Happy Belated Birthday

I've been meaning to write a post especially for my girl since it was her birthday last 2 weeks ago. But I didn't have much time on hand and let's face it, I'm a very forgetful person

Happy 22nd Birthday to You,Bie.

Thanks for being a part of my life. You're really something special. Someone I really cherish and someone who makes my life much better right now. There's so much I could say about you. But words alone are not enough to describe you and how much you mean to me.

I met you 2 years ago, but not once did I ever thought that we would be together. I guess life is like that, we can never expect what might happen one day. I thank God or whoever it is up there pulling all the strings to get us together. Because it was probably fate that brought us together.

I just got off the phone with you and I hope you are sleeping soundly now. It's almost something we need to do know. To talk on the phone at least once a day, especially before we sleep. I love doing so because after a long tired day, the last and only voice I want to hear, is yours.

Bie, Happy Belated Birthday!

Thanks for everything you've done for me so far.
I wish all the best for you in whatever you do and that you'll always be happy no matter what. I'll try my best to ensure that the latter is achieved.
I LOVE YOU!!! <3

cough cough cough!!!

it's 3.10 a.m. and this damn cough has been keeping me awake!! Gargh! my throat feels so itchy right now that I feel like showing my hand down my throat and scratch it!!! I did fell asleep a while ago, but then the coughing started so I'm here, at my neglected blog. *pity*

I'm gonna update about what's been up recently. From my last last post, I did mention I'm currently 'chasing' a girl. And to be honest, I'm still at that stage. But yeah, things are going out quite smooth. She's a really nice girl and for some strange reason, I'm not really rushing into it like I normally would. But if you would ask her, she'd probably say the complete opposite!! It's true, I sometimes do try to annoy her with questions such as "why not now?", "what are you waiting for?" and, "how much longer should I wait?"! I hope she knows I'm only trying to be a pest.

More about her, so yeah, I met her around 2 years back but only got to know a little bit more about her since last year, I suppose. Quite a number of my friends had told me about her even before I met her and all of them were telling me about how nice she is. I usually don't trust anyone else's judgement but yeah, they were right. These few months of "chasing" really showed me how much of a 'catch' she is. I think she's really sweet looking and cute and pretty too. But it's not just looks I'm after, but let me just be clear, yeah, the looks, I'll accept as a bonus! HAHAHA!! She doesn't have a temper,or maybe I just haven't encountered it yet? She's care-free most of the times, really cheerful, playful, smart, funny and really really down to earth,not like most girls nowadays.

I'm not saying all girls!

OK, let me re-phrase.

SOME girls, nowadays are so materialistic and they care so much about what others think about them and most of them are attention seekers, they do anything they can just to get attention, any attention at all. Constantly complaining about every single thing just to harness pity from others. Instead of twittering about it, or FB it, find a way to fix it! DUH!!!! And the people who can have the patience to reply to these status updates are totally eff-ed up too! writing stuff like "smile" "cheer up" If it was me, I'd reply "ok, stop complaining, g.a.l" the g.a.l. for "GET A LIFE" GARGH!

I DON'T MIND PEOPLE COMPLAINING ON FACEBOOK BUT PLEASE!!! NOT EVERYDAY!!!! GOD IS NOT OUT TO GET YOU!!!! YOU'RE JUST MAKING IT SEEM AS IF HE IS!!! GOD HAS BETTER THINGS TO DO!!! LIKE PLAYING CALL OF DUTY: BLACK OPS WITH BUDDHA!!! OR WATCHING RAYWILLIAMJOHNSON ON YOUTUBE!!! OR JUST PLANNING 2012'S GOING AWAY PARTY!!! GARGH -_-|||

wow, that was very far off the original topic, but ok, let's get back.

So these past few months have been going so smooth and I really wish it would continue on the way it is. At first, I wasn't sure if things would even get this far, but as days go by, I can really feel her opening up to me more. I'm not saying that she'll definately accept me yet, I hope she does but whatever decision she decides to make, I'll respect it and not go berserk and start hating her and posting about it on facebook. Because even if she's not going to be my girlfriend, I still wouldn't want to mess up our friendship. I really feel lucky to meet her, and now, having the opportunity to get to know her better, I can't really tell you how I feel. It seems like as each day go by, I'm falling for her more and more. It's been a while since I felt this way over someone, and to be honest, this really is one of the best feeling anyone can have. Even now, as I'm writing this blog post, I'm still thinking about her =) She cares for everyone around her including me and it's not just because she's a nurse, it's just in her nature to do so. Just a while ago, I was complaining to her about my sore throat, she told me to do this and that to soothe it. But I'm still coughing like hell now. lol. >.< anyways, I'm starting to get a little 'blur' right now. Maybe it's because of the medicine.

goodnight bloggy!

<3

Life Is Short.

Well, I guess some of you may have read it in the papers today, about a couple missing after their boat capsized.


read HERE


Miss Tan. She taught me in 2 classes during my time at MPI. Moral and History. May her soul and her husband's rest in peace. I don't know her too well, but all I can say is that she's a cheerful character. Always willing to help and guide all her fellow students, like a true teacher would. Rest In Peace =)

Sometimes one has to be less of a man, to be the man.

The title was one of my Facebook status update recently. I don't think many people get what I meant. To me, it means, stripping down all the shields and defences we've built over the past years and just try to be more open and just accept change. Yes, we might be vulnerable at first, but then, things will always go for the best when we believe that it will.

But anyways, enough about that. let's move on. Last week, I decided to just grow some balls and tell someone how I really felt about her. And since Valentine's Day was about presents and chocolates, being me, I didn't do so............. =_= yess, hopeless! I know!


BUT! I did make her a belated Valentine's present.

The templates after I cut them out.

Cincai cincai draw punya template. lol. looks retarded.

Sew them all up and then it's time to stuff it!!

Stuff-stuff-stuff

It's alive!!!!! But it's blind!

I CAN SEE!!

There, I made a teddy bear. I know it's not much of a looker but yeah, like they say, "it's the thought that counts". In the process of making the teddy, I was worried I might screw it up then she wouldn't like it. So I concentrated real hard, hand-stitching it, stitch by stitch. And after numerous times accidentally poking myself with the needle, it finally got done. Thank God the bear didn't turn out to look like a freakshow or a monster. I really hoped that she would like it and turns out she did! That's all that matters. I guess when you really like someone, you'd do just about anything to make them smile, to make them happy. This girl is really special, and a special girl deserves a special present,ey? a cute teddy bear hand made by an AhBeng! AH BENG GOT HEART ONE AH YOU KNOW? lol.

anyways, I guess that's it!!! =)

2010 and how it's been.

greetings and salutations~

Yes, I know! My blog has been dead for quite some time. It's not that I'm super duper busy, it's just me being lazy. What? You got a problem? sue me! =P

Anyways,2010. What can I say about it? Quite a lot, but no. I'm not gonna do like a long windy recap of the whole year. That would just not be "me". I'm lazy! Surprised? No? I hate you all! =(

Jokes~Jokes~ you know I love each and every one of you who still expects new posts from me.

And before Christmas ends, let me just wish you all a Merry and Blessed Christmas! May The Savior's birth bring joy to you and your family.

Many things happened this year. I got dumped. Yeah, I know. Even someone as charming as myself got dumped, so be careful friends, you might be next! I'm just playing around! I hope that if you're in a relationship, it would last, unless you're a really hot girl and you would like to hook up with this really hot Filipino mixed Chinese blogger, I say "Go Ahead!". If you're a dude,sorry, I'm straight. Anyways, the breakup was rough, as always. I guess breakups are meant to be that way, like how a funeral should be sad and moody instead of people laughing here and there. But as I've been told, it's okay to be sad over a breakup, just make sure you pick yourself up and emerge a better and stronger person. I would like to say that I've done so and yes, I'm proud of myself....well honestly, I'm always proud of myself. Don't hate me for being so full of myself, it's just my way of saying "life and all it's bullsh*t are not gonna get to me".

Oh yeah, I switched schools too this year, from Sibu to Kuching. I'm still doing my ACCA and hopefully I can finish it soon. And wish me luck, not that I really need it. I'm hoping to take an extra course in 2011. MBA. So I can diversify, and not stuck being a number crunching,geeky, accountant. Kuching has been kind to me, I kinda love it there, except the traffic and most of the road-users. I'm staying with my uncle and his family, they treat me real well there. I have other relatives there too, they're always looking out for me. My family members are the best, period!

And oh yeah, this year, I had a brush with possible death? Well, not that serious, but who knew what could've happened that night. You remember,guys? The tree incident? Where the branches of a tree fell on my car during a storm while I was fetching my friend home? Yeah, that one. Phew, I'm glad nothing too serious happened to my friend and myself. I do feel lucky. And yes, I was very pissed that time and was blaming anything, and almost anyone. But I'm still alive and that's all that matters. =)

I met new friends too, from Kuching, and from Sibu. Caught up with a few of my primary schoolmates and then made friends with his friends and so on. AND AND AND AND, not forgetting Mr.Suituapui!! WOOHOO!! Thanks, Mr.Wee! For all the treats and invitations. I'm sorry I couldn't turn up! hahaha!

Celebrated Christmas Eve with last year's gang but there were a few missing faces and a few new faces. But still, it was a great night. I'm glad I have so much opportunity to make new friends this year.

This post, to me, is long enough, so I'm gonna end it soon.

2010, I got brought down emotionally and almost got brought down 6 feet under. But I don't regret it one bit, If I could turn back time, I wouldn't change a thing, not even the breakup, but I'll probably skip the accident part. =P Now that it's all said and done, I shall bid farewell to 2010 tonight with a smile on my face and probably a cigarette in my hand and a drink in the other and a vibrator in my pants. And by that, I mean my handphone getting filled up with "New Year" messages, you pervs! HAHAHA! I have not lost my sense of humor! Don't worry, I never will!

2011, I welcome thee with open arms, be kind to me!!
2011, you'll be mine for the taking, make me king!!

and on such a "so full of myself" note, I'll end this post!


Thanks for reading, and have a Happy New Year,peeps! I love you all, even you haters. =)

The Christmas Eve Gang. Thanks for such an awesome night =)

It's been 2 years now.

This post is dedicated to my best bro, Chan Jian Ang.

It's been two years now. You left this world on the 28th of September 2008. I still can't believe you're gone sometimes. You're still in my prayers, bro. Even though I don't think you need them anymore. I'm very sure you're up there already. What can I say? You're just a very good person.

Anyways,I keep thinking of you this past weeks. About what we used to do and about every single thing I remembered about you. There's just so many. I really think that you could have gone far in life and accomplish everything that you've ever wanted to.

There's so much I can write about you, but it'll just be a repeat of what I wrote in my past blog, which a certain someone deleted without my permission. That person will have her retribution one day. But I don't care about that now. Because, this day is all about remembering you, bro. Nothing else matters. Instead of grieving about your loss, I'll see things in a positive manner. Like how I got the chance to be friends with someone like you. And appreciate everything that you've taught me about, directly and indirectly. Thanks bro. Still living my life for you. Rest In Peace, my brother.


-Last Year's Post-

Jian Ang was the most cheerful person you’ll ever meet. I knew him since kindergarten, he was the mischievous one. Always running here and there during break time. I wasn’t so close to him during this time. But as soon as we were in primary school, we started being friends. Because both of us were the naughty ones. We had a communication problem, I spoke english and he spoke mandarin, but we got along well still. When it comes to having fun, you don’t need communication. We were pulling pranks together, playing tag together, and playing the oh-so-famous ‘sepak kaki’. I remembered during primary 6, you had this major crush on a girl, and instead of the conventional love letter or presents, you wanted to gave the girl a set of Dragonball stickers. I laughed at you and in the end, I never knew wether you did gave it to her. You always had the funniest jokes. You made jokes even when you didn’t even realise it. There was this once when the BM teacher asked us to write down what we wanted to do or invent when we grow up. You said the funniest thing. “saya nak bina kereta yang besar! Yang ada senjata! Yang ada kelajuan yang tinggi, 10km per jam!”. When we were in secondary school, we were still friends and we both still had enough jokes to make everyone laugh. I always poked fun at you but you never took it to heart. You’re one of the very few people I know that never takes anything to personally. If it was a joke, it was a joke. We always went out to movies together. And then we would walk all the way to parkson just to walk around and just hang out. I enjoyed every single moment I had with you. But as time passed, we weren’t so close as we were. You had your own friends, I had mine. But I guess good friends do stick together no matter what. It was in form 4, you just had your hair straightened and we went out for a movie. I remembered you being vain the whole day. You kept stroking ur hair and kept running ur fingers thru it. We all laughed at you, and you laughed along as well. After the movie, some other friends decided to head to the computer centre for a round of games, so I followed. You showed me how to play all those games there. I wasn’t very into all those games, but heck. It was fun. You were very into basketball at that time and did dragged me along for a few games. Everytime I missed a shot, everyone laughed but instead, you showed me what I was doing wrong and taught me the right way to do it. Thanks to you, I scored a few times, because you kept passing the ball to me so I wouldn’t feel left out. You had a girlfriend during form 5 and you were all lovey dovey, but there I was, always around to tease you. You never got angry or annoyed. You would always laugh along. But when the girl left you, you were very sad and I heard from someone that you did cried. I did talked to you about it, you told me everything. Cheering you up was easy. A few jokes were enough to get you happy again. But after a while, you did complained to me about something else. I was so angry about it, and asked for your permission to beat up a certain someone. You told me not to. You never wanted to solve anything violently, anyone who offended you, would be forgiven in an instance. This is something you taught me. To always forgive. After the spm exam, we always hanged out. Wether it was for movies or anything else. But when the exam results camed out. We were both really disappointed with our results. But it never really got us down for too long. After a session of limteh, we were both ok. But the next day, you told me you’ll be leaving for KL very soon. All I could think of was “damn”. I thought we could hang out longer. But we never lost contact. Whenever you saw me online, you would always greet me and told me about your life in kl. Before you got your computer, you would always hang out at cyber cafes just to go online. And there was this once, u turned on the webcam and show me a girl sitting beside you. You asked me to look at how ugly she is. I had a good laugh whenever I chatted with you. You were so hardworking, you took jobs here and there to pay for your expenses, I wish I am at least a quarter of how hardworking you are. You came back to Sibu every chance you had, we always hang out and had much fun. Always doing stupid stuff like singing loudly in Kee Seng’s car while standing with our heads poking out the sunroof. There’s so much more things I remember about you. And I realise now, there’s not a single bad memory I have about you. They’re all good and fun memories. I guess that’s how it is when one spends time with you. There will only be good times. Never bad.




on the 28^th September 2008, I lost not only a friend. I lost you. A brother to me. How I wish it was me, instead of you. You have so much more to offer to this world, you had so much more things you wanted and could do in this life. Trust me, if I could, I’d trade in my life for yours…

Chan Jian Ang, It could’ve been anyone of us that night….

I’m sorry it was you… I wish it was me instead of you.

So, I’ll live my life for you. I’ll always keep your memory with me. I’ll keep the things you taught me. I’ll always be grateful that I met someone like you. We’ll always be brothers, not by blood, but by a strong friendship.

Thanks for all the things you’ve done for us all. Thanks for giving us the chance to know you. Thanks for being such a good friend to everyone. Thanks for everything,bro..

I know you’re up there looking down on us all, and still watching out for us.

Rest in peace, Chan.. It’s already a year, and heck, we all miss you badly..

If anyone is reading, do keep him in you prayers.

i can has noms, AGAIN?

Last Wednesday during lunch, me and Fel decided to try out Rakutei's order buffet. It's basically a buffet, where you order your food of choice. -_- okay, I did not need to explain that. It's rm68 per person and each person is limited to only 1 dish of sashimi. For any 100gm of food wasted, you'll be charged extra of a few ringgit. I forgot. (typical me).

Well, anyways, we ordered the two plates of sashimi and a whole lot of other things. Ok, the sashimi, it wasn't that bad at all, it's kinda fresh and easy on the tastebuds. No fishy smell, like the ones you get from some other not so expensive sushi places. Well, I'm not here to mock anyplace, so let's move on. But when the 2nd plate of sashimi came, I had enough. I couldn't even swallow it. I don't know why, but maybe it's because I had too much.

The other dishes were okay. There's 2 types of oysters served her, pan fried and deep fried. I recommend the pan-fried ones. They taste better, the deep fried ones, hmm, tasted like batter. I'm serious. Oh yeah! I <3 style="text-align: center;">excuse my lousy camera-phone =)