what is wrong with me??
i have no idea...
i don feel happy
but i dono why...

it is just a feeling inside
something pulling my heart down
it is so heavy
but i really dono why i feel this way
it feels empty
it is just something i cannot put in words

but i also dono why i am writing all these stuff
i wanna get things out of my self
write it out or scream!!
i dono!!
aaaaaa....
i can't stand it anymore

what the heck is wrong???????
wat !! wat!! wat!!

Life sucks more and more each day...

3 more weeks!!

Oh...3 more weeks!!
To what!!...
haiz...my stuxxd sister just remind me..

In 3 more weeks...
there will only be one teenager left in the house..
and whose that??
HER!!

Ppl out there...
Are you born in 1989??
If you are...this 2 weeks are ur last days as teenagers!!@_@
After that..teenagers no more..
SO go out there and do those crazy stuff!!
cause no more can blame u now..u r still a sei kia..
but not in 2 weeks time..
SO what r u waiting for!!

亲爱的。。。

亲爱的...这post是特别为你而写的。。。
不要再继续下去了好吗？

看到你那样，我很心痛啊。。。
现在还来得及回头。。。


为什么会开始呢？




是因为他们吗？
是为了fit in 吗？
为了兄弟们吗？
他们offer你的吗？

还是觉得那样很酷？

不可以啦！！

让你看看。。再继续下去的话。。。以后的你是怎样的。。。


看到了吧。。。
可怕吧。。。

not scary enough??
够恶心了吧！！
还会酷吗这样。。。


看看他的样子...

Do u still believe him?

SO

DO YOU HEAR　ME!!!

It's never too late....

P.S. To all smoking fellow friends, sorry if i have said something that hurt you.

Tagged by Janet

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

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1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
Get my Girlfriends to sabotage the other girl.....

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
No idea yet....

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
anyone who i think is a pest...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Keep quiet about it...

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
That's kind of...erm...impossible...but isn't that where things spark up??

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved...the....

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
if i really love him...i will wait till he loves me too...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Do nothing i guess... if it's urs, it's urs...

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Why would i wanna act?? acting only happens on a stage...where everyone wear masks...

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Yup...sure would...let him know that dumping him or getting dump by him is the right thing to do!!

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
YOUNG businesswoman...wife....mum....but still my parent's baby girl...

12. What’s your fear?
taking the wrong step in life

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
hmm.....tough one...married but poor...what's the point of being rich but single??

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
Dumb question....of course not...who is that nut head that would??

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I don't believe in falling in live with two people at a time

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Will...i am suppose to do that...but it's hard to say....damages done to the heart will only leave scars behind...

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
currently single....i will be having a relationship for a long long time when i get married...so what's the hurry??

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1. Ching En
2. Kelvin Jong
3. Ah Fi
4. Bee Hoon
5. Chee Ding
6. Serene ( u better)
   

Tagged by Jin n Janet (i think)

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.

3. Post that picture with NO editing.

4. Post these instructions with your picture.

5. Tag 10 people to do this.

Ok...looking weird....was munching on my Crunchy Nut!!!

will think f the 10 ppl...
larter....
gtg hand in assignment...

刚看完，学弟妹们的blog..
看到了他们写下在学最后一天的feeling..
看到了他们在学校拍的照片...
毕业晚会的照片...

都让我想起了，
一年前的我，
也是那样的...
时间真的真得过得太快...
时光机在那里啊！
多想回去把高中生涯的一切拍下来...
太后悔没有拍多点照片...
太后悔了...

但.....
在看着这些照片...
在写着这些东西的时候...
突然想起在旁边的妹妹...
她呢？
当她看到学校义卖会的照片...
当她看到朋友们都有红色的领带...
当她看到朋友们在毕约晚会的照片...
当好朋友们在MSN告诉她在学校发生的一切一切...
当她看到毕业特刊和毕业照....
一个她永远都不会再有机会拥有的...

她的感受又是如何的？
我知道她是很羡慕他们的
他们能够完成6年的中学生活
他们有机会体验到高三那年的生活
他们拥有了UEC的文凭...
他们能够参加唯一一次的高中毕业典礼...
而她切要在一个星期之内突然要跟朋友们道别
来到一个陌生的地方...
离家里朋友们很远的地方...
这种心情，你我都不可能懂....

How it took me to reach my assignment

So bored...nothing to do...

A lot to do actually...

but i'm just so so lazy...

n school now...

feel lik

where is my assignment when i am suppose to be doing it??
Ooops...i forgot to bring it..*innocent*
few minutes gone...

it's in my bag la...its just that...

the zip won't open...

not my fault...

ok ok...can open liaw..after much force...

thumb drive where are u?...

Oooo...windows explorer...
10 minutes ...
that's all..
check mail, faacebook...n mayb msn a bit..
wont take long right...

......
so ...
the thumb drive is actually already stuck in the computer...
but it took wuite long to remeber it...
eheeh...
Go class liaw...

haven touch assignment in the end...

Here's the story...

Ok...actually it was just a small case...i was just really angry at that point of time...
i wouldn't have posted that if i could have shouted out or just scream out loud at home...
but then...my home was already filled with quarrels the house was really tense..so...
din wan to make it any worse...

ok...so i just started my new semester...
in these two weeks we can change our timetables as we wish to any class...
if there is still seats of course...
so in my 2nd sem now...
i'm sure u guys will know which teacher is good n which is not in 2nd sem...
i got my timetable...and OMG...for my accounting i got the same teacher as my last sem...
he is a nice teacher...just that he teaches like 财生...so...heheh...don expect accounting from him..
he will just give u the answers to the questions...read it once..n u r on ur own...

so for the last sem i already suffered this...
i eventually had to learn accounting myself when i paid fees to the school!!
i don wan it again!!!

Then when i knew i was in this his class again i wanted to change badly,
but because a friend who said that she could not change her timetable anymore
wanted me to accompany her in the class.... i stayed...very stupid of me...
a really big mistake!!
a lot of ppl in the class changed...n eventually the class of 20 shrink to 9...amazing ya..

ok so when the 2nd week came...i went to have a look at the timetable to c if there is any chance for me to change...
well, there is this class where the teacher was great and everyone was trying to get into..and when i check there was still one spot where the person right in front of me just change his time where he left the spot open!! (this is as if God told me to change right on the spot)!!!
i actually wanted to change to that class already...but when i thought of my friend..i thought i already promise her...so i din change in the end...
Big mistake!! Big big mistake!!

then on Sunday...while i was happily chatting to frens online...
my friend came online...
n said...
oh..i forgot to tell u...
i changed my accounting tutorial...
n she added you should change urs too...
*shXt* *shXt*(that's me)
what the heck...
the timetable changing time is already close..
how the hell does she expect me to change my timetable

so i was really really piss....

and some more additional info for u guys...
in the 1st week of tutorial, we form groups of 3 to do presentation...
and she is in my group with another girl...
and guess what??
i just found out today the other girl also change...
so...i'm left alone...in my presentation group...wow!!
me alone..doing the presentation..i think they should employ me as a tutor already...

another gal form another group also left the class..
so that makes my class left with only 6 kittens (小猫）..

the worse thing is...
in other tutorials...every group that is form will have to make ONE presentation in the whole semester...
but guess what...
since there is only 6 of us...
we will do it every once in two weeks...

and won't it be cute...
imagine...3 person doing the presentation...
4 audience (including the teacher)..
wahahah...will take pic if i can...



ok guys....these few weeks wasn't a really good week for me...

1. this problem came up
2. i drop my phone in the toilet bowl...and yes...so its spoiled again...fixing it...costing my a fortune
3. i drop my train ticket ...yes that is an 'again' again...i just used it for 8 days..n it was for a month...and have to buy another which cost me 104.40 Aussie dollar..
4. these two expenses is already half my allowance.....so puasa now...
   

now is really 钱不够用!!

So F***ing piss!!

sorry guys...i know I'm not suppose to scold that...
But i really cannot stand it!!

I think I'm too stupid to listen to other people.
i should have just do what i intend to do
and not care about other people's sake

think of other's people sake
and what do you get in return??
even if there is no return it is ok...
but why do you want to do this to me??
you know i wanted to do that so badly
and just because of u
i stayed back...

From today on i will be a change person,
i'm telling the whole world now...
listen carefully,
don't ever say i did not tell you..

i will no longer be the U Sun u guys know...
i will only care for myself from this day on..
it is all about me from now on..
not you, her or him...
so don't expect anything from me!!
ESPECIALLY HELP!

will tell u guys the story when i'm in the mood to type...

Hot chick!!

Take a look guys!!



Know who she is??





She is a ex-Pastor!!!!!!


if u don believe can go check....her name 何耀珊。。。
should be like tat....


i DOno what to say...

if cannot load....here..http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=Twxf2LraoEE

Tagged by Ah Cao, Janet, Bee hoon, Serene, wan yi......

The rules and regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back!!

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1. I like to set my MSN status as offline
2. I sleep a lot, seriously a lot and really early
   
3. i sleep wearing a jacket, even back home in Malaysia
   
4. i sleep with either the jacket hood or cap on
   
5. i also have to have a pillow over my eyes to make sure i can sleep
6. i think i have to personalities, I'm another person at home n with friends
   
7. i can don't wash my face in the morning or night but i have to and must brush teeth
8. i love collecting cards, example, real rewards cards, enrich cards, apple gift shop cards....
   
9. i like to observe people when i have nothing to do, like sitting in the food court, train etc.
10. i talk to myself a lot
11. i hate bitter gourd, kiwi, cats(sorry cat lovers).....
12. i will sneeze every morning, its a must...everyday routine...
13. i have a body alarm...i will wake up either right on time or earlier, waking up late is a rare case unless i sleep after 12 the night before
14. believe it o not...i don have favorites in most things...
15. i talk and laugh very loud
    

this was being tagged a long time ago, but i was really lazy then so din do it...not going to tag anyone....do this if u want too..i have another tag quiz coming up...

对不起.....对不起....

今天是假期后的上课的第一天，
不要问我为什么上课时间那么奇怪，
太复杂了不会解释，你们只好接受吧！

好继续我的故事，
由于上课时间换了，so‘抓不准'要出发的时间。
就是没有check timetable 的后果就sia soi 自己
ok...here it goes...
like always i have to take the tram to go to the train station
so 这里no problem...very smooth...
then 到了那里，我抬头看train几点到
wahlau!!!! in 1 minute ler!!!
So i cepat cepat, run lor...
aduh!! When want to go down,
the escalator going down rosak!!!
Babi la!!! 气死我了，so rundown the stairs lo...
the big ending is here.....
现在已经比较凉快了so i wear slippers...
then because of that.....
my slippers 勾到the stairs there....
then....
u guys should know what happen liaw.....
haiz....
so sia soi...
this time really is dumbo drop from the sky!!!
luckily no earthquake!!!!

in the end...i myself fall liaw 痛lo...
and some more see the train say 'choo choo....'...

Wat a first day a....

ok next story....
first class is accounting lecture....
OMG!! the lecturer so cold...
he keeps talking to himself,
he puts most of us back to bed...
and i don understand thing that i learn today!!
sian...have to 靠自己to read...
still dono is read wat....
die liaw....

then after class have to meet ppl to sell my old books and buy my new books...
aduh...wait n wait...dono which one is want to buy book de dono who is sell de...
too many ppl...
so everyone 我看你，你看我，啦啦啦.....
in the end buy my books all $210 lo...
not finish yet still got 2 more books...pek cek...
so expensive...
i sell all my book only worth $150 nia....sian

last one....
is why i title this post sorry....
this is sorry to the maths teachers in CHMS1 in my senior years.....
聪哥...晖哥....对不起.....
高中时因该好好听课的...
叫我们背的，我应该用心的把它背起来
叫我们不要抄，我就因该不要抄，自己做呀！
现在后悔没用了...if有学弟学妹看this post...
PLZ listen to 老师！

i had maths class today...after a year....
maths is back in my life...
algebra, calculus.....blah blah blah
i also dono...
then first tutorial teacher giv us exam lo....
sianz.....but i kelam kabut la....
forget everything.....

but luckily!!!
i'm changing subject!!! no more maths!!!!
but economics...
not so great either ya...

here we go again!!

My holidays are over!!
Back in Melbourne today...
Class starting on Monday..
assignments coming up agian!!!
haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Results were out last week...
i guess i did ok...
should have wrote more..
should have Got a better grade

spent a week of my holidays in Melbourne,
a week in Kuching
and a week in China!!
Really did nothing much in the holidays
eating and sleeping are always first in the list
will try to post some pics if i have time...

so lazy to write blog...

Kuching...the place to be...

Went out with the guys tonight....
same old place...lim teh....
the guys r.....JT, ah Fi, 小燕子( don kill me if u c this)and kok dong!!
woo...haven been laughing n talking so loud for quite some time...

Everyone is still the same....actually mostly...
except that...ah fi manage to LOOSE his tummy!!
and JT some of his macho-ness....wahahah...
小燕子is exactly how he was when i last saw him
although they say he is now slimmer...
n kok dong...still the same...
but what can i say...i have only been away for 4 months..

kuching also not much changes....lots of kopitiam behind my house now..
i can see bright lights some distance away from my room now....
it's the lights form the construction for the four points hotel...
i'm quite amaze when i left kch not long ago they were only building the basement
but in 4 months time they can build quite a lot...

tomorrow is badminton day...just like the old days..
the only difference is...no more winner court but arena (bebe's that's right across ur home!!)
and another major change is... there will be 4 times less of the ppl we use to have..

Planing to have more food back here...as 2 weeks is gone soon...
planing of going back to school too...mayb pop wave...igloo...??

Selamat Hari Raya!!

Kepada saudara serta saudari
Setahun hanya sekali
Merayakan hari yang mulia ini

Di masa bulan Remdan
Kita berpuasa hingga sebulan
Pabila Syawal menjelma
Hari raya disambut dengan gembira

( korus 1 )
Miskin kaya memakai baju baru warna-warni
Mengunjungi sanak kaum famili
Sungguh hebat pemandangan di hari raya ini
Tua muda wajah berseri-seri

Selamat hari raya
Pada saudari saudara semua
Marilah dengan gembira
Merayakan aidilfitri yang mulia

Di sana kelihatan
Bermacam kuih ketupat dan rendang
Mintak bu kuih sepotong
Saya mahu makan kerna perut kosong

Dam dam dum bunyi mercun
Kanak-kanak segera datang berduyun
Dam dam dum mercun berdentum
Semaraklah hari raya ini tahun

( korus 2 )
Maafkanlah jika ada terlanjur perkataan
Diharap supaya jangan disimpan
Kuberdoa selamat panjang umur murah rezeki
Semoga Tuhan akan memberkati

Selamat hari raya
Hari untuk kita bersuka ria
Selamat mari ucapkan
Untuk kita hingga sampai tahun depan

Selamat hari raya !


Wahahah....rendang...curry..satay....
Green Pao!!
HERE I COME!!

photos...........................

Photos...........of .................ME!!!
ok..just don vomit when u guys c them ok..

Hair tied up

Thinking of getting my hair long again...any idea...wan o not?

Hair not tied up

Ok .. this was taken during exam period....was tooo bored...so wahahaha...

My 2nd sis, younger sis n i
all black........

ok..i'm nuts liaw...nothing to blog...so just put photo...

Me latest family photo...
took tons of them this time...

Wahahah...no tittle!!

Finally!!
Can 光明正大的online!!

Wahahah....exam finish lo!!
But it is weird....after exams finish yesterday
don't have the really happy feeling that i use to have usually after exams..
hmmmm.........
Nvm...don't care...

last three weeks was crap...
the whole three weeks was
school - library - home - school - library -home...
it goes round n round for the three whole weeks...
glad it was over...
but it made me find out something...which was good...
that the library was filled with...
Koreans!!! （if u know what i mean)
wahahah...nice finding ler...
but the library was really effective...
good place to study anyway...
people here rush into the library...
while ppl back home...
i don think anyone wants to go there
wahahah...

My parents were here since last week...
but thanks to Mr. Exam i did not really have the time to go out with them..
they went to have yum-cha while i was in the library..
Oh man..my yum-cha dream...down the drain..
haiz...so sian...

well....it is all over now!!!
last night i just had a really really big feast!!
Thanks to my papa i not only can have really good food but some more...
what's tat??
i get to met out with janet they all!!!
wahaha...
let u guys look at the pics...
will upload others ...if i have the time..wahahah...
ok...in the picture...there iis me, my sis, her fren kai ling, our fren yong yong (johor), our senior Penny (Sandra's sis) and....Janet!! and her cousin!!..........

AIN'T THAT COOL!??

ok ...lame....we are all from 独中anyway...
had a really great night...never laugh so much in all these months...
haven spoke malaysian chinese + english for soooo long!!

Smelling Good!!

My precious phone spend it's last 40 minutes......





drowning .....





in ....








the WASHING MACHINE!!!










it's gone....dead...
leaving without a goodbye...




but at least
the smell of detergent...


leaves its dead body smelling good....

Plz turn it off!!

Hey!! Hey!!
Spring is official here..wohoo ...
Winter air was still here yesterday...
but when i woke up today...

OMG...
God just turn on the oven in Melbourne...
it is Damn HOT!!!

SO SO ...urgh...hot...
Somemore i was told
the oven is only set at 'low' now!!...
I don't know how i am going to survive summer...
i will not only become BBQ pig but overcook de!!!

Sianz Sianz....
Haiz...exams in a week time...
and i don even know what i am studying...
Management is stupid..
marketing is hard...
microeconomics...is ok...
accounting better than the others...

i have been reading management for a week....n still dono wat it is talking about...
sianz...hope i can pass...
just a pass is enough for me...

Tell u guys what happen to me yesterday...
i went to study in the Law library yesterday...
study o...me o...LAW library somemore...
make me feel soo...wahahaha...
then very happy lo at least got study something..
then at 5 i decide to go home...got on the bus
in the bus i touch my ear n...haiz...my favorite earing was lost..
haiz...no point in looking liaw..might have drop it in the toilet bowl...

ok so very down liaw...earing gone..
then reach the bus stop near the train station...
i saw the train zoom pass me....
whahaha...laugh to myself...
u miss the train again...
nvm la...small case...wait lo...
then i baru let my butt warm the seat nia...
i suddenly want to check if i brng my ticket...

Sian lo...the worse part come liaw lo...
i los the f*** tram ticket!!!
Geezz....then walk the whole back to c if i drop it along the way..
but not so lucky la...don have...
must have dropped it in the bus
then that time miss another trian...
haiz...bad day...

then i thought nvm la...no ticket ...buy again lo..
wahahah...
open purse...only got coin nia...
i just use my last $10 to buy my printing credit...
so sian...cannot believe i so soi...
so i go c how much one ticket mayb zhun zhun enuf...
wah wah cheapest one also $3.50 lo..
i only got $1.00++ nia...
hehehe...

haiyo haiyo...dono waht to do...
so i call my fren he also live in the city
so mayb he haven go home can get him to borrow me money..
but then...he baru got off the train in the city ..
so no hope liaw...no need go home liaw...
sure kena marah de...

haiz...sound like in the movies eh....
everything bad happen at a time
then when i tot no hope liaw...
something happen...
.
..
...
.....
....
..
.

my 白马王子出现了
....
....
.....
nice ler....




in ur dreams la...
so good then i can lost my ticket eveyday...
i don't mind...

hahah...in the end i use my monthly ticket lo...s soon...
which is really wasting money..
cause it cost $104.60..
and i will be having holiday soon
so wasted...

ok tat's all folks...got to get on with MANAGEMENT hell again...


P.S. advice form me...if any of you wanna take management...be sure u have really really good memory...like computer de....o if u r doreamon then no problem for u...

Almost one month since i updated...sorry i isolated you for so long..wahahaha
was busy with assignments for all this weeks...
going to pass up the 2nd last assignment tomorrow
and accounting assignment coming up next!!
Though life!!
Exams coming soon to..so won't be spending much time online after next week...
but the thing is after exams on the 27 Sep it will be HOLIDAY!!
n guess what?!

I'm going home on 3 OCt wohoo!!!!!
Can't wait!!

Anyway spring is coming and the weather is getting warm..so I'm lovin' it!!
But i'm being warn that spring time ppl get asthma a lot..
so maybe i'll have stay home...and be 乖乖女...
Have to change my tooth brush tomorrow already..
Anyone know what that means?!
I bet no...

I means, It's my 4th month here already..
ain't that fast??!!
i have already spend a quarter of the year 2008 here in Melbourne...

the song at the side is a great song..love it
have a listen..

Oh forgot the most important thing...today is National Day
Happy Birthday Malaysia!!

一年前

很久没用华语写blog了...因为华语不是很好so都不敢用华语写...wahaha....

刚看了很多现在高三朋友的blog，发现很多都是写快要毕业离开母校的心情， 朋友与自己的未来，都开始拍了很多很多跟朋友和老师拍的。

一年前的我们也是那样....我们都趁机把握时间做了很多事情
1. 大家都会驾车了！去那里都方便多了！
2.很多tuition 后, ice kacang 的时候
3.这时候熬夜已经是daily routine了
4.拿到fail的高数，物理已经是normal的
5.有出去那里makan，相机肯定不会缺少
6.去升学展 fit pen
7. 275是必去的地方
8.Matang很远meh..
9.去king centre 的路太熟悉了
10.不久不久就有cookie， jambu吃
11.Starbucks and igloo 的regular customer
12. badminton court fill with 我们的笑声
13. 我们看郑和看到不要了
14.没事做就去spring enjoy free 冷气
15. 半夜在机场做free show

还有太多太多写不完的活动...
有些父母觉得我们太疯狂了
现在想起来我们还真是疯狂的一群
都在浪费宝贵时间
但是我可没后悔过
你呢？

Month no.2

This is month no.2....
Get new haircut!!!
SHort Short de.... funny o not??
Weird?


Won't be cutting my hair again liaw...too expensive!!

Saturday day out!!!

Today day is one of the best Saturdays i have in Melbourne!!!
The weather is great, the sun is out....it's not cold!!! The best day for a picnic!!

Yeah right u3..dream on...
it was cloudy, windy and it rained in the afternoon...but it was still a great day!!
We Sarawakians had a day out to the suburb..for what ler...
LUNCH!!! Fill our tummy with delicious mouth watering food!!

Me, Janet, Fiona and Penny(Sandra's sister) went out together...
We meet at the train station and headed for our journey ..
no lah not really journey...
oh ya...we meet our senior at the train station...
small world...still remember Lik Xing?? ELC class de...
Anyway..we go to this place called Sofia
which is quite a popular place...for students to eat..but locals also visit it too..
I was told that the dish is so huge you cannot finish it by yourself
so for the 4 of us we ordered 3 dishes...
spaghetti, Sofia pizza and some mix fried seafood stuff...

First came the spaghetti..and it disappointed me..
in my mind it would be really huge but..nope it wasn't...
wrong again u3....the other 2 dishes came...n we were all sure

we had to take away..there's no way we can finish all those up!!
Mouth watering ler....

After feeling 99% of our stomachs ..
we saw ppl on the other tables were having ice-cream!!
o...yummy!!! but already 99% full...
no more space...
So..bo bian
we packed up n prepared to go..
everyone had a guess on the bill..
and we agreed that for a meal like this..
it should be $20++ per person..

Wahahaha!!!
Wrong! Wrong!Wrong!
Guess what!?
For a meal tat filled us all up ,
n taking away some of the pizzas,
it only cost us $11.25 per person!!!!!
wahahah...seafood...pasta...pizza!!!
nice nice...hua suan..


After the movies, we went for a movie..
i know i know...we really know how to enjoy..
Watched Mamamia...
nice movie..
love the songs..
make me wanna sing with them..
Our next target is The Dark Knight
or Mummy...
hmm...very happening hoo...
Wahaah...

After that i have dinner with uncle...
wah..busy busy day today..
He chia me n my sisters a lot...
for 5 ppl we had 6 dishes!!
Peking duck!! yummy!!
Oyster!! Chicken!! Tofu...veggie n more veggie!!
YUm YUm!! Thank u Uncle,
it's been a long time since we had such a meal..

So today u can imagine how much weight i will gain...all the yummy
things in my tummy...
My poor organs...have to work a lot today!!

JINs in my life!!

Janet has got NICHOLASs in her life...
N i've got JINs iny life....
Kuching JIN if you are reading this...this post is NOT specially for you...
Muahahah...feeling mean now...

There's the very 1st Jin that i meet at 4 or 5 ...
the the very cute gal, with big face back in Kuching
and i'm sure most of you guys know her...
not most but ALL of you!!

Then there's this other 2 JINs that i met here,
the different thing about them is that they are guys..
Hmm...actually i don't really know them..

One is Jin Wei he is from Johor..but studied in Singapore
So he has a problem of identifying his nationality
Hmm....i think he doesn't want to be Malaysian.. :P
His really smart and somehow sometimes a tutor to all of us..

The other Jin is an anti-social guy..
Although he is also the only guy that lives in the city
and that we have some classes and lectures together..
i don even know what his full name is..
Because he is anti-social
and he never speaks...
Although we go on the same trian almost everyday

I had only one conservation with him.. only once...

and it went like this..
U3:" So...you live in the city too?"
Jin:"Yeah."
U3:"Which part of the city?"
Jin:"I take the bus."
Then no more...
hmm... what kind of answer was that??

So...In conclusion the Jin back home is still the best.

Ermengency!!

They are evading my personal territory...help someone help!!
Stop them before they conquer me!!

I'm a weirdo!!!!....
Other ppl won't have this problem that i'm facing in Australia!!
In this kind of humidity, I having pimples!!!!

Anyone know the way to stop them??







This is real a Pimple disaster! No joking...

1st month...before and after..

Hmm....i'm trying to keep a track of how i change every month....have i become fatter or fairer o taller o what la....muahahaha....

Before leaving CHMS 1

One month before Melbourne

1st day in Melbourne

After one month in Melbourne

Got any difference??

Busy life

I haven't been able to online everyday this week...or when you nudge me or something i don't responds...i want to apologies for that....Sorry guys!!

I'm busy with assignments and casebooks this week..it is only the 2nd week and can u believe that they actually gave us a assignment on the 1st tutorial to hand up on the 2nd week and marks will be calculated!!!Oh man...can really feel the pressure....
On Wednesday i had marketing tutorial and we were suppose to be doing casebook in tutorial but mana tahu it was like an exam..no open book, no notes and no asking around...you just answer the question given to you in the last lecture...but luckily i got prepare la...at least know a bit...for those who din't prepare..die lo....

I never thought my life here would be so busy...jus 2 weeks of class and i got so many things to do...so i think i won't be able to blog so much...hahaha...and msn so much...
Sorry...sorry...

A lot of assignment coming up

got to go!!!

New culture

My tutor told me this story, some of you might have already heard of it but some of you might have not. Let me share it with you.

Once a tourist went to shopping and came upon a shop which sells branded t-shirts, and most importantly they were all very cheap. So the tourist was very attracted to it and took a look at them...he found that the quality was not bad and the label also said 'Guarantee no shrink'. So he trusted it and bought a few more to bring back to his country as gifts. The next few days the tourist wore some of the t-shirts and eventually wash them. When he got them out form the washing machine he was surprise. The t-shirt had shrunk.

So the furious tourist took the t-shirt and went back to the store.He wanted a refund. The store owner look at him and ask what was wrong. The tourist said that he trusted him so he bought the t-shirt but now the t-shirt had shrunk.
The store owner look at him and ask:"You not from here a?"
Tourist:"No, I'm Australian."
store owner:"Ooo...no wonder...you miss understood la...in Chinese we read from right to left not left to right. The label reads 'Shrink no guarantee' la."

Get it?

Chee Ding

Chee Ding thank you very much for your encouragement...
After reading it..
I felt very warm..
I felt that you were just right beside me..
supporting me like always..
No matter how far we are apart..

Thank you...for the encouragement
and i will one day tell you that i'm enjoying it here!

Alone

My mum send here earlier 2 weeks so i can settle down first before i start class...
she wanted to make sure i overcome homesick before i start school..
and she said if i do fall sick the 1st week i can always have the second week to recover...

Well...i did not get sick in the 1st week or the 2nd but i'm sick now
exactly a day before class reopens...
not only physically but also emotionally...

I'm confuss with the lifestyle here...everyone is always so busy going here going there...
I just like to hang around at home...play with computer...chat with my friends...watch movies...is it wrong to do that?
Is hanging around at home wrong?
Must i make myself busy walking in the streets?
Must my day be packed with activities?

I don't have any friends here..so what do you suggest me to do?
Walk up to a stranger and say 'Hi! I'm U Sun from Malaysia. Would you like to be my friend'..what will ppl think..i'm sure that stranger will call up the ambulance and give me a free medical check up..
Or do you suggest me to go have a walk outside the street...breath some fresh air?
My foot la...breath dust that's the only thing you get...
walk?...i have a few more years to go here..walking the same street everyday..are you afraid i won't have the chance to get to know the place??!

I just got here...and i don't have any close friends here..
I can only look up for my friends back at home...
and the only thing that keeps us in touch and doesn't cost so much is only MSN..
To me it is really important now!!
To some of you it might not be..and more over there is a time difference between us...
So what to do..we can only make plans and online the same time...
we treasure the every chance we can to keep in contact...
I don' t wanna lose my friends...they are all i have got now..
i can't tell my parents anything..it will only make them worry..

Do you think i like to be alone? I don't!! Who likes to be alone...
I hate eating alone...i hate going to school alone...i hate walking alone...i hate waiting alone...
But rather being alone in a place filled with strangers i rather be alone at home where everything seems more familiar to be...where i think i feel safer..
Being in the train alone is more than enough for me...
ppl tell me you can take a nap in the train if you like o you can read a novel..
let me tell you..in the train you r alone...they is no one to look after you o your things..
if you take a nap o read ur books...
and if something really happens to you..mayb being rob o something...who is there to be blame..
you weren't taking care of your things..
Do you know the feeling of sitting alone in the train station off peak hours...
and more over in a suburb...where there are not much ppl..
How would you know... you never have to be sitting there...
the wind blows and you feel cold..a stare from a stranger gives you the shivers..
the crows makes you turn eveytime they scream..
every minutes that passes makes me think ..have i miss the last trian
where was i to go if the trian broke down and there's no more service..
all i want than is for the train to come quickly so i can go home
where i feel warm and safe there....
I won't want to spend another moment alone in the streets...

I have been a lazy worm at home for 7 months...and now that i'm staring classes again it takes some time for me to adjust myself...
I'm not a robot you know...feeling tired is something very natural....
it is not only the change of climate is effecting me but also all the travelling that i won't have to do back home is tiring me...
How do you expect 7 yr old child to not be tired when he has just stared having tuitions in the afternoon...he is use to taking naps you know...
you have to give him some time...

I know that everything you do is the best for us..
I know we cannot afford to waste money here..
but i'm not psychic you know...
i don't know what you r thinking..so you have to tell me..
Things that are done are already done...
There is no point getting in a fight for it anymore...
There r somethings that I refuse to do...
and you ask for a reason...
does everything have to have a reason...
let me tell you...i refuse to do things..
because i don't have the confidence in it and i'm not ready for it..
i know ppl will say there r only reasons but that is what i feel..
and i just don't want to do it..

You might find me lauging to myself sometimes
mayb it is the movie that is making me laugh
mayb it's not
but what i'm sure is
i'm not laghing inside..

Mei duan lao shi is right...being 18 1/2 was the best time of life...

Five days of orentation over!!

Oh my...five days of orientation just finish like that...so fast!!
On Thursday we had city tour we went to China town, Victoria market ...etc...i forgot liaw..hahaha...

the highlight of the trip is going to the Eureka skydeck.

Skydeck 88 is the highest public vantage point in the Southern Hemisphere. Eureke tower is the world's tallest residential building, it is 984.3ft / 300 metres in height.
The lifts travel more than 9 metres per second making them the fastest in the Southern Hemisphere( also makes your ears hurt in it).

it has got 3,680 stairs , 92 storeys, 52,000 sq meters of windows.

The glass on Eureka's top 10 levels is 24 carat gold plated. Building the tower used up 110,000 tonnes of concrete and weighs 200,00 tonnes.

It also has the world's 1st "edge" experience. The "edge" experience is where you go in a cube box which is made out of glass...and when u go in it will be filled up with mist...and when the cube moves out the building the mist will suddenly all be gone leaving you standing on air..hanging above...88 stores away from the ground..thrilling!!!

That's one of the train station that i take everyday to school....this photo is taken form the skydeck..

Look at the cars...so tiny....

Meet a Malaysian guy that day called Yuan. He is the very first Malaysian i spoke to in my school....surprisingly so little Malaysians here a...o mayb i just din get to meet them..

Well the point is he is not only Malaysian but he also lives in the city!!! So that means i found someone doing the same course as i am(i think), going to the same school, is also a Malaysian and most important of all he lives in the city!! Hahaha...i don't have to go home alone liaw..muahahah...but la only one month lo..he is moving to somewhere near the campus by the end of next month..sian..

A really lousy picture using my phone...waiting for the lift at the Eureka tower. 1st left is Ing, 2nd left(behind Ing) July, 3rd left(behind July) Kathy, 1st right is Rebbecca, 2nd right(behind Rebbecca) Yuan

Eureka Tower. Photo taken across the Yarra river...

Today was the official welcoming for this intakes business students and arts students.A welcoming lunch was held in front of the common room. There was a life band going on ..singing songs and dancing...there are not only band players but also really Victoria police...A Frenchman and a man on sticks were also there to entertain us...there was also a fire gal...n also statue girl...the teachers barbecued hot dogs for us...we can have our face painted too!!!

Oretation

Yesterday was first day of orientation...for the next few days i will busy attending all the activities that were planned for us!! Yahoo!!
First day of orientation was ok the place was swarming with china students...we had a tour of the campus and have lots of talks and had my student card done.
I meet some new friends there...the first person i talk to was a china girl, her name is Lynn but she is in Caufiled campus so i guess won't be meeting each other much but it was nice knowing her...then in the campus tour i met a Singaporean girl called Rebbeca and Brunei Guy named Rex (T-rex....rrrr...)...later on met another two Brunei people...Safarul and Ing..great people all of them..
I spend the 2nd day of orientation with them ...and today is 2nd day of orientation...
but it was boring we practically fell asleep...luckily there were free doughnuts to eat...yum yum!!
After two days using the train alone to school...I'm still trying to get use to chasing buses and trains...but once in the train i will get bored and start making up stories of my own of people standing around me...observing them really is quite fun!!! Hahaha...u guys must think i'm crazy...but it's true there's nothing to do on the train..so ...lik tat la...hahahha...
Sorry no photos for now cause i din dare...

Father's day

Today is Father's day back home in Malaysia.

Happy Father's Day to all fathers!!!

Thank you papa for all the love you give me

Thank you papa for giving me all the best education

Thank you papa for clothing me

Thank you papa for all the meals that i take

Thank you papa for bringing me to this world

Thank you papa for everything that has happen to me

Thank you!

Thank you!

Thank you!

This year will be a very different year for my father...

All his children are not by his side...and for once in his life he is celebrating it alone at home with my mother...

Besides that, thinking of the father's in Si Chuan...although today is not father's day there.

but thinking that this coming 8 of August which should be a very happy day for all of it's citizens because it is not only Olympics but it is also their Father's day will be a very sad one for those who has lost their sons or fathers in the quake...

How they never thought that last year's Father's day would be their last time celebrating with their love ones...

But no matter what...

To all father's wherever you are

healthy or sick,

rich or poor,

Happy Father's Day

身体永远健康

天天快乐

我们永远爱你!!

I Look like Many Moore!!!

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities

Letter

Before i came to Melbourne, a few days before i flew a letter was placed on my bedroom desk for me!! I look behind the letter but there was no return address...that made me even more excited!!

Then i took a look at the stamp and it came from Taiwan and then i knew who is was...
Take a look...

Muahahah...
let u guys c the card..

Thank you wei ching!!!

actually i just wan to hao lian to u guys...so u can don care about me....hahahah...

Sex and the city

Went out for a movie last night. The movie was showing on 9.30 so we got there in 9 to meet up with some friends...and guess what we were so excited that finally it was our turn to go in the cinema but nope..we sat in the cinema for like half an hour just watching the advertisements..if we knew that we shouldn't have gone early..what a waste of time...

For this movie Sex and the city it is like 80% of the crowd are women!! So shocking and the place was filled up...It is my first other cinema besides Star and Riverside back home, and i assure you after you have been to one like this one you won't wanna go back to Kuching's cinema...

but the tickets are really expensive for student price is $13.50, so i don't think i will be going to the cinema anymore..hahah..

Hmmm...about the movie i actually don't really think it is nice because there are a lot of parts were if i am in Kuching it will be cut...So guys if you like to watch ahem de this is the movie for you to watch..

Cute o not??

I wore this to the movies and that is like so lap cek...

This is the cinema...really spacious seats...i like the sam ba lau take picture...heheh...

Another day in Melbourne

For this few days in Melbourne, i think i have walk more than i ever had in my entire life!!
It's like i have to walk and walk and walk , my feet hurts!!...so guys appreciate that you have a car at home where you can ride around in it..now i know i cannot criticize those black black de ppl back home...

Oh Audi!! 我好想念你噢!!

你在家里要好好为妈妈服务，不要为妈妈添麻烦!



Today i went to the market in the morning and most important of all i went to have a tour a round my school!! And my tour guide is my neighbour. She is a very helpful and lovely indonesian girl. She is also 19 this year and already finish her 1st yr!!

And it is such a coincidence that she is also studying commerce in accounting finance and she is going to be a mentor for new students like me!!

Oh man,can i be any luckier...

Going to Monash in all takes around an hour...actually the trian, tram and bus rides aren't long but it is the waiting that is long..if u miss a train you will have to wait for another 15 to 20 minutes and after that you will have to wait for the bus again...so...it's quite tiring cause sometimes you have run for it.. and sometimes there will be a long queue and imagine the bs door shutting in your face because it is already full...and i cannot imagine how the look in your face will look like....haahah...

We toured around for like an hour an a half and just covered the front part of the campus...the campus is huge!! There are more than 84 buildings!! and that's not all...there are still other Monash campus in Melbourne!! There are so many cafeteria that it seems more like a food court than a canteen to me...

For the campus sports center there is like almost every kind of sports ypu can name..they even have a massaging place, saunas and spas!

<---The market that sells meat

the market that sells veggie-->

the ppl sing when they promote the things they sell, really nice...

This is the Asian groccery, where you can get all the asian stuff...so no worries..

1st day in Melbourne

I have reach Melbourne on 1st of June... On the day i arrive a fog was hanging over Melbourne..it still does now..causing Melbourne to become unusually cold.
Just the other day it was reported that the temperature in Melbourne was colder than one of the mountains here.So imagine that!!!

Our apartment is located at the city just opposite RMIT ...it's got a great view at night where u can see all the city lights but it is very dusty..as when u just clean the table outside it will dusty the next day!!

I arrived early in the morning after breakfast and some rest my sister took me shopping!! Hahaha...what la..ha ur head that means spend money la...that day i spend over a hundred Aussie dollars for lamps, shampoos, lotions and other stuff...my my when u convert it ..it really hurts....

My 1st breakfast in Melbourne
It's called Veggie bomb...
with egg, avocado, tomato, pancake...
and a cup of coffee..

Later that night we went to have dinner at a Chinese restaurant called 'Hong Kong'. We celebrated I Sun's birthday there.We had lobster mee...yummy...duck and forget liaw...

Lobster mee!!(right) and the other food we had...

^

My two elder sisters

The birthday girl n I--->

The four of us...i look like king kong ho... long time no take photo like that liaw...

The birthday girl cutting the cake.
Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to I Sun,
Happy birthday to u!
Big girl lo, don't gek cute liaw
Jia You!! in your studies!!

Ok enough of I sun birthday...now lets go to my new home!!

This is the building where i stay..

This is the front door of the apartment...welcome ..

Living room

Morning view Night View

That is my bed n i sun's.

I think i guys should know which one is mine la ho...

I'm actually taking this photo by shooting on the huge mirror which is my closet...

This is obviously my study table...

Still haven school open but it is already so untidy...

Hahahah..that's all folks..