Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Queen Seon Duk

This movie is sooooo good!
It is either i have not been watching Korean dramas for a long time or it really is very good!
Watch it and judge for yourself.

This movie is called Queen Suen Duk.

Just to prove to you how crazy i am for this movie, i finished this drama in 4 days straight. This drama consist of 80 episodes (shhh.....don't tell my mum).

Every character in this drama has something that we can learn from.

Before 2009, korean dramas bring tears to my eyes but not after that, no other korean drama have really brought tears to me anymore after 2009.
But this is one drama that makes me weep without tears, if you know what i mean.

Just wikidrama this movie and you can find all the awards that it has won.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

毕业了

终于毕业了!
The mixed feelings in me an hour before results are release is indescribable
Immediately after i have seen i passed all my units the super heavy stone in my heart is gone!

However, now that uni is over...it is unemployment time, another thworry about.
Overall i am happy with my results, not my best but at leasti graduated!

现在就只能准备毕业典礼那天的情绪了!

可惜你不在。

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Finally a fringe!

New hair style!!

From this...............
to this...


Ok...no major change..
Just wanted to share with all.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

sad

Today is my final finals day!

I should be jumping with joy!
However, i have just passed up the most misserable exam in my uni life.

This is first time i have left a 10 marks question completely blank!
And bullshiting for more than 30 marks and i mean seriously bullsiting by writing whatever i know even if it is not relevant to the question.

So i am serious very sad...........

I sure do hopw this will be the one and only paper i pass up like that because i do not want to take exams in that hall again.

If i do see the hall again, it just means i did not graduate.

Monday, November 8, 2010

@#$^%&

I just notice something!!
It is already NOVEMBER!!!!!!!!!!
One year is gone just like that!!

In 2 more months i will be officially 22!!
OMG OMG OMG!!!

I better do something about my life.
My miserable jobless single no motivation and clueless life.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

The next step

*long post. If you have time read and give your comments*

I have come to the point of my life where decisions have to be made.
There are so many paths in front of me and i have to choose one and forgo the others.
The most frustrating thing is none of these paths gives me a clear sight of what is ahead.

Just like after finishing high school, the question was so where would you be furthering your studies?
To me the answer was easy - MELBOURNE
I did not really need to make choose them, it was set right in my mind in the very beginning.

After 3 years, i am finishing university.
the question is what are you going to do after uni?

The is really one of the toughest question i have ever have!


Path 1 Stay in Australia and get a PR
This is the initial path that i would most probably take. take my PR maybe work for short term and in the long term is still back to Malaysia!

Reason to stay:
1.Do not want to miss this opportunity to get a PR (If i leave the country it would be very hard for me to return and apply for PR.)

2.Working in Australia of course you would be expect a higher pay (of course higher living cost as well) and less stress compared to Malaysia (9-5 job, maybe a little later but not as late Malaysia at peak times).

3. Experience (If i return, i will never get the chance to have expose myself to the working environment in Australia)
- i want to let myself know that at least i tried.

Cons:
1. Prepared to be jobless for a few months (this might take 8 months or more).
This is because will you are waiting for PR to be granted you are eligible to work but which employee would want to invest and train you when they are not even sure if you would be granted a PR. Furthermore, employees do know that the job you got when you have not obtain is only temporary once you have gotten PR you can get a better job and off you go!

2.Prepare to work in small to medium firms, start really small.
Going to big firms especially the Big 4 would be a very big challenge and i would say only the the best of the best can get in.I am not saying small and medium firms aren't good, it is also a challenge as an international student you already have an disadvantage.

3. Cost
This might really be a con but applying for PR is not free there is a cost. I would say the money is not a matter(If PR is granted, you can probably earn back the money in a month or two), time is.

Path 2 Go back to Malaysia and work and apply offshore
Applying offshore basically means i am applying for PR it is just that i don't have to be in Australia. This application will take longer and obviously cost more.
I recently got on offer from PWC Malaysia for a position in the tax department to commence work in 2011. For those who don't know, PWC is one of the Big 4 accounting firms, means top accounting firms in the world.

Pros:
1. Getting into a Big 4!!
Of course the idea thrills me!!

2. Home
The job is base in KL. But obviously KL compared to Australia is nearer to Kuching.

3. Malaysia is a developing country
Working at a developing country you will really really get the juice of what you are doing and will be becoming part of a team that is developing a tax system for you country!

Cons:
1. Working hours
The working hours i scaring me. Official hours 9am-5pm but people usually work till midnight or if they have to overnight in the office.
The most certainly pay is not incredible (approximately $2,200)

2.KL is no difference with Australia
If you say go back to Malaysia but not Kuching then there is no difference with being in Melbourne and KL.

3.Cost
The cost of applying for offshore is far more expensive, and imagine after working 2-3 years in Malaysia, do you think you will be willing to give up your stable job and move back to Melbourne and start looking for a job again (means being jobless again and not promising to get into another Big 4)?

Path 3 - Forget PR and go KL
Similar to the above but probably will not have the chance to go back to Melbourne anymore.
If it is true that in 2019 Malaysia will go bankrupt, i will only be 30 then, too young to die with the country!


Path 4 Forget PR and go back to Kuching

Pros:
1. Family
Obviously family and friends are there. i know my mum will be very happy. And Kuching will always be the best place!

2. no worries of cooking, washing, housework
Hhahaha...i don;t need to explain.

Cons:
1.I do not want to regret that i had the chance to work in Melbourne and yet gave it up.

2. Small Kuching
Not to say Kuching is small but i think the exposure is not enough. I would really love to gain more exposure before going back.

3. not doing accounting/tax
Going back might mean i would not be exploring my own field but doing other stuff.
Something i think i would like to but not in this few years. I want to utilise what i have learn first before doing other things.


In conclusion, you can see that i cannot decide at all.
Feel free to comment on what you want to as you might see something i don't!

Monday, November 1, 2010

Worried

I am very very worried!
This is the first time in my uni exams that i am so worried.
This is the third day after auditing exam and i am still worried about that paper!

I use to worry about how i am not going to get a distinction for my papers but now i am worried that i cannot even pass the freaking paper!

I want to graduate!!!!!!
I don't want to fail!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

ANgry Post

WTF WTF WTF!!!!
I don't know if i am influnced by Aussie culture to scold but i just want to scream at the top of my lungs!!!!

WTF WTF WTF!!!!!!!!!
DAMN IT!!!

You are lucky this is my last semester because i do not look forward in working with you anymore!!!!
Not once in a MILIION!!!

You want everything to be perfect and out Fu**ing preasure on all of us!!!
It is freaking 10% and i am forgoing my time for my 2 FINAL exams coming in 2 weeks!!

Damn it Bi*c*!!!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Happy Birthday

Have you ever celebrated your grandparents birthday even when they are not around anymore?
Ever ask why you do that?
I mean what's the point when they're not even here anymore!

I have.
I never got to or remembered celebrating any birthdays with them.
But in our family, we still gather together every time on my grandparents birthdays.
To me then, it was really just another family gathering.
I never knew or even have a thought of how it felt for my father or his siblings, celebrating their parents birthday even when they are not around anymore.

Tomorrow is my father's birthday.

To me, it is a day of celebration.
On this day, all these memories will come flooding back.
Remembering how we will always try to find new ideas to surprise him (He always finds out somehow, i think the spy is Mom!).
Making cards of our own just the way he likes it!
Having a feast and most importantly the pandan birthday cake!

I honestly admit that there will tears of sorrow and joy.

Whatever we have back then will just remain there now and no new ones will come but it will be just as good and fresh as though it happened yesterday.

Every year on the 7th October, we will have a family gathering to celebrate my father's birthday.
It might not be important to my children in the future but they will understand one day.

A friend once ask me:"Why do you still use present tense when your father is no longer here?"
This is what i told him :"He is, and will always be in my heart." (Therefore, there is no past tense to that!)

Happy Birthday my Beloved Papa!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Engineering Students!

I want to especially dedicate this post to all ENGINEERING STUDENTS!!
To be more specific, engineering students who always look down on commerce students!

I really really dislike your altitude!
Why do you guys always think that commerce is a piece of cake (always indicating that commerce is for brainless ppl)?
Have you even studied it before?

Yes, we might only have 12 hours of contact hours.
Yes , we get a degree after 3 years.
and Yes, our uni fees are a lot cheaper than yours!!

Less contact hours doesn't mean we don't have to study out of that hours!
Getting a degree faster doesn't mean its an easy course!
And the price of something doesn't determine its quality!

The fact that we are all university students has already shown that we are not brainless!
and it is STUPID to think that you don't need to think to do commerce units!
If it is true, i don' t think you need commerce in uni anymore!
ANYONE CAN DO COMMERCE if you don't have to think!

Every faculty is unique in its own way.
Try asking a guy from IT to do a course in ARTS!
Try getting a medical student to do engineering!
Engineering student you come and study law yourself!

Damn it engineering students!
I am going to continue this when i have time.......

Commerce student going off to finish (if possible) her incredible long reading list on a SUNDAY!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

New family member??

As some of you might already know..
my sister is engaged!!

Well technically her boyfriend(or should i say fiance) proposed.

Well it was all exciting!

Let me ask you a question, a question i always wonder but i finally have a little taste of it.

Why do most mothers cry when their daughters get married?

My sister is not even getting into a wedding dress and my mum is like
"aiyo...your sister not coming home to stay anymore lo....how?"
hmm...she is sad and happy..kind of conflicting.

To be honest not to say my mum have that feeling i do too!

As most of you would know
my sister to me is not only a sister..
she is more like a "mum" in Melbourne to me
she takes care of almost everything!
so come to think of it..
we are kind of "loosing" her....

Yea..she will be coming back..
like visit us in the holidays or when she has time or CNY..
"visit", how this word sounds soooo weird using it on a family member..
But i guess it will be all different..

So did i just gain another family member (brother in law)? OR
did i just loose one?

Sunday, May 2, 2010

FU** MUISS!

I really really hate MUISS!!!

You people told us that you would arrange a time for us where there would not be clashes to our class!!
and now you said i did not tell you i have class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You FREAKING have my timetable ...and you yourself said you know when we can and when we can't!!!


soooooooo FU** wanna kill you people!!

what the FU** want me to skip lecture!

Do you freaking know how much my parents pay for one hour of lecture!!

ITS FREAKING 80 AUSSIE DOLLARS!!!

SO DAMN IRRESPONSIBLE!

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

好幸福的女儿!

我也想有那么一天..................







有爸爸牵着我走进教堂.............

Thursday, April 22, 2010

MUISS is driving me nuts!

MUISS is dring me nuts! and it's only the 1st task and they are putting me at a hard spot.
Ok...MUISS is Monash University International Student Service and i am a committee member in it. To be exact my role is volunteer specialist which basically means i have to recruit volunteers to over events.
Well, they are having a sports day on Saturday (24 April), and then they tell me Tuesday (20 April) that they need external volunteers to be referees!! now do you think that is crazy! i think its not only crazy but impossible!!!
how do they expect me to get people who are willing to come on a Saturday to be a referee with no incentives (except the food) and its takes a whole day!?
and after that things became complicated, i ask the person in charge of volunteer database to send me the contact list and it takes him 24 hours to send me the freaking e-mail!!! moreover, i called, text and emailed him more than 5 time in that 24 hours!!
So sian with these people, i don't think they see the urgency here!
Oh well, as expected, the president send a message to everyone on an urgent general meeting. I had class then so couldn't attend, but i am pretty sure everyone got bombarded!
I will have to prepare myself to receive the email the president will send to me soon!
Anyway the event was prospone to next week because they were not enough people participating (hahahahahah...).

Actually this MUISS is very very not organised! i am not afraid to say that it is very terrible. every week they have an event but every week there are less than 30 people who attend the event. moreover imagine, out of the 30 ppl at least 10++ is committee members which means people who really participate is like only 20 ppl!!
organise for what like that! publication is terrible! where got ppl only promote their event on the week the event is on and still think they can get 200 ppl to go!! too innocent ba!

there's a self defence class for women which was also prospone because of the number of ppl turning up and in the end this week it was cancelled!

aduh!!!..........................i wanna quit!

Well i just notice it is week 7 already 6 more weeks to go before SWOT vac! and seriously i am lagging behind all my readings there are just too many things to do!
Not only i have to allocated time to assignments and presentations but also to MUISS, friends, the gym, volunteering, OCF and most of all travelling!!
Just don't know why i want to put myself into so many things when i know it is my final year and 24hours is just not enough!

Monday, April 19, 2010

超级烦的人!

最近有个朋友超级超级烦!真的be tahan 她!
有时真的想完全不理她!
她真的太kiasu了!
她是我在uni认识的west malaysian
我通常能忍就忍毕竟都是朋友吗...
但是忍也有限度的!!

现在就list她令我无法忍受的一切。
  1. 她实在是太kiasu了。有一天上完tutorial后,她突然说很讨厌我们tutor, 我跟另一个朋友就觉得奇怪tutor又没得罪她。过后才知道因为她认为tutor没给她 paticipation mark,所以生气。 她说班上的一个男生都没回答什么问题却得到participation mark。 但问题在于她怎么那么确定tutor没给她呢?她说因为tutor在点名的时候没在她名旁打勾勾。Aduh! 她又知道tutor打勾勾就是加分可能就是点名而易啊! 烦死了! 他就这样讨厌tutor, 而且天天念.....
  2. 在做assignment 我们是同组。那组里有4个人,通常group assignment都是以majority来做决定的吗。但她就不是,她don't agree 的,而我们其他都agree的, 她就一直说不clarify她就不做, 而且她脸真的是变黑的!太过分了! 我真的无法忍受!
  3. 她call lecturer, 问问题超没礼貌。虽然说lecturer自己给的case study, 自己切没有念是不对,但是还是要有礼貌啊!
  4. 我们lecturer specifically说过如果有问题可以问online tutor要不e-mail他做consultation才可以找他,但她完全不理直接敲lecturer 的门! 还好lecturer当时不在,她不要脸不代表我们其他的原意破坏lecturer对自己的image啊!
  5. 我们组有4个人,两个住city两个住suburb (city 离uni有一段距离,大约half an hour drive)。 那我跟另一个朋友是住city的,我们为了做assignment足足2weeks连saturday and sunday都到uni去meet 他们。那我们就要求他们换一下一次到city meet好了! 说到这里她就立刻脸黑了! 烦死了....我们每天这样去uni也是花很多时间,而且还要车油费啊! 这都不是免费的啊!
  6. 她终于答应到city meet 了, 因为我们说服她说星期一是假期啊,没理由说不能来吧! 那plan好她住我家一晚, 但她就是好烦! 我每个星期六晚上都会去church要不就跟朋友痴痴饭,没那么早回家毕竟只有周六是我的休息天。那我跟另一个朋友就plan好,我还没回家前他可以先到我朋友家。她就对这个有意见! 难道要我应为你而换掉我所有的plan吗!! 而且她根本就不用过夜啊,可以明天早上才来啊!
真的太太太烦了!
还有太多无法打出来了!

作assignment那么多次没有比这次觉得miserable 的! 跟free rider 作好多了!
就让我发泄到这里吧!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Look what Kuching did to me!!

Some evidence of what Kuching will do to you!
In Kuching,
you don't have to walk,
you don;t have to cook,
you don't have to wash,
you don't have to clean!!

Your only job is to
get in the car when it is time to,
finish the food prepared for you,
change your clothes as you like as long as you smell and look good!!

Let me show you some evidence of how good life in Kuching is!
Let the pictures talk!!

Back in June 2008, Ah U head her way to Melbourne!!
See the super ah pui there....



.......then after 1.5 years, which is in Nov 2009...(picture taken right after exams)..



you have to admit it i did loose a bit of weight...

here comes the amazing one!!


this is my most recent picture taken on 17 Feb 2010..
after 2.5 MONTHS in Kuching...



Can't see any bones anymore.... :(
evidence of how well FED i am in Kuching!!

on the other hand it also proves that
Kuching really is FOOD PARADISE!!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

stuff

2010 is here!!

and obviously my blog has been abandoned for quite some time...
well one of the reason is i really have nothing to blog about,
and most importantly it is time consuming and i am very VERY lazy!
well try to blog back about things that have been an impact to me.

i am currently busy with internship in KPMG kuching.
If you ask me how it is going?
In this 3 weeks, it tells me i would not want to be in this field for more than 10 years!
i think if you stay there long, u will surely get bald earlier, or have free white dye for your hair or just take paracetamol as if its your daily food.
ok, maybe i exaggerated a bit, but this is how a feel at peak times (which is now).
I am only an intern and yet i had to stay for OT till 6.30pm, that is not the worst. it might be getting later as we going to final audit nest week!! making it worse i have to go into the client's place on Saturday too!! BIG SIAN!!
but i can only comfort myself with the thought of all his will go in my resume and as an experience for me! Furthermore it really gives an idea of what i will be doing for the next few years of my life after graduation.

i have been doing lots of vouching and casting.
vouching is basically tracing, casting is actually counting.
i have no idea why they give them fancy names!

and when i am free, i will become an official office girl, fax, photocopy, typing, issuing receipts blah blah blah...
sometimes i will become the postwoman!...fold letters, and stick stamps!
worse come to worse i will become a human paper shredding machine!!

well this is what you call experience, can't compliant much although i am doing so!!

ok. fullstop for internship.

before going for intern i spend my time in Singapore for Christmas.
nothing special, just food and shopping and the crowd.
went to the the Singapore flyer with a cocktail package. pretty ex but worth it if you love night views and enjoy it with your family or especially your partner!
bought some shoes, but pretty much everything i bought was for intern!

ok i am getting very lo so...sian...go sleep liaw
continue next time!