it seems that no matter what i do, life just moves on. If i try to make it stop or halt in one way, it just eventually hits me full speed. It's like trying to hold water in your hands. you cant do it.
Sometimes i wonder on how i can make a dent in society, if maybe i could help others; i don't know. people say that I'm mature for my age. but in reality i know i have a lot to learn. but my question is why cant i take the knowledge i have now and put it to some use. maybe i can help someone change something. or maybe i am just being naive. again i am smart but i have a lot to learn. so i think that i will just take everyday as a blessing and once my chance comes of making a difference. I'll seize it. but until then, I'm just an eighteen year old girl, trying to survive in the dismal world.
