sape bulih tolong?

i got a dilemma, if anyone bulih membantu, can u please tel me eh?

i'm working with this very nice family, setiap kali kerja mesti dia bg mkn n lynn sgt baik. The thing is kekadang tgh buat keje die pnggil mkn. pertame kali dulu, i mkn la ngn die. tghmkn bru tersedar 'alamak, mkn ayam x sembelih, ya Allah!' den blk, cuak gile, tny syng, n he sed,'try 2 avoid it nex time'. luckily deorng mkn stock ayam dicincang cincang kecil, bukan seketul cam kite, klu x, lg nahas. pstu, d nex time i pegi keje lg, i sed i was vegetarian. fuuuh, terlepas. wife die pun hidang ngn hidangan sayur2, soya dn ikan. n tetibe while furnishing some perabot i heard her say to her husband, nurul's a vegetarian dis month. n dlm ati dh menjerit jerit, TIDAAAAAAKKKK!!! macamane die bulih coem up wit dat conclusion entah? hish2,

luckily after dat event i went off to australia. minggu lepas i went to work, dlm bas duk pk, camne nk terangkn yg i eat halal meat. smpai umah, dh lepas vakum n all, tinggal nk cuci toilet, tetibe ank die pnggil me, 'nurul, we're having lunch' n out of the blue i sed 'i was fasting'. muke wife die nmpk kecewa, huuu. xpekn tipu sunat?

sbnrnye mmg rse nk quit je job nie, i mean, i wanna start at a different house,sbb rse family ni 'too nice', tetibe dpt promotion, cleaning kt umah kwn dia. huhu, demi menyimpan tabungan lebih, i accept. *sy mmg manusia lemah, tolong!!!!*

dis week dey nk g rotorua, dey ajk me, but i kindly tolak n sed 'i need to pay my fasting debts from last year *wink*' den dey sed, too bad u cant follow us. sebelum ni wife die ade ajk tido kt umah, i went for only one night, husband dia outstation, so she was bosan kot. n bout rotorua ni dh bnyk kali dia ajk. tp everytime msti i tolak. i have all this negative thinking tau. d worst dat could happen n everything, bile fikir blk kesian pule, tp nk wat camane, mungkin rse x selesa spnjg perjalanan nnt.

dey prepare food for my sake n ajk me wit their outings. sy ni seorng yg sgt negatif dn anggap ni stu problema, rse cam dh membebankn family nie.

ape nk buat klu deorng tny lg after dis, i mean if dey ajk g mane2? n cmne nk start terangkan pasal pemakanan secare mknn halal? i need the courage!! n shud i go rotorua??

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