I was reading my old posts and laughing at myself. HAHAHA. How foolish was I. Now that I've grown up, it's like I have improved so much in my thinking and everything. :)
I'm having A level this year. Mug like crazy everyday. Jiayous~
Just need to write things out.

After a few mths in JC, many things have changed. Learnt to live more independently. Sometimes i really dun wan go home study. I dun even mind studying at library alone. If only I had someone with me. it sucks rlly when you have no one and nowhere to go. yes it sucks.

I still regret not having a cca i want. though i no choice. I hope to commit myself to volunteering, at least can fill my emptiness and made me more worthy a person. When i volunteer at TYGC, im rlly happy. Looking at the kids, they rlly entertained me. Mature smiles and childish acts. Reserved and yet playful. They made me want to volunteer more. And its not really "volunteer" anymore.

Another thing is im totally depressed about tests. I know i dun rlly study hard. I may appear in the mugger side, in school so hardworking. but whenevr im outside or in my house, i slack like hell. I know she's the one motivating me to study. and my dream too. However, i keep failing, and the problem is i know how to do but i have not enough time. depressed ttm.. what's more i aimed for As. Yeah i know its ridiculous. I will keep trying anyway..

ISP IS OVER. WE END THE ENTERTAINMENT! Im so happy that we did well for ISP. All the sunday efforts having to go back to school not wasted. All the times i kena scamm to rehearse was to avail. AND IT WAS DAMN ENTERTAINING as said by carrot. okay not damn but rlly it's so entertaining i laughed hard at the first scene. Gonna miss the funny and friendly ppl.

Feels like learning some aesthetics stuffs.. like piano, guitar, singing, language and photography. I feel that there is this side of me that desires arts. Im so busy, wouldn i burn out?

I also learnt that shuagi ges chio bus alws very popular. Life's unfair..
thats why i stick with the outcasts. im not gonna suck up to them just because of their appearance. im not gonna be a follower of "exhibition cult".

Lastly, i would like to comment on the weirdos in my new sch. I DUN UNDERSTAND BUT THIS WORLD RLLY HAS STRANGE PPL. Its hard to tolerate them but they can be rlly funny in a bad sense. lol.

But, i treat evryone equally! Thats me. Yup, i said bad things and all but honestly, thats not what i feel inside. Im just direct. Understand me and you will.

I have many things i still want to say but im too tired liao. And i would rather talk to her than blogging for no one. My life is dull, i know. Just smile :)
It is not the same.

March hols, here i come! my life is no longer busy, it's fun-filled. Yea, i have changed my perspectives. :)

It really is different, talking to a friend and talking to a friend who once was someone more than a friend. Now, it's like my heart beats life and my blood flows life. All the sensations and blushes I used to know, they have lost their memories. Time did a great job but relapses never learn to obey me. So, am i supposed to say, life's like that?

How did we get here? When I used to know you so well..
I didnt attend school on Thurs because i had to remove my stitch. After i went to Orchard Kinokuniya alone to find a book, but cant find. So i just walk walk. Suddenly, one Japanese uncle just shouted crazily and scared the shit out of me. He was angry about something and scolded this kinokuniya staff. He scolded what bloody hell...young man you have lots to learn. LOL. The scene is just epic and many people walk to that area to satisfy their curiosity. Went back library to catch up on work later on..

Saturday was sports carnival and i thought it was not bad. Maths trail was not easy and the problem is we dont have time to think. Early in the morning, like who the hell can think... But my team not bad cause we quite enthu one. Though my class got some pissing off issues, i had chances to bond with them. Like finally.. Best of all, milo van! hah.

Aft that, went to eat with some of 1004 at pastamania and then arcade. Wanted movie but they couldnt decide aft all.

Abt 4pm, i reached SIA training centre to give maths tuition. I was tired and very distracted by the surrounding. So sorry to the boy.. I felt i didnt teach much lol.

I must keep up with my life.


You're Beautiful

I love this drama. But sad la, i prefer Shin woo with Mi Nyu. Hais woes for Shin Woo. I like all the OSTs in the drama. And because of this, i want to learn Korean! Coz i want to sing along haha.



Autumn's Concerto

You can cry watching this. Even if you are not those emotional type, you will have a hard time trying to fight ur tears. And Mu Cheng is the type of girl i like haha. Xiao Bin so sensible and cute la. You watch his scene will smile and cry one. I dun think any young kid will be so understanding...



Liar Game

Interesting show. Look at Fukunaga. the mushroom head! i like his acting lar. SO epic and hilarious. And i believe i put a lot of trust in others just like Nao. NOT NAIVE. :D


So this was how i spent my 7 days MC. haha. wtf i cant laugh le. Its freaking 2am and i have to wake up early like 6 though lessons start at 9am. zz why am i so awake..

facking gonna force myself to slp. my eye bags and dark circles like very jialat...
I love my life right now.

Went to hangout again. Today so crowded.. But it was nevertheless fun.

Balance, hard to achieve.

Aft the hols, its gonna be tough time. My class is 1004 and i think my classmates are very nice. Hope to interact more with them. Cause i miss the bonding session due to the infection. :(
And i still haven decide on my cca. Student council? dragonboat? interact club? odac? how.. :(

Now it's 6.25am. I duno why but i suddenly wake up. Partly it was the itches on my hands. So damn itchy la!@#$

Ahh, time flies. So fast CNY le. Very fast later, we will celeb christmas lol.

Probably getting CNY clothes later. I wan the "我很内向" t-shirt. Suits me right? lol. Or maybe the "宅男"..
All i need is You.

I think im liking nyjc now. Other than for the chio bu-s, the ppl thr are very nice.

I made a bold decision, History! I havent found someone with same combi as me :(

Now hang out? Geeeee~

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