Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Monday, we had our foodie hot pot:) One semester has come and gone just like that.. Indeed time flies when you play too much and busy with the uni workload.. This hot pot was to celebrate Yee Chien's belated birthday, Shin Le's farewell, exams over and Jo's kindda last semester with us since she will be doing placement next sem. :(

With Talisa:)

hehe! Yee Chien is touched with my oreo ice cream cake!

and finally my dear roommate!

Honestly it haven't been easy, there were times when you drive me crazy, leave me frustrated and angry but even as i look back, i thank you God for you coz i know despite all these, God was teaching me a very important gift, the gift of patience and to not keep feelings inside and explode one day. Im glad we managed to sort things out before you leave.. As difficult situations might be, stay strong... God loves you so so much and so do i! Im gonna miss you dear roommate! :)

on a wintery night!

Everytime i feel down, emotional and overwhelmed by things happening around me, i thank God for giving me such loving and caring sisters:) They brought me to Hamilton, sit by the river and hear my part of the story... After that hot pot! :)

Indeed these problems happen because God wanted me to know that despite the problems, I still had good girlfriends who care and love me!

I feel better already... :)

often misunderstood

I dont understand what i did wrong.. when i don voice out my opinion and when things dont go about make me feel comfortable..i suffer but because i rather keep quiet people tend to take advantage of me.

Now i voice out, coz i really dont feel comfortable, you just misunderstand and make things worst. I have more than enough to handle..

my roommate and i are not talking to each other, my relationship is about to break and the last thing i need right now is for everyone to misunderstand my actions and opinion. now everything go according to you lor. im just some non significant person who's opinion makes people feel terrible! :(

The only thing i want to do now is go home.... :(

i choose to say it here, because this is my blog and its where i let go of my feelings

cold cold~~

:)

2 papers down, one more to go! :) yesterday's exam was tiring! 2 hours of non stop writing.. it felt like i gave my hands a whole year's worth of exercise in 2 hours! thank God for helping me finish the paper despite the rush for time! this exams, i feel like i didnt study hard enough.. i feel like there's been alot of time wasted slacking but but but one thing im proud of! im not addicted to any facebook game this sem! weeee!

any hows, next paper tomorrow! STUDY STUDY STUDY!!

Cant wait for dinner date with Cerys on thursday!!

UQ8 celebrated our dear sister Cintia's birthday on sunday!

Kiasu syndrome! :P

After lifegroup, i was looking forward to my skype session with the sister and daddy! Since she told me she had good news! :)

So the good news was she got very good results for her final exams in malaysia before heading to UK! :) The first thing me and mummy said was "So since you're top, do u get a scholarship?" haha..

Grace have always been the smartest in the family.. so explains why me and the brother is not so smart: i didnt develop enough smart brain cells and by the time brother was in the womb, there might have been a lack of genes to develop smart brain cells! Never the less, we three are blessed with different gifts.. I guess me blessed spiritually and the baby brother with model face and sport skills!

On the other hand i felt an extreme relief because she came to visit me during her study break and she didnt get to study much! i made her stay in the library while i had class but she turned out busy camwhoring:) At least her trip was worth while and ive fed her well with lots of sisterly love! Its amazing how she has 6 subjects a sem and still do well in all of them, while i only have 3 subjects to study for a sem and i feel like dying... But oh wells, if 11 subjects with each subject a max of 3 papers can be done finishing high school within a month, what is this compared to then? :P

Now oh sister, you are my motivation to do well this exams! Love love love you!

probiotics

I donno what title to put sooooo since im studying on probiotics, so explains the title...

My exam refuge, Yee chien's place...

This was taken last week though..

ahhhh finally today after work, i remember to take a photo of my name tag:)

The most updated picture of me...taken only a few hours ago... i feel and look so young...dont u think so?? :P

Happy?!

I woke up this morning, had breakfast and facebook then my blog.. I kept thinking i just updated my blog but its been 4 days! LOL! So alot have happened in 4 days.. Studies and time flying as fast as light! :P

Anyways..ive been happy happy since last night... I donno why, but i just felt this sense of peace after church. The sermon was good, and God spoke right through my heart. Its amazing!

So, i donno if i should post this here.. its a little "personal"..

Ill just cut the long story short.. Ive been struggling alot in my relationship and there are doubts about different things.. Its difficult to think about it everyday and sometimes when the relationship seem a little better, i know the problem has been swept under the carpet and just waiting to explode the next time we argued.. I felt so tired.. i felt so confused. I prayed and ask God to show me, if this is the one for me..Im not sure if its God, but somehow everything seem to reveal and happen to show and say "Trust me, i know what is best for you".. Although, the outcome may be painful and not what i want, i will trust God for he knows the plans he has for me! :)

Now, that i have surrender this matter to him, i just feel this peace in me! hehe

now its brother's turn :)

a choice...

Its almost the end of week 1 study break. Exams coming closer.. studies errrr almost there i guess? haha! anyways... ive been missing home alot recently.. miss my bed,my room, my house, my car.... So in order to make myself feel better i stream hitz.fm :) but it makes me miss home even more! reminds me of my car even more! *since thats the time most of us listen to the radio i suppose? ahhhh now i miss my big screen tv! i donno how that got related...

so to make me feel a little better...

I think i need to go back after graduation... staying and working in brisbane or australia not an option!(at least for now)

my mind is floating around what to do after graduation alot recently.... and its not even my last semester yett! sigh sigh sigh!

Gracie called me just to ask what flour to use to make apple crumble! *she's having fun holidaying!!! Jealous:(

Laugh laugh laugh :P

Things have been very stressful and frustrating for me recently.. Crazy assignments, reports, studying, house and relationship issues :(

but but a bunch of brothers and sisters never fail to make me laugh and forget my stressful moments! love love them!

had steamboat and heart attack session!! FUN FUN FUN! and then girly talk till 230am! Breaking my record of coming home lateeeee!

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~~~

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STUDYYYYYY!