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Thursday, September 17, 2009

This is HER story...

Though Dexter have alot of things that he is not mature..
i also still like the way he is.
fun, loving and caring
actually to say the truth...
Everyone do have some immature things in them
That is something special!
because if everyone is very mature, life would be boring and there would be no more FUN!

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Wishes

I only want him to go school everyday and complete his ITE education. so that his future wont be ruin..

that is all i want from him. Even if he dont want me it doesnt matter.

Because i have done what i have to do as a girl friend. And i have accomplished it.
Like that i will feel man zu le...

and his mum would be very happy for him.

all these i did for him and is not for me. Calling him wake up everyday to go school. I only did this for him. I dont care about myself. Only care about him.

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My Thoughts...

i tot that he would be the only guy that i will love and no other guy le.. but i think after him i will never think about having a relationship anymore with anyone else le..
that is what i told myself before i and dexter first together.

haha all is just a Dream. just a dream. painful memories last..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|1:30 AM|

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Hello!

Today suddenly feel like blogging... haha weird right? after so long then started to blog again.

Dunno why i'm feeling alittle sad today. Bf always not willing to accompany me to meet my interview client. I know u hate waiting... Did u even care about my safety? OR rather care about your feelings more than my safety? Do you know girls care about most is whether she is feeling safe or not?

I know what you want to say:

you will ask me to quit modeling.

My answer is: i'm doing this is my own interest and hobbies.

You just dont even know me well enuff!

I know... maybe you have not found the importance in me. Only care about your life most as i can see. Everyday care most is about your feelings. Don’t even want to go school. I had to find many ways just to make you go school. Every morning had to call you wake up. And i will always get scolding from you and all shouting.

As a girlfriend, doing this everyday is very tiring but do you know that even how tiring i will still ren your anger. Every time you scold me, i will always try to forget what you said to me. But it is just too many times you have hurt me.

I know u hate ppl disturbing you when u sleeping. But i had to do this is because I LOVE YOU and Care so much for you. I do not want to see your future ruin. I only want you to go to school every single day and complete this Education. That is very simple and nothing else. Can’t you even do it?

Everyone have a limit to a certain extend. If you really don’t treasure what is in front of you, you regret it for life and you can’t get it back...

I don’t dare to speak up all my true feelings to you so i wrote it here instead. And it is also because if i talk to you face to face i will end up hearing you scold me instead of listening to what i have to say. Make me even harder to speak it out to you.

Maybe after you read this, you may start to regret?

OR perhaps you will start to feel that you actually don’t really love me? You just need someone to be with, by your side to keep you company? Or you feel bored? lonely?

Maybe you feel your life is boring so you need me by your side? Perhaps only when you feel bored you will come find me... Play finish le throw me one side.

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|10:58 PM|

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

My Model Photos

I love the photos!(:

Labels: Photos

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|2:30 AM|

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Jasmine came to my house

to do project

because her com modem spoiled.

Lol!

Ate western food

and

watch nice & funny video together.

Dexter and i watched

together

at The Cathay.

At Night 11pm

we girls & Dexter had a conference

to discuss on our project(:

First time conferencing all together!

so fun lor...

Lets do that more often! :p

Time for me to go to bed...

Good night peeps!

Blog again another day...

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:55 PM|

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Class Outing Movie: Obessed

CLASS OUTING!

whooohoo!

watched the Movie

it was not bad..

quite nice to watch.

Photos taken from lock(:

Thanks Lock!

Classmates that came, they were:

Boys: Mr Wong, Nigel Tan, Justin, Dexter, Boon Hui, Lock, Faiz

Gals: Rong Xia, Jorrena, Clapperon, Feng Jie, Jasmine, Ellena, Victrina(me)

We grab our lunch at

Pasta Mania! =D

Some played

Bowling, Pool, Arcade together..

we had great fun together as a class! =D

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|10:00 PM|

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Tiring day for me today....

I ate a heavy breakfast from old chang ki "Nasi Lemak". I ate the yi kam bi lis until kenna stuck at my throat.

Dunno was it really that or was it my sore throat. LOL!

I dont really feel well...had flu, headache and sore throat.

I wanted to go home but i still manage to tahan all the way through because i couldnt afford to miss any lessons. I told myself I need to be strong, cannot always fall sick.(:

Today Ms Joey lesson we learn abt the "stereo jack connector".
haha bet some of u dunno what is this abt right?

Let me explain to u...

Stereo jack connector is most commonly use for audio output from an audio device to a pair of speakers. The connector can also be used for the interface between a microphone and any audio device such as a sound card.

We used the soldering iron to melt it on the sleeve to connect the wire to the metal so that there will be electricity.
it was really fun and interesting. At first i was alittle "pek chek" because Dexter and I almost screwed up. haha but in the end it worked perfectly fine. I was relief...

New things that i've learnt! (:

You should try it too!

it is fun and interesting. =D

Thats all folks!

~+~+~+~+~ signing off... ~+~+~+~+~

Victrina

11pm

Labels: Something New(:

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:00 PM|

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Not to forget that there will be a Meeting on Friday 2.30pm for all Student Councilor..(:

Dexter brought me to eat Arnold's. The food there was all chicken. It's a Malay restaurant.

The chicken was delicious!! It was almost the same taste as the KFC but the skin has a different taste. Which is Spicy :D

It's really good! You should try it...

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|9:50 PM|

Sunday, July 5, 2009

파라다이스 花樣男子 (Boys Over Flowers OST)

Lucky (Boys Over Flowers / 꽃보다 남자 OST)

"내 머리가 나빠서 " (Because I'm Stupid) Boys Over Flowers ending OST

Stand By Me (Boys Before Flowers / 꽃보다 남자 OST)

Eng sub A&T 가슴이 어떻게 됐나봐 Something Happened To My Heart {BOF OST}

I love these songs and the show too!

is a Must to watch!! Not to be Missed!

No regrets(:

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|3:00 AM|

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Holidays at Malaysia Genting!!

Holiday @ Malaysia Genting!

Here i am now back in Singapore writing this diary of memories back in Malaysia. On Wednesday night, my Mum, Dexter and I went to my aunt house to stay over till Thursday morning. I accompanied Dexter the whole night at the living room because he couldnt sleep. I didnt want to leave him alone too. I couldnt wait till the day comes...

The day had came...
We set off from my aunt place to Malaysia on Thursday Morning at 6am. My Uncle drove us there. The people that came along with us are: my uncle, aunt, my mum, Dexter and Me. We set in the car all the way till we reached Genting. We stayed in Hotel Resorts.
We arrived at the hotel on Thursday Afternoon 12pm.
I was filled with enthusiasm.

We got to our rooms. My Uncle and Aunt had their own room. My mum, Dexter and I shared a room.

First thing we get into the room, I lied on the bed and fall asleep. My Mum and Dexter did had a nap too after seeing me having a good nap. It was nice and cosy.
First day was nothing much because we fell asleep. Dexter and I wanted to go shopping and walk around Genting so he woke me up and we went for a walk.

We took some Neo Prints... It was more expensive than Singapore. But it doesnt matter because we enjoyed ourselves. =D It was our first Neo Print after 4 months together(:
I love him.
Many fun moments we spend together. Played Arcade together too! My luck was there. I played the first game, i won a prize. 2nd Game I won a BIG prize again. haha It was really fun.

My Uncle and Aunt brought us to eat Dim Sum for our breakfast. The food there was Great! Delicious!

Some Pictures of Us in Malaysia..

My Favourite "doggy"! Dexter bought for me. I LOVE IT Loads!!

Siting in the cable car.. My mum was with us(:

Here are some lovely couple things we bought for each other.. (:

Couple T-Shirt!
We always wanted one & we got it!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|10:00 PM|

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Nice Items here... =D
Wanted but yet to get..

Name: Black Hitch Belt Dress
From: Dorothy Perkins

Name: Mixed Band Ring Set
From: Dorothy Perkins

Name: Wood Flower Stretch Bracelet
From: Dorothy Perkins *Bought

Name: Black Slinky Belted Top
From: Dorothy Perkins

Name: Silver Belted Tunic
From: Dorothy Perkins
Size: 6
Price:$79.90

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:50 PM|

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Class Outing!
HAHA!
Clapperton and I went to meet the classmates at bugis.
They met at 1pm but i overslept lol. I reached there at 3pm.
They were all playing Arcade. I played Basket ball with clap.. hahahas sooooo fun lor...
Ice dance the DDR so cute haha.

We went to the new shopping center which had just opened at bugis.
We dunno the name of the shopping center. It has lots of stars on it.
All of us walk ard the whole shopping center to see see..
We took the longest escalator up to the 4th level. It was slow ._. lol.
I tried the chocolate with the marshmellow it was super nice hahas.
We wanted to watch movie but in the end some gtg...
so only Clap, Dexter and me watched "Shinjuku Incident" acted by Jackie Chan.

The movie was nice, not bad but is abit disgusting seeing the person's hand chopped off! LOl!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:00 PM|

Saturday, April 4, 2009

packing my room

Today was the first day we started clearing the room...
There were too many things to be cleared.
Some things could not be thrown away because it is my father's things. Most of the things were the olden days kept till now..
We clear the clothings which wanted to donate to Charity.
Clearing overnight. Tiring though.. and we did not stop to rest.

Many boxes. Dexter and I managed to cleared the boxes. Folded them to one side and tie them. ahhhs... still got many more things. We need more Man Power to help to move the things. If any of you are free to help me let me know. appreciate it alot =D

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:50 PM|

Friday, April 3, 2009

This is what i wish for.....
I hope it can come true!
I wish to have my own room..
Dexter knew that i always wanted my own room... and he helped me.
I was very happy that he is willing to help me...
He gave me some ideas and he brought me to IKEA. I was extremely happy when he asked me whether i want to go IKEA. Go there and see for more ideas.
There were lots and lots of furnitures there!
It was my first time going there.
After going there, it gaves me lots of idea of how i want my room to be like and arranged. The colours, wardrobe, light, etc etc etc. =x
How exciting it was there! Full of ideas flowing into my mind... not caring how expensive the stuffs were.. lol

Yeahh i did some planning. But first of all I need to clear my new room first before deciding any further... That room is filled with many things. I do not know how am i going to do it but i am still going to do it no matter how tired it takes. =D

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:32 PM|

Thursday, March 26, 2009

I watched this with Dexter.
It's a horror movie. Not bad. Nice.
Her twin brother is hunting her for life..
For me i will Rate it as 7/10.
Worth watching this movie. (:

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|1:56 AM|

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

24th of March 2008 Technical seminal
This is first time i'm helping out as a student councilor...
Wearing formal white long sleeves inside, tie, black skirt and the blazer...
We guided the guest to the auditorium hall.
Some were at the car park waiting for the guest to arrive and showing directions.
I stand near the cop-op shop guiding the way for the guest..
Met a new fren but i totally forgot his name. He was fun to talk to... A funny guy Lol. He is a Malay but he can speak chinese alittle.
He joke with me alittle so that it wont be bored there haha.
This is how i look like wearing the student councilor suit...:

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:50 PM|

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

hmmms i'm alittle late for school today.. becoz i slept only 3hrs. i still pull myself out of bed.

My classmates got their Ez-Link card already... Lols.

I heaven get mine..

Yesterday dexter brought me to Kallang Airport for the first time in my life. Around 11pm he came and find me at my house.. I was very happy. When he asked me whether i want to go kallang airport with him, I was super excited .. Lol! Yeahh.. maybe because can spend more time with him... i do not know what kind of place is that. We just went there to eat supper with his friends thats all... reached home around 3 a.m.

Sorry dear.. I think today i shld not go find you... I didnt know about the 7th day of your grandfather's death thing. Because of me then you need to send me home.. i know i hai dao ni.. butt whyiie you still want to send me home when i already said i can go home by myself... haiis.. ii dun wan anything to happen to euuu lehhs..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:59 PM|

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Student Councilor

Team Building Camp

26th March 2009

(Thurs)

Things to bring: Extra Set of Clothes.

Venue: East Coast Park

Time: 10 a.m.

I miss my boii..
Never come school today... haiis..
Boringgg without euuu...
Wondering what you doing at home now...
Hmmmms... I wan to say something...
One of my happy moments with you is that you every morning meet me before we go school together. (=

I hope every single day we can meet up before going school together..(=
Since last week we did not meet each other in the morning before we go school

that is why i very sad...
Sorry dear.. I said those in the sms.
butt i Love you alot alot..

signing off...
Victrina =D

1.42pm in school

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|1:42 PM|

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Our Class Project Competition.
under the Health Promotion Board.
Title: Stay Happy and Manage Your Stress

Enjoy..(:

All our hard work.

Support us! (:

1 week just to do this shooting flim..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|9:50 PM|

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Sorry guys, I did not update my blog... this few days was super busy with my school project video competition. Topic: Health Promotion thingy..

though it's quite tiring these few days chionging the project but i've enjoyed doing it together with my classmates. Staying overnight not sleeping doing our scripts and scenes. Tough times and sometime bad weather too. Striving for our best as this was our first time doing this project. Teacher received the email late so we only have about 1 week to do the project.

Had many shooting scene.

Had a happy moments with them. I could see everyone making the effort trying to come for the project, making lots of sacrifices (e.g. Feng Jie took leave for her job to help us with our project) I really appreciate what she had done for us. Everyone had done great! Whether we win this competition or not, it doesnt matter at all... At least we did enjoy ourselves..

I have something to say to you guys:

YOU GUYS HAVE DONE GREAT!

GOOD JOB! WELL DONE!

*Claps* *Claps* *Claps*

I Love you guys!!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:00 PM|

Monday, March 2, 2009

I could not even sleep yesterday... The whole night i was in pain... Crying badly too... Well, maybe thats my punishment for being so stubborn.
Had an horrible night... :(
I went to school, My hand was still very pain. I hated my hand so badly because i could not even write or hold a thing.
Still staying strong (:
After school, Dexter accompainied me to see the doctor. The doctor said my hand was badly infected. He clean for me with the special liquid and bandage my hand. I tahan with all the pain. Controlling my breath so that it wont remind me how pain it was. He also inject antibiotics in my arm. so that it would not be so pain.
This is my first time bandaging my hand.
Here is how it look like..

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|7:09 AM|

Sunday, March 1, 2009

I went to East Coast Park to meet Raymond ( our skates vp ) alone to collect my skates.
but it wasnt the correct price so he asked me to wait again...
While waiting for xin ling in Mac,
Suddenly Dexter came.
I didnt know he was coming... becoz he told me he was sleeping.
I was very happy when i saw him...
Was surprise too that he would come down to find me...
After that Dexter and I went cycling..
I want to company dexter to cycle so i did not choose to roller blade.
The others roller blade.(:
While cycling, i was doing some stunt LOL. Then i fall down. Landed flat on the ground with my hands. Lucky thing i was wearing Jeans. If not my leg will be bleeding alot...
My hand was badly injured...
Kept bleeding... I straight away stood up and jumping around to show that i am alright. I did not even cry when i fall down. I stay strong. Pretend that nothing has happened.

It was raining heavily... I could not get home.. So we waited for the rain to stop. My hand was hurting badly... waited for 3 hrs and the rain still did not stop.

when the rain was lighter alittle at 7pm, Dexter and I prepared to leave the place.
I went to dexter house. Wanted to study but go his hse nv study... His sister send me home after that.

Love my BF(Dexter) He take good care of me.<3

Thank you Dexter!(:

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|6:00 PM|

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Today wanted to go flyer with dexter... but.... but....... ITS RAINING CATS AND DOGS!

sianz... no more Free Flyer....... sadd-ed.

Then we went to go patoh... Dexter look very suai.... SUAI Daii ler..! =D We ate our lunch and went to Hagen Daz to eat Ice cream! Dexter gave me a treat. I guess it was my first time going there to eat Hagen Daz Ice cream... I love the Cookies chocolate ice cream and the Brownie... the brownie was so YUMMY!!... 2 scoops of ice cream $11.90 + the brownie $5 + the mango syrup $1 = $17.90 TOTAL.

The ice cream was so delicious till we forgot to take Picture of it...

what a waste!! -.- Lol!

Hope we can be like this everyday happy together =D

Live with me...

Miss you each and everyday!

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|11:20 PM|

Friday, February 27, 2009

This place is My hse the hawker center.
Went to eat supper with dexter. (:
I eat the sweet potato! love it lots. haha
I ATE ALOT AGAIN!! -.-"

Me and Hui Qi, took this pic in class >_<

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
|8:00 PM|