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Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Haven't You Ever Thought About What Happened After Cinderella And The Prince Got Married?

On the bus to school today, I'm suddenly thinking about this issue.

When I was a kid, my dad brought me and my sisters to a bookstore. I love to read books as a kid, but I'm only allowed to buy just one book.

Out of all the books, that I have never read before, I chose Cinderella, which I can even tell the story from back to front.

Authors of Cinderella and Snow White always end the story with "The Prince and ___ live happily ever after.". In fact, almost every fairy tale end that way.

Has any kid ever wonder why? I don't, when I was a kid. But now, I do.

It is almost impossible to live happily, ~~EVER AFTER~~.

Fairy Tales are lies. Perhaps thats why they are called fairy tales, not like.. fiction story books.

posted by eville;yunpeng at 10:18 AM ` 0 comments

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Randomness!

I think this is funny ;)

sometimes i hate myself getting envious over other's life and i secretly wish i am not me.

posted by eville;yunpeng at 3:32 PM ` 0 comments

Monday, May 10, 2010

MONDAYYYYY

It's monday! Ever since this new school term where my Day 1 starts on thursday, I no longer feel that monday is a school day! And so, I was so tempted to get days off on monday! D=

919am. my classroom is quite empty. Lessons soon!

I'm sorry for feeling so bothered. I can't help it. I will try my best to get better. I promise.

posted by eville;yunpeng at 9:20 AM ` 0 comments

Thursday, April 15, 2010

hi uma, we meet again ._.

Its first day of school! Gosh. It's so sudden that you cannot imagine how badly we took this.

All along, I had the idea that school starts on 19th Apr, Monday. However, kbox on tues, lynette said out of the sudden,"hey, xxx knew which class she's in already."

That got all of us in panic. So, it was then confirmed that school starts on 15th Apr, Today!

You can never imagined how down all of us were. Moodless out of the sudden.

So, I have tuesdays off! 4 days school week. However, promised that tuesdays shall be self-study-day.

Anyways, FIRST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOL!

It's all about new environment, new classmates(hello classmates), new team, however, no new faci today! I met uma again! After 15 weeks of Biology, I thought I can finally shake her off. WHO KNOWS, I MET HER AGAIN!

Its all about boring PDT, going-through-teams-second meeting and "please upload your ppt and ws now" after 2nd break. Monotone 6P. I'm going to die.

So, good lesson to start off the semester today. I don't understand a single thing. Good job yunpeng ._. I'm just gonna try harder!

Biochemistry tomorrow, something I'm really not looking forward to. =\

Gonna sleep soon, nights!

posted by eville;yunpeng at 10:56 PM ` 0 comments

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

gahh. UT3 results are released.

I felt super upset =(

But its all over now.

I swear I won't let history happen again!

I wanna do better than this. I feel lousy =(

happy1monthmylove.iwantthistolastforever. <3

posted by eville;yunpeng at 8:01 PM ` 0 comments

Sunday, March 14, 2010

hoping

It's 2:04am! Hello world! I'm awake. Wide awake.

I have no idea what am I supposed to do now. Movies? Gossip Girls? Or.. my favourite anime show again?

Let me think about it. It's scarily peaceful at this time of the night =\

andimhopingimgonnahearfromyouverysoon.

hopeyouarenothavingtoomuchfun(asyoumentioned)andforgottenallaboutme.

I think it is these days where hopes are strong and clear.

I start to hope alot, alot more than any other time.

I don't know how long can this last.

I can't say I am really pleased with the current situation, but I believe it will improve, because I'm trying.

I am afraid of living in an illusion created by myself.

I am sorry if I sound doubtful sometimes, I seriously don't mean that way.

But I have no idea whats wrong with myself.

I think this is just yunpeng. It's only normal.

posted by eville;yunpeng at 2:09 AM ` 0 comments

Friday, March 12, 2010

space of my own

I'm just here to shout, because this is where I truly belong.

I FUCKING NEED SOME SPACE OF MY OWN.

CAN YOU JUST STOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOOOOOP BREATHING DOWN MY NECK, CONTROLLING EVERY SINGLE THING I DO?

I HATE THIS SHIT RIGHT HERE.

I HATE THIS FEELING. FUCK IT.

idontfuckingcarewhatYOUthinkaboutthis.icantbebothered.

butplease,givemethespaceineedanddeserved.

icanunderstandwhythisishappening.butletmetellyou,itsnotworking.so,whybother?

iknowyouarenotgoingtoreadthisinanycase.butfuckcare.thisismyblog!ilovetosayithere.

imonlydoingitbecauseistillrespectyouforwhoyouare,still.

AM I FUCKING CLEAR ENOUGH?

posted by eville;yunpeng at 12:13 AM ` 0 comments