2008

Thank you for making 2008 a memorable year:)

Always cherished..never forgotten

blessings on christmas

25 dec 08
Christmas lunch at grandma's..

Changkat view,KL

cuppie cakes:)

with grandma

jie sarah*ee eng*jie chia*ahem*grace

we all love cupcakes!!!!!!

so how did you celebrate your christmas?

im currently staying in my new house:) the picture explains why i don wanna go home!and did i mention its opposite where cindy tay stays!

Jingle all the way..

24 dec 08

Family christmas eve dinner at my place...

its the time of the year where the older people do the work while the younger ones watch them squeeze in the kitchen preparing dinner:)

of honks,motorcycles,pho and shopping

updates about my vietnam trip...ill just post a few here and the rest on facebook:)

sze may.sze huey.sze le

on our way to mekong delta..*the floating market? does that remind you of something you learned in sejarah*
at the rest stop..i bet you its decorated nicely....

group photo

ben.esther

lunch you will never get else where:)

to give you a glimpse on how my 3rd home looks like

dance to the music

Holidays are seriously getting better. Misunderstandings cleared and it feels normal again:) went out to curve today and watched wild child and transporter..Christmas is coming but sadly it feels different this time...Zhong-ken wont be able to spend it with me though(that obviously explains why its different) but well im looking forward to sleep overs and more outings with Jessica who's been my source of advice and patience!

Yes i cut my hair again! Its really short this time...the sacrifices i make:)

vietnam trip soon:)

confession

As i look how things fall into place because there was you i couldn help but fall when it changes suddenly.Everything seem harsh but i try and pick myself up.This feeling is unexplainable.I never felt so sad. i never felt so disappointed.i never cried so bad for the past 17 years of life.i drowned in tears. it was breakdown i couldn hold any longer. it felt painful. it felt sharp.it felt like suicide. but over all,it made me realised how much i loved you and long for you to love me again..

Dear God,

Everything seems wrong and time seems to be the limiting factor.You know how much ive always wanted it since young.Even daddy and mummy is willing to pay that big sum of money to invest on what ive always wanted.But everyday i live in fear, afraid of being a reject and of leaving the ones i love most. I know its a calling from you.but why let so many hindrances go my way?Show me a sign. any sign to choose the right path.Help me prioritize, help me go through this teenage crisis in confidence. help me accept my wrongs and recieve with a will to change from the critiques of life.

Amen..

It looked blue and beautiful on the outside..only the drops of water could connect to the pain it felt inside.

why why why tell me why

My leg hurts:( i tersepak the parquet AGAIN...its blue black...now tell me how to walk gracefully?



girlfren's out of town....boring siao............

pins and needles..

Went out with Jess today:) and other days but i only have pictures for today

We went to be models..haha! and then we ate crab!!!! so grown up rite??? then we went pasar malam and bought pyjamas! its sooooooo cute la....

i cant sleep:(

dont keep my hopes high then crush them down. dont make me happy then leave me stranded coz only i know how much longer i can stand and hide.

give me more concrete to build up the wall..

Stop thinking stop thinking stop thinking stop thinking stop thinking...

*think

cry

stop thinking

repeat*

And at times like this..your genius best friend makes u feel like this...

my drawing is nice okay...provided u get what im drawing la...hahahhaa...

being heartbroken sucks:(

What have i been up to?

~Breakfast with Say keong and Jeremy~

after multiple shots with all the McD's staff watching .....

~then it was lunch with yin yiing~


to satisfy her pizza and kiddy pack craving....

oooh and the best bday gift was to do reverse parking for the first time with me:)

~outing with kar may~

we never fail to take pictures at random places plus she never fails to me laugh till my stomach aches:)

its gonna take awhile....

happy happy birthday:)

Happy eighteenth birthday yolandaaaa!

Bon anniversaire!

My dearest yin yiing..

Do you still rmb wat bon anniversaire means?haha..quick go check your french class file:) Times passes so fast..Still rmb the time we got closer bcoz of french class? From french class to 4A, 5A and then to sunway..who knew we would be such close buddies now..the ones that keep in touch the most and never fail to go out almost every other month..If i haven't told you before, i will tell you now..you have been a wonderful friend..the one with me from my first mini car accident to getting our first saman ticket together...

Life is like a box of chocolates..you will never know how much of a blessing someone is until you open it..and im glad i did:) Thank you for everything !

MAy this birthday be filled with joy and fun:)

lallalalalla

im sooooooooo bored!!!! more like lazy.. i dont wanna go out though....

interesting so far.

i found a scraping paint and cleaning job coz its pay was unique..

let me tell you what so unique about the pay..

You get to stand against newly painted walls and pose as if you're in the studio

you get to sit on their tv cabinet and pose again

and even better! you get to squeeze yourself into the cupboard..

and you get to do this in their bathroom!

most unique pay of all is its still unique the next day coz you get muscle aches! :)

went shogun to celebrate sister's birthday...expensive buffet dinner indeed! *yummmmm!*

my parents so loving hor?? unlike some one who went working :(

im sure you had your dramatic day today...therefor ill let it go:)

take 1

ahhh picture perfecto!

ohhhh and i packed my whole cupboard and shift everything to a luggage bag..my parents want me out already...haha! but its gonna teach me a long lasting lesson...no more shopping for a year till further notice*notes to self* if you see the amount of clothes i have..you would have gotten scared and get a headache like me :)