follow me. You should follow me.

3.Crazy
Today i can be nice. But im a monster tomorrow. Sometimes you meet crazy people in life and you complain how crazy they are, then unknowingly y
ou become one too.

Its heartache. I feel tired. I know i can be an iron woman sometimes, but all i want is to sit back and feel loved. Why is love painful sometimes?

never go back..

Ive been reading a really interesting book. Its about the 10 things you will never go back doing. Its been pretty insightful and i can relate to so many of the scenarios mentioned! Will share more once i finished the book..

Today im in a haihhh moment again. Its like you wait wait wait and then there was abit of hope and light then it goes bam crash, everything back to zero.

Oh God, at this time of frustration teach me to practice "love is not selfish"

Breathe in breathe out.

Goodnight world:)