Thursday, January 11, 2007
9:38 PM
Grrr, I can't believe my luck, it's so bad that I can't believe it. I got freaking charged 31.90 bucks for my bad luck in getting a new faulty TV cable. WTH? Grrr. Freaking hell, I hate them. I meaning I change the wire then it's 8 dollars. And it's faulty? WTH. "Suay" ah. Talking about suay, I still have not billed my handphone bills. Hee. I think I gotta bill it soon, or else it will get disconnect.
I got a presentation next week, and Kenneth's birthday party tomorrow. Great! At least I relax at Kenneth's birthday party then after tomorrow, I will start on the writing the report. It's quite easy since I have done my research. Just that I need to clarify my doubts on some points with Dr. Mukherjee. May I present, MUKHERJEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! THE DOCTOR!!!! He's 1 lecturer that I respect a lot in my Poly life. Goody. I think I need to sleep early, going to die of fatigue and probably creeping.
[I giVe HoPE t0 MeN buT I KepT N0nE F0r MySeLF]
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
11:27 PM
This is a story about 2 friends. Friend A is a very quiet guy, whose family isn't that well-off, he doesn't really think about his future, he's smart but lazy. Friend B is very talkative guy and a especially sensitive to emotions of a particular person., whose family's finanical status is average, thinks about his future, and work hard towards it.
A and B are classmate since secondary 1. During this period of time, they seldom talk to each other until secondary 3. This is because B saw this quiet friend A has always been sitting alone quietly. A doesn't really show his feelings easily, doesn't talk much. Although A pay attention in class, his results were as good as he expected, while B on the other hand always have good results. A have friends who doesn't understand him, he has a girlfriend, thus the socialising skill with his friends are not as good. B is single, thus his friendship is better than A, but B doesn't have good social skills, he's a introvert, he only talks to people he knows and seldom make friends. When B and A started to talk, they become quite good friends. They talk a lot to each other and B often help A in his homework. Secondary 4 is the year when they have 'O' level. B is concerned about A because of his failing relationships with his gf. Other than a failed relationship, it may caused several effects later especially bad results. This is not a sign that is good for a future-conscious person like B. Thus he tried to help A even to the last minutes of the 'O' levels. During the study week for the 'O' levels, B invited A to his house in order to help him with his works. However, during 1 of the days, A did not go and went for a basketball game. B did not called and ask because he's angry with A for not being concerned with the upcoming major exams.
3 months passed, when the 'O' levels results were out, both A and B doesn't do well for it. Although B did better than A but B was below his expectations. A doesn't even ask B for his results. B knows A's results after a few days and B blamed himself for not helping A enough. And ever since no matter A has any problems, B will do what he can to help him. A however, thinks that B pities him and suspect that B has a motive of helping him. Although A doesn't show it in his conversations, B knew that A hates him for all those from the cold-attitude. When A and B got into same polytechnic, although different course, B always try to maintain the friendship, but A doesn't care about it. B feels that A is avoiding him, but B trys to maintain the friend as B still feels that he owe A because B blames himself for A's bad results.
Although A doesn't say to B that he is avoiding B, but B who is a guy who is sensitive to feelings know that A is avoiding him. B tries to put down this friendships many times, but as I said, B still blames himself for A's bad results and thus, holds the relationship to the bitter end.
Please post your opinions on A and B.
[I giVe HoPE t0 MeN buT I KepT N0nE F0r MySeLF]
Monday, January 08, 2007
11:52 PM
I believe that I'm the kind of person who are stubborn towards all my relationships, no matter towards gf or towards my friends. I'll hold on to whatever relationships I can, no matter whether it's going towards the end. The nicer way of saying is that I cherished people around me, but the truth is I'm very 执著(is it this word?)(stubborn) towards relationships. I'm those kind of stupid person who will just hold on to the bitter end even if I know it won't turn out good.
Well, when I ask people about it, they will just say I think too much and I should do what I think is right, don't care about what people say. But, I don't think I'm those kind of person that really can neglect on what people say. No matter what, what I can say towards this kind of person is that, they are very loyal, but they are always taken advantages of. Now it's not about whether I'm stupid if I know they are going to take advantages of this, I would just let them. It's about this defense mechanism behind it, I can't explain it. It's like I know it's going to fail, I still try it anyway. Even if I made up my mind on not trying it, I'll regret it later and still try it anyway. Ha. You might be laughing at me when you are reading this, but I'll think that's just me.
[I giVe HoPE t0 MeN buT I KepT N0nE F0r MySeLF]
