Happy Belated Birthday

I've been meaning to write a post especially for my girl since it was her birthday last 2 weeks ago. But I didn't have much time on hand and let's face it, I'm a very forgetful person

Happy 22nd Birthday to You,Bie.

Thanks for being a part of my life. You're really something special. Someone I really cherish and someone who makes my life much better right now. There's so much I could say about you. But words alone are not enough to describe you and how much you mean to me.

I met you 2 years ago, but not once did I ever thought that we would be together. I guess life is like that, we can never expect what might happen one day. I thank God or whoever it is up there pulling all the strings to get us together. Because it was probably fate that brought us together.

I just got off the phone with you and I hope you are sleeping soundly now. It's almost something we need to do know. To talk on the phone at least once a day, especially before we sleep. I love doing so because after a long tired day, the last and only voice I want to hear, is yours.

Bie, Happy Belated Birthday!

Thanks for everything you've done for me so far.
I wish all the best for you in whatever you do and that you'll always be happy no matter what. I'll try my best to ensure that the latter is achieved.
I LOVE YOU!!! <3

cough cough cough!!!

it's 3.10 a.m. and this damn cough has been keeping me awake!! Gargh! my throat feels so itchy right now that I feel like showing my hand down my throat and scratch it!!! I did fell asleep a while ago, but then the coughing started so I'm here, at my neglected blog. *pity*

I'm gonna update about what's been up recently. From my last last post, I did mention I'm currently 'chasing' a girl. And to be honest, I'm still at that stage. But yeah, things are going out quite smooth. She's a really nice girl and for some strange reason, I'm not really rushing into it like I normally would. But if you would ask her, she'd probably say the complete opposite!! It's true, I sometimes do try to annoy her with questions such as "why not now?", "what are you waiting for?" and, "how much longer should I wait?"! I hope she knows I'm only trying to be a pest.

More about her, so yeah, I met her around 2 years back but only got to know a little bit more about her since last year, I suppose. Quite a number of my friends had told me about her even before I met her and all of them were telling me about how nice she is. I usually don't trust anyone else's judgement but yeah, they were right. These few months of "chasing" really showed me how much of a 'catch' she is. I think she's really sweet looking and cute and pretty too. But it's not just looks I'm after, but let me just be clear, yeah, the looks, I'll accept as a bonus! HAHAHA!! She doesn't have a temper,or maybe I just haven't encountered it yet? She's care-free most of the times, really cheerful, playful, smart, funny and really really down to earth,not like most girls nowadays.

I'm not saying all girls!

OK, let me re-phrase.

SOME girls, nowadays are so materialistic and they care so much about what others think about them and most of them are attention seekers, they do anything they can just to get attention, any attention at all. Constantly complaining about every single thing just to harness pity from others. Instead of twittering about it, or FB it, find a way to fix it! DUH!!!! And the people who can have the patience to reply to these status updates are totally eff-ed up too! writing stuff like "smile" "cheer up" If it was me, I'd reply "ok, stop complaining, g.a.l" the g.a.l. for "GET A LIFE" GARGH!

I DON'T MIND PEOPLE COMPLAINING ON FACEBOOK BUT PLEASE!!! NOT EVERYDAY!!!! GOD IS NOT OUT TO GET YOU!!!! YOU'RE JUST MAKING IT SEEM AS IF HE IS!!! GOD HAS BETTER THINGS TO DO!!! LIKE PLAYING CALL OF DUTY: BLACK OPS WITH BUDDHA!!! OR WATCHING RAYWILLIAMJOHNSON ON YOUTUBE!!! OR JUST PLANNING 2012'S GOING AWAY PARTY!!! GARGH -_-|||

wow, that was very far off the original topic, but ok, let's get back.

So these past few months have been going so smooth and I really wish it would continue on the way it is. At first, I wasn't sure if things would even get this far, but as days go by, I can really feel her opening up to me more. I'm not saying that she'll definately accept me yet, I hope she does but whatever decision she decides to make, I'll respect it and not go berserk and start hating her and posting about it on facebook. Because even if she's not going to be my girlfriend, I still wouldn't want to mess up our friendship. I really feel lucky to meet her, and now, having the opportunity to get to know her better, I can't really tell you how I feel. It seems like as each day go by, I'm falling for her more and more. It's been a while since I felt this way over someone, and to be honest, this really is one of the best feeling anyone can have. Even now, as I'm writing this blog post, I'm still thinking about her =) She cares for everyone around her including me and it's not just because she's a nurse, it's just in her nature to do so. Just a while ago, I was complaining to her about my sore throat, she told me to do this and that to soothe it. But I'm still coughing like hell now. lol. >.< anyways, I'm starting to get a little 'blur' right now. Maybe it's because of the medicine.

goodnight bloggy!

<3

Life Is Short.

Well, I guess some of you may have read it in the papers today, about a couple missing after their boat capsized.


read HERE


Miss Tan. She taught me in 2 classes during my time at MPI. Moral and History. May her soul and her husband's rest in peace. I don't know her too well, but all I can say is that she's a cheerful character. Always willing to help and guide all her fellow students, like a true teacher would. Rest In Peace =)

Sometimes one has to be less of a man, to be the man.

The title was one of my Facebook status update recently. I don't think many people get what I meant. To me, it means, stripping down all the shields and defences we've built over the past years and just try to be more open and just accept change. Yes, we might be vulnerable at first, but then, things will always go for the best when we believe that it will.

But anyways, enough about that. let's move on. Last week, I decided to just grow some balls and tell someone how I really felt about her. And since Valentine's Day was about presents and chocolates, being me, I didn't do so............. =_= yess, hopeless! I know!


BUT! I did make her a belated Valentine's present.

The templates after I cut them out.

Cincai cincai draw punya template. lol. looks retarded.

Sew them all up and then it's time to stuff it!!

Stuff-stuff-stuff

It's alive!!!!! But it's blind!

I CAN SEE!!

There, I made a teddy bear. I know it's not much of a looker but yeah, like they say, "it's the thought that counts". In the process of making the teddy, I was worried I might screw it up then she wouldn't like it. So I concentrated real hard, hand-stitching it, stitch by stitch. And after numerous times accidentally poking myself with the needle, it finally got done. Thank God the bear didn't turn out to look like a freakshow or a monster. I really hoped that she would like it and turns out she did! That's all that matters. I guess when you really like someone, you'd do just about anything to make them smile, to make them happy. This girl is really special, and a special girl deserves a special present,ey? a cute teddy bear hand made by an AhBeng! AH BENG GOT HEART ONE AH YOU KNOW? lol.

anyways, I guess that's it!!! =)